27 Oct 2018 Broken Pieces (put back together to make someone new)

broken pieces put back together to make someone new in Simple Gematria equals: 487

19/10/1 or 19 divided by 2 = 9.5 = 14 divided by 2 = 7 divided by 2 = 3.5 = 8/4/2/1

the tree of life in Simple Gematria equals: 134

8/4/2/1  (God = 26)

= 621/9 divided by 2 = 4.5 = 9 cycle Difficult = 90/9

I tried to avoid the news but wasn’t able to avoid reading about what happened at the Tree of Life synagogue in Pittsburgh.  The message from the 25th making a sense I don’t want it to make.  People shouldn’t have to worry about being shot in their place of fellowship and worship no matter what walk of faith.   We’ve now had Christians, Muslims and Jews all having to deal with this kind of violence.  The Second Amendment has made being a person of faith a difficult gamble in this country.  There is a severe imbalance at work here.   We keep putting band-aids on top of a mortal wound.

Every time this happens we decry the act.  Every time this happens we say, “This isn’t who we are” or “Our thoughts and prayers are with the victims and their families” and guess what….it happens again.  Unresolved wrongs, unresolved revenge and hatred, ancient battles that carries forward to a new generation over and over again.  The answer from our top office, “if they had only more guns or an armed guard may be no one would have been killed or died.”  They’ve tried armed guards and guess what, the guards ran and people died.  In my heart I don’t think just adding more guns to the fight is going to win it.  There is only a returning cycle to such things, no one ever truly “wins.”

This act of terrorism, not just merely a hate crime, is yet another example of why I’m reading about friends who are worried about having to leave this country because of what it’s becoming or what it has always been under the surface.

There is not much I can do to change someone’s mind, heart, thoughts or actions with such volatile matters.  I can do the things I do to include sending positive energy and love to all sides of these equations.  We are all, whether we like it or not, precious parts of a one.  We may be very dysfunctional, some even murderous but we are a family.  I will never stop believing it is possible for all of us to coexist without bloodshed in the headlines every day.

https://www.msn.com/en-us/news/us/gunman-kills-11-in-pittsburgh-synagogue-massacre-investigated-as-a-hate-crime/ar-BBOY7Lw?OCID=ansmsnnews11use this link to read entire article.

Gunman kills 11 in Pittsburgh synagogue massacre investigated as a hate crime

Deanna Paul, Avi Selk, Amy Wang, Mark Berman

A gunman killed 11 people at a Pittsburgh synagogue during Saturday-morning services in what the Anti-Defamation League called “likely the deadliest attack on the Jewish community in the history of the United States.”

Law enforcement officials said Robert Bowers — a 46-year-old man with a history of making virulently anti-Semitic statements online — was taken into custody after a gun battle with police and is expected to face federal hate crime charges.

“Justice in this case will be swift and it will be severe,” said Scott W. Brady, the U.S. Attorney for the Western District of Pennsylvania. Brady said Bowers could be charged sometime Saturday for what he called a “terrible and unspeakable act of hate.”

Authorities described a rampage at the Tree of Life synagogue, the city’s oldest Jewish congregation, that was stunning in its savagery.

“This is the most horrific crime scene I’ve seen in 22 years with the Federal Bureau of Investigation,” said Robert Allan Jones, Special Agent in Charge of the FBI’s Pittsburgh field office. “Members of the Tree of Life synagogue conducting a peaceful service in their place of worship were brutally murdered by a gunman targeting them simply because of their faith.”

gunman kills eleven in pittsburgh synagogue massacre investigated as a hate crime in Simple Gematria equals: 790

16/8/4/2/1  or 16/7 divided by 2 = 3.5 = 8/4/2/1

https://www.gunviolencearchive.org/

Home 2018

Gun violence  and crime incidents are collected/validated from 2,500 sources daily – incidents and their source data are found at the gunviolencearchive.org website.

