Hello. I haven’t written in a couple of days. I was fortunate this weekend and my neighbors decided to have a garage sale. I was able to sell several things and they gave me the money for it Now we don’t have to worry about the king mattress being at the curb or a couple other things. It was so nice of them to allow me to see some things in their sale. My husband and his dad came by on Saturday to get some the last of his things out of the house. I was happy to see them and so was Link but sad for the reason. Link howled like crazy again after they left. The noises Link was making is what I was feeling but not expressing inside. I did manage to get him calmed down after a walk and a Skype session with my cousins wife which soothed us both.
Sometimes you just need a friend!
I can feel myself resisting what is happening with this separation/pending divorce/home sale/moving process even though I’m doing the next right things. I have been fighting with myself inside a lot. All of this is provoking a lot of anxiety. I’m starting to wonder if I don’t need to talk to my doctor about an anti-anxiety as needed medication. I don’t want to be one of those people who pops pills for everything but I think I may need to about this. When I start t feel those feelings I don’t want to do anything but go crawl into bed!
I wish I could be like Link express myself and move on and not ruminate – just grab one of my toys and play and not be trapped in emotions!
The toy I do grab that helps some is my laptop it’s a DELL Inspiron 15 3000. The only problem is it gets so hot when I want to play video games on it. Very disappointing. So I mainly can use it for chatting and stuff like this. I should have know better.
As always thank you for stopping by and reading. I appreciate your thoughts and prayers.
Hello to you. How are you doing today? It’s a new day. I started my day today trying to coax Link to go outside and do his business after the rains we had last night. I’m probably going to have to take him for a walk to do it.
I began my day with sending my husband a good morning text and a picture of our “son” being cute as he resists me. Even though we are not together right now, in my heart we are. Link is not just a dog but a Link to my husband and to Link’s family of origin. No matter how far apart we are inside or out.
What dogs teach us is every morning is a good morning. Every moment is precious.
22 May 2020 – GOOD MORNING!
I found another way to communicate with people and that is through a an computer program called Discord (https://discord.com/). My husband uses it to communicate with his gaming friends or he did. I play an MMORPG Rift from time to time and joined a guild that has a Discord Channel. They are really nice people and there are a couple ladies that use it that are my age. They aren’t on all the time, but when they are it’s really nice to have people to talk to about something besides my problems. I’m just trying to find various ways to help fill the void for daily human contact and communication I’m living in right now.
I’m grateful to my family and friends that have been sending texts almost daily. It’s amazing how just a few words on the phone can help make a day start off right! If anything all of what I’m going through has made communicating with people outside of the home even more important.
Hello to you. It’s Saturday afternoon as I write to you in your here and now. How are you? I hope well. I am having some shall I say, “alone time” right now and find myself challenged to find things to do. Today I took out the trusty cribbage and chessboards and found myself quickly bored with the board lol. I write and draw a lot, sometimes paint, take pictures, enjoy almost every genre of music (some more than others), love to dance and be physically active, enjoy good food, truly enjoy being outside with God and sometimes play a video game here and there. I enjoy making things but don’t really have an outlet for the things I make. I think it is safe to say, at least for my house, you can have too many home made blankets! Hobbies can get expensive no matter what they are. When you are on a fixed income you have to watch your spending, at least that has been my personal choice about it.
Living where I do, most of the activities that I could participate in require me to spend money. Driving to even a “free” place can get expensive over time. So I have learned to amuse myself the best I can in the parameters in which I live. For many, I think, it would be quite a dull existence.
I have planted a seed, if you want to call it that, for the God of my understanding to gradually and tangibly, put people in my life that are interested in the sorts of things I am interested in. Some time ago, I had a “tribe” here, but everyone went their separate ways and all are extremely busy with their lives and pursuit of their dreams and or livelihoods. Some of what I’m interested in may be considered “fringe” type things – much of which is in the spiritual, scientific and paranormal realms.
Sometimes when you plant a seed with God it takes time and the right “soil” in which for the seed to germinate.
