21 May 2018 Breaking down walls

20 May 2018 – we had some wonderful rain. God cleaned off my canvas ūüôā

Reading this first thing this morning helped me a lot.   What if this message could transcend all the barriers we put up to separate ourselves from each other?!  What if this message could transcend and eventually melt tools people use to harm one another into playgrounds and places that would bring us together in peace?  May be some day.


Describing his encounter with the Pope to CNN, Cruz said: “You know Juan Carlos, that does not matter. God made you like this. God loves you like this. The Pope loves you like this and you should love yourself and not worry about what people say.”

19 May 2018 – what happens when you don’t go to a professional to go blonde LOL!¬† I am working on finding my way through the darkness I’ve been in.¬† I’m so grateful for my family (two and four legged) and dear friends who love me no matter how wild it gets.¬†


6 18 9 5 14 4 19

F R I E N D S = 75 (3 cycle)

6 1 13 9 12 25

F A M I L Y = 66 (3 cycle)

2 5 12 15 22 5 4

7 18 1 20 5 6 21 12

G R A T E F U L = 90 (9 cycle)

B E L O V E D = 65

19 16 9 18 9 20 21 1 12 9 20 25

S P I R I T U A L I T Y = 179

2 12 15 14 4 5

B L O N D E = 52

Yesterday I got a little teary thinking about my dogs and cats.¬† It’s because I was feeling overwhelmed by all the art and writings I have through the house.¬† Dogs and cats are so simple.¬† What do they leave behind by way of material things but a collar, a leash and a few toys?¬† What matters the most is what they leave in my heart….so much love and gratitude!¬† Intangible things you can’t hold on to with your hands!¬†¬† I found the actual story where a vet shares a beautiful story and explanation from a little boy about why dogs don’t live as long as humans.


Why Dogs Don’t Live as Long as Humans

A four year old child’s wisdom

(From the internet….author unknown)

Being a veterinarian, I had been called to examine a ten year old Irish wolfhound, named Belker. The dog’s owners, Ron, his wife Lisa and their little boy Shane were all very attached to Belker and they were hoping for a miracle. I examined Belker and found he was dying of cancer.

I told the family there were no miracles left for Belker and offered to perform the euthanasia procedure for the old dog. Ron and Lisa told me that they thought it would be good for the four year old Shane to observe the procedure. They felt as though Shane might learn something from the experience.

I felt the familiar catch in my throat as Belker’s family surrounded him. Shane seemed so calm, petting the old dog for the last time, that I wondered if he understood what was going on. Within a few moments, Belker slipped away peacefully. The little boy seemed to accept Belker’s transition without any difficulty or confusion.

We sat together for a while after Belker‚Äôs death, wondering aloud about the sad fact that animal lives are shorter than human lives. Shane, who had been listening quietly, piped up, ‚ÄúI know why.‚ÄĚ Startled, we all turned to him. What came out of his mouth next stunned me. I never had heard a more comforting explanation.

He said, ‚ÄúPeople are born so that they learn how to live a good life ‚Äď like loving everybody all the time and being nice, right?‚ÄĚ The four year old continued, ‚ÄúWell, dogs already know how to do that, so they don‚Äôt have to stay as long.‚ÄĚ

Posted by Peter Sakas at 7:57 AM


11 May 2018 Nature’s Pharmacy

Hello to you today.¬† Just stopping in to say hello.¬† Yesterday I received a box of essential oils I ordered using up the rest of a birthday gift card. ¬†I am very pleased with them and think it was money well spent!¬† There are a lot of different companies that sell oils like this and some are better than others.¬† When I can afford it, I buy Young Living brand oils from my friend who is a distributor.¬† We’ve been using the ones we got yesterday in the¬† diffuser we picked up at Michael’s (it’s great, doesn’t require a filter!).¬† With both of our allergies acting up right now, having the diffuser going has helped out.¬† I of course geeked out and did the numbers for the oils that came in the kit and I wasn’t surprised to see several came out to the 3 cycle (life, death and rebirth).¬† My main “go-to” oil is mostly Peppermint.¬† ¬† Do you have a favorite?