1: Actual number of deaths and injuries
2: Number of INCIDENTS reported and verified

22,000 Annual Suicides not included on Daily Summary Ledger

Numbers on this table reflect a subset of all information
collected and will not add to 100% of incidents.

http://www.gunviolencearchive.org  http://www.facebook.com/gunviolencearchive

Data Validated: October 27, 2018

 

Interesting things here to look at in these words:

13/4/2/1 or 13 divided by 2 = 6.5 = 11 divided by 2 = 5.5 = 10 divided by 2 = 5 divided by 2 = 2.5 = 7 divided by 2 = 3.5 = 8/4/2/1
494 + 373 = 867
21/3 cycle or 21 divided by 2 = 10.5 = 15 divided by 2 = 7.5 = 12/6/3 cycle
The account that appeared to belong to Bowers was rife with bigoted messaging. His biography on the site read “jews are the children of satan” and his background photo was a radar gun reading “1488,” a popular white supremacist symbol.
1488
21/3 cycle or 21 divided by 2 = 10.5 = 15 divided by 2 = 7.5 = 12/6/3 cycle
Some of what we use to divide us and is often used as justification for much of the above:
religion in Simple Gematria equals: 89
17/8/4/2/1 or 17 divided by 2 = 8.5 = 13 divided by 2 = 6.5 = 11 divided by 2 = 5.5 = 10 divided by 2 = 5 divided by 2 = 2.5 = 7 divided by 2 = 3.5 = 8/4/2/1  (494)
politics in Simple Gematria equals: 103
4/2/1
the media in Simple Gematria equals: 65
11 divided by 2 = 5.5 = 10 divided by 2 = 5 divided by 2 = 2.5 = 7 divided by 2 = 3.5 = 8/4/2/1
= 257 (77 – same #value as Christ)
14/7 divided by 2 = 3.5 = 8/4/2/1 or 14/5 divided by 2 = 2.5 = 7 divided by 2 = 3.5 = 8/4/2/1
(there are many other labels we use to separate ourselves from each other that I didn’t include here.  They are just as volatile in nature as these and it makes me so sad.) 
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20 Sept 2018 Purpose or Function

Hello to you.  I woke up with my Emmy’s “yellow” post on my mind this morning.  I got that tugging at my conscience and heart about it and decided to trash it.  If it ain’t light, it ain’t right.  It wasn’t light.  The last thing I would want to do is hurt someone’s feelings about these things.  Sometimes I can be so focused on one aspect of something that I don’t see the whole picture.

I decided to take another look at some aspects of my deleted post.  I am doing it with a question I have found for myself when converting words and phrases to numbers.   The phrase is “What is the purpose of……” and I seem to be getting some pretty direct answers.  I am building a document with these questions about various people, places and things and have a pretty good list so far.

Now you can word a question many different ways, you can use different words in place of others, the words I have used here are commonly used words in the form of a direct question.  Kind of like talking to a computer in a way.  If you think about it, when you are using an internet search engine, the more direct the question you ask, the more clear answer/results you get.

You could use “function of” instead of “purpose of”.   It looks like they both work well.  I’ve put together most of my personal list with purpose but may also start to include function as a comparison.

https://www.gematrix.org/ – I use this to help me calculate words and phrases faster but use my calculator, dictionary and numeric alphabet list offline

purpose in Simple Gematria equals: 110

function in Simple Gematria equals: 102

Hopefully this compilation I’ve done here will be interesting/useful to someone besides myself.   I didn’t include names of people this time.  If you are curious, you can use the calculator to satisfy your own curiosity.   Doing this letters to numbers conversion has really been stimulating for me – makes me use the rusty “math” parts of my brain lol!

what is the purpose of a entertainment in Simple Gematria equals: 403

7 divided by 2 = 3.5 = 8/4/2/1

what is the function of entertainment in Simple Gematria equals: 394 – changed to a “16” value with switching out purpose

