Hello to you. How are you today? I am doing better than I was doing this morning. Sometimes mornings are hard for me. I have been trying to sleep without a sleep aid and so far have been kind of successful.
Something that seems to help me with anxiety the most lately, and I realize I have mentioned it before, is the combined activity of walking and talking at the same time . My family gives me a call and I take them on a walk with me, “Hello? Wait a minute, let me get on my shoes.” So my neighbors have become accustomed to seeing me out with my cell phone while I walk. The magic number for time is about 40 minutes or less. Depending on how hot it is, sometimes it can just be a walk around the block but it helps.
“walk and talk” in the English Ordinal system equals 110
“purpose” in the English Ordinal system equals 110
Hello. I haven’t written in a couple of days. I was fortunate this weekend and my neighbors decided to have a garage sale. I was able to sell several things and they gave me the money for it Now we don’t have to worry about the king mattress being at the curb or a couple other things. It was so nice of them to allow me to see some things in their sale. My husband and his dad came by on Saturday to get some the last of his things out of the house. I was happy to see them and so was Link but sad for the reason. Link howled like crazy again after they left. The noises Link was making is what I was feeling but not expressing inside. I did manage to get him calmed down after a walk and a Skype session with my cousins wife which soothed us both.
Sometimes you just need a friend!
I can feel myself resisting what is happening with this separation/pending divorce/home sale/moving process even though I’m doing the next right things. I have been fighting with myself inside a lot. All of this is provoking a lot of anxiety. I’m starting to wonder if I don’t need to talk to my doctor about an anti-anxiety as needed medication. I don’t want to be one of those people who pops pills for everything but I think I may need to about this. When I start t feel those feelings I don’t want to do anything but go crawl into bed!
I wish I could be like Link express myself and move on and not ruminate – just grab one of my toys and play and not be trapped in emotions!
The toy I do grab that helps some is my laptop it’s a DELL Inspiron 15 3000. The only problem is it gets so hot when I want to play video games on it. Very disappointing. So I mainly can use it for chatting and stuff like this. I should have know better.
As always thank you for stopping by and reading. I appreciate your thoughts and prayers.