16 Oct 2018 Silence

Sometimes there are few if any words that come readily to mind when you are in the process of being frozen.  When you feel paralysis of character setting in.  When you feel like no matter what you say or do really matters that much in the scheme of things.   When you watch people get away with things they shouldn’t.  When you watch people say things they don’t mean.  When you have lost faith in yourself and the world around you.   When you realize too many of your thoughts and words have slipped to a darkened corner.  Then is a time for silence.

My only true comfort is knowing  in the end, those who profit from misery will not inherit the earth, they will feed it.   We all do.     

 

silence in Simple Gematria equals: 67

13 divided by 2 = 6.5 = 11 divided by 2 = 5.5 = 10 divided by 2 = 5 divided by 2 = 2.5 = 7 divided by 2 = 3.5 = 8/4/2/1

silence is golden in Simple Gematria equals: 152

8/4/2/1

invisible people in Simple Gematria equals: 170

8/4/2/1

god will sort them out in Simple Gematria equals: 256

13 divided by 2 = 6.5 = 11 divided by 2 = 5.5 = 10 divided by 2 = 5 divided by 2 = 2.5 = 7 divided by 2 = 3.5 = 8/4/2/1

no one gets away with anything be it this life or the next in Simple Gematria equals: 575

17 divided by 2 = 8.5 = 13 divided by 2 = 6.5 = 11 divided by 2 = 5.5 = 10 divided by 2 = 5 divided by 2 = 2.5 = 7 divided by 2 = 3.5 = 8/4/2/1

they will feed the earth in Simple Gematria equals: 219

12/6/3 divided by 2 = 1.6 = 6 divided by 2 = 3 cycle

= 1439

17/8/4/2/1 or 17 divided by 2 = 8.5 = 13 divided by 2 = 6.5 = 11 divided by 2 = 5.5 = 10 divided by 2 = 5 divided by 2 = 2.5 = 7 divided by 2 = 3.5 = 8/4/2/1

 

 

 

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11 October 2018 A Thirteen

10 Oct 2018 Jackie Wygant outdoor chalk drawing Alvarado TX DSC_0145

I was thinking about David yesterday as I sat in our spare room that has all our CD’s to include my copy of his Black Star album.  I got to thinking that if David was David, there might be something for me to find.  I wasn’t sure if I should look but I did.  It felt like a visit we never had.  When people become as famous as someone like David, people like me seldom if ever get to meet them in person.  I saw him in concert once and that’s all of a meeting we would ever have in this life.  I am glad for that moment!

 

black star in Simple Gematria equals: 87

15/6/3 cycle or 15 divided by 2 = 7.5 = 12/6/3 cycle

tis a pity she was a whore in Simple Gematria equals: 264 (84) –

12/6/3 cycle

lazarus in Simple Gematria equals: 98

17/8/4/2/1 or 17 divided by 2 = 8.5 = 13 divided by 2 = 6.5 = 11 divided by 2 = 5.5 = 10 divided by 2 = 5 divided by 2 = 2.5 = 7 divided by 2 = 3.5 = 8/4/2/1

sue or in a season of crime in Simple Gematria equals: 244

10/1 or 10/5 divided by 2 = 2.5 = 7 divided by 2 = 3.5 = 8/4/2/1

girl loves in Simple Gematria equals: 119

11 divided by 2 = 5.5 = 10 divided by 2 = 5 divided by 2 = 2.5 = 7 divided by 2 = 3.5 = 8/4/2/1

dollar days in Simple Gematria equals: 111

3 cycle

i cant give everything away in Simple Gematria equals: 273

12/6/3 cycle

= 1109 (David died on 1/10)

1109 + 87 = 1196 (98) (he died at age 69 which is also the numeric value for people)

 

Black star (87) + Lazarus (98) = 185 “A thirteen”

Elvis (67) Presley (100) = 167 “A thirteen”

David (40) Bowie (54) = 94 “thirteen”

David (40) Robert (78)  Jones (63) = 181 “10”

cancer = 44 “8”

thirteen = 99

nine = 42 (6)

six = 52 (7)

seven = 65 (11)

eleven = 63……9

My full name as it is now comes to 313 and I was born on 2/13/1968.  My life has definitely been a 9 cycle for most of it, difficult = 90/9 cycle.  I wouldn’t change a thing….I can’t.  All we can do in life school is learn and move on to the next lesson.

lesson in Simple Gematria equals: 84

whore in Simple Gematria equals: 69

people in Simple Gematria equals: 69

film star in Simple Gematria equals: 98 *Lazarus#

the prestige in Simple Gematria equals: 132 *he was Nikola Tesla in this film,  a man I have admired for a long time

nikola tesla in Simple Gematria equals: 119 *Girl loves#

the holy bible in Simple Gematria equals: 123

 

10 Oct 2018 Synchronicity and Mosquitos

10 Oct 2018

https://www.gematrix.org/

This line of thinking began with a word that came up during a conversation I had with my financial manager (broker) yesterday – synchronicity.  He had been experiencing this phenomena a lot lately.  I mentioned to him I was doing something like Gematria and he was intrigued.  He was familiar with Gematria from spiritual background.  He asked me if I felt what I was doing for myself could tell the future and I said that wasn’t the intention of it.  I told this system was like walking through time.  Seeing words common and uncommon in a different way.  It was helping me see the language I’ve been using for the past 50 years more clearly and sometimes some very curious things would happen.  For example when he called I was working on my database and had just come to working out the value of an Individual Retirement Account (individual retirement account in Simple Gematria equals: 309)!  He got a kick out of that!