16/7 divided by 2 = 3.5 = 8/4/2/1 or 16/8/4/2/1

what is the purpose of an apology in Simple Gematria equals: 350

8/4/2/1

what is the function of an apology in Simple Gematria equals: 342

9 divided by 2 = 4.5 = 9 cycle

what is the purpose of honor in Simple Gematria equals: 314

8/4/2/1

what is the function of honor in Simple Gematria equals: 306

9 divided by 2 = 4.5 = 9 cycle

what is the purpose of a television show in Simple Gematria equals: 440

8/4/2/1

what is the function of a television show in Simple Gematria equals: 432

9 divided by 2 = 4.5 = 9 cycle

what is the purpose of an award in Simple Gematria equals: 306

9 divided by 2 = 4.5 = 9 cycle

what is the function of an award in Simple Gematria equals: 298

19/10/1 or 10/5 divided by 2 = 2.5 = 7 divided by 2 = 3.5 = 8/4/2/1 or 19 divided by 2 = 9.5 = 14 divided by 2 = 7 divided by 2 = 3.5 = 8/4/2/1

what is the purpose of flattery in Simple Gematria equals: 351

9 divided by 2 = 4.5 = 9 cycle

what is the function of flattery in Simple Gematria equals: 343

10/1 or 10/5 divided by 2 = 2.5 = 7 divided by 2 = 3.5 = 8/4/2/1

what is the purpose of an opinion in Simple Gematria equals: 351

9 divided by 2 = 4.5 = 9 cycle

what is the function of an opinion in Simple Gematria equals: 343

10/1 or 10/5 divided by 2 = 2.5 = 7 divided by 2 = 3.5 = 8/4/2/1

what is the purpose of an actor in Simple Gematria equals: 316

10/1 or 10/5 divided by 2 = 2.5 = 7 divided by 2 = 3.5 = 8/4/2/1

what is the function of an actor in Simple Gematria equals: 308

11/2/1 or 11 divided by 2 = 5.5 = 10 divided by 2 = 5 divided by 2 = 2.5 = 7 divided by 2 = 3.5 = 8/4/2/1

what is the purpose of color in Simple Gematria equals: 307

10/1 or 10/5 divided by 2 = 2.5 = 7 divided by 2 = 3.5 = 8/4/2/1

what is the function of color in Simple Gematria equals: 299

20/2/1 or 20/10/5 divided by 2 = 2.5 = 7 divided by 2 = 3.5 = 8/4/2/1

what is the purpose of money in Simple Gematria equals: 316

10/1 or 10/5 divided by 2 = 2.5 = 7 divided by 2 = 3.5 = 8/4/2/1

what is the function of money in Simple Gematria equals: 308

11/2/1 or 11 divided by 2 = 5.5 = 10/5 divided by 2 = 2.5 = 7 divided by 2 = 3.5 = 8/4/2/1

what is the purpose of an actress in Simple Gematria equals: 344

11/2/1 or 11 divided by 2 = 5.5 = 10/5 divided by 2 = 2.5 = 7 divided by 2 = 3.5 = 8/4/2/1

what is the function of an actress in Simple Gematria equals: 336

12/3 cycle

happy in Simple Gematria equals: 66

12/3 cycle

what is the purpose of a movie in Simple Gematria equals: 309

12/3 cycle

what is the function of a movie in Simple Gematria equals: 301

4/2/1

what is the purpose of a producer in Simple Gematria equals: 345

12/3 cycle

what is the function of a producer in Simple Gematria equals: 337

13/4/2/1 or 13 divided by 2 = 6.5 = 11 divided by 2 = 5.5 = 10/5 divided by 2 = 2.5 = 7 divided by 2 = 3.5 = 8/4/2/1

what is the purpose of a backhanded compliment in Simple Gematria equals: 418

13/4/2/1 or 13 divided by 2 = 6.5 = 11 divided by 2 = 5.5 = 10/5 divided by 2 = 2.5 = 7 divided by 2 = 3.5 = 8/4/2/1

