6 Dec 2018 Attraction and Eternal Life

Hello to you.  I ran some numbers this morning on the subject of attraction and what I’ve seen for myself as evidence there must be eternal life.  Some would say these are just words, just phrases and numbers they don’t mean anything.  Well this is how we communicate to each other.  We use words and we use numbers….does that make them meaningless?  I believe that the God of my understanding works through each of us to include language and numbers we use to communicate.  They say only 10% of a human is actually human.  What is the other 90%?  What are they doing in and outside of us and how does that affect civilization?  Affect communication?  Affect how we relate to each other….why we have all these ongoing “fights” we can’t seem to get resolved.  I’m going to give an example I’ve noticed lately in myself.  I will be looking at something, reading something, hearing something and then all the sudden I scratch my nose and I find myself thinking, “that stinks.”  Like my body is giving me a verbal indication of disagreement or dislike of what I’m interacting with.   Is that just a coincidence?  I would encourage to take a look at these variables…words…numbers.  Check my work.  Add other things that come to your mind and see what comes forth for you personally.

I would encourage you to pay attention to how you and your own body interact.  Do you get the chills when you are around someone?  Do you get flushed when you are around someone?  Do you find yourself drawn to a particular scent someone is wearing?  Why is that happening?  Is it memory?  Is it attraction?  Is it the beings within us?  As much as we’d like to think we are in control of who and what we are and the world around us, I suspect we are not.

Attraction – 1st set

content of character in Simple Gematria equals: 189

color in Simple Gematria equals: 63

sexual preference in Simple Gematria equals: 177

skin in Simple Gematria equals: 53

gay in Simple Gematria equals: 33

straight in Simple Gematria equals: 102

homosexual in Simple Gematria equals: 133

lesbian in Simple Gematria equals: 62

bisexual in Simple Gematria equals: 93

transgender in Simple Gematria equals: 125

religion in Simple Gematria equals: 89

finances in Simple Gematria equals: 71

how much money you have in Simple Gematria equals: 260

appearance in Simple Gematria equals: 80

how famous you are in Simple Gematria equals: 206

how powerful you are in Simple Gematria equals: 247

behavior in Simple Gematria equals: 80

responsibility in Simple Gematria equals: 192

actions in Simple Gematria equals: 81

= 2336/14/5 divided by 2 = 2.5 = 7 divided by 2 = 3.5 = 8/4/2/1  “two three three six” = 222/6/3 cycle

“two three three six” = 222/6/3 cycle

 

Attraction 2nd set –

breeding in Simple Gematria equals: 64

natural selection in Simple Gematria equals: 189

how you were raised in Simple Gematria equals: 214

personal preference in Simple Gematria equals: 195

sexual attraction in Simple Gematria equals: 203

fetish in Simple Gematria equals: 67

social media in Simple Gematria equals: 91

peer pressure in Simple Gematria equals: 165

television in Simple Gematria equals: 130

movies in Simple Gematria equals: 83

music videos in Simple Gematria equals: 139

magazines in Simple Gematria equals: 95

newspapers in Simple Gematria equals: 136

parents in Simple Gematria equals: 93

family in Simple Gematria equals: 66

kids at school in Simple Gematria equals: 136

friends in Simple Gematria equals: 75

society in Simple Gematria equals: 96

public opinion in Simple Gematria equals: 155

senses in Simple Gematria equals: 81

lowered standards in Simple Gematria equals: 182

low self esteem in Simple Gematria equals: 159

high self esteem in Simple Gematria equals: 141

unrealistic expectations in Simple Gematria equals: 282

superficial attraction in Simple Gematria equals: 240

just want sex in Simple Gematria equals: 176

being a fan in Simple Gematria equals: 59

fangirl in Simple Gematria equals: 67

fanboy in Simple Gematria equals: 63

admiration in Simple Gematria equals: 104

online game relationship in Simple Gematria equals: 241

platonic relationship in Simple Gematria equals: 236

mutual respect in Simple Gematria equals: 174

intellectual attraction in Simple Gematria equals: 255

wanting to be with someone who is married or in a relationship with someone else in Simple Gematria equals: 808

coveting in Simple Gematria equals: 95

lust in Simple Gematria equals: 72

love in Simple Gematria equals: 54

physical features in Simple Gematria equals: 188

subconscious reasons for attraction in Simple Gematria equals: 411

soulmate in Simple Gematria equals: 106

past life in Simple Gematria equals: 88   (past life know and unknown)