synchronicity in Simple Gematria equals: 182

11/2/1 or 11 divided by 2 = 5.5 = 10 divided by 2 = 5 divided by 2 = 2.5 = 7 divided by 2 = 3.5 = 8/4/2/1

time in Simple Gematria equals: 47

11/2/1 or 11 divided by 2 = 5.5 = 10 divided by 2 = 5 divided by 2 = 2.5 = 7 divided by 2 = 3.5 = 8/4/2/1

divine timing in Simple Gematria equals: 135

9 divided by 2 = 4.5 = 9 cycle

right on time in Simple Gematria equals: 138

12/6/3 cycle

just in time in Simple Gematria equals: 140

5 divided by 2 = 2.5 = 7 divided by 2 = 3.5 = 8/4/2/1

on time in Simple Gematria equals: 76

13/4/2/1  or 13 divided by 2 = 6.5 = 11 divided by 2 = 5.5 = 10 divided by 2 = 5 divided by 2 = 2.5 = 7 divided by 2 = 3.5 = 8/4/2/1

perfect timing in Simple Gematria equals: 145

10/1 or 10/5 divided by 2 = 2.5 = 7 divided by 2 = 3.5 = 8/4/2/1

too late in Simple Gematria equals: 88

16/8/4/2/1

take at face value in Simple Gematria equals: 134

8/4/2/1

ask a question in Simple Gematria equals: 152

8/4/2/1

question in Simple Gematria equals: 120

3 divided by 2 = 1.5 = 6 divided by 2 = 3 cycle

trust in Simple Gematria equals: 98

17/8/4/2/1 or 17 divided by 2 = 8.5 = 13 divided by 2 = 6.5 = 11 divided by 2 = 5.5 = 10 divided by 2 = 5 divided by 2 = 2.5 = 7 divided by 2 = 3.5 = 8/4/2/1

blind faith in Simple Gematria equals: 85  (faith = 44)

13 divided by 2 = 6.5 = 11 divided by 2 = 5.5 = 10 divided by 2 = 5 divided by 2 = 2.5 = 7 divided by 2 = 3.5 = 8/4/2/1

difficult in Simple Gematria equals: 90
9 divided by 2 = 4.5 = 9 cycle
financial manager in Simple Gematria equals: 128
11 divided by 2 = 5.5 = 10 divided by 2 = 5 divided by 2 = 2.5 = 7 divided by 2 = 3.5 = 8/4/2/1
broker in Simple Gematria equals: 69 (people in Simple Gematria equals: 69)
15/6/3 cycle or 15 divided by 2 = 7.5 = 12/6/3 cycle
eleven eleven in Simple Gematria equals: 126 (“A God”)
9 divided by 2 = 4.5 = 9 cycle
in god we trust in Simple Gematria equals: 175  (175-98 (trust) = 77 (christ in Simple Gematria equals: 77)
13 divided by 2 = 6.5 = 11 divided by 2 = 5.5 = 10 divided by 2 = 5 divided by 2 = 2.5 = 7 divided by 2 = 3.5 = 8/4/2/1
unconditional love in Simple Gematria equals: 205

7 divided by 2 = 3.5 = 8/4/2/1

conditional love in Simple Gematria equals: 170

8/4/2/1
syn·chro·nic·i·ty
[ˌsiNGkrəˈnisədē]

NOUN
the simultaneous occurrence of events which appear significantly related but have no discernible causal connection.
“such synchronicity is quite staggering”
another term for synchrony.
what is synchronicity

What is synchronicity?

The term synchronicity (syn = with, chronos = time) was chosen by the psychotherapist Jung to describe the simultaneous occurrence of events (or coincidences) which apparently have no clear cause, but are deeply meaningful.

Some would say that coincidences are random, but if we look carefully into our lives, we realize it is not so. Every word or sounds we hear and people we meet are merely a simple coincidence. They appear in our lives when we need them most as answers to our inner doubts or questions.

Moreover, synchronicities can be guides when we do not know what to choose or what to change in our lives. It is like someone from above hears our silent prayers and talks to us through other people, images or events. As a matter of fact, Einstein described coincidences as being “God’s way of remaining unknown”.

Synchronicity connects the material world to the spiritual world through symbols that are not always understood and which arise from the collective unconscious. For example, if we’d go buy something and we encounter a neighbor we dislike, that is not a pure chance! Our spiritual guide may have wanted to tell us that our needs are not different from his own and that we should not consider ourselves better than he is.

Examples of synchronicity in your life

1)    Same numbers keep showing up over and over in your life.

2)    You have met someone out of the blue who talked about an event or said some sentences which in fact sounded like answers to that you have been asking yourself recently.

3)    Perfect timing! Things happen for you just when you need them most.

4)    Help and support appear in your life when you expect less from people you never met before.

Of course, the list of synchronicities can be endless and subjective as synchronicity is a more complex phenomenon. These are few general examples that we all experience at a certain point in our lives. The best way to recognize your synchronicities is to “think less and feel more”, listen to your intuition. By being in tune with your inner voice, you can understand the outer signs easier.