Hello to you. It’s a gray and cold afternoon as I write. Hope this finds you doing well in your where and when as you visit me here.
I was trying to think of something to write about and the subject of tangible and intangible experiences came to my mind. It’s one thing to imagine the things you would like to do in life but quite another to actually do them. I’m at a cross roads point in my life right now. There is a part of me that longs for an adventure and part of me that is hesitant to even step my feet too far out of my own neighborhood! Can you relate?
I ran these numbers in the gematria calculator with interesting results:
(Remember the word values I’ve listed aren’t the only ones that exist. I encourage you to explore this for yourself and see what shows up for you personally)
Tangible or Intangible Experiences = 319 132/148/143/150/140/158/125/134/150/140…..(pattern repeats)
(ironically my name, Jackie = 39 and life = 32) (148 – human emotion) (some 143’s-resourceful, contentment, rehabilitation)(some 150’s – understanding, communication, divine planning, positive image) (some 140’s – interesting, observation) food-40) (some 158’s – quality of life, being yourself) feeling-58)
Hello to you. It’s been awhile since I posted anything. I am currently going through some challenging times in my life and haven’t been feeling like doing much. I hope something in what I will share here will help you if you find yourself visiting my blog today.
What I am currently facing is something similar to what I went through in my previous marriage. The experience of living with someone but feeling like you are just sharing a space but not truly connected like you once were. I call it, living alone together. It’s not a condition I want to exist but it currently does.
I am the sort of person who can get carried away into many different directions at once and find it difficult to be in the present moment all the time. To be in a healthy relationship with someone, I think you have to communicate and sometimes even that breaks down. For my husband and I, we have had the same conversations so many times, our own personal echo chamber if you will. After a time, things just get stale. We used to share a lot of the same interests but over time, things have changed for both of us. I think this world has changed and not necessarily for the better.
I am currently trying to find a way to navigate through my current circumstances and maintain a positive attitude. I have been writing letters, writing in a journal, taking pictures, cleaning and organizing the house, doing yard work, going for walks, doing crafts, trying to eat better and get enough sleep, trying to communicate more with loved ones as coping mechanisms. Our two dogs are affected by what is going on as much as we are. I think it must be very confusing to them.
I ran a couple of words-numbers phrases in line with this topic. As I have mentioned before in previous posts, I want to emphasize my interpretation of these numbers isn’t the only interpretation. You may see something else. You may be experiencing something else. It’s interesting to me to see the patterns. May be for your own experience there are other things you would add:
(shared/wages=55 true love/modification/scent glands/wonderful/concentrate=118 I’m sorry/nurture/humility/upbringing=117 temptation/community/don’t give up = 133 (the=33) people matter/brain function/peace for the brain = 146 (body=46)
metabolism = 109/140
“to have a healthy metabolism” = 260 174/159/118/117/133/146
(energy=74 five = 42 nine= 42 self=42 (the five senses of the body and nine (nein) or no self)
living alone = 120 156/128/141/128/141…..
living by yourself = 221 150/140/158/125/134/150/140/158/125
Hello to you. I hope this finds you well today. I have started exploring some things using sumerian gematra values in addition to the ordinal on this website: https://www.ridingthebeast.com/gematria-calculator/ and this morning, with just a few key words, saw some pretty interesting patterns I wanted to share with those who have been interested in what I’m doing….following along so to speak. I have my own personal reference for key words that showed up to me here. I am providing a couple at the end of this, but I encourage you to look at this for yourself and see what it says to you personally. The main reason I do this is for that reason, it’s a conversation.