what is the function of a backhanded compliment in Simple Gematria equals: 410

5 divided by 2 = 2.5 = 7 divided by 2 = 3.5 = 8/4/2/1

what is the purpose of saying im sorry in Simple Gematria equals: 436

13/4/2/1 or 13 divided by 2 = 6.5 = 11 divided by 2 = 5.5 = 10/5 divided by 2 = 2.5 = 7 divided by 2 = 3.5 = 8/4/2/1

what is the function of saying im sorry in Simple Gematria equals: 428

14/5 divided by 2 = 2.5 = 7 divided by 2 = 3.5 = 8/4/2/1 or 14/7

what is the purpose of a compliment in Simple Gematria equals: 365

14/5 divided by 2 = 2.5 = 7 divided by 2 = 3.5 = 8/4/2/1 or 14/7

what is the function of a compliment in Simple Gematria equals: 357

15/6/3 cycle or 15 divided by 2 = 7.5 = 12/3 cycle

what is the purpose of creation in Simple Gematria equals: 329

14/5 divided by 2 = 2.5 = 7 divided by 2 = 3.5 = 8/4/2/1 or 14/7

what is the function of creation in Simple Gematria equals: 321

6/3 cycle

what is the purpose of a writer in Simple Gematria equals: 338

14/5 divided by 2 = 2.5 = 7 divided by 2 = 3.5 = 8/4/2/1 or 14/7

what is the function of a writer in Simple Gematria equals: 330

6/3 cycle

what is the purpose of forgiveness in Simple Gematria equals: 383

14/5 divided by 2 = 2.5 = 7 divided by 2 = 3.5 = 8/4/2/1 or 14/7

what is the function of forgiveness in Simple Gematria equals: 375

15/6/3 cycle or 15 divided by 2 = 7.5 = 12/3 cycle

what is the purpose of a television in Simple Gematria equals: 375

15/6/3 or 15 divided by 2 = 7.5 = 12/3 cycle

what is the function of a television in Simple Gematria equals: 367

16/7 divided by 2 = 3.5 = 8/4/2/1 or 16/8/4/2/1

television set in Simple Gematria equals: 174  (This was a wow when I saw it, kind of creepy too!)

12/3 cycle

new world order in Simple Gematria equals: 174 

12/3 cycle

what is the purpose of gratitude in Simple Gematria equals: 349

16/7 divided by 2 = 3.5 = 8/4/2/1 or 16/8/4/2/1

what is the function of gratitude in Simple Gematria equals: 341

8/4/2/1

what is the purpose of awards shows in Simple Gematria equals: 394

16/7 divided by 2 = 3.5 = 8/4/2/1 or 16/8/4/2/1

what is the function of award shows in Simple Gematria equals: 367

16/7 divided by 2 = 3.5 = 8/4/2/1 or 16/8/4/2/1

what is the purpose of fame in Simple Gematria equals: 269

17/8/4/2/1 or 17 divided by 2 = 8.5 = 13 divided by 2 = 6.5 = 11 divided by 2 = 5.5 = 10/5 divided by 2 = 2.5 = 7 divided by 2 = 3.5 = 8/4/2/1

what is the function of fame in Simple Gematria equals: 261

9 divided by 2 = 4.5 = 9 cycle

what is the purpose of a performer in Simple Gematria equals: 359

17/8/4/2/1 or 17 divided by 2 = 8.5 = 13 divided by 2 = 6.5 = 11 divided by 2 = 5.5 = 10/5 divided by 2 = 2.5 = 7 divided by 2 = 3.5 = 8/4/2/1

what is the function of a performer in Simple Gematria equals: 351

9 divided by 2 = 4.5 = 9 cycle

what is the purpose of pride in Simple Gematria equals: 296

17/8/4/2/1 or 17 divided by 2 = 8.5 = 13 divided by 2 = 6.5 = 11 divided by 2 = 5.5 = 10/5 divided by 2 = 2.5 = 7 divided by 2 = 3.5 = 8/4/2/1