Intuition is usually validated by an external magic event. Therefore, if you seek an answer and you randomly read a sentence in a newspaper or watch a video related to your current situation, you will feel a revelation. Then you should ask yourself if that is the answer you were waiting for.

A good representation of synchronicities can be seen in the movie Winter’s Tale. The movie beautifully illustrates the presence of positive and negative forces which can influence our decisions as well as the presence of symbols that can guide us to our destiny.

If you think you have experienced synchronicities which made a difference in our life, please share them with us and help other people recognize theirs.

References

  1. Durant, R. (2002). Synchronicity: a post‐structuralist guide to creativity and change. Journal of OrgChange Mgmt, 15(5), pp.490-501.
  2. Hedden, B. (2016). Mental Processes and Synchronicity. Mind, 125(499), pp.873-888

 

The other day our Link was savagely attacked by the mosquitos that have been appearing along with the heavy rains we’ve had here.  They were going after him with no restraint, blood all over him.  I was more than a bit upset but understand mosquitos, just like all other life forms here, exist for a reason.  For example they feed birds, bats or other species I share the world with.  Sadly, many of these beings that used to eat them are no longer around in the numbers they used to be or at all.  Mosquitos, like all living beings, will do what it takes to survive and just move up the food chain.  Kyle got bit by mosquitos in the house several times!   Anyhew, that  is the purpose for these questions !

god is all of existence in Simple Gematria equals: 204

6/3 cycle

all food is energy in Simple Gematria equals: 167

14/5 divided by 2 = 2.5 = 7 divided by 2 = 3.5 = 8/4/2/1

people are energy in Simple Gematria equals: 167

14/5 divided by 2 = 2.5 = 7 divided by 2 = 3.5 = 8/4/2/1

mosquito in Simple Gematria equals: 129

12/6/3 cycle

what is the purpose of a mosquito in Simple Gematria equals: 374

14/5 divided by 2 = 2.5 = 7 divided by 2 = 3.5 = 8/4/2/1

what is the function of a mosquito in Simple Gematria equals: 366

15/6/3 cycle or 15 divided by 2 = 7.5 = 12/6/3 cycle

what is the purpose of a human in Simple Gematria equals: 302

5 divided by 2 = 2.5 = 7 divided by 2 = 3.5 = 8/4/2/1

what is the function of a human in Simple Gematria equals: 294

15/6/3 cycle or 15 divided by 2 = 7.5 = 12/6/3 cycle

9 Oct 2018 Heavy Rain

8 Oct 2018 Jackie Wygant outdoor chalk drawing Alvarado TX DSC_0143

 

what is the purpose of rain in Simple Gematria equals: 286 –  rain (42)

16/8/4/2/1

what is the function of rain in Simple Gematria equals: 278

17/8/4/2/1 or 17 divided by 2 = 8.5 = 13 divided by 2 = 6.5 = 11 divided by 2 = 5.5 = 10 divided by 2 = 5 divided by 2 = 2.5 = 7 divided by 2 = 3.5 = 8/4/2/1

 

what is the purpose heavy rain in Simple Gematria equals: 326 – heavy (61)

11/2/1 or 11 divided by 2 = 5.5 = 10 divided by 2 = 5 divided by 2 = 2.5 = 7 divided by 2 = 3.5 = 8/4/2/1

what is the function of heavy rain in Simple Gematria equals: 339

15/6/3 cycle or 15 divided by 2 = 7.5 = 12/6/3 cycle

 

what is the purpose of thunder in Simple Gematria equals: 334 – thunder (90)

10/1 or 10/5 divided by 2 = 2.5 = 7 divided by 2 = 3.5 = 8/4/2/1

what is the function of thunder in Simple Gematria equals: 326

11/2/1 or 11 divided by 2 = 5.5 = 10 divided by 2 = 5 divided by 2 = 2.5 = 7 divided by 2 = 3.5 = 8/4/2/1

 

what is the purpose of lightning in Simple Gematria equals: 344 – lightning (100)

11/2/1 or 11 divided by 2 = 5.5 = 10 divided by 2 = 5 divided by 2 = 2.5 = 7 divided by 2 = 3.5 = 8/4/2/1

what is the function of lightning in Simple Gematria equals: 336

12/6/3 cycle

 

what is the purpose of a hurricane in Simple Gematria equals: 342 – hurricane (97)

9 divided by 2 = 4.5 = 9 cycle (difficult = 90/9)

what is the function of a hurricane in Simple Gematria equals: 334

10/1 or 10/5 divided by 2 = 2.5 = 7 divided by 2 = 3.5 = 8/4/2/1

 

what is the purpose of weather in Simple Gematria equals: 324 – weather (80)

9 divided by 2 = 4.5 = 9 cycle (difficult = 90/9)

what is the function of weather in Simple Gematria equals: 316

10/1 or 10/5 divided by 2 = 2.5 = 7 divided by 2 = 3.5 = 8/4/2/1

 

what is the purpose of climate in Simple Gematria equals: 307 – climate  (63)

10/1 or 10/5 divided by 2 = 2.5 = 7 divided by 2 = 3.5 = 8/4/2/1

what is the function of climate in Simple Gematria equals: 299

20/2/1 or 20/10/5 divided by 2 = 2.5 = 7 divided by 2 = 3.5 = 8/4/2/1

 

climate change in Simple Gematria equals: 101 – change (38)