Words (sumerian) = 474 1110/996/816/810/882/936/900/1020/1320/1272/1290/1188/996….repeating pattern
Words (ordinal) = 79 107/163/142/152/134/150/140/158/125/134/150
“Do not forget me” (sumerian) = 942 960/948/906/948
people (sumerian) = 414 924/960/948/906//948/906…..repeating pattern
message (sumerian) = 414
people (ordinal) = 69 94/102/156/128/141/128….repeating pattern
message (ordinal) = 69
Some key words/phrases that may or may not help you comprehend the above information*
*it’s important to remember I have only found just a few of these so far and I would be taking away from the adventure if I just gave them all to you! If you decide and or have decided to do this for yourself, you will find more word/number values as you go through the experience. I encourage you to make up your own personal key code list for reference. Part of the wonder of this for me is finding the values during the process. One word/number value will often lead me to another and as that happens, as I’ve shown above with the repeating patterns, it’s interesting to see the connections/associations.
I think you will find, as I have, sometimes as you go through a train of thought using this, a message will be there specifically for you and no one else. This process is helping me work through the chronic trust issues I have and I am sharing to help others who might be going through the same thing and haven’t found anything else to help them.
This is not something I have chosen to “monetize/commoditize” for profit and that’s why I haven’t and don’t intend to do so if at all possible.
As I’ve stated before, this system has been around a very long time! I’m very much a novice yet about this system of communication. I think I’m making good progress considering I have never had any formal training/teaching given to me about it. I’m kind of glad I haven’t had formal training. I have to wonder if that’s why it’s going the way it has? I feel like sometimes when we have formal training about things of this nature we can get kind of narrow minded about it. In places I used to be narrow minded about religion/spirituality, this system has opened me up to new thoughts and patterns.
I think a basic foundation that is important with this whole process is learning the alphabet, learning to read, learning how to count/do basic math and for me personally, I have explored the Bible and other spiritual writings by various authors of various walks of faith and spirituality.
all/fame = 25
God/dog/card/game/lie/eat/ate/bear/tea = 26
feel/read/man = 28
due/baby/peace/Bible/day/make/date = 30
agenda, life, again = 32
halo/child/hair/bite/heard = 36
garbage/sail/alien/cow/fuck/help/blind/awake/key = 41 (yes, I included THAT word)
Gematria/ɡəˈmeɪtriə/ (Hebrew: .mw-parser-output .script-hebrew,.mw-parser-output .script-Hebr{font-size:1.15em;font-family:”Ezra SIL”,”Ezra SIL SR”,”Keter Aram Tsova”,”Taamey Ashkenaz”,”Taamey David CLM”,”Taamey Frank CLM”,”Frank Ruehl CLM”,”Keter YG”,”Shofar”,”David CLM”,”Hadasim CLM”,”Simple CLM”,”Nachlieli”,”SBL BibLit”,”SBL Hebrew”,Cardo,Alef,”Noto Serif Hebrew”,”Noto Sans Hebrew”,”David Libre”,David,”Times New Roman”,Gisha,Arial,FreeSerif,FreeSans} גמטריא or גימטריה, plural גמטראות or גמטריאות, gematriot)[1] is an alphanumeric code of assigning a numerical value to a name, word or phrase based on its letters. People who practice gematria believe that words with identical numerical values may bear some relation to each other or to the number itself. A single word can yield multiple values depending on the cipher used.
Gematria originated as an Assyro-Babylonian-Greek system of alphanumeric code or cipher that was later adopted into Jewish culture. Similar systems have been used in other languages and cultures: earlier, the Greek isopsephy, and later, derived from or inspired by Hebrew gematria, Arabic abjad numerals, and English gematria.
A well-known example of Hebrew gematria is the word chai (“alive”), which is composed of two letters that (using the assignments in the Mispar gadol table shown below) add up to 18. This has made 18 a “lucky number” among the Jewish people. Gifts of money in multiples of 18 are very popular.[2]
Hello to you. I haven’t been in for a bit – doing lots of queries with the letters to numbers bit these days. Today my husbands friend had a good question that I decided to explore and thought anyone who is interested in this might want to see what came up! So what happens when I do queries of this nature is I am basically brainstorming and doing associations between things that are related to the subject. It’s often surprising and delightful to see the “answers” or may be better yet to say “clues” that come through.
So here goes; the question was: “What is time and how does it work?”
