8 February 2020 Amusing yourself

Hello to you.  It’s Saturday afternoon as I write to you in your here and now.  How are you?  I hope well.  I am having some shall I say, “alone time” right now and find myself challenged to find things to do.  Today I took out the trusty cribbage and chessboards and found myself quickly bored with the board lol.  I write and draw a lot, sometimes paint, take pictures, enjoy almost every genre of music (some more than others), love to dance and be physically active, enjoy good food, truly enjoy being outside with God and sometimes play a video game here and there.  I enjoy making things but don’t really have an outlet for the things I make.  I think it is safe to say, at least for my house, you can have too many home made blankets!  Hobbies can get expensive no matter what they are.  When you are on a fixed income you have to watch your spending, at least that has been my personal choice about it.

Living where I do, most of the activities that I could participate in require me to spend money.  Driving to even a “free” place can get expensive over time.  So I have learned to amuse myself the best I can in the parameters in which I live.  For many, I think, it would be quite a dull existence.

I have planted a seed, if you want to call it that, for the God of my understanding to gradually and tangibly, put people in my life that are interested in the sorts of things I am interested in.  Some time ago, I had a “tribe” here, but everyone went their separate ways and all are extremely busy with their lives and pursuit of their dreams and or livelihoods.   Some of what I’m interested in may be considered “fringe” type things – much of which is in the spiritual, scientific and paranormal realms.

Sometimes when you plant a seed with God it takes time and the right “soil” in which for the seed to germinate. 

https://www.ridingthebeast.com/gematria-calculator/

seed = 33

one two five” in the English Ordinal system equals 134

one five eight” in the English Ordinal system equals 125

one four zero” in the English Ordinal system equals 158

one five zero” in the English Ordinal system equals 140

one three four” in the English Ordinal system equals 150

one five two” in the English Ordinal system equals 134

one four two” in the English Ordinal system equals 152

one three six” in the English Ordinal system equals 142

one five four” in the English Ordinal system equals 136

one four four” in the English Ordinal system equals 154

one two six” in the English Ordinal system equals 144

one one two” in the English Ordinal system equals 126

three three” in the English Ordinal system equals 112

seed” in the English Ordinal system equals 33

germinate = 92

one three four” in the English Ordinal system equals 150

one five two” in the English Ordinal system equals 134

one four two” in the English Ordinal system equals 152

one three six” in the English Ordinal system equals 142

one five four” in the English Ordinal system equals 136

one four four” in the English Ordinal system equals 154

one six two” in the English Ordinal system equals 144

one zero zero” in the English Ordinal system equals 162

nine two” in the English Ordinal system equals 100

germinate” in the English Ordinal system equals 92

one two five” in the English Ordinal system equals 134

soil = 55

one five eight” in the English Ordinal system equals 125

one four zero” in the English Ordinal system equals 158

one zero nine” in the English Ordinal system equals 140

eight four” in the English Ordinal system equals 109

five five” in the English Ordinal system equals 84

soil” in the English Ordinal system equals 55

13 June 2019 Looking at Time in the numbers

Hello to you.  I haven’t been in for a bit – doing lots of queries with the letters to numbers bit these days.  Today my husbands friend had a good question that I decided to explore and thought anyone who is interested in this might want to see what came up!  So what happens when I do queries of this nature is I am basically brainstorming and doing associations between things that are related to the subject.  It’s often surprising and delightful to see the “answers” or may be better yet to say “clues” that come through.

So here goes; the question was:  “What is time and how does it work?”

What is time and how does it work ? = 331/146

— what I saw in this result was this:  The 3, to me, is “yes, no may be” aspect of existence.  How we question ourselves when faced with a person, place, thing or situation we are uncertain about.  In this query it would be time.  The 146 doesn’t convert to anything else.   “One engaged with part of their brain, all the vices (7 deadly sins) but one.”  If you add 1 plus 46 it equals 47, which is the number value for time.

— “the yes, no, may be” for the light and shadow of one” = 396/150/140/158/125/134/150

— people=69  communication and uncertainty = 150  light= 56  shadow= 70

This didn’t really help us answer the question did it?  So what I did is started taking a look at a bunch of variables, mind you hardly all inclusive, that came to my mind and it was interesting to see what  came up.  I noticed that there are of course reoccurring patterns and 134, which I recently discovered was information and 150 which is fifty states, communication and uncertainty come up in almost all of them.  As is common for me when I do these, specific number values came up that spoke directly to me.  When you do this for yourself, should you choose, you may see the same.

To begin I have provided a “ledger” I use to help me make sense of what comes up without having a specific word meaning.  Keep in mind, with all the words in the English language there are many variations that can produce similar numeric values.  More than one word or sequence of words can equal the same thing and may or may not have the same meaning or association if that make sense?!  I would have to be a powerful computer or at this for a much longer time to find all the combinations!  Part of my enjoyment of this process is when a new value will come to me for a number that I had a previous association.  For example 150 was just fifty states for a time and now it’s communication and uncertainty just showed up this week!