2/1

system in Simple Gematria equals: 101

2/1

 

what is the purpose of a voice in Simple Gematria equals: 299 – voice (54)

20/2/1 or 20/10/5 divided by 2 = 2.5 = 7 divided by 2 = 3.5 = 8/4/2/1

what is the function of a voice in Simple Gematria equals: 291

12/6/3 cycle

 

what is the purpose of a thought in Simple Gematria equals: 344 – thought (99)

10/1 or 10/5 divided by 2 = 2.5 = 7 divided by 2 = 3.5 = 8/4/2/1

what is the function of a thought in Simple Gematria equals: 336

12/6/3 cycle

 

what is the purpose of a message in Simple Gematria equals: 314 – message (69)

8/4/2/1

what is the function of a message in Simple Gematria equals: 306

9 divided by 2 = 4.5 = 9 cycle (difficult = 90/9)

 

what is the purpose of a warning in Simple Gematria equals: 331 – warning (86)

7 divided by 2 = 3.5 = 8/4/2/1

what is the function of a warning in Simple Gematria equals: 323

8/4/2/1

archangel michael in Simple Gematria equals: 120 – archangel (69) Michael (51)

3 cycle

 

 

 

8 Oct 2018 Just for Us

Hello to you.  I hope this finds you well as you visit here.  Thank you for stopping by.  I know the numbers bit may not make much sense sometimes but it’s my new normal.  I am trying to maintain balance and make sure it’s not the only thing I’m doing as you can see.  My earth bowls are still in the works and look pretty much the same as the last time I talked about them.  They just have a lot more layers of the coating I’ve been putting on them.  It feels good when I hold them.  I can feel their energy in my body, so I know they will be what I intended when I put them together.  The bowls I made in the past were helpful to those I gave them to.

Yesterday evening I was outside with my headphones and some pretty powerful clouds were rising up all around us.  So beautiful.  I listened to the music and just embraced the energy between my fingers.  In the clouds, for me, is one of the powerful, tangible and visible ways that God manifests for me.  The clouds shifted on and in their place the view was replaced by one of my favorite sights in all the world, a rainbow.  I was tempted to run inside and grab my camera to take a picture but inside I heard, “Just for us.”  This is a phrase Kyle and I use between us when we are out, see something amazing and don’t have the camera…..”Just for us to see.”

Some things, some moments aren’t meant to be shared with anyone.  They are a gift from God to you specifically.   It’s an opportunity to be still, to feel, to be mindful, to be in a moment….to be loved.

 

just for us in Simple Gematria equals: 149 (one 13 – I was born on the 13th)

14/7 divided by 2 = 3.5 = 8/4/2/1

two as one in Simple Gematria equals: 112 (two 1’s that become 2)

4/2/1

cosmic twins in Simple Gematria equals: 147 (complete and eternal)

12/6/3 cycle

rainbow in Simple Gematria equals: 82 (God and the two parts of me who saw it)

10/5 divided by 2 = 2.5 = 7 divided by 2 = 3.5 = 8/4/2/1 (there are 7 recognized colors in the rainbow, I have seen 8, pink)

clouds in Simple Gematria equals: 74 (two eyes that see something that is many parts moving as one)

11/2/1 or 11 divided by 2 = 5.5 = 10 divided by 2 = 5 divided by 2 = 2.5 = 7 divided by 2 = 3.5 = 8/4/2/1

sky in Simple Gematria equals: 55 (like the rainbow, like a painters canvas in Simple Gematria equals: 162)

10/5 divided by 2 = 2.5 = 7 divided by 2 = 3.5 = 8/4/2/1

= 634/94/13/4/2/1  or 13 divided by 2 = 6.5 = 11 divided by 2 = 5.5 = 10 divided by 2 = 5 divided by 2 = 2.5 = 7 divided by 2 = 3.5 = 8/4/2/1

https://www.gematrix.org/ – I use this when I’m online and for longer phrases

 

My friend Rhonda’s birthday was yesterday and I forgot.  Since I am not using Facebook and she moved away we don’t keep in touch like we once did.

Once you are my friend, once you have secured a place in my heart, unless you give me a really good reason, you will always be my friend…my family.  We can be apart for years and if you put yourself before me, it will be as if we never parted.  In the silence of our distance I will not have stopped loving or caring about you.

This was a special memory we made together at a Lindsey Sterling concert last year.   Rhonda enjoyed dressing up like we do and we will miss her for Steampunk November this year!  Happy Birthday beautiful soul sister.

1 Dec 2017 Rhonda Martin and Jackie Wygant Lindsey Stirling concert at Verizon Theater Dallas TX

7 Oct 2018 Walking with God

hund in Simple Gematria equals: 47 (German word for dog)

dog in Simple Gematria equals: 26

gott in Simple Gematria equals: 62 (German word for God)

god in Simple Gematria equals: 26

 

walking with god in Simple Gematria equals: 163

elohim in Simple Gematria equals: 62

the tetragram in Simple Gematria equals: 136

el in Simple Gematria equals: 17

shaddai in Simple Gematria equals: 46

theos in Simple Gematria equals: 67

yhvh in Simple Gematria equals: 63

jehovah in Simple Gematria equals: 69 (# for people is 69)

addaa in Simple Gematria equals: 11 (name I’ve used, like Daddy for me)

