14 June 2018 Mediator (Metropolis 1927)

13 June 2018 – Yesterday I went out and added this to a drawing I shared before. It made me think of the film Metropolis. If you haven’t see this amazing silent film, I highly recommend it. I don’t know if such a film could be made with the same impact today.

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https://saymber.com/2015/04/18/18-april-2015-metropolis-1927-the-mediator-between-the-head-and-the-hands-must-be-the-heart/ – post I did some time ago with info about the film and there is a link where you can watch the film.

13 5 4 9 1 20 15 18

M E D I A T O R = 85/13/4/2/1

8 5 1 18 20

H E A R T = 57/12/3 cycle – Yep!  Isn’t it interesting how some words, like this important word/organ, are a cycle word?

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H A N D S = 46/10/1

From the film Metropolis

Empathic Human – The mediator with a heart negotiating between the worlds of action and feeling.   For some it seems easier to be a tin man on the eternal quest to OZ for a heart than to remember to use the heart already pumping in their chest!


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13 June 2018 – Drawing I did yesterday morning. Interesting how it correlates to these image from Metropolis I found this morning. 


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22 Aug 2017 – One of my eyes chalk drawings.


9 June 2018 Songs of our time – What Else Is There (Royksopp) and More Than This (The Cure)

I don’t know who wrote this.  I found it on the internet this morning without an author attached to it.  It was interesting to me:

If the Particle in question
is to also move in time
it should change its energy
Or it stands still in time

Hello to you.  It’s morning in my here and now.  Already battling dust bunnies and ants but mercifully there is coffee and I am not the lone witness to these petty struggles lol!  How are you?  I hope this finds you well.

This morning I wanted a couple of songs for my post and What Else Is There by Royksopp and More Than This by the Cure stood out.  Songs with messages that speak to our current times.  The struggle I think so many, to include myself, are facing these days.  What else is there to this life?  Is there more than “this?”  What exactly is “this?”

For some the “this” seems to be a struggle from the moment they are born until the moment of their departure.  For some it seems only given a moment to be born and a few short days, months of years to struggle to be here and fade away.  For some the “this” is never knowing any pain, conflict or difficulty – a pampered and sheltered existence their entire lives.

Everyone seems to arrive and depart with assigned positions on the stage of life with very few roles being cast off to another player.  Painters painting, tradespeople trading, the usury using, talking heads talking, politicians politicking, soldiers soldiering, lawyers lawyering, police, fire and emergency responders flying with unseen wings from one crisis to another.  All the possible colors and textures of our skin be it human or otherwise the costumes we adorn for this blurring dance.   In between all “this,” the first of us be they of wings or fins, frantically sew all the holes we are tearing open across this planet closed with the beauty their existence.

Ever since last January I have experienced and sensed a big change in what “this” is for me personally.  I have drifted out to the darkness and looked over the edges quite a bit.  The tether that keeps me from drifting completely away made of family, friends, love, faith and hope.   I know I am extremely blessed to have this tether as far too many in this world don’t even know any of that exists!   I have seen many others also drifting out there in the confusion that is now America.  I think there is a great sense of futility in the air.  We must stay tethered to what matters most and the wisdom of the deepest part of our heart….our souls.

I’ve experienced, spoken and written many times that there is nothing of this world that can fill the void of spirit.  If you rely completely on other people, food, drink, places, things, conquests for power, do things that garner negative attention etc. to fill you up inside, you will always be left wanting more.  Just like any addiction, it takes bigger and bigger “doses” to achieve the same results until you finally realize there will never be enough to fill you up.   Then will come the questions I think people we are seeing that have lost hope are asking, “Is this it?!  Is there nothing more than this?!  What else is there?!  What do I have to do to feel alive?!”

Röyksopp – What Else Is There? (HD)


It was me on that road
But you couldn`t see me
Too many lights out, but nowhere near here

It was me on that road
Still you couldn`t see me
And then flashlights and explosions

Roads ends getting nearer
We cover distance but not together
I am the storm and I am the wonder
And the flashlights, nightmares
And sudden explosions

I don’t know what more to ask for
I was given just one wish

It’s about you and the sun
A morning run
The story of my maker
What have I and what I ache for

I`ve got a golden ear
I cut and I spear
And what else is there
Roads and getting nearer
We cover distance still not together

If I am the storm if I am the wonder
Will I have flashlights, nightmares
And sudden explosions

There is no room where I can go and
You`ve got secrets too

I don`t know what more to ask for
I was given just one wish

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Sometimes I will grasp around for something to energize me, to make me happy and often find there is nothing.  So I go outside with my music and just flop down on my cot and look up or take off my shoes and just stand still with my arms raised to the sky.  The “this” I am seeking most often finds me then.   In the eyes of my husband and my dogs, in the songs of the birds, the buzzing of the bees, the dirt between my toes, the petals of the flowers, the whispers of the trees, the blazing sun, the gentle breeze that caresses my arm and the billowing clouds overhead all is “this”…God.  


8 June 2018 – Drawing yesterday. The word “corners” came to mind after I was done with it.


the cure – more than this



For this second of your life,

Tell me that its true,

Waiting for a sign,

That’s all I want of you.

Your heart hides a secret

A promise of what is,

Something more than this.


Just a second of your time,

Any one will do,

Taste of any other,

Is all I want from you,

You offer me the world,

And how can I resist

Something more than this?


