Hello to you. How are you doing today? Link and I have started to get in the patterns of the sun. When it’s dark you go so sleep. So here I am at the keyboard, artificial sunshine of coffee and computer screen on! This is a process that will only last a short period of time and then I’ll have to figure out what to do next lol. It’s better than laying in bed like I was doing, fretting about a bunch of stuff I can’t control!
Such is life these days right? What to do with myself to keep busy but stay at home. I’m sure if I were to peruse the internet right now I’d find all kinds of advice on what I could be doing. I can turn on the news on any station and if it’s not covoid19 hysteria it’s other bored people, famous and not, showing us what they are doing to not be bored at home. Finding stuff do and being alone didn’t use to be a problem for me. What happened is choice of whether to immerse or not immerse myself in the world has been pretty much removed. If I go out into the world to do something, it’s getting groceries, an appointment or something pretty important I need to do.
Yesterday I shared some of my art supplies with our neighbor children. We have a couple of Mom’s in the neighborhood with young children and it’s so challenging right now for them to keep the young one’s entertained.
The old standbys have always been drawing, writing and right now working on another corner to corner afghan. I’ve even considered working on an edited version of a book I’ve already e-published, The Gospel According to Sam (https://www.amazon.com/Gospel-According-Sam-Jackie-Wygant-ebook/dp/B00533VOTU) all proceeds going to charity. The only part of me that seems to really be working right now is the writing. I sit down to draw and unlike years past, it’s just a blank page or trying to record what is in front of me.
6 May 2020 drawing I did last night of Link out in the backyard.
There are only so many words, so many drawings, paintings and creative ways to put together the same meals before you start to repeat yourself or others. The other thing is I’m trying to downsize and reduce the amount of that stuff I want around the house. Thank goodness for digital writing but even that isn’t without pitfalls…..you need a reliable way to store the media if you care to retrieve it later. I had a hard drive I was using. It got dropped one too many times and now the data is is locked in there unless I can get someone with some skills to break them out! I am having to learn to be a more transitory person and it’s hard.
So I have found myself asking, what does the God of my understanding want me doing right now?! I want to be useful and help somehow so is my even sharing this today doing that? Do my words here help alleviate boredom and the same things for someone other than myself?
It’s kind of like life in the extremes of weather be it extreme cold or extreme heat. In either one, I have learned to hunker down and keep busy but sometimes my lesser natures take over and I gain weight. Eating becoming an activity. Thankfully here the weather has been nice so when I get really restless I put on my walking shoes and take Link out or go just by myself. Walking does help!
Today I decided to look at the phrase staying busy. I’m going to put all the values I’ve come up on my “travels” with gematria. Sometimes to see the order in which I have found different number values is like a weird sentence lol:
“staying busy” in the English Ordinal system equals 162 – a taking, train, insane, riches, torah, shift, poop, behaves, noise, hearing germs, right, under, humane, doubt, Queen, disease, favor, plasma, choices, under, right, audience, a miracle, polar.
“one six two” in the English Ordinal system equals 144 – a mask, brain, clock, handle, hope, faith, cut, space, bored, talk.
“one four four” in the English Ordinal system equals 154 – a love, sun, play, French, voice, eyes, chemical, health, acting, spar, breath, Bavaria, butch, pods, bodies, Gabriel, Mama bear, foodie, gnome, eyes
“one five four” in the English Ordinal system equals 136 – a halo, child, hair, bite, heard, hug, have, asp, agree, chips
“one three six” in the English Ordinal system equals 142 – a self, new, gift, balanced, rain, run, war, raw, rare, bitch, female, rebel, Odin, sub, tail
“one four two” in the English Ordinal system equals 152 – a blonde, earth, seeds, caring, speak, what, thaw, hobby, disable, heart, Pope, kept, raise, create, spice, birds, devil, dog, pee, crop, ship, going, hobby, ashes, a glaze, thaw
“one five two” in the English Ordinal system equals 134 – a cold, chance, free, hate, breed, heat
Now all of this said, I am not trying to invite drama into my life. What I wish to invite into my life is a positive, loving way I can be of service to God as I understand them.