1 18 15 13 1 20 8 5 18 1 16 25

A R O M A T H E R A P Y = 141 = (3 cycle)

5 19 19 5 14 20 9 1 12   15 9 12

E S S E N T I A L             O I L = 140

5 21 3 1 12 25 16 20 21 19

E U C A L Y P T U S = 143

6 18 1 14 11 9 14 3 5 14 19 5

F R A N K I N C E N S E = 119

12 1 22 5 14 4 5 18

L A V E N D E R = 81 (9 cycle)

12 5 13 15 14 7 18 1 19 19

L E M O N G R A S S = 123 (3 cycle)

16 5 16 16 5 18 13 9 14 20

P E P P E R M I N T = 132 (3 cycle)

18 15 19 5 13 1 18 25

R O S E M A R Y = 114 (3 cycle)

19 23 5 5 20  15 18 1 14 7 5

S W E E T      O R A N G E = 132 (3 cycle)

20 5 1 20 18 5 5

TEA   T R E E = 74

7 May 2018 Anniversary

Hi there.¬† Hope this finds you well.¬† Todays theme of words and numbers is in honor of my husband and I celebrating our 10th wedding anniversary tomorrow.¬† It’s interesting to me how two different words for the same thing, like wedding and marriage, ¬†can come to different outcomes in the numeric realm.¬† The more I do this, the more I am beginning to see that when the 9 cycle comes up, it’s usually not a positive thing!¬†¬†Speaking from experience and what I’ve seen in especially America,¬† marriage can come to be quite a negative arrangement!

How my husband and I began back in FFXI playing Prinzessa and Efess

As with everything, marriage is¬†all what you make of it.¬† My husband and I have certainly been testing these past few years and yet¬†we are still together!¬† I tell him he’s already got his angel suite putting up with me!

1  14 14 9 22 5 18 19 1 18 25

A N N I V E R S A R Y = 146 = 1 +4+6=11 can go straight to 11, 2 then 1 or 11 divided by 2 = 5.5 =5+5=10 go straight to 1 or 10 divided by 2 = 5 divided by 2 = 2.5 = 7 divided by 2 = 3.5 = 3 +5 = 8 divided by 2 = 4 divided by 2 = 2 divided by 2 = 1.

23 5 4 4  9 14 7

W E D D I N G= 66 = 6 +6 = 12  1+2 = 3 divided by 2 =1.5 1+5 = 6 divided by 2 = 3 cycle (life, death, rebirth)

13 1 18 18 9 1 7 5

M A R R I A G E = 72 = 7 +2 = 9 = 9 divided by 2 = 4.5 = 4 +5 = 9 cycle (always comes back to 9)

21 14 9 15 14

U N I O N = 73 = 7 +3 = 10 = 1 or 10 divided by 2 = 5 divided by 2 = 2.5 = 7 divided by 2 = 3.5 = 3 + 5 = 8 divided by 2 = 4 divided by 2 = 2 divided by 2 = 1

8 1 14 4 6 1  19 20 9 14 7

H A N D F A S T I N G  (Kyle and I had considered this in lieu of formal marriage) = 103= 1 + 3 = 4 divided by 2 = 2 divided by 2 = 1


2 18 9 4 5

B R I D E = 38 = 3 +8 = 11 = 1 + 1 = 2  divided by 2 = 1 or 11 divided by 2 = 5.5 = 5 + 5 = 10 = 1 or 10 divided by 2 = 5 divided by 2 = 2.5 = 2 + 5 = 7 divided by 2 = 3.5 = 3 +5 = 8 divided by 2 = 4 divided by 2 = 2 divided by 2 = 1.  (I prefer the most direct approach)