Make believe in magic

Make believe in dreams

Make believe impossible,

Nothing as it seems

To see touch taste smell hear

But never know if its real


For this second of your life

Tell me if its true

Anyway we are

Is all I want of you

Your lips lies a secret

A promise of a kiss

Something more than this


Just a second of your time

Any one will do

To know any other is all I want for you

Giving me the world

Now I can’t resist

Something more than this


Make believe in magic

Make believe in dreams

Make believe impossible

Nothing as it seems

Never really understand what anything means


Another second of my life

Not knowing if its true

Make believe in nothing

Is all I want of you

Whisper me your secret

Whisper me your ears

Always something other

Something more than this…



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4 June 2018 After the Rain, Dear David (Nuke’s Top 5) and book versions of movies

Hello to you!  How are you doing from where and when you are?  I hope doing well.  We had a blessing this morning – some rain!

I finished reading the book version of the movie Constantine last night.  If you have ever seen the movie, the book version elaborates on things they didn’t put in the movie. I really hope that none of what’s in that story about the planes of existence, especially hell, isn’t true!  There is something about the elements of this story that resonate with me on many levels.  Sometimes it feels like this country has a huge case of possession going on.  Not by opoids either!  Sometimes I read the headlines and the things people are doing to themselves and each other and seriously wonder if it’s them or them being possessed by a force beyond their control.  I have mentioned that when I’m in my cycles, especially this last one, it can feel like being possessed by an outside force!  You are in your body but the stuff you do is totally not you!  You have to ask when these mass shootings happen, “Who was driving that car?!”  (car meaning person).

I’ve talked to many people who look at the world both logically and from the spiritual aspect.  Many of us agree that with all the wifi/wireless transmissions going on all around us and so many battery operated devices like cell phones etc. that ghosts, spirits, entities from other dimensions are getting a lot of extra juice in which is operate in the world of the living.  The increase in technology combined with all the negative energy generated by so many of us being used as pawns against each other for one reason or another is creating portals for shadow beings.

https://www.livescience.com/52641-science-of-paranormal-ghosts.html – interesting article that talks about infrasound and electromagnetic energy fields as possible explanations for paranormal activity.


infra-sound (noun)
sound waves with frequencies below the lower limit of human audibility.
What is electromagnetic energy?
Quick Answer. Electromagnetic energy is a form of energy that can be reflected or emitted from objects through electrical or magnetic waves traveling through space. Electromagnetic energy comes in many examples including gamma rays, X-rays, ultraviolet radiation, visible light, microwaves, radio waves and infrared radiation.

Kyle and I watch a lot of programs on You tube about stuff caught on surveillance cameras etc. and there just seems to be so much more strange stuff than their used to be.  Some of it you watch and you know it’s bullshit but some of it is really creepy and you can’t just dismiss it!   This Dear David story is one where I wonder if it’s an elaborate hoax or legitimate haunting.  There are some we’ve seen where I’ll get goosebumps all over and my hair will stand on end and I just know there is something there in the video that shouldn’t be here with us!

Man Has Nightmares About a GHOST Child, Turns Out It’s REAL!

Ghost Caught On Camera? The Real Ghost Story of Dear David (Part 2)

I started Cabin in the Woods.  Earlier in the week, part of our errands was stopping by one of our favorite places, Half Price Books.  We were tired of reading the same book for the third of fourth time lol.  So we bought a couple of books that are what I’ll call “candy.”  For those who are avid readers, you know what I’m talking about.  It’s those books you read mainly for fun and finish off about as fast as a candy bar.

We have both of these movies in our collection.  We actually have bought Constantine more than once.  I think it’s the only Keanu Reeves film we own now.  We don’t buy books or movies very often.   The stuff that we do get, we make sure we can watch or read much more than just one time.

Constantine (2005) Official Trailer # 1 – Keanu Reeves Movie HD

Cabin in the Woods (2012 Movie) – Official Trailer – Chris Hemsworth & Jesse Williams


23 May 2018 Jon Serrie, Puzzle (drawing), Sophie (robot) and Kraftwerk

Hello again.  It’s one of those lazy, muggy yet beautiful afternoons.  The sky is full of those gorgeous puffy clouds that when you lay down and just look up at them you start to dream.  Lots of sky writing, “Thank you God for this beauty.”  It helps if you have the album And The Stars Go With You by Jon Serrie playing while you are doing it 🙂

Jon Serrie And The Stars Go With You Full Album

So today I decided to do something fun with my drawing.  I filled it with the numerical values of words like a puzzle.  So if you are extremely bored, I have made a past time for you! Can you find all the words? LOL!

23 May 2018 – Puzzle drawing today. Kind of had Sophie on my mind too while I was doing it. Sometimes I wonder if she’s going to end up being like the Borg Queen in Star Trek!

For some reason I have that robot Sophie on my mind for some time now.  There is something about this being they’ve created that makes me wonder if left unchecked if she’s going to end up becoming like the Borg Queen from Star Trek or something.  I worry about AI that is programmed in such a way to have independent thought.  We think we can just pull the plug and stop them and I suspect that once they are “in the system” there is no getting them out.  Do these robotic engineers just not watch movies like I don’t know, The Terminator for example?!

Two AI robots Sophia & Han debate the future of humanity – Rise 2017

Kraftwerk – The Robots (live) [HD] – this will get stuck in your head, sorry in advance!