The last thing I want to be is a waste of space. So I am going to trust that gradually, as I can handle it, God will show me great ways to be of service in this uncertain time. May be in some way, I’m already doing it just blogging here? May be somebody, that’s not me, will see my message here and get some relief from their personal struggles and be able to pass that light on to someone near or far in their own life? That’s my hope!
The Beatitudes from the Bible. I am not a religious person, but very spiritual. Parts of the Bible like this are comforting I think.
Hello to you. It’s Saturday afternoon as I write to you in your here and now. How are you? I hope well. I am having some shall I say, “alone time” right now and find myself challenged to find things to do. Today I took out the trusty cribbage and chessboards and found myself quickly bored with the board lol. I write and draw a lot, sometimes paint, take pictures, enjoy almost every genre of music (some more than others), love to dance and be physically active, enjoy good food, truly enjoy being outside with God and sometimes play a video game here and there. I enjoy making things but don’t really have an outlet for the things I make. I think it is safe to say, at least for my house, you can have too many home made blankets! Hobbies can get expensive no matter what they are. When you are on a fixed income you have to watch your spending, at least that has been my personal choice about it.
Living where I do, most of the activities that I could participate in require me to spend money. Driving to even a “free” place can get expensive over time. So I have learned to amuse myself the best I can in the parameters in which I live. For many, I think, it would be quite a dull existence.
I have planted a seed, if you want to call it that, for the God of my understanding to gradually and tangibly, put people in my life that are interested in the sorts of things I am interested in. Some time ago, I had a “tribe” here, but everyone went their separate ways and all are extremely busy with their lives and pursuit of their dreams and or livelihoods. Some of what I’m interested in may be considered “fringe” type things – much of which is in the spiritual, scientific and paranormal realms.
Sometimes when you plant a seed with God it takes time and the right “soil” in which for the seed to germinate.
2 Sept 2019 Jackie Wygant cell phone picture horse apple tree next to abandoned house near The Family Dollar Alvarado TX
The other day I was walking to the Family Dollar down the street and happened to notice this beautiful tree living near an abandoned house across the street from our local Elementary School. I got to thinking about how nice it would be if that property could be annexed to the school for learning about plants and nature; like a nature learning center or something. There is a large field next to it I imagined being turned into a community garden and it could also be part of the learning center. I imagined children learning how to grow their own food and appreciating nature like I do.
Facts and Myths of Hedge Apples by Dr. Barbara Ogg, Extension Educator
This article appeared in the October 2001 NEBLINE Newsletter
This time of year, hedge apples – the fruit from the Osage-orange tree – are being sold at farmer’s markets, garden centers, and other locations. Many people have heard that these fruits can be used as an insect repellent, but the truth is that many people don’t know much else about this unusual tree and its fruit.
The Tree and Its Fruit:
The Osage-orange is a small to medium-sized tree, having a short trunk and a rounded or irregular crown. The twigs are buff to orange-brown and are armed with one-half inch long spines. The stems exude a milky sap when cut. The Osage-orange is dioecious, meaning that male and female flowers are produced on separate trees. The small, green flowers appear in May or June. Female trees produce 3-to 5-inch diameter fruit which ripen in September or October and fall to the ground.
Native Habitat and Current Distribution:
The Osage-orange is native to a small area in eastern Texas, southeastern Oklahoma, and southwestern Arkansas. This region is the home of the Osage Indians which gives the tree its common name. Settlers found that the Osage-orange transplanted easily, tolerated poor soils, extreme heat, and strong winds and had no serious insect or disease problems. It was widely planted in the Midwest as a living fence because, when pruned into a hedge, it provided an impenetrable barrier to livestock. The development of barbed wire curtailed its widespread planting, but many Osage-orange trees can still be found in fence rows.
Uses of the Osage-Orange:
The wood is extremely hard, heavy, durable and shrinks or swells little compared to the wood of other trees. The wood is used for fence posts, treenails, furniture, and archery bows. In fact, many archers consider the wood of the Osage-orange to be the world’s finest wood for bows. Another common name for this tree, bodark, is from the French bios d’arc meaning “bow wood.” This tree also produces a bright yellow dye which can be extracted from the wood.