7 18 15 15 13

G R O O M = 68 = 6 + 8 = 14 = 1 + 4 = 5 divided by 2 = 2.5 = 2 + 5 = 7 divided by 2 = 3.5 = 3 + 5 = 8 divided by 2 = 4 divided by 2 = 2 divided by 2 = 1

8 21 19 2 1 14 4

H U S B A N D = 69 = 6 + 9 = 15 = 1 + 5 = 6 divided by 2 = 3 divided by 2 = 1.5 = 1 + 5 = 6 divided by 2 = 3 cycle

23 9 6 5

W I F E = 43 = 4 + 3 = 7 divided by 2 = 3.5 = 3 + 5 = 8 divided by 2 = 4 divided by 2 = 2 divided by 2 = 1



4 May 2018 Sleeping, Dreaming and Healing

Just a note to say hello before the weekend.  We woke up to thunder, lightning and much needed rain this morning.  As I write, it continues to rain. We really needed it so I am grateful for it.

This kind of weather does make me just want to stay in bed!¬†¬†¬†Lately that’s all I’ve been wanting to do is sleep!¬† My therapist and I agreed this morning it’s probably just my body healing after what I went through recently.¬† That last round of a new medication really messed me up!¬† Ironically,¬†speaking of the healing power of sleep, last night I had a vivid dream of helping a man¬†a woman with the balancer/healing wands I’ve shared about.¬†¬†In the dream I taught them¬†to make the sea salt GANS for themselves.¬† It would be nice to think that it wasn’t just a dream and actual people may have been helped somehow!

The dream world is very interesting for me because my mind will incorporate elements of my real world into the dream world.¬† Sometimes I don’t want to wake up and want to just stay in the dream world.¬† Have you ever had one of those dreams that made you feel that way?

4 May 2018 – I was having “trust issues” recently and it came to me to look at things from a numeric perspective. I decided to look at words, break them down into numeric values and see what the word meant after that. It helped me.¬† I don’t know if this will make sense to anyone else but it might!

I decided to play the numbers game with the words dream, sleep and heal.¬† ¬†I doubt what I’ve been doing with¬†this unique, but it is for me!¬† It has¬†been very interesting!¬†¬†Sometimes I have to wonder that if¬†the¬†numeric value of a word is odd,¬† can there actually be a positive motive for it’s existence?¬† Did the person who created the word to describe something like sleep know in numeric terms¬†it would come¬†out to represent a cyclic pattern?¬† Or is that evidence of a¬† power greater than ourselves at work?¬†¬†The more I explore the numeric value of certain words, the more it seems¬†possible.¬†¬†What do you think?

4   18  5  1  13

D  R  E  A  M = 41=5/2=2.5=7/2=3.5=8/2=4/2=2/2=1

(interesting that Dream comes back to 1 or to self as I perceive it.  No one knows if you have had a dream except yourself.  There is no evidence of it even if someone is monitoring your brainwaves)

19 12 5 5  16

S  L  E  E  P = 57 = 12 = 3 (cycle) 3/2=1.5=6/2=3

(sleep is actually a repeating cycle sort of thing.  You have morning, noon and night.  In the patterns of sleep you are either awake, dozing or actually asleep.)

8  5   1  12

H  E  A  L = 26 = 8/2 = 4/2=2/2 = 1

(healing comes out to an “even” motive number from the start and when broken down comes back to self or the value of one.¬† Ultimately, with healing, we are the ones who benefit right?)

*The reason I divide the number by 2 is like taking a look at something with each side of ourselves if that makes sense.

“I am surrounded by rain, thunder and lightning and yet I have traveled without leaving my bed!¬† Am I inside or outside of my own head?”


1 May 2018 Michael The General

Hello to you.¬†¬† Yesterday I was drawing with my compass and this message came forth with it about the angel Michael.¬† As I thought about him,¬† he came across as a sort of General.¬† Can you imagine what it would be like to be God’s literal “wing man?!”

30 April 2018 – I started by using the compass and this is what came forth for me about the angel Michael, a sort of General.