What is time and how does it work ? = 331/146
— what I saw in this result was this: The 3, to me, is “yes, no may be” aspect of existence. How we question ourselves when faced with a person, place, thing or situation we are uncertain about. In this query it would be time. The 146 doesn’t convert to anything else. “One engaged with part of their brain, all the vices (7 deadly sins) but one.” If you add 1 plus 46 it equals 47, which is the number value for time.
— “the yes, no, may be” for the light and shadow of one” = 396/150/140/158/125/134/150
— people=69 communication and uncertainty = 150 light= 56 shadow= 70
This didn’t really help us answer the question did it? So what I did is started taking a look at a bunch of variables, mind you hardly all inclusive, that came to my mind and it was interesting to see what came up. I noticed that there are of course reoccurring patterns and 134, which I recently discovered was information and 150 which is fifty states, communication and uncertainty come up in almost all of them. As is common for me when I do these, specific number values came up that spoke directly to me. When you do this for yourself, should you choose, you may see the same.
To begin I have provided a “ledger” I use to help me make sense of what comes up without having a specific word meaning. Keep in mind, with all the words in the English language there are many variations that can produce similar numeric values. More than one word or sequence of words can equal the same thing and may or may not have the same meaning or association if that make sense?! I would have to be a powerful computer or at this for a much longer time to find all the combinations! Part of my enjoyment of this process is when a new value will come to me for a number that I had a previous association. For example 150 was just fifty states for a time and now it’s communication and uncertainty just showed up this week!
1 – person, animal, object etc.
2 – process
3 – yes, no, may be
4 – brain
5 – sensation/senses/physical aspects
6 – cycle, all the “7” in check but 1
7 – vices, too much, preferences, purpose, motive
8 – system of eternity which can seem slow and the racetrack which can seem fast
9 – no? yes? unsure, uncertainty, resistance, insecurity *interesting to note nine is nein, or “no” in German
10 – Zero = 64 Body = 46 observatory process spirit = 91/10
(As always, feel free to add variables of your own. I didn’t add these all up like I normally do this time but you can. It’s interesting to see what final summary comes of many different variables. Sometimes there will be direct correlation to one or more of the variables in the query.)
Brainstorm (129/134/150):
sunrise = 105/140/158/125/134/150
sunset = 98/91/76/117/133/146
time and the position of the sun = 324/174/159/118/117/133/146
time is a process for one in eternity which is either slow or fast like a racetrack = 793/163/142/152/134/150
a racetrack is sometimes in a figure eight design = 424/178/148/143/150/140/158/125/134/150
provocation = 148 – this one came up today!
(the number 78 = childhood, the number 8 on its side looks like the eternity symbol and ate/eat = 26/8)
twenty four hour clock = 273/179/141/128/141
(man=28, 141=energy exchange and 41=garbage!)
sundial = 80/113/124
(racetrack and behavior = 80)
chronological time = 179/141/128/141
linear time = 106/150/140/158/125/134/150
rotation of the earth and time = 184/143/150/140/158/125/134/150
the flow of time and space around a person = 381/139/132/148/143/150/140/158/125/134/150
(what was funny about this is Jackie=39 and Life=32!)