The fruit of the Osage-orange is a nuisance in the home landscape and has little value. Hedge apples are not an important source of food for wildlife as most birds and animals find the fruit unpalatable. The thorny trees do provide nesting and cover for wildlife.
The belief about the use of hedge apples for insect control is widespread and persistent. it is claimed that placing hedge apples around the foundation or inside the basement will repel or control insects. A few years ago, Iowa State University toxicologists extracted compounds from hedge apples. When concentrated, these compounds were found to repel insects.
Scientists also found that natural concentrations of these compounds in the fruit were too low to be an effective repellent. So, don’t be fooled into spending much to use hedge apples as an insect repellent.
If you decide to pick hedge apples to check out the repellency yourself or to use the fruit as a fall decoration, it would be wise to wear gloves. The milky juice present in the stems and fruit of the Osage-orange can irritate the skin.
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IMG_5751 11 July 2019 proof of wasps taking care of the pecan tree out back Alvarado TX
11 July 2019 – cropped version of picture showing what’s going on. I felt bad for the caterpillar but to save it I would have had to kill the wasp. Our pecan tree has almost been completely taken over by caterpillars this summer. From what I have personally seen with my own eyes, Wasps help take care of the trees and I’ve been seeing less of them over the past few years.
IMG_5752 11 July 2019 proof of wasps taking care of the pecan tree out back Alvarado TX
*Seeing this today was like they were showing me, “Hey, look what my job is! I have value, I have worth!” We used to be mean to the wasps until I took the time to learn their job in nature actually is. From what I have personally witnessed, their purpose for existence includes trying to keep our trees healthy. Since trees are basically the lungs of the planet, I think that’s a pretty important job! I have read conflicting information about wasps online. My personal experience is they are helpers and teachers. What came through in the numbers is a pecan tree and a teacher have a pattern in common. What I believe is we all, whatever form, are teachers, students, messages and receivers of those messages. I believe everyone has value in one way or another. It’s not always easy to understand what we are trying to convey to each other. I don’t think we should give up trying!
133 – “don’t give up”
Wasp – 59/84/109/140/158/125/134/150/140/158/125/134/150/140…….
*remember, these are only just a few of the meanings of these numbers that I have found for myself and am sharing with you.
152’s – amber tree resin, positive drama, positive being,
pecan tree – 87/114/128/141/128/141……….
87- person, truth, roots, justice
pecan – 39/98/91/76/117/133/146
98 – killer bees (I found this value trying to figure out why people may have a fear of bees/wasps. Remember those old Killer bee television shows and movies? When I was a very small girl I can remember drinking a can of soda without realizing a bee was in the can and I got stung. I was pretty freaked out! It wasn’t the bee’s fault but a “seed of fear” was planted that I had to actively overcome through time. I did this through trying to understand them instead of thinking they were all bad. The same principle I have used towards other insects and life forms to include people. It’s not easy to do but for me personally, it has been worth trying to do.)
76 – humans
117’s – nurture, “I’m sorry,” dissection, projecting, “broken earth,” humility, upbringing, occupation, statement, cultivated, heartbroken, water falls (If you look at a pecan it looks like a human brain in the shell and they are considered a healthy food for the brain). http://www.alzheimersweekly.com/2016/11/pecans-provide-brain-boost.html
tree – 48/109/140/158/125/134/150/140/158/125/134/150/140/158/125/134/150……….
Hello to you. This morning has been a bit rough for me. I found out some upsetting news about the health of my neighbors and I found myself feeling very sad and powerless. What could I do but cry with them? Give them hug? Reassurance? Pass on their situation to people who I know are prayer/meditation warriors that could add their names to their list for daily intentions?
After breakfast I realized there was something else I could do not only for them but for myself. I lay down on the grass and talked and cried with the one I love so much, the Earth. I curled up into a ball like a small child and let it all go and was comforted just like being held in loving arms. I have done this before. It’s hard to remember sometimes, when you are all upset and stuck in a moment what to do or who to talk to about such things and get any kind of relief.
Some people talk to priests and people of the church, some call family, some talk to their pets, some people will dig deeper into work, exercise, hobbies…distractions and some people do destructive things because they just don’t know what else to do about what they are feeling.