The reason¬†Michael often comes to my mind¬†is my spiritual background.¬† I grew up Lutheran and then¬†Roman Catholic for many years.¬†¬† These days I don’t¬†go to traditional church services etc. but¬†there are aspects of my spiritual journey I have held on to.¬† The concept of angels is definitely one of them!¬†¬† I have had experiences in my life where I believe angels have definitely been watching out for me!¬†¬† There is great power in personal belief.

“In late medieval Christianity, Michael, together with Saint George, became the patron saint of chivalry and is now also considered the patron saint of police officers, paramedics, firefighters and the military.[33][84]

My Dad was a policeman¬†when he was a young man¬†and I’d like to think he was being watched over by Michael all those years!¬†¬†That’s probably why Michael comes to mind a lot¬†when I hear a siren go off nearby.¬†¬†I am always worried about all those connected to that sound!¬† In many cases it’s a policeman or woman, a fire fighter or an ambulance driver….first responders to the scene of usually some persons worst day.¬†¬†When I hear a siren go off, I try to just say a quick prayer that everything will be ok.

Divine beings, or angels like Michael transcend Christianity.¬†¬†When you take the time to look,¬†it’s interesting to find how many different walks of faith have angels or divine beings within them.¬† I am sharing some links to other information if your interested to learn more:

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Deva_(Buddhism)beings from Buddhism that are like angels in other walks of faith.

http://www.paganspath.com/meta/angels.htminteresting article about how angels are not unique to just Christianity

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Michael_(archangel)a lot of information about Michael here.¬† This angel seems to cross boundaries between different walks of faith.¬† When I did the “numbers” for this name, it came to a total of 51, which becomes¬†6, which divided into 2 becomes¬†3 which then becomes¬†the trinity¬†or¬†a cycle.¬† The word angel comes to a numeric value of 39, which is 12 which is also 3!¬†

http://moonatnoon.com/puzzles/reference/a1b2z26.html (something I initially looked at when I decided to start using the numeric value of the alphabet to examine words and their meanings.¬† I use this system a lot now.¬† It’s amazing to see a more logical view of words we use in the English language.¬† This system, for me, helps bridge the gaps I sometimes have between my faith and reality.¬† Unlike people and words can do sometimes, numbers don’t lie!¬† I don’t know if this would work for other languages but it would be interesting if it did!)

A¬†cycle is a ¬†repeating pattern.¬† It makes sense to me that angels and a being like Michael, ¬†created by human beings, would end up in this pattern.¬†¬†Sometimes our faith is tested or we have doubt.¬† We will¬†literally “cycle” around on a journey to either come back to believing or discarding our faith all together.¬†¬†¬†¬†¬†

Have you ever had an encounter with someone who seemed like an angel or divine being?  In the realm of the God of my understanding, energy, pretty much anything goes I think!

Matthew 7:7

Ask, Seek, Knock

7“Ask and it will be given to you; seek and you will find; knock and the door will be opened to you. 8For everyone who asks receives; the one who seeks finds; and to the one who knocks, the door will be opened.


29 April 2018 Who should get the “credit” for creation?

Hello to you.¬† I’m up early this morning and was thinking about something that has come to me before.¬† Who gets the “credit” for what we create in this world?¬† Credit can be in the context of just pats on the back or accolades.¬† Credit can also¬†mean, in our modern world, ¬†financial support.¬† When I create, I’m not really looking for either, it used to, but not anymore.¬†¬†The reason this came up in my thoughts?¬† I was¬†I was going to try to put my initials and date on the drawings I’m sharing today and realized that it really doesn’t matter all that much!¬† They don’t belong to me really, they belong to a power greater than myself.¬† They belong to the God of my understanding, energy and energy is everyone and everything….the collective consciousness.