pace = 25/100/162/144/154/136/142/152/134/150/140/158/125/134/150
(earth = 52/100 brain=44 54=sun/love
speed = 49/102/156/128/141
(light=56)
world time = 119/110/132/148/143/150/140/158/125/134/1/50
clock = 44/120/156/128/141
brain = 44/120/156/128/141
thinking time is passing by quickly = 377/186/135/132/148/143/150/140/158/125/134/150
believing time is passing by quickly = 370/185/125/134/150/140/158/125/134/150
timeline= 87/114/128/141
time standing still = 207/187/148/143/150/140/158/125/134/150
to stop time = 152/134/150/140/158/125/134/150
counter clockwise = 196/128/141
counter clockwise rotation = 308/169/128/141
counter clockwise rotation of the earth = 447/185/125/134/150/140/158/125/134/150
brain = 44 time = 47 “brain time” = 91/76/117/113/146
to go forward in time = 212/150/140/158/125/134/150
to go backward in time = 190/140/158/125/134/150
backward = 63 child = 36
to stand still in time = 235/156/128/141/128
time stasis = 134/150
time travel = 125 134/150
all = 25 travel = 78 childhood=78
to relive a childhood through your child = 397/163/142/152/134/150
mistakes = 97
giving you child the childhood you were not given = 512/134/150
sparing your child the childhood you lived = 423/174/159/118/117/133/146
Alvarado, Jesus, Lucifer, Larry are some 74’s
learning from your own childhood and not repeating the same mistakes with your own children = 936/150
child = 36 learning = 80 behavior= 80
experiencing the passing of time through watching children grow up = 670/181/117/133/146
experiencing the passage of time through watching children grow up = 653/150
passage = 68 planet = 68
to give birth = 135/132
life = 32
to witness life = 176/151/110/132
hysterectomy = 176 (I had this happen to me in August 2005)
to witness death = 182/141/128
to experience life = 171/133/146
to experience death = 177/164/146
power = 77 Christ = 77
*in high school I wrote a poem titled Lady time and this progression made me this of it
Lady Time = 89/91/76/117/133/146
Schmidt, my maiden name = 76
“Lady Time sits with her hour glass and watches as time passes her by” = 669/146
woman = 66 people= 69
“she is surprised at all the time she’s managed to waste as the world spins by her with such extreme haste” = 1028/205/164/146
waste = 68 world = 72 haste = 53
(old phrase this made me remember from my Grandparents, “haste makes waste” = 170/163/142/152/134/150)
I hope this resonates with someone besides this numbers to letter nerd I’ve become these days. This system came to me during a time when I didn’t even know what Gematria was. Just the nudge to take a look at words by putting a number with the alphabet and see what they said. Having trust issues to the degree I was having and yet have at times, this gave me some direction, relief and insight. Thank you for stopping by.
Hello to you visitor. I am reposting this from my personal archives because it feels like a good time to do it – for myself. Some of what is here has evolved and changed in my mind, body and spirit these past few years but much is the same. During the past couple of years I have allowed the events of the world, both near and far, to taint my heart….to taint my spirit and faith in my fellow human beings. I have become a very bitter, distrustful person – extremely suspicious person that questions the motives and activities of the very fabric of our existence. I don’t think I am alone. What I am having to keep coming back to is my love for the God of my understanding who lets me yet live no matter how flawed a person I have been or am yet today. I don’t know if there is anything here for you but chances are if you are here to see it, to read it, to try and understand it, perhaps you are in the right place. This is my intention. When this came to me I wrote it all down and have those notes still. I will spare you the trouble of pictures and my scribble to read. If you are like me, sometimes is difficult to read online documents for extended periods of time. Feel free to come back, to take a break. I will try to refrain from deleting this again. I have a nasty habit of doing that….I lose faith in myself.
“we are all on a quest called life” in the English Ordinal system equals 258/15/6/3 cycle or 15 divided by 2 = 7.5 = 12 divided by 2 = 6 divided by 2 = 3 divided by two equals 1.5 = 6….. or 3 cycle
“two five eight” in the English Ordinal system equals 149 – one engages with their brain on a “no” path or “nein” in German
“one four nine” in the English Ordinal system equals 136 – one engaged in a “yes, no may be” process, all the “vices” in check but one
one three six” in the English Ordinal system equals 142 – one engaged with their brain in the process
“one four two” in the English Ordinal system equals 152 – one engaged with the sensation of the five senses in the process
(“earth” in the English Ordinal system equals 52) – our home
*note – these two influential men are just a portion of those who have influenced and taught me much I have needed to know about this life. I believe everyone, no matter their form, is both teacher and student in this life.
24 March 2015
Two halves of one whole – Nikola Tesla and Wilhelm Reich
This morning I had another “Aha” but this time it was the biggest yet. I mentioned in a recent blog that I had begun exploring the making of orgonite. Well in my research of the founder of Orgone, Wilhem Reich, I realized this was familiar. Many years ago I remember reading or hearing about a “rain maker.” A man who went to drought stricken towns and with a device “made it rain.” He had been denounced and pretty much labeled a quack so he slipped out of my consciousness but I always wondered after learning about him if we could control the weather. I never knew his name…until now.