Feelings get so big that you might feel like you could get lost in them and not find your way out. I’ve done all the things I’ve mentioned but the thing I did this morning has been the best for me. The Earth and sky is “big enough” to carry these things I take on sometimes. I feel bad dumping on other living beings with this kind of pain because it’s “so big.” I know how it feels when it happens to me. Most times, like this morning with our neighbors, I feel so small. I feel powerless and sad! Sometimes it’s so strong I just want to jump out of my skin!
The other thing I realized was this, and I ran the number values on it and the answers I got matched up for me:
“Focus on what you love, what you want to happen, don’t give power to what you don’t want in this world”
(Communication/Understanding/Fifty States = 150) (Purple heart = 140) (Quality of Life = 158) (All = 25)
Ordinal number value: 1109 174/159/118/117/133/146
Two people suffering with a difficult situation, a “90/9 divided by 2 = 4.5 = 9 cycle” set of circumstances. Some “74’s” are energy, Jesus, Lucifer, Alvarado, trauma, talking, cross, cloud and parts to name just a couple I’ve found in my journey with this system. I also turned to my Mom and Dad, a 47 and 74 in the number’s to ask for their prayers. The number 47 is also the value for Time. The number 59 is Wish, cruel and spare. The number 118 is witnessed. The number 117 “I’m sorry.” The number 133 condensation…tears. The number 146 relationship. These two neighbors have been so good to us ever since we moved here and those two are like peas and carrots together. It just hurts to see them going through this. I want the very best for them both.
So again this morning I had to remember the question/answer/phrase I use when there are bad storms and I want them to go away:
“What do you want to happen? Focus on what you want to happen not what you don’t.”
The Ordinal number value for this = 859/133/146.
“Who did I cry on? Who comforted me in my sorrow? The Earth. I lay down and wept and was comforted.”
Ordinal number value for this = 911 110/132/148/143/150/140/158/125/134/150
Comforted = 99 84/109/140/158/125/134/150
(Thirteen = 99) (Woman = 66, a right side up 99)
Emergency number = 168 135/132/148/143/150/140/158/125/134/150
(In United States you call 911 for help. Most people use a telephone or cell phone)
(human = 57) human being = 94) (humans = 76) (planet =68) (people = 69) (psychologist =168)
Good health = 95 84/109/140/158/125/134/150/140/158/125/134/150
“Turn a frown into a smile and turn the frown upside down” = 598/133/146
Powerless = 132/148/143/150/140/158/125/134/150
(Life = 32)
Powerful = 116 120/156/128/141/128
(Eternity = 116)
Thought = 99 84/109/140/158/125/134/150/140/158/125/134/150
Power = 77 130/154/136/142/152/134/150/140/158/125/134/150
“To show Emotion” = 191 110/132/148/143/150/140/158/125/134/150
Thanks for stopping by today! Hopefully something here will resonate with you at some level. Writing this helps me work through my feelings about painful experiences and this system often helps give me insights I didn’t have before I began exploring it.
Hello to you visitor. I am reposting this from my personal archives because it feels like a good time to do it – for myself. Some of what is here has evolved and changed in my mind, body and spirit these past few years but much is the same. During the past couple of years I have allowed the events of the world, both near and far, to taint my heart….to taint my spirit and faith in my fellow human beings. I have become a very bitter, distrustful person – extremely suspicious person that questions the motives and activities of the very fabric of our existence. I don’t think I am alone. What I am having to keep coming back to is my love for the God of my understanding who lets me yet live no matter how flawed a person I have been or am yet today. I don’t know if there is anything here for you but chances are if you are here to see it, to read it, to try and understand it, perhaps you are in the right place. This is my intention. When this came to me I wrote it all down and have those notes still. I will spare you the trouble of pictures and my scribble to read. If you are like me, sometimes is difficult to read online documents for extended periods of time. Feel free to come back, to take a break. I will try to refrain from deleting this again. I have a nasty habit of doing that….I lose faith in myself.