When I do something creative, I feel like I’m tapping into the collective consciousness.¬† After all, I my opinion, there really isn’t such a thing as an original idea just a reinterpretation of one that has already come before.¬†¬†Even what I am writing at this moment doesn’t really belong to me in a sense.¬†¬†Only when my ego needs a stroke¬†do I really care about such things!¬† Sometimes I can be pretty hard on myself.¬† When I get like that,¬†my self-esteem plummets pretty low.¬†¬†I will¬†sometimes look for a source outside of myself to somehow lift myself up.¬† Ironically, this was the driving force behind me using Facebook to share my drawings and stuff!

Since I seldom turn a profit for¬†what I channel aka “create”, I think that’s about as pure as it gets.¬† Why should I get hung up on labeling my work?¬† The only reason that comes to mind, is kind of like from that Big Eyes movie when the husband tried to take credit and actually profit from¬†his wife’s work.¬† The karmic resolution to that took place in a courtroom.¬† The judge put the husband and wife to work at¬†blank canvas painting and the husband¬†was unable to¬†recreate his wife’s paintings.

Amy Adams and Margaret Keane tell Big Eyes Movie Story (I wonder if all the folks involved with this film, to include Margaret, receive money for sales of this film?  Not quite sure how that works.)

So should I consider copywriting everything I do?¬† I guess if I decided that I was going to try and make a living doing what I do but what a struggle that would be!¬†¬†Whenever I have tried to make money doing something it has often turned into a negative thing.¬† I have very few positive experiences with making money for what I have made.¬† The only ways¬† it has been positive is when I do something for a gift or¬†someone has asked me¬†to make something and they provided¬†the financial support and or materials for me to do it.¬† I think making things and churning them out for profit would¬†be very¬†pretty empty for me.¬† Something else I’ve realized, like blogging here for example, as soon as I upload anything into this artificial collective consciousness, the internet, I give away any all the relevance of ownership in my opinion.¬† Anyone can save my pictures to their hard drive and “make them their own” as I’ve done with other artists work.

Why do¬†I create?¬† What is my motivation?¬† My motivation is most often¬†having the feeling I get by being close to God.¬† It feels good!¬† It’s like having a conversation without words and¬†it makes me feel complete inside.¬† Then, out of gratitude, I feel I have to¬†pass it all on to help somebody else like I do here in this blog.¬†¬† Isn’t this the way God, divinity….whatever your word for the energy¬†that propels you through this life supposed to be?¬† A power greater than ourselves that unconditionally loves and accepts us even if we make a drawing that looks like a child may have done it?¬†

Matthew 19:14 14Jesus said, “Let the little children come to me, and do not hinder them, for the kingdom of heaven belongs to such as these.”

No one, no matter how hard they try can exactly replicate what I do.¬† Kind of like forgeries and copies….they will always be forgeries and copies but never the original work as it was first channeled through me.¬†¬†So I’m not¬†very worried about it anymore.¬†¬† I feel bad for people in this world who do get so hung up on ownership¬†versus staying in the flow of creation.¬† It¬†must be such a fight everyday to keep what they perceive belongs to them!¬† I would say this is especially true¬†for¬†anyone who makes a living on their image and¬†creative endeavors in any¬†profession.¬†¬†I wonder what¬†would happen if they just let go of that?

What has¬†come to me in meditations with the God of my understanding (I use the word God because it’s simpler) many times is nothing belongs to us but¬†perhaps one thing, the essence of who we are inside.¬† The energy ball, the soul,¬†part of our being that makes us uniquely¬†“us” no matter what outside forces may try to change it.¬† I imagine that when our bodies are¬†tired and must be¬†returned back to the earth,¬†we just move on and become something or someone else but we are not lost.¬† The unconditional, loving energy of existence makes sure we are never¬†truly lost.¬†¬† We just become something a little different but just the same.