= 634/13/4/2/1 or 13 divided by 2 = 6.5 = 11 divided by 2 = 5.5 = 10 divided by 2 = 5 divided by 2 = 2.5 = 7 divided by 2 = 3.5 = 8/4/2/1

 

A fellow blogger used the phrase life is not a game in his post that I read today:

life is not a game in Simple Gematria equals: 136

god in Simple Gematria equals: 26

card in Simple Gematria equals: 26

game in Simple Gematria equals: 26

lie in Simple Gematria equals: 26

life in Simple Gematria equals: 32

= 136/10/5 divided by 2 = 2.5 = 7 divided by 2 = 3.5 = 8/4/2/1

 

It doesn’t surprise me there isn’t a definitive origin for the name of God.  Knowing God for yourself, in your way, is a very personal relationship.  Just as you come up with names for special people, family, friends, pets etc. in your life, so do many have a name for the God of their understanding.  I have found it easier at this point in my life to just call God, God.  The God of my understanding isn’t confined to books, dogma or ritual.  For me, God is every single particle that is this existence.  Every breathe.  Every single aspect of what it means to be here on this planet is God.    We are all elements of God. 

answers.com/q/is_all_the_world’s_a_stage_a_metaphor
The King will reply, ‘Truly I tell you, whatever you did for one of the least of these brothers and sisters of mine, you did for me.’. New Living Translation. And the King will say, ‘I tell you the truth, when you did it to one of the least of these my brothers and sisters, you were doing it to me!’. English Standard Version.

God has become for me like an actor who has 7 billion plus different costumes to choose from.  That is the best way I can describe it.  God looking at God in many different suites of clothes only made of flesh and blood.   Some aspects of God are light and some are shadow but all God.  Through us God is able to go from the intangible to the tangible.  God can be anyone.  God is not just human but presents themselves in all life on this planet. 

all the worlds a stage in Simple Gematria equals: 202

“All the world’s a stage” is a quote from Shakespeare’s play “As You Like It.“. It is one of many such quotes that is known by the vast majority of people, but is not always di…rectly recognized for its Shakespearean origins. In the play, the character Jaques says “All the world’s a stage,/ and all the men and women merely players.”.

An analogy that comes readily to mind as a person who enjoys playing video games now and again is this.  What I am perceiving is this life we share is a lot like video game avatars.  We are God’s avatars. 
One of my favorite things about playing an online MMO is character customization features.  For Kyle and I, the character customization part of an online game is one of the best parts.  After making a character and playing them for a period of time, I have experienced “alt-idis”.  For those who play these sorts of games, you know what I mean.  You grow bored with one character and make another without deleting the old one.  Sometimes it feels like this is the way of God as I’m beginning to understand them.  The Sims was very much like reality and that’s probably why I got bored with it.  It was tedious to have to worry about the characters physical needs and personal growth and development.  This often lead to some pretty awful deaths for many Sims just to spice things up.  Those of you that have played the Sims know exactly what I mean. 

Unlike digital characters and avatars, we have physical needs, we age, we get sick and we eventually die.  Like the digital characters we delete, when we die the billions of segments of data that made us a physical being in this world are broken down and taken back into the main program to be reconfigured and begin again.   This process seems to be the reset button, the great forgetting and then we are reborn.  I don’t believe we actually go anywhere after we die.  We return to God’s mainframe and are eventually reborn.    

mainframe computer in Simple Gematria equals: 191

11 divided by 2 = 5.5 = 10 divided by 2 = 5 divided by 2 = 2.5 = 7 divided by 2 = 3.5 = 8/4/2/1

main·frame

[ˈmānˌfrām]

NOUN
mainframes (plural noun)
  1. a large high-speed computer, especially one supporting numerous workstations or peripherals.
    “cumbersome mainframe systems”
  2. the central processing unit and primary memory of a computer.

 

http://www.keyway.ca/htm2003/20030125.htm

Where Did “God” Come From?

The English word God originated from an old Anglo-Saxon word which itself was derived from the Germanic word Gott which was used to refer to all sorts of “gods,” not necessarily the True God (just as “god” still is). In English-language translations of The Holy Bible (the Old Testament was written mostly in Hebrew, while the New Testament mostly in Greek) “God” is used to translate a number of actual Divine Names, specific to the True God, as recorded in the Scriptures. Using “God” as a name for God rather than a statement of what He is can perhaps be compared to calling your best friend “Human” instead of by their actual name.

Elohim

The Tetragram Elohim, from the Hebrew pronounced el-oh-heem, is the most frequently recorded name for God, more than 2,500 times in the Old Testament. Elohim is actually the plural form of its root word, but singular in usage – after all, there is only one God (see The Logos).

Examples where Elohim was translated as God:

“In the beginning God created the heaven and the earth.” (Genesis 1:1 KJV)”And God said, Let Us make man in Our image, after Our likeness” (Genesis 1:26 KJV)

The Tetragram

The second most common Name for God is the YHVH, or “Tetragram” as it has been called. It is shown in the illustration along with the names of the Hebrew letters and their approximate sounds (note that Hebrew is written right to left).