“we are all on a quest called life” in the English Ordinal system equals 258/15/6/3 cycle or 15 divided by 2 = 7.5 = 12 divided by 2 = 6 divided by 2 = 3 divided by two equals 1.5 = 6….. or 3 cycle
“two five eight” in the English Ordinal system equals 149 – one engages with their brain on a “no” path or “nein” in German
“one four nine” in the English Ordinal system equals 136 – one engaged in a “yes, no may be” process, all the “vices” in check but one
one three six” in the English Ordinal system equals 142 – one engaged with their brain in the process
“one four two” in the English Ordinal system equals 152 – one engaged with the sensation of the five senses in the process
(“earth” in the English Ordinal system equals 52) – our home
*note – these two influential men are just a portion of those who have influenced and taught me much I have needed to know about this life. I believe everyone, no matter their form, is both teacher and student in this life.
24 March 2015
Two halves of one whole – Nikola Tesla and Wilhelm Reich
This morning I had another “Aha” but this time it was the biggest yet. I mentioned in a recent blog that I had begun exploring the making of orgonite. Well in my research of the founder of Orgone, Wilhem Reich, I realized this was familiar. Many years ago I remember reading or hearing about a “rain maker.” A man who went to drought stricken towns and with a device “made it rain.” He had been denounced and pretty much labeled a quack so he slipped out of my consciousness but I always wondered after learning about him if we could control the weather. I never knew his name…until now.
So I’ve made a couple pieces of my own orgonite and before reading more about Wilhelm’s origin story had wondered if orgonite could be used to help with mental health therapy…low and behold he thought so too and did a lot of research and experiments to prove it! I wanted to learn more and this morning watched a video on You tube from the Wilhelm Reich Infant Trust. It’s a short, 3 part documentary called “Man’s Right to Know” detailing Reich’s life and research. It hit me pretty hard that what happened to him is almost verbatim to what happened to Tesla!
“Man’s right to know, to learn, to inquire, to investigate human emotions must, by all means be safe if the word Freedom should ever be more than an empty political slogan.”Reich’s response to Complaint for Injunction
So I’m going to share with you here how two halves of my crude learning and discovery have come together. Contrary to past posts, I’m not editing this from my scrap paper scrawl. I am not a scientist or particularly learned individual…my school has primarily been life. My Dad has told me that is what life is….”Life is school; we are never out of school.”
Some of what I write here may seem extreme and hard to digest…comprehend. If you find this conflict within yourself as you try to read this, I say I may not be your messenger. You must seek your messenger elsewhere but this message to you must be received.
Revelation, 24 March 2015/7:12 am
Reich’s work is tangible evidence to show why what we put in our bodies is largely responsible for our “energetic manifestation of reality…our bodies.” Ingesting too much “dead” organic matter or an imbalance of it with “living” organic matter actually kills the living organisms within us. Must have balance of dead and living ingestion to have healthy body. Must have regular exercise and “sexercise” to discharge excess atmospheric energy our bodies are exposed to by people, animals, plants, insects, physical structures man-made and natural like rocks and minerals. This is why after sex, especially after exercise (specifically outdoors) and chores I feel better! If I don’t discharge energy, I feel angry, restless, and moody, depressed, overeat, seek “comfort” in shopping, entertainment etc.
Because I, and other “highly sensitive” people; Empaths, ingest much more atmospheric energy, we must use powerful, frequent discharge/detox techniques to balance or “ground” ourselves. We are tiny “mini-me’s” of Mother Earth. What happens with her weather systems and climate is her technique for discharge/release of excess energy i.e. storms with a lot of lightening, hurricanes, typhoons, tornados earthquakes. (to add here I would say it is also in these things and floods, heat waves, drought and other extremes she is doing things we do to try and heal ourselves and express emotion just on a much larger scale!).
Nikola Tesla studied energy, discovered “everything is energy” but on another level than Reich. Tesla was metallic, Reich organic as an analogy. I now have the two halves of the equation which leads me to comprehension of my abilities, interest, path of discovery and experimentation on a very crude, personal scale….my observation and experience not in a lab, in my life and the lives I encounter and catalyze. As Reich said of those who sought to destroy, discredit, erase, and “blot out” his research, his existence and the validity and value of his work and of its existence….”I do not like it, I don’t want it, I fear it (I will destroy it – my add here.)” He said, “It’s in their structure, it’s in their blood” (kind of like Jesus supposedly said of those who crucified him, “Forgive them Father, they know not what they do.”)