These drawings I did yesterday were made for me and for someone else to enjoy and I hope you do:

U2 – Song For Someone (Directed by Matt Mahurin)

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 Song for Someone

You got a face not spoiled by beauty
I have some scars from where I’ve been
You’ve got eyes that can see right through me
You‚Äôre not afraid of anything they’ve seen
I was told that I would feel nothing the first time
I don’t know how these cuts heal
But in you I found a rhyme

If there is a light
You can’t always see
And there is a world
We can’t always be
If there is a dark
Now we shouldn’t doubt
And there is a light
Don’t let it go out

And this is a song
A song for someone
This is a song
A song for someone

You let me into a conversation
A conversation only we could make
You break and enter my imagination
Whatever’s in there
It’s yours to take
I was told I’d feel nothing the first time
You were slow to heal
But this could be the night

If there is a light
You can’t always see
And there is a world
We can’t always be
If there is a dark
Within and without
And there is a light
Don’t let it go out

And this is a song
A song for someone
This is a song
This is a song for someone

Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah

And I’m a long way
From your hill of Calvary
And I’m a long way
From where I was, where I need to be
If there is a light
You can’t always see
And there is a world
We can’t always be
If there is a kiss
I stole from your mouth
And there is a light
Don’t let it go out

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28 April 2018 Drawings – The Air Is Alive

“I walked through the sky¬†with my hands today.¬† Little whispers and eyes the whole journey through.¬† All around me blurring, whirring, buzzing and fluttering¬†sounds of life.¬† A gentle waltz of nature in figure 8’s around my soul.”¬† – Jackie

(I live next to a busy road where the¬†sounds of loud vehicles and stuff make meditation and connection with nature more difficult.¬† I am working on trying to tune the noises I don’t want to hear out.¬† It can be difficult sometimes even with headphones on and music playing.¬† I try to remember that we are all different sorts of people trying to coexist on the same plane of existence.¬† Many individual dimensions (people and their personal way of living) overlaying each other.¬† For some people peace is having their music blasting loud while others, like myself, sometimes prefer complete silence.)

27 April 2018 Quest For Peace

Hello to you this morning. Time for some therapeutic writing! I am, as we used to call our dog Sam, “Grumpicus”¬†again this morning.¬†¬†Seems to be the way things are going for Kyle and I lately lol!

I don’t about you, but sometimes it just feels like I can’t take “one more thing.” Somehow, by the grace of a power greater than us, we manage! Thank goodness my husband and I don’t have many of the other issues that many American households face each day! Lately it seems life is so complicated and much more stressful than it should have to be!¬† For example just trying to¬†track down my blood tests for my doctor to make sure I don’t have toxic levels of Lithium in my blood. Everything got sorted out this morning but this is the third time we’ve been through this.¬†¬†This morning I went to put a new bottle of Windex in the car so we can keep our windows clean.¬† Well I noticed the back window, which has a tint sheet on it, was bubbling even more than the last time I looked.¬† It can make it unsafe for backing out when it’s like that.¬† Anyhew, I said f-it and pulled all the tinting out and boy did that stink!¬† Just one more thing!¬† Our¬†2014 Ford Fiesta has been a challenge ever since we bought it.¬†¬†We probably won’t buy another vehicle from Ford and can’t really afford to invest in another car at the moment.¬†¬†We found out this morning they are going to be discontinuing their smaller car lines anyways: https://www.msn.com/en-ca/autos/news/ford-to-discontinue-almost-all-its-cars-in-north-america/ar-AAwp0FY.

Wouldn’t it be nice if we had less bills to keep track of? One bill for the house, medical (to include pets), telephone/internet and car?¬†¬† I really wish there was a way to simplify my household finances.¬†¬†There are days I just feel so overwhelmed I don’t want to do anything!¬† Missing one thing can mean having to pay a penalty.¬† I haven’t been in the best frame of mind lately and neglected to¬†check my email.¬†¬†Because I didn’t check it,¬†I missed¬†a couple of credit card bill notices and ended up getting charged¬†a fine for it!