what is the function of pride in Simple Gematria equals: 288

18/9 divided by 2 = 4.5 = 9 cycle

 

what is the purpose of human life in Simple Gematria equals: 333

9 divided by 2 = 4.5 = 9 cycle

what is the function of human life in Simple Gematria equals: 325

10/1 or 10/5 divided by 2 = 2.5 = 7 divided by 2 = 3.5 = 8/4/2/1

human life in Simple Gematria equals: 89

17/8/4/2/1 or 17 divided by 2 = 8.5 = 13 divided by 2 = 6.5 = 11 divided by 2 = 5.5 = 10/5 divided by 2 = 2.5 = 7 divided by 2 = 3.5 = 8/4/2/1

 

The reason I divide things out is because of the duality of all things to include ourselves – we are basically two parts stitched together if you think about it.  Seldom if ever is anything clear, easy or straight forward in nature.  I am in the process of refining this for myself.  This is a way for me to look at things in a different way.  It is a tool for me.  This may not make sense to you initially.   This system is for me like what learning things from “dead guys” is.  People who have come and gone can’t change what they’ve said or done, only the living can.  The “jury rests” so to speak.   I am sharing what I’m doing for those who might be looking for a way to evaluate a person, place or thing in a direct manner because they don’t trust much going on in the world at time either.

what is the purpose of gematria in Simple Gematria equals: 318

12/3 cycle

what is the purpose of outdoor chalk in Simple Gematria equals: 387

18/9 divided by 2 = 4.5 = 9 cycle – Kyle insisted on getting me some more chalk yesterday and I attempted to do some drawings but was thwarted by an invasion of army worms!  I have almost a phobia about them from childhood.  When these guys invade your yard,  they do not know about boundaries!

See the source image

Source Internet: Army Worm

what is the function of an army worm in Simple Gematria equals: 377

17/8/4/2/1 or 17 divided by 2 = 8.5 = 13 divided by 2 = 6.5 = 11 divided by 2 = 5.5 = 10 divided by 2 = 5 divided by 2 = 2.5 = 7 divided by 2 = 3.5 = 8/4/2/1   (the 17 sequence was me out back with my spray bottle of vinegar and Dawn dish soap freaking out – I finally gave up lol)

 

https://www.planetnatural.com/pest-problem-solver/garden-pests/armyworm-control/

Armyworm

This destructive garden pest gets its name because it travels in small insect armies and consumes just about everything in its path. Here’s the natural, organic way to get rid of armyworms.

23 July 2018 The stranger

Hello to you.  How are you in your here and now?  The present moment you are sitting in as you visit here?  What I’ve been seeing in my own life and in  our shared existence is a struggle.   People struggling with their personal demons, work, homes, families, communities, churches, governments and with the environment itself.  It is the cause and effect, the push and pull….the balancing act between the light and shadows of our  nature that we call life.

For the longest time I have had trouble with accepting life isn’t just about contentment, peace and happiness all the time.  Why can’t we just experience the “flow” of existence without any entanglements along the way?!  What I have come to understand for myself is without struggles of some sort in my life I become complacent and learn very little about myself or others.  I get stagnant, bored and apathy sets in. I begin to feel almost non-existent or transparent even.  It’s not that I want to have a lot of struggles and drama in my life.  I just know how I feel when some sort of struggle, challenge, or purpose is absent.  My life is reduced to existing….barely living at all.

A part of me becomes a stranger if I am not vigilant.

Is it our current ways of communicating with others and retrieving information?  Being able to click and have a steady stream of struggle and purpose fed into our senses.

I have found for myself that it is in the moments of my unplugging from the world, when the green flickering lights of the internet box is off, the stranger appears.   The one that takes me outside and sits with me under our little oak tree and we listen to and watch the birds, cicada’s, dragonflies, flies, wasps and other winged beings in their personal struggles of survival in this sometimes hostile place.  We feel the faint breeze still hot from the day flowing through our fingers.  We look up at the clouds and pray for rain.  We cry for a world there is little we can do anything about but pray and meditate for.

