Check out 15 February 2022 Tuesday morning chat https://www.twitch.tv/videos/1298839932
Check out 15 February 2022 Tuesday morning chat https://www.twitch.tv/videos/1298850679
Hello to you. How is your day going? I’m sitting here with a cup of coffee as I write to you. Last night was another battle with sleep. What also made it hard was Link wasn’t feeling good and he kept me up too. I realized that I was feeding the negative energies by struggling so much and getting mad. I got mad at Link and it wasn’t his fault! I tried to meditate and tell my body to relax but I just couldn’t get still in myself enough to do it. I don’t know if the Hydroxyzine is going to work for me. It only gets me a couple hours of sleep at a time. I left a message for my doctor this morning to see if we can talk about alternatives. Honestly I’m kind of scared to play with more pills but I can’t keep going on like I am either. When I go too long without good sleep is when I get manic — danger zone!
I want to shift into positive energies. I want to consciously make better choices. I don’t want to continue to allow forces outside of myself to drive “my car.” I want to believe that God will help me get through this phase of my life. I want to believe there will be relief from what is happening right now.
“Choices are not irrevocable….They can be remade. “ – Julie Riebe (A Woman’s Spirit)
“I will choose carefully today. If a change of mind is in my best interest, then I can change my mind.” (A Woman’s Spirit)