The ancient pronunciation of the YHVH is uncertain, and there have been a number of interpretations. The most common is “Jehovah,” which some Bibles use in their translation, while others render the YHVH as “Lord.” For example, for Exodus 20:2-3, the American Standard Version has, “I Am Jehovah thy God, Who brought thee out of the land of Egypt, out of the house of bondage. Thou shalt have no other gods before Me,” while the King James Version has, “I Am The Lord thy God, which have brought thee out of the land of Egypt, out of the house of bondage. Thou shalt have no other gods before Me.”

There are also a number of Names which use the YHVH in combination. Examples, using the “Jehovah” interpretation: Jehovah-ropheka, “Jehovah that heals” (Exodus 15:26), Jehovah-meqaddeshkem, “Jehovah Who sanctifies you” (Exodus 31:13), Jehovah-tsabaoth, “Jehovah of hosts” (1 Samuel 1:3), “Jehovah-elyon, “Jehovah Most High (Psalm 7:17), Jehovah-roi, “Jehovah my shepherd (Psalm 23:1)

El

El is used over 200 times as a Name for God, often in combination as El, Eloah and Elyon. Many of the faithful people of God had “el” in their name e.g. Elijah (“The Lord is God”), Daniel (“The Lord is my Judge”). Another name for Jesus Christ was Immamuel (Matthew 1:23) which means “The Lord is with us.”

Shaddai

Shaddai is found almost 50 times in the Old Testament, and is usually translated as Almighty. It was first recorded when God spoke to Abraham: “And when Abram was ninety years old and nine, The Lord appeared to Abram, and said unto him, I Am the Almighty God; walk before Me, and be thou perfect. And I will make My covenant between Me and thee, and will multiply thee exceedingly.” (Genesis 17:1-2 KJV)

Theos

In the New Testament “God” is used for the original Greek word Theos

Examples of Translations

“And Moses said unto God, “Behold, when I come unto the children of Israel, and shall say unto them, ‘The God of your fathers hath sent me unto you’; and they shall say to me, ‘What is His Name?’, what shall I say unto them?” And God said unto Moses, “I AM THAT I AM:,” and He said, “Thus shalt thou say unto the children of Israel, I AM hath sent me unto you.” And God said moreover unto Moses, “Thus shalt thou say unto the children of Israel, The Lord God of your fathers, the God of Abraham, the God of Isaac, and the God of Jacob, hath sent me unto you: this is My Name for ever, and this is My memorial unto all generations.” (Exodus 3:13-15)”For thou shalt worship no other god: for The Lord, whose Name is Jealous, is a jealous God: Lest thou make a covenant with the inhabitants of the land, and they go a whoring after their gods, and do sacrifice unto their gods.” (Exodus 34:14-15 KJV)

“Our Father which art in heaven, Hallowed be Thy Name. Thy kingdom come. Thy will be done in earth, as it is in heaven. Give us this day our daily bread. And forgive us our debts, as we forgive our debtors. And lead us not into temptation, but deliver us from evil: For Thine is the kingdom, and the power, and the glory, for ever. Amen.” (Matthew 6:9-13)

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Exodus 20:7
See also The Ten Commandments


 

6 Oct 2018 Mutual Agreement

This morning I have a phrase on my mind.  It started yesterday with the conversations I had at an appointment and then a by chance meeting at our local park.  It feels like people are part of my life because of a mutual agreement we seem to have.  I want them to be part of my life  and they seem to want me to part of theirs.   We have mutually agreed to exist for each other.   When someone doesn’t want me to be part of their life anymore they move, stop calling, stop writing.  Basically discontinue any sort of tangible contact.  I do the same if don’t want someone to be part of my life.

control is an illusion in Simple Gematria equals: 251 (God #26 or 8 is in this)

8/4/2/1

we are reflections of each other in Simple Gematria equals: 282

12/6/3 cycle

The other part of the equation, is the God of my understanding who puts people, places or things in my life as part of my life school education.  There are people I would never choose to be in my life that God puts in my life for a reason.  There is a lesson I haven’t yet learned yet, a new lesson is being presented or my favorite, God’s “pop quizzes” which more times than not I epically fail.  It’s either for me or for the other person that our worlds collide.   Every single part of this existence is a teacher, student and message whether we like it or not.   Every single part a piece of the entire code.

what is the purpose of a mutual agreement in Simple Gematria equals: 421

7 divided by 2 = 3.5 = 8/4/2/1

what is the function of a mutual agreement in Simple Gematria equals: 413 (God #8 again)

8/4/2/1

A mutual agreement is when two parties undertake obligations to each other to do, or refrain from doing, one or more defined actions. A mutual agreement can be oral or in writing and is also known as a contract.

I’m not surprised that one of my go-to prayers in times I feel the most powerless is a “13” – yet another God-wink
a god wink in Simple Gematria equals: 84
12/6/3 cycle
god grant me the serenity to accept the things i cannot change courage to change the things i can and wisdom to know the difference in Simple Gematria equals: 1147
13/4/2/1 or 13 divided by 2 = 6.5 = 11 divided by 2 = 5.5 = 10 divided by 2 = 5 divided by 2 = 2.5 = 7 divided by 2 = 3.5 = 8/4/2/1

3 Oct 2018 Fighting with Yourself

Hello to you.  It’s 4:54 pm on this Wednesday as I write to you.   As I mentioned in my previous blog I’ve been on a sort of retreat with the God of my understanding and yesterday part of the curriculum involved not being very nice to myself in the mirror.  I’ve always been one to encourage people to look in the mirror and say “I love you” to themselves.  I didn’t do that yesterday.  It was quite the opposite.   I stood in front of our bathroom mirror for probably  twenty minutes or more and told the person looking back at me exactly what I thought of them.  I had nothing nice to say.  Pure hate, loathing and disgust.  In a nutshell…..”I fucking hate you.”