age difference in Simple Gematria equals: 88

recognition in Simple Gematria equals: 129

someone reminding you of someone else in Simple Gematria equals: 388

familiar in Simple Gematria equals: 69

scent in Simple Gematria equals: 61

gestures in Simple Gematria equals: 114

speech patterns in Simple Gematria equals: 169

voice in Simple Gematria equals: 54

experiences in Simple Gematria equals: 123

proof of eternal life in Simple Gematria equals: 198

= 8067/21/3 cycle

21/3 cycle or 21 divided by 2 = 10.5 = 15 divided by 2 = 7.5 = 12 divided by 2 = 6 divided by 2 = 3 divided by 2 = 1.5 = 6 divided by 2 = 3 cycle

“eight zero six seven” = 230/5  “two three zero” = 178/16/7 divided by 2 = 3.5 = 8/4/2/1  or 16/8/4/2/1

blood memory in Simple Gematria equals: 137 (Jeanne Faith Becker, my Mom’s name, = 137)

deoxyribonucleic acid in Simple Gematria equals: 201 (DNA)

genetics in Simple Gematria equals: 82

= 420

6/3 cycle

“four two zero” = 242/8/4/2/1

6 divided by 2 = 3 divided by 2 = 1.5 = 6 divided by 2 = 3 cycle

2336 + 8067 + 420 = 10823/14/5 divided by 2 = 2.5 = 7 divided by 2 = 3.5 = 8/4/2/1

“one zero eight two three” = 261/9 (9 divided by 2 = 4.5 = 9 cycle, difficult = 90/9 cycle)

earth in Simple Gematria equals: 52

7 divided by 2 = 3.5 = 8/4/2/1

people in Simple Gematria equals: 69 (animals in Simple Gematria equals: 69)

15/6/3 cycle or 15 divided by 2 = 7.5 = 12 divided by 2 = 6 divided by 2 = 3 divided by 2 = 1.5 = 6 divided by 2 = 3 cycle

 

you cant run away from yourself in Simple Gematria equals: 375

15/6/3 cycle

no matter where you go there you are moving to a new town a new city a new country or a new house doesnt change who you are inside in Simple Gematria equals: 1328/68/14/5 or 14/7

(this is something I had to learn over time and the last two numbers of the year I was born is 68, very personal message).

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2 Dec 2018 Seven billion reasons

Lots of dreams last night.  I had some trouble last night after I found out George H W Bush had died on the 30th.  Early the morning of the 1st it rained very hard here at the house…..like someone crying.  No matter what I think, no matter what I have felt about him in the past, I am sad for those he’s left behind.  I thought of George who has now lost both his Mom and Dad.  I don’t care who you are, that hurts.

Something telling is his age was 94 and that is the same number value for human being!  No matter what someone has said, what they have done in the end of it all that is what we are.  We aren’t perfect.  We make mistakes.  We do things and say things we regret.  Where the roads split is whether we have any remorse or not about those things.  What we do to make amends.   It’s important to at least try. 

I learned in AA about making amends to those I had harmed with my drinking and behavior.  Sometimes it would hurt someone more deeply if you try to say your sorry than if you just don’t say anything at all and just try to be a better person.  There is some truth to this I imagine.  Who wants to be a world leader?  President of all things?  A lot of people think they do until they actually have to walk into that office and start signing paperwork and making decisions about an entire country of people….much like a king of times past.  We, the people not in positions of authority,  don’t know everything that is going on behind the scenes.  I think sometimes if we did, it would be too much for the average person to handle that is already handling way too much in their own lives.  I appreciate the truth.  For me personally, honesty would be appreciated so lies and mistakes don’t have to be discovered and covered.  What a tightrope to walk.   Just my opinion.

human being in Simple Gematria equals: 94

Some of the dreams slipped through and I lost them but what is in my notes above and this phrase as I woke up did stick with me:

“I’m not part of this moment anyway.  I’m part of millions of different ones.” 

im not part of this moment anyway im part of millions of different ones in Simple Gematria equals: 734

A girl in my dream in the convoy was humming this song.  I had Kyle show me the video and there was a lot of information for me.  There always has been a lot of information for me in these types of videos because I’m the type of person, thanks Grandpa Schmidt, who doesn’t always take things at face or surface value.  I’ve been accused and guilty of being incredibly gullible and easily influenced during my life.  I learned from those accusations.  Am I digging too deeply?  I doubt it.  The words we use are not “just words.”  The numbers we use are not “just numbers.”  They are both language and numbers….a song even.