1 – person, animal, object etc.

2 – process

3 – yes, no, may be

4 – brain

5 – sensation/senses/physical aspects

6 – cycle, all the “7” in check but 1

7 – vices, too much, preferences, purpose, motive

8 – system of eternity which can seem slow and the racetrack which can seem fast

9 – no? yes? unsure, uncertainty, resistance, insecurity  *interesting to note nine is nein, or “no” in German

10 – Zero = 64 Body = 46 observatory process  spirit = 91/10

7 Vices = Pride=52, Envy=66, Wrath=70, Sloth=74, Greed=39, Gluttony=134 and Lust=72

Moderation = 114  Balance=38  controlling yourself = 260  motive = 84  purpose = 110  intention = 120  expectation = 132  resentment = 133

 

(As always, feel free to add variables of your own.  I didn’t add these all up like I normally do this time but you can.  It’s interesting to see what final summary comes of many different variables.  Sometimes there will be direct correlation to one or more of the variables in the query.)

Brainstorm (129/134/150):

 

sunrise = 105/140/158/125/134/150

sunset = 98/91/76/117/133/146

time and the position of the sun = 324/174/159/118/117/133/146

time is a process for one in eternity which is either slow or fast like a racetrack = 793/163/142/152/134/150

earth = 52  information= 134 communication/uncertainty = 150

a racetrack is sometimes in a figure eight design = 424/178/148/143/150/140/158/125/134/150

provocation = 148 – this one came up today!

(the number 78 = childhood, the number 8 on its side looks like the eternity symbol and ate/eat = 26/8)

twenty four hour clock = 273/179/141/128/141

(man=28, 141=energy exchange and 41=garbage!)

sundial = 80/113/124

(racetrack and behavior = 80)

chronological time = 179/141/128/141

linear time = 106/150/140/158/125/134/150

rotation of the earth and time = 184/143/150/140/158/125/134/150

the flow of time and space around a person = 381/139/132/148/143/150/140/158/125/134/150

(what was funny about this is Jackie=39 and Life=32!)

pace = 25/100/162/144/154/136/142/152/134/150/140/158/125/134/150

(earth = 52/100  brain=44  54=sun/love

speed = 49/102/156/128/141

(light=56)

world time = 119/110/132/148/143/150/140/158/125/134/1/50

clock = 44/120/156/128/141

brain = 44/120/156/128/141

thinking time is passing by quickly = 377/186/135/132/148/143/150/140/158/125/134/150

believing time is passing by quickly = 370/185/125/134/150/140/158/125/134/150

timeline= 87/114/128/141

time standing still = 207/187/148/143/150/140/158/125/134/150

to stop time = 152/134/150/140/158/125/134/150

counter clockwise = 196/128/141

counter clockwise rotation = 308/169/128/141

counter clockwise rotation of the earth = 447/185/125/134/150/140/158/125/134/150

brain = 44 time = 47  “brain time” = 91/76/117/113/146

to go forward in time = 212/150/140/158/125/134/150

to go backward in time = 190/140/158/125/134/150

backward = 63  child = 36

to stand still in time = 235/156/128/141/128

time stasis = 134/150

time travel = 125 134/150

all = 25 travel = 78  childhood=78

to relive a childhood through your child = 397/163/142/152/134/150

mistakes = 97

giving you child the childhood you were not given = 512/134/150

sparing your child the childhood you lived = 423/174/159/118/117/133/146

Alvarado, Jesus, Lucifer, Larry are some 74’s

learning from your own childhood and not repeating the same mistakes with your own children = 936/150

child = 36 learning = 80 behavior= 80

experiencing the passing of time through watching children grow up = 670/181/117/133/146

experiencing the passage of time through watching children grow up = 653/150

passage = 68  planet = 68

to give birth = 135/132

life = 32

to witness life = 176/151/110/132

hysterectomy = 176 (I had this happen to me in August 2005)

to witness death = 182/141/128

to experience life = 171/133/146

to experience death = 177/164/146

power = 77 Christ = 77

*in high school I wrote a poem titled Lady time and this progression made me this of it

Lady Time = 89/91/76/117/133/146

Schmidt, my maiden name = 76

“Lady Time sits with her hour glass and watches as time passes her by” = 669/146

woman = 66 people= 69

“she is surprised at all the time she’s managed to waste as the world spins by her with such extreme haste” = 1028/205/164/146

waste = 68  world = 72 haste = 53

(old phrase this made me remember from my Grandparents, “haste makes waste” = 170/163/142/152/134/150)

 

I hope this resonates with someone besides this numbers to letter nerd I’ve become these days.  This system came to me during a time when I didn’t even know what Gematria was.  Just the nudge to take a look at words by putting a number with the alphabet and see what they said.  Having trust issues to the degree I was having and yet have at times, this gave me some direction, relief and insight.  Thank you for stopping by.