Instead of throwing objects, I threw words at myself….trying to break me.  Obviously it didn’t work!

This isn’t a regular thing for me to do.  To stand in front of a mirror and berate myself for even existing…..it’s not my fault I’m here after all.

Part of making peace with who or whatever I am supposed to be seems to include  addressing the distasteful and unsavory aspects of my human nature.

As I’ve been exploring my personal life and the existence I’m part of in numeric values,  a lot of anger and rage has been coming up that I know will never have resolution.  There will never be closure so I have to let it go and I’m working on this.

I actually feel stronger for facing my life this way.   I am learning not to hold on so tight.

Since I’ve started on this numbers journey, it’s starting to feel a bit like the Matrix movie.  It feels like each of us is a coded part of the entire system.  It’s like the original programmer wrote it, pressed Enter and walked away!  It’s not easy to be a part of this system unless you completely just don’t give a fuck about anything at all.  There are people like that but even those people have buttons that can be pushed to piss them off.  The people that act like everything is peachy keen all the time are ones to watch out for!   They are the ones who lose their shit in very big ways.

If someone tells me their life is easy, I know they are lying to me and to themselves.

We saw my medicine doctor today and she wondered if I wanted to try a new medication, take something for sleep and I said no.  There is nothing of this earth, kind of like when our Sammy died, that can “fix this.”  There is a space within me that only God fits, only God as I understand them can give me any sort of relief.  The prescription of my God is time.   I don’t know how many refills I have lol, so just not going to worry about it!  Just like I learned in AA, just keep doing the next right thing and be grateful.

god is time in Simple Gematria equals: 101/2/1 

By my sharing this stuff I’m going through, I’m not looking for pity or sympathy.  I don’t want anyone to feel sorry for me.  I want you to learn from me and grow as a person. 

“We are the light and shadows stitched together with flesh, blood and light. ”   

we are the light and shadows stitched together with flesh blood and light in Simple Gematria equals: 668/20/2/1 

what is the purpose of existence in Simple Gematria equals: 348/15/6/3 or 15 divided by 2 = 7.5 = 12/6/3 cycle

what is the function of existence in Simple Gematria equals: 340/7 divided by 2 = 3.5 = 8/4/2/1

what is the purpose of a computer program in Simple Gematria equals: 444/12/6/3 cycle

what is the function of a computer program in Simple Gematria equals: 436/13/4/2/1 or 13 divided by 2 = 6.5 = 11 divided by 2 = 5.5 = 10 divided by 2 = 5 divided by 2 = 2.5 = 7 divided by 2 = 3.5 = 8/4/2/1

enter in Simple Gematria equals: 62/8 (God = 26)

delete in Simple Gematria equals: 51/6/3 cycle

2 Oct 2018 Retreat

72        87

Sweet Potato = 159/15/6/3 cycle or 15 divided by 2 = 7.5 = 12/6/3 cycle

64             92        97     60

American Horror Story Hotel =  313/7 divided by 2 = 3.5 = 8/4/2/1

42    48

sick  tree = 90/9 cycle

= 562/13

87         60    26

retreat with God = 173/11/2/1 or 11 divided by 2 = 5.5 = 10 divided by 2 = 5 divided by 2 = 2.5 = 7 divided by 2 = 3.5 = 8/4/2/1

= 735/15/6/3 cycle or 15 divided by 2 = 7.5 = 12/6/3 cycle

I’ve been having some time away from everyone, a retreat, with God as I understand them lately.  I am processing a lot of unresolved, very old issues.  It is surprisingly liberating to have an experience of this nature.

 

 

28 Sept 2018 Realizations

What follows here may or not make any sense to you.  They say that we are the center of our own universe and as I explore my life with this system that was given to me, I am finding truth to this theory.  I am grateful to the God of my understanding for this communication tool.  This has become a very direct way to objectively approach my “complicated existence”.  That is the nice way I’ll describe my life up to this point lol!   I wanted communication, I wanted answers and that is happening for me.  Next to no one else may get what it is I’m doing with this, or even care but there is a thin margin of those who know exactly what is happening for me and understand.  This system has been around since letters and numbers….a very long time.  When this came to me I didn’t even know there was a name for it, that it already existed.  It was like the powers that be took pity on my sorry ass and said, “Here!”  Thank you!  I love you!  What I say before bed every night.