I believe the God of my understanding speaks to and works through us to convey the messages we need at any given time.  Not every song from every genre will resonate with me.  Sometimes it takes a very long time and I will come back to a song when I am ready or need to hear it.   I just love music as does Kyle.

When I get goosebumps hearing a song, I know the person singing is genuinely singing from their heart.

Last night we attempted to watch the Lady Gaga documentary  5 Ft 2.  I think I watched just enough to get the keys I needed to unlock what I’m sharing with you now.  She is a very old soul and it comes through in her voice.   Hearing her sing the National Anthem, hearing her sing Million Reasons in the video gave me goosebumps.

Around the World (La La La La La) – this song and video has information

The kisses of the sun were sweet I didn’t blink
I let it in my eyes like an exotic dream
The radio playing songs that I have never heard
I don’t know what to say, oh not another word

Just la la la la la it goes around the world
Just la la la la la it’s all around the world
Just la la la la la and everybody’s singing
La la la la la and now the bells are ringing

La la la la la, la la la la la la la, la la la la la, la la la la la la la
La la la la la, la la la la la la la, la la la la la, la la la la la la la

Inside an empty room my inspiration flows
Now wait to hear the tune around my head it goes
The magic melody you want to sing with me
Just la la la la la the music is the key
And now the night is gone still it goes on and on
So deep inside of me I long to set it free
I don’t know what to do just can’t explain to you
I don’t know what to say oh not another word

Just la la la la la it goes around the world
Just la la la la la it’s all around the world
Just la la la la la and everybody’s singing
La la la la la and now the bells are ringing

La la la la la, la la la la la la la, la la la la la, la la la la la la la
La la la la la, la la la la la la la, la la la la la, la la la la la la la

The kisses of the sun (it goes around, around, around, around, around around the world)
La la la la la it goes around the world
Just la la la la la it’s all around the world
Just la la la la la and everybody’s singing
La la la la la and now the bells are ringing

(La la la la la, la la la la la la la, la la la la la, la la la la la la la
La la la la la, la la la la la la la, la la la la la, la la la la la la la)

Songwriters: Alex Christensen,Peter Koenemann,Alexei Poteschin,Sergej Zhukow
© Universal Music Publishing Group,THE ROYALTY NETWORK INC.
For non-commercial use only.
Data from: LyricFind

seven billion reasons in Simple Gematria equals: 229/13

a trillion reasons in Simple Gematria equals: 201

million reasons in Simple Gematria equals: 175/13

Million Reasons – this song has heart

You’re giving me a million reasons to let you go
You’re giving me a million reasons to quit the show
You’re givin’ me a million reasons
Give me a million reasons
Givin’ me a million reasons
About a million reasons

If I had a highway, I would run for the hills
If you could find a dry way, I’d forever be still
But you’re giving me a million reasons
Give me a million reasons
Givin’ me a million reasons
About a million reasons

I bow down to pray
I try to make the worst seem better
Lord, show me the way
To cut through all his worn out leather
I’ve got a hundred million reasons to walk away
But baby, I just need one good one to stay

Head stuck in a cycle, I look off and I stare
It’s like that I’ve stopped breathing, but completely aware
‘Cause you’re giving me a million reasons
Give me a million reasons
Givin’ me a million reasons
About a million reasons

And if you say something that you might even mean
It’s hard to even fathom which parts I should believe
‘Cause you’re giving me a million reasons
Give me a million reasons
Givin’ me a million reasons
About a million reasons

I bow down to pray
I try to make the worst seem better
Lord, show me the way
To cut through all his worn out leather
I’ve got a hundred million reasons to walk away
But baby, I just need one good one to stay

Baby I’m bleedin’, bleedin’
Stay
Can’t you give me what I’m needin’, needin’
Every heartbreak makes it hard to keep the faith
But baby, I just need one good one
Good one, good one, good one, good one, good one

When I bow down to pray
I try to make the worst seem better
Lord, show me the way
To cut through all his worn out leather
I’ve got a hundred million reasons to walk away
But baby, I just need one good one, good one
Tell me that you’ll be the good one, good one
Baby, I just need one good one to stay

Songwriters: Mark Ronson,Hillary Lindsey,Stefani Joanne Angelina Germanotta
© Sony/ATV Music Publishing LLC,CONCORD MUSIC PUBLISHING LLC,BMG Rights Management
For non-commercial use only.
Data from: LyricFind