I have it in my structure, my blood to be the polar opposite! Reich, Tesla were my brothers of blood. Our ancestry and origins of our structure and blood from the same regions of the world. Further in my blood, 1%…Jesus…Jew….rebellion, free thinking, discovery, true understanding and the quest for proof, further understanding and learning. These two men, all of the other men and women whose life’s work were for the betterment of the common people..one source…one purpose…unification of the “All.” Peace amongst the “All “and the center source is understanding the Life Force, Universal consciousness, God, the one energy that connects us all. Hi
We all come from, return to, come back to from the one source – an “energy eco-system.”
So to a degree the religions do have it kind of correct. The way they have gone wrong is trying to control how this one force is received and processed by each living creature. This is why one person may hear a message at church, work, home, in society and it will either “resonate” and promote action or it won’t.
Very early on a thing Ken (my ex-husband) pointed out in frustration was how he’d tell me something important like “No one can make you feel anything” and it wasn’t until I heard someone else say it would it “resonate”, make sense to me, help me comprehend it and act on this knowledge in my life. This is why I say often, “Every message has an intended receiver. What my message is may not be the tone, flavor etc. for my intended recipient. They will have to hear my message through someone else but it will be delivered!” So this is why we must have tolerance in all structures of civilization. There is one Life Force but there are infinite delivery systems (messengers) and conductors of this one force.
To restrict these delivery systems (messengers) and conductors to one acceptable receiving system only..one channel…obstructs the Life force for each individual. This is why there is no “right” or “wrong” way of thinking or doing (I will add it is this way of constructing society that is responsible for our current dysfunction) only different; perfectly valid. This is called perception. We are biologically incapable of all perceiving reality the same way and for any religious, political, organizational entity to demand only one, acceptable (permissible) perception is an abomination against the Life Force… God.
Our thoughts and deeds are energetic manifestations and forces to shape our shared reality. Right now religious, political, organizational powers who choose to manifest and use money energy oppress and control those “beneath” them in class and station are going against the Life Force, against God. They have been doing so throughout human history, it’s “in their structures, in their blood” as Reich said. Their entire existence, conscious and unconscious, is about controlling what they fear, “They don’t like us, don’t want us, fear us” but unfortunately (ironically) for them, they need us to continue to exist how they do. Without our labor, our children, our thoughts, our ideas, our bodies/blood to shed on battlefields for their causes, our weaknesses that they exploit with money energy to support their lifestyles they will cease to exist.
When we give our “will” (what we buy, where we work, what we think, how we vote, how we learn, what we eat, how we carry out our daily lives) to them and their chosen money energy agendas..we give away the piece of Life Force/God that exists in all living things, which Reich in his research tangible showed and proved existed to us, to those who use the Life Force for their selfish and self-serving intent.
Their activities are an offense to the ultimate source. As history has repeatedly shown, “These shall not stand.”
No human being can stop the will of the one source. They obviously do not believe, understand or are in arrogant defiance of this truth. Do they think by controlling reproduction and any facet of the will of people, plants, and animals there are no consequences? Do not these times show us the consequence of their structural design? (Flawed design). Specifically what comes to mind is abortion. I do not like it but think it’s between the woman and God. The church fears aborting a child will kill the second coming of Christ but I say to this – do you really think aborting a child would prevent God’s coming? Do they now see the parade through time of the second coming? God’s chosen? Some newly born and some very late in life to serve God’s will. No one can stop the will, the message, and the purpose of the Life Force…of God. The message will be delivered and received by those intended…if they are unsuccessful…there will be another. There is no “one” second coming or savior. We all, every living creature born each day is Gods arrival. (To add – in each vessel is the potential for the message to be delivered and received…acted upon.)
Those in power to use the Life Force to kill, maim, oppress, manipulate, deceive, torture, abuse, neglect, libel and steal will suffer the consequences of their activities.
Our individual piece of the Life Force amplifies, distorts or diminishes the consequences felt by them AND by us.