So I’ve made a couple pieces of my own orgonite and before reading more about Wilhelm’s origin story had wondered if orgonite could be used to help with mental health therapy…low and behold he thought so too and did a lot of research and experiments to prove it! I wanted to learn more and this morning watched a video on You tube from the Wilhelm Reich Infant Trust. It’s a short, 3 part documentary called “Man’s Right to Know” detailing Reich’s life and research. It hit me pretty hard that what happened to him is almost verbatim to what happened to Tesla!
“Man’s right to know, to learn, to inquire, to investigate human emotions must, by all means be safe if the word Freedom should ever be more than an empty political slogan.”Reich’s response to Complaint for Injunction
So I’m going to share with you here how two halves of my crude learning and discovery have come together. Contrary to past posts, I’m not editing this from my scrap paper scrawl. I am not a scientist or particularly learned individual…my school has primarily been life. My Dad has told me that is what life is….”Life is school; we are never out of school.”
Some of what I write here may seem extreme and hard to digest…comprehend. If you find this conflict within yourself as you try to read this, I say I may not be your messenger. You must seek your messenger elsewhere but this message to you must be received.
Revelation, 24 March 2015/7:12 am
Reich’s work is tangible evidence to show why what we put in our bodies is largely responsible for our “energetic manifestation of reality…our bodies.” Ingesting too much “dead” organic matter or an imbalance of it with “living” organic matter actually kills the living organisms within us. Must have balance of dead and living ingestion to have healthy body. Must have regular exercise and “sexercise” to discharge excess atmospheric energy our bodies are exposed to by people, animals, plants, insects, physical structures man-made and natural like rocks and minerals. This is why after sex, especially after exercise (specifically outdoors) and chores I feel better! If I don’t discharge energy, I feel angry, restless, and moody, depressed, overeat, seek “comfort” in shopping, entertainment etc.
Because I, and other “highly sensitive” people; Empaths, ingest much more atmospheric energy, we must use powerful, frequent discharge/detox techniques to balance or “ground” ourselves. We are tiny “mini-me’s” of Mother Earth. What happens with her weather systems and climate is her technique for discharge/release of excess energy i.e. storms with a lot of lightening, hurricanes, typhoons, tornados earthquakes. (to add here I would say it is also in these things and floods, heat waves, drought and other extremes she is doing things we do to try and heal ourselves and express emotion just on a much larger scale!).
Nikola Tesla studied energy, discovered “everything is energy” but on another level than Reich. Tesla was metallic, Reich organic as an analogy. I now have the two halves of the equation which leads me to comprehension of my abilities, interest, path of discovery and experimentation on a very crude, personal scale….my observation and experience not in a lab, in my life and the lives I encounter and catalyze. As Reich said of those who sought to destroy, discredit, erase, and “blot out” his research, his existence and the validity and value of his work and of its existence….”I do not like it, I don’t want it, I fear it (I will destroy it – my add here.)” He said, “It’s in their structure, it’s in their blood” (kind of like Jesus supposedly said of those who crucified him, “Forgive them Father, they know not what they do.”)
I have it in my structure, my blood to be the polar opposite! Reich, Tesla were my brothers of blood. Our ancestry and origins of our structure and blood from the same regions of the world. Further in my blood, 1%…Jesus…Jew….rebellion, free thinking, discovery, true understanding and the quest for proof, further understanding and learning. These two men, all of the other men and women whose life’s work were for the betterment of the common people..one source…one purpose…unification of the “All.” Peace amongst the “All “and the center source is understanding the Life Force, Universal consciousness, God, the one energy that connects us all. Hi
We all come from, return to, come back to from the one source – an “energy eco-system.”
