Tag: Bipolar life

27 August 2021 Sentience

by saymber, posted in Art and Poetry, Bipolar life, Spirituality and Religion, Writing and blogging

Hello to you. How are you today ? I’m doing well. This morning I had a routine that actually worked for me and I feel pretty good. Even with waking up in the night !

This morning my thoughts turn to sentience . I have long wondered if the earth could even be God! What if each planet was a sentient being ? I know that a little far fetched but thinking about what is possible is it really so out there ?

When I think about this I’m thinking about how the earth functions and how much alike our functions are to the earth. The earth breathes, sweats, relieves pressure, has storms …..so many things like humans and has eyes everywhere ! Almost every living species on the planet can see or feel! I wonder if by having us and countless other species that is how the earth keeps from going insane! Just some stuff to think about!

How about all these planets that have suddenly appeared like they were hiding in plain sight ? I don’t think it’s a coincidence .

https://api.nationalgeographic.com/distribution/public/amp/science/article/18-earth-size-planets-found-hiding-in-plain-sight

26 August 2021 Quality Time

by saymber, posted in Bipolar life, Exploring numeric value of words in English language

Hello to you ! How are you today? I am doing ok . It’s another chilly morning here in Idaho. How’s the weather where you are ?

We went on an adventure yesterday- went to the fair. We walked around and took in the sights and sounds and of course food and drink. It was quality time ! It’s important to make time for each other. It was nice to be out with my special someone . There was fruit smoothies, gyros and fry bread. We did one silly ride – zombies themed . Overall we had a good time !

Results

“Quality time ” in the English Ordinal system equals 152

“Earth” in the English Ordinal system equals 52

25 August 2021 Balance

by saymber, posted in Art and Poetry, Bipolar life, Health

Hello! How are you today ? I am under a blanket as I write to you . It’s in the 50’s this morning!

Something that has been on my mind is balance . How delicate it is. If I eat too much sugar. If I drink too much caffeine. If I don’t get enough sleep. If I get too little exercise. If I watch too much tv. All of these things and more can offset “the apple art” that is my existence . I find as I get older my body is even more sensitive and it can be frustrating!

24 August 2021 Feelings

by saymber, posted in Art and Poetry, Bipolar life, Uncategorized, Writing and blogging

Hello again. How are you doing? It’s chilly this morning! I am not sure I’m ready for cooler temperatures just yet!

Feelings…….how reliable are they? When I listen to people like Joyce Meyer, she often discounts them . As a person that has lived 53 years as a really sensitive person or an empath I have relied on feelings. I have oftentimes connected feelings to the voice of intuition – the “still, small voice.” Have I been mislead all this time ? Are feelings really that unreliable ?

For the past couple of years I’ve been trying to put my life back together. The biggest stumbling block has been the feeling of fear . I really want to overcome it and get back in touch with the part of me that is confident. I want to feel sure about things again.

Drawing for today

23 August 2021 Upload

by saymber, posted in Art and Poetry, Bipolar life

Hello there! How are you ? I hope life is treating you well. This morning I am thinking of the new show I found to watch on Amazon prime. It’s called Upload. So far it’s about a young man who died in a suspicious crash and has been uploaded into a heaven like digital afterlife. It has glitches and imperfections. I don’t know if I would want to live in such a place for all eternity !

Drawing for today – upload

Results

“People ” in the English Ordinal system equals 69

“Upload” in the English Ordinal system equals 69

I thought these results were pretty interesting !

20 August 2021 Good TV

by saymber, posted in Art and Poetry, Bipolar life, Television, Writing and blogging

Hello there! How are you today? I am doing better now that I walked a couple of miles. It’s a beautiful day. It’s a perfect 72 degrees out – nice day!!

So last night we binge watched an Amazon prime tv series called The Tick. Before that it was The Boys. I like tv shows about superheroes. The only shame is I can tell you about the shows but unless you have Amazon prime you can’t see them ! The Boys was good because it was about the ugly side to superheroes and the only people, often victims of collateral damage , strong enough to take them down . I like Carl Urban and he’s one of the stars . The Tick is fun because it’s so far fetched you can’t take it seriously. The guy who is The Tick sounds like the character Plankton from Spongebob Squarepants . Hopefully there will be more good tv shows after I finish these!

18 August 2021 Rested

by saymber, posted in Art and Poetry, Bipolar life, Health, Writing and blogging

Hello to you . How are you ? Are you feeling rested? I hope so. Lately I have been feeling like a SIMS video game character that just can’t get my energy bar to full! There was a cheat you could used called a Rejuvenator. All you had to was put your SIM in it for a few seconds and all the bars reset. Some days I wish that was real! There is such a fine balance between protein, sugars and sleep.

Drawing for today