Our thoughts are energy. What we focus on, put our emotional and thought energy on and subsequently act on expands…it grows…it manifests reality. When we focus on what’s wrong, what we don’t like, don’t want, fear…we are creating more of it…giving it our personal power…Life Force…feeding it. “Mind your thoughts” and “Be careful what you wish for, surely you will get it” are phrases we know and say without understanding the truth in them.
As a more than 1% of the population we must reclaim our personal pieces of the Life Force and channel our for we want in the world…how we want to change the world. We must simplify, unify, choose tangible contact with people, places, nature and things vs the distractions used to control us (technology)…placate us. We already know what is wrong, the point has been made long ago, we must now focus on what we need to do to make it right….restore balance to us and in turn the Earth.
A phrase that I say quite often is thank you. A phrase I say to someone because I want them to know I appreciate them be they a human being or any other form of life. A phrase I express to the God of my understanding for the food I eat, having a place to live, clothes on my back, water to drink, having my health and all the other aspects that make up my simple life.
Just two words….”thank you.”
It’s sometimes easy to lose sight of what we have and focus on what we don’t have. There are days it’s easier for me to complain, pass judgement on others and make myself miserable. This is when is a good time to give thanks. To pull out a mental gratitude list and find that all the positives in my life far outweigh the negatives.
“The Attitude of Gratitude”
“the attitude of gratitude” in the English Ordinal system equals 259/16/7 divided by 2 = 3.5 = 8/4/2/1 or 16/8/4/2/1 (the straight path I see is seeing the world in one way or the other without discernment or questioning.)
(7 divided by 2, for me, a world divided into two parts within a person and outside of a person. Seeing the world with both the light and shadow sides of ourselves. When 8 arrives, for me, I see the arrival of God (26) which gradually brings you back to 1 or yourself. Not everyone believes in the same God. Not everyone has the same concept of God. Not everyone even believes in God. This is just how I interpret these values for myself. How I perceive “God” isn’t even like my family or most people I know. I see God as the energy of all creation – the earth, all the planets and all known existence. That’s just me and I don’t expect anyone also to adopt this concept. I like to show, via this system, the messages and patterns that I see. This system is a way for me to find some semblance of trust in a system I am finding so much fault with these days.)
“two five nine” in the English Ordinal system equals 142
“gratitude” in the English Ordinal system equals 105/6/3 cycle
“one zero five” in the English Ordinal system equals 140
“world” in the English Ordinal system equals 72/9 divided by 2 = 4.5 = 9 cycle
“seven two” in the English Ordinal system equals 123
17/8/4/2/1 or 17 divided by 2 = 8.5 = 13/4/2/1 or 13 divided by 2 = 6.5 = 11/2/1 or 11 divided by 2 = 5.5 = 10/1 or 10 divided by 2 = 5 divided by 2 =
2.5 = 7 divided by 2 = 3.5= 8 divided by 2 = 4 divided by 2 = 2 divided by 2 comes back to 1
For some there is no question that they like flowers. For some there is a question which flowers they like. For some they like flowers but are allergic to them so they cannot enjoy flowers except from a great distance. For some they know for certain they do not like flowers and avoid them at all cost. For some it is not enough to dislike flowers. They will go out of their way to destroy flowers for others so that no one may enjoy them.
What happens with the like or dislike of flowers could also cross over to people and anything else with a spirit, anything or anyone that comes from the God of my understanding.
A further look at how the sum for the flower breaks down:
DSC_0569 27 April 2018 rose in the morning sun Alvarado TX
Fluttershy’s Coronation Dress by Bethiebo on deviantART – I don’t have permission to use this image so I won’t. For those unfamiliar, My Little Pony has a character named Fluttershy and she is one of my favorites. When I was in a very dark depression it was at first the original MLP and then the current show that helped lift me out. The show was like a life preserver from God to me and I’m very grateful for it. The show is positive and tries to teach life lessons in a way many levels, many ages of people, can comprehend in a loving way.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Lauren_Faust – never knew what she looked like until today. She looks a lot like my husbands avatar for Monster Hunter Lol! Thank you for your work Lauren and all those who work with you to try and make the entertainment world a better place for people like me.
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