28 October 2021 Breaking Through

Hello to you . How are you today? It’s a sunny start to the day. It feels so nice! I am doing ok today. I’m thinking about Halloween. I bought a couple small bags of Snickers to pass out and am thinking about wearing my steampunk hat and goggles! I am having to break through my grief. Halloween was our favorite holiday.

I did this last May

Who am now? So much of my identity was plural! It was Kyle and Jackie not just Jackie. I am having to find out who I am now. Yesterday I deleted my Tinder (dating app) account because I realized I have no business being there. Like I talked about in my previous blog. I am walking around carrying a bag full of holes!

“Gradually, carefully God unravels the mystery that is a life. Be it mother, sister, friend or wife. Previously curtained paths do a slight reveal. A joy is found that no one can steal.”

1 April 2021 Chosen

Hello to you, how are you doing today? I hope you are well. Today has been about choices and or being chosen. I signed up for the Tinder dating app and have been told that if you sign up for that you are just looking for sex! Well no that’s not my intention! I want to develop a friendship first before any of that! Ideally I have been hoping to meet someone in the natural and fall in love that way. I don’t want to settle and I want to choose wisely my next mate.

It’s been over a year since my husband and I separated. I have been waiting in vain for him to take me back. I think I have been kind of hoping all of this was just a bad dream but I am learning to accept that I have to move on. Part of moving on is finding someone new to share my life with. I don’t want to live alone so we shall see what God decides is best for me .

No eye has seen, no ear has heard, and no mind had imagined what God has prepared for those who love him. 1 Corinthians 2:9 NLT

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chosen” in the English Ordinal system equals 64