Sometimes I want to just go back to renting versus owning a home and car.¬† ¬†Kind of like what they used to do for military housing or whenever I rented an apartment.¬† It would make it so much easier for people who are in job professions that require them to be away a lot and move frequently.¬† In my opinion it would be helpful¬†for the handicapped, disabled and elderly to be able to keep up with their home maintenance responsibilities.¬†¬†When we first bought this house, there was a warranty with it.¬† If anything went wrong, we just had to call a number and¬†a company checked out by the warranty company would be sent out to do repairs etc.¬† Having this sort of system could potentially¬†create¬†jobs and help bring some accountability back into businesses that are typically contracted for home repair etc.¬†¬†Speaking from personal experience, it feels like you can’t even really¬†count on the Better Business Bureau (BBB)¬†when trying to find reputable companies to do work at our house.¬† We’ve used the BBB several times since moving here to Texas and we still had problems.¬†¬†We don’t feel like paying a service fee for a similar company, say Angie’s List, ¬†and probably run into the¬†same problems!

In the car arena, I¬†saw on the news this morning that there is something some companies are doing. They are charging¬†a subscription fee for cars.¬† You pay a fee and¬†don’t have to actually have to own the car. In this article the vehicles are pretty high end, $1,000 a month and a one time $500 activation is a bit steep but if you consider how much you pay in total to maintain a car and keep it insured, definitely an interesting idea! https://www.bizjournals.com/columbus/news/2018/04/25/dealer-adding-porsche-range-rover-more-luxury-to.html.

There was heart-warming news this morning from Korea.¬† They are really moving towards making peace between the two countries.¬† Speaking as a veteran,¬†this is what I want to see more of in this world!¬†¬†I watched some of Mr. Kim’s speech and got a really good feeling about things.¬† I want to believe this is a genuine move by both countries.¬† By their doing this, they are definitely leading by their¬†example.¬† Some may call me na√Įve, but I am so proud of North and South Korea right now! I said a prayer for these countries today and hope that this can be an example for the rest of the world – peace is possible!


North and South Korea Set Bold Goals: A Final Peace and No Nuclear Arms

Watching these two world leaders was just what I needed to see this morning. They are “being the change they want to see”, to paraphrase a quote Mahatma Gandhi said long ago. For the past couple of years,¬†I am having trouble finding peace within myself and my immediate world.¬†¬†Seeing these two men today is inspiration for me to not give up trying! We are talking peace between two entire countries which is epic when you consider how hard it can be to attain peace within your very own skin!¬†¬†¬†If I can find a way to bring that sort of peace between the two “countries” within myself, I think things will get better at my house.

I¬†think as a way to help myself get into a better frame of mind, I will be making some dog beds today out of old shower curtains and old pillows we have that the cats used to use. Not sure if I’ll sew things by hand or get out the sewing machine.

27 April 2018 – I am contemplating a sewing project today. My allergies have been acting up so it’s something I can do inside. I am going to use old cloth shower curtains.

26 April 2018 Drawings and Balancer

Hello to you.¬† Just¬†a quick note to share what I’ve been up to this morning.¬† I had some anxiety show up out of nowhere this morning and I’ve been having trouble shaking it.¬† I decided to do a drawing and that actually helped.¬† I’m thinking about making myself a bunch of cards that I can draw from each day to help cheer me up if I need it.¬† The last time I did personal cards, I sat down and worked on it for hours.¬† This time I’m just going to do them as I feel like it.¬† I have two done so far.¬† The second one was inspired by seeing a trailer for the new Avengers movie that is showing today.

We had a busy day yesterday.¬† We had to drive to Arlington to my doctor’s office which is always very stressful.¬† I decided to take along a couple of things for my doctor to try to help her out as it must be so stressful being her seeing people like me each day!¬† I had some pretty heavy stuff to share and felt really bad because at home I had been being pretty hard on her!¬† I wanted to somehow show her my appreciation for at least trying to listen to my concerns and¬†trying to care about me.¬† I gave her an aluminum pendant I had made.¬†¬†It had a rainbow bead on it with it to symbolize hope and I also gave her, what I’m calling a “balancer” or healing wand to try out.¬† I mean who heals our doctors?!