The stranger within responds with love to the stranger unseen.  All too soon our moment of getting reacquainted is over.  Our time ends as the sun finally goes to bed wrapping itself in a blanket of purple, blue, pink and gold.

We are not alone in the struggles of this life when worldly distractions are set aside.   It the middle of countless vibrating particles of energy, the “lines” of time,  is the “stranger.”

 

22 July 2018 – I was thinking of the collective mind/consciousness floating above the earth in the clouds. The mirror was to get more light on the drawing. What’s interesting to me is in my attempt to get more light there is a reflection – like the consciousness having to look at and “reflect” on itself!

Exploring the numbers of the Words, interesting today:

http://www.crystalinks.com/numerology2.html – Numbers and Their Meanings

https://www.gematrix.org/ – Gematria Calculator (found this just today – very handy!)

http://moonatnoon.com/puzzles/reference/a1b2z26.html

The most useful tool is a substitution cipher where each letter of the alphabet is represented by a number which corresponds to that letter’s position in the alphabet. In simplest terms, this can be written as A=1, B=2 … Z=26. Since A is the first letter of the alphabet, it is represented by the number 1. B, the second letter, is represented by 2. Z, the last of the 26 letters in the alphabet, is represented by 26.

A B C D E F G H I J K L M N O P Q R S T U V W X Y Z
1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26

19 20 18 21 7 7 12 5

S T R U G G L E = 109/10/1

4 9 19 20 18 1 3 20 9 15 14  (ION – Eye on, like keep an eye on something)

D I S T R A C T I O N = 132/6 divided by 2 = 3 divided by 2 = 1.5 = 6 divided by 2 = 3 cycle (life, death, rebirth)

19 20 18 1 14 7 5 18

S T R A N G E R = 102/3 divided by 2 = 1.5 = 6 divided by 2 = 3 cycle (life, death, rebirth)

19 5 12 6

S E L F = 42/6 divided by 2 = 3 cycle (life, death, rebirth)

18 5 6 12 5 3 20 9 15 14 – (ION – Eye on, like keep an eye on something)

R E F L E C T I O N = 107/8/4/2/1

3 15 14 19 3 9 15 21 19 14 5 19 19

C O N S C I O U S N E S S – 175/13/4/2/1

13 9 18 18 15 18

M I R R O R = 91/10/1 (your two eyes and two parts of yourself see and instantly recognize and accept the person in the mirror as self)  or 10 divided by 2 = 5 divided by 2 = 2.5 = 7 divided by 2 = 3.5 = 8/4/2/1 (like looking back and forth at yourself and finally coming to accept the self in the mirror)

12 9 6 5

L I F E = 32/5 divided by 2 = 2.5 = 7 divided by 2 = 3.5 = 8/4/2/1

5 24 9 19 20

E X I S T = 77/14/5 divided by 2 = 2.5 = 7 divided by 2 = 3.5 = 8/4/2/1

3 1 21 19 5

C A U S E = 49/13/4/2/1

5 6 6 5 3 20

E F F E C T = 45/9 divided by 2 = 4.5 = 9 cycle

19 21 9 3 9 4 5

S U I C I D E = 70/7 divided by 2 = 3.5 = 8/4/2/1

13 21 19 4 5 18

M U R D E R = 80/8/4/2/1

12 9 5

L I E = 26/8/4/2/1

23 1 18

W A R = 42/6/3 cycle

1 3 9 4

A C I D = 17/8/4/2/1 (I have been sad at seeing the use of this to disfigure people lately)

20 18 21 20 8

T R U T H = 87/15/6/3 cycle

20 5 3 8 14 15 12 15 7 25

T E C H N O L O G Y = 124/7 divided by 2 = 3.5 = 8/4/2/1

20 15 15 12

T O O L = 62/8/4/2/1