I am trying to remain objective and not read too much into this information because when I do, like I made the mistake of doing yesterday, I get extremely upset.  The reason for my continuing on with this system was to avoid such a thing – to have a more objective way to look at aspects of my life and the world around me.  There are many aspects of my past life that are quite unpleasant and unresolved.  I know in my heart many of these aspects will never truly get closure or definitive answers.  I have to let go of much of this psychological baggage and move forward so I can be here in my present life and enjoy what is left of it.

what is the purpose of a realization in Simple Gematria equals: 375

15/6/3 cycle or 15 divided by 2 = 7.5 = 12 divided by 2 = 6 divided by 2 = 3 divided by 2 = 1.5 = 6 divided by 2 = 3 cycle

what is the function of a realization in Simple Gematria equals: 367 (my last name number in here)

16/7 divided by 2 = 3.5 = 8/4/2/1 or 16/8/4/2/1

what is the purpose of the infinity symbol in Simple Gematria equals: 469

19/10/1 or 19 divided by 2 = 9.5 = 14 divided by 2 = 7 divided by 2 = 3.5 = 8/4/2/1

what is the function of the infinity symbol in Simple Gematria equals: 461

11/2/1 or 11 divided by 2 = 5.5 = 10 divided by 2 = 5 divided by 2 = 2.5 = 7 divided by 2 = 3.5 = 8/4/2/1

what is the purpose of an s in Simple Gematria equals: 278

17/8/4/2/1 or 17 divided by 2 = 8.5 = 13 divided by 2 = 6.5 = 11 divided by 2 = 5.5 = 10 divided by 2 = 5 divided by 2 = 2.5 = 7 divided by 2 = 3.5 = 8/4/2/1

what is the function of an s in Simple Gematria equals: 270

9 divided by 2 = 4.5 = 9 cycle

what the purpose of eight in Simple Gematria equals: 265

13/4/2/1 or 13 divided by 2 = 6.5 = 11 divided by 2 = 5.5 = 10 divided by 2 = 5 divided by 2 = 2.5 = 7 divided by 2 = 3.5 = 8/4/2/1

what the function of eight in Simple Gematria equals: 257

14/5 divided by 2 = 2.5 = 7 divided by 2 = 3.5 = 8/4/2/1  or 14/7 divided by 2 = 3.5 = 8/4/2/1

what is the purpose of me in Simple Gematria equals: 262

10/1  or 10 divided by 2 = 5 divided by 2 = 2.5 = 7 divided by 2 = 3.5 = 8/4/2/1

what is the function of me in Simple Gematria equals: 254

11/2/1  or 11 divided by 2 = 5.5 = 10 divided by 2 = 5 divided by 2 = 2.5 = 7 divided by 2 = 3.5 = 8/4/2/1

what is the purpose of your being the center of the universe in Simple Gematria equals: 625 (13 is my birth day number)

13/4/2/1 or 13 divided by 2 = 6.5 = 11 divided by 2 = 5.5 = 10 divided by 2 = 5 divided by 2 = 2.5 = 7 divided by 2 = 3.5 = 8/4/2/1

what is the function of your being the center of the universe in Simple Gematria equals: 617 (there is 76, my last name number again)

14/5 divided by 2 = 2.5 = 7 divided by 2 = 3.5 = 8/4/2/1  or 14/7 divided by 2 = 3.5 = 8/4/2/1

what is the purpose of life in Simple Gematria equals: 276 (month I was born and last name number)

15/6/3 cycle or 15 divided by 2 = 7.5 = 12 divided by 2 = 6 divided by 2 = 3 divided by 2 = 1.5 = 6 divided by 2 = 3 cycle

what is the function of life in Simple Gematria equals: 268 (month I was born, 2 parts of one, last two of year I was born)

16/7 divided by 2 = 3.5 = 8/4/2/1 or 16/8/4/2/1

what is the purpose of making peace with your past in Simple Gematria equals: 524

11/2/1  or 11 divided by 2 = 5.5 = 10 divided by 2 = 5 divided by 2 = 2.5 = 7 divided by 2 = 3.5 = 8/4/2/1

what is the function of making peace with your past in Simple Gematria equals: 516

12/3 cycle or 12/6/3 cycle

= 6084/18/9 cycle (68 is here and 84 which is last two of my husbands year of birth.  All of the above is a 9 cycle which means difficulty, not easy or resilient and tough….that is what life school is!)

 

what is the purpose of life school in Simple Gematria equals: 348 (function of the earth)

15/6/3 cycle or 15 divided by 2 = 7.5 = 12 divided by 2 = 6 divided by 2 = 3 divided by 2 = 1.5 = 6 divided by 2 = 3 cycle

what is the function of life school in Simple Gematria equals: 340

7 divided by 2 = 3.5 = 8/4/2/1

what is the purpose of the earth in Simple Gematria equals: 329

14/5 divided by 2 = 2.5 = 7 divided by 2 = 3.5 = 8/4/2/1  or 14/7 divided by 2 = 3.5 = 8/4/2/1

what is the function of the earth in Simple Gematria equals: 321

6/3 cycle

what is the purpose of life in Simple Gematria equals: 276 (month I was born and last name number)

15/6/3 cycle or 15 divided by 2 = 7.5 = 12 divided by 2 = 6 divided by 2 = 3 divided by 2 = 1.5 = 6 divided by 2 = 3 cycle

what is the function of life in Simple Gematria equals: 268 (month I was born, 2 parts of one, last two of year I was born)

16/7 divided by 2 = 3.5 = 8/4/2/1 or 16/8/4/2/1

what doesnt kill you makes you stronger in Simple Gematria equals: 460

10/1  or 10 divided by 2 = 5 divided by 2 = 2.5 = 7 divided by 2 = 3.5 = 8/4/2/1

=2342/56/11/2/1  or 11 divided by 2 = 5.5 = 10 divided by 2 = 5 divided by 2 = 2.5 = 7 divided by 2 = 3.5 = 8/4/2/1

 

 

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