The wands are adapted from the things I learned from the Keshe Foundation.¬† I am not selling these because I just don’t feel right about doing that.¬† Whenever I consider the idea, I end up going¬†back to the original intention¬†of¬†Dr. Keshe sharing this information.¬†¬†He gave to us for free so we could pass it on to pay the blessing forward and also to¬†learn on our own.¬†¬†Having the chance to learn¬†about this technology online was very inspiring but very hard for me to keep up with!¬†¬†I just don’t have the attention span for long lectures.¬† I never made my own Magrav power unit but did try several things related to the research like a battery and pain pens.

I¬†ended up¬†using¬†the concepts to come up with things that I was interested in.¬† Some people are interested in the applications for home energy use, others are interested in food and health and still others are interested in how this technology could have applications for space travel.¬† I try to share the information whenever I have an appropriate opportunity.¬† I am hoping someone¬† may see what I share here and have it¬†ignite a spark of imagination.¬† From¬†my own personal experience and from what I’ve seen,¬†you should never underestimate the power of human ingenuity!

Most times when I¬†make things like this, it is my way of¬†trying to¬†give back to people who don’t often get any appreciation at all like my doctors.¬† Sometimes people ask me to make them things and if they provide me the materials and or the finances to acquire the materials, I will do it.¬†¬† I had my husband “test” the one in the picture¬†on himself.¬†¬†He doesn’t always feel anything with these things.¬† With this one, he said he felt a magnetic pull on his skin.¬† With other ones I’ve had him there he has felt¬†warmth.¬† The sensation for me is like¬†a power surge.¬† I am wearing the one pictured¬†to help me with my personal issues with physical, emotional and spiritual balance.¬† I can tell the difference when I have it on and when I take it off.¬† It might be partially a placebo, the “wanting it to work” and I guess with most anything, that’s half of achieving healing isn’t it?¬† Belief that you will get better, that you can be better?¬† Wouldn’t it be nice if we could wear such a device and not need so many pills and surgeries?!¬† May be some day!

If you decide to make these types of things for yourself, remember they will not have my energy signature which is different than yours will be.¬† No one has the same energy signature.¬† From personal experience, I believe¬†whatever you craft with your own hands¬†is imbued with your personal energy.¬† If you were to try and manufacture these with a machine, I doubt they would have the same effect but I don’t know for sure.¬† I think it’s better to personalize this sort of device with a hands-on approach.¬† Kind of like in the old days when crafters like blacksmiths and the like made their own tools that were suited perfectly to them.

26 April 2018 – this is something I made for myself using what I learned from the Keshe Foundation. Here is a link to information about other applications if you would like to make an power unit for your home or automobile: https://www.slideshare.net/exopolitika/keshe-magrav-power-coil-production-step-by-step-pp24-oct302015

Anyhew…hope this is helpful.¬† I have made wands like this the side of earrings.¬† I use screwdrivers of varying sizes to wind the coils.¬† Sometimes I use hot glue to seal the openings on the end etc.¬† I purchased the wire at Michael’s craft store in Burleson.¬† It is 20 gauge copper wire from a company named Bead Landing in Pakistan.¬†¬†Before using the wire, I prayed for those people who make the wire that I have the privilege to use for this purpose.¬†¬† I¬†try to do that for everything I buy and use.¬†¬†There is so much involved the production of just about¬†everything we often take for granted in this world!

P.S¬†we found a¬†essential oil diffuser at Michael’s yesterday and it didn’t require a filter!¬† So far so good!¬† Both of our allergies have been really acting up and diffusing Young Living Peppermint oil has been helping.¬† If we still had Amber and May, our cats, I don’t know if we could do this as they both seemed sensitive to this sort of thing.

(Thinking this may be my husband and my anniversary date movie!  I am excited to see everyone working together.  I would love it if somehow DC and Marvel did the same.  Can you imagine?!  I know blasphemy but hey, I am a dreamer!)

Marvel Studios’ Avengers: Infinity War – Official Trailer