So to a degree the religions do have it kind of correct. The way they have gone wrong is trying to control how this one force is received and processed by each living creature. This is why one person may hear a message at church, work, home, in society and it will either “resonate” and promote action or it won’t.
Very early on a thing Ken (my ex-husband) pointed out in frustration was how he’d tell me something important like “No one can make you feel anything” and it wasn’t until I heard someone else say it would it “resonate”, make sense to me, help me comprehend it and act on this knowledge in my life. This is why I say often, “Every message has an intended receiver. What my message is may not be the tone, flavor etc. for my intended recipient. They will have to hear my message through someone else but it will be delivered!” So this is why we must have tolerance in all structures of civilization. There is one Life Force but there are infinite delivery systems (messengers) and conductors of this one force.
To restrict these delivery systems (messengers) and conductors to one acceptable receiving system only..one channel…obstructs the Life force for each individual. This is why there is no “right” or “wrong” way of thinking or doing (I will add it is this way of constructing society that is responsible for our current dysfunction) only different; perfectly valid. This is called perception. We are biologically incapable of all perceiving reality the same way and for any religious, political, organizational entity to demand only one, acceptable (permissible) perception is an abomination against the Life Force… God.
Our thoughts and deeds are energetic manifestations and forces to shape our shared reality. Right now religious, political, organizational powers who choose to manifest and use money energy oppress and control those “beneath” them in class and station are going against the Life Force, against God. They have been doing so throughout human history, it’s “in their structures, in their blood” as Reich said. Their entire existence, conscious and unconscious, is about controlling what they fear, “They don’t like us, don’t want us, fear us” but unfortunately (ironically) for them, they need us to continue to exist how they do. Without our labor, our children, our thoughts, our ideas, our bodies/blood to shed on battlefields for their causes, our weaknesses that they exploit with money energy to support their lifestyles they will cease to exist.
When we give our “will” (what we buy, where we work, what we think, how we vote, how we learn, what we eat, how we carry out our daily lives) to them and their chosen money energy agendas..we give away the piece of Life Force/God that exists in all living things, which Reich in his research tangible showed and proved existed to us, to those who use the Life Force for their selfish and self-serving intent.
Their activities are an offense to the ultimate source. As history has repeatedly shown, “These shall not stand.”
No human being can stop the will of the one source. They obviously do not believe, understand or are in arrogant defiance of this truth. Do they think by controlling reproduction and any facet of the will of people, plants, and animals there are no consequences? Do not these times show us the consequence of their structural design? (Flawed design). Specifically what comes to mind is abortion. I do not like it but think it’s between the woman and God. The church fears aborting a child will kill the second coming of Christ but I say to this – do you really think aborting a child would prevent God’s coming? Do they now see the parade through time of the second coming? God’s chosen? Some newly born and some very late in life to serve God’s will. No one can stop the will, the message, and the purpose of the Life Force…of God. The message will be delivered and received by those intended…if they are unsuccessful…there will be another. There is no “one” second coming or savior. We all, every living creature born each day is Gods arrival. (To add – in each vessel is the potential for the message to be delivered and received…acted upon.)
Those in power to use the Life Force to kill, maim, oppress, manipulate, deceive, torture, abuse, neglect, libel and steal will suffer the consequences of their activities.
Our individual piece of the Life Force amplifies, distorts or diminishes the consequences felt by them AND by us.
Our thoughts are energy. What we focus on, put our emotional and thought energy on and subsequently act on expands…it grows…it manifests reality. When we focus on what’s wrong, what we don’t like, don’t want, fear…we are creating more of it…giving it our personal power…Life Force…feeding it. “Mind your thoughts” and “Be careful what you wish for, surely you will get it” are phrases we know and say without understanding the truth in them.
As a more than 1% of the population we must reclaim our personal pieces of the Life Force and channel our for we want in the world…how we want to change the world. We must simplify, unify, choose tangible contact with people, places, nature and things vs the distractions used to control us (technology)…placate us. We already know what is wrong, the point has been made long ago, we must now focus on what we need to do to make it right….restore balance to us and in turn the Earth.
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