# 7 May 2018 Anniversary

Hi there.  Hope this finds you well.  Todays theme of words and numbers is in honor of my husband and I celebrating our 10th wedding anniversary tomorrow.  It’s interesting to me how two different words for the same thing, like wedding and marriage,  can come to different outcomes in the numeric realm.  The more I do this, the more I am beginning to see that when the 9 cycle comes up, it’s usually not a positive thing!  Speaking from experience and what I’ve seen in especially America,  marriage can come to be quite a negative arrangement!

How my husband and I began back in FFXI playing Prinzessa and Efess

As with everything, marriage is all what you make of it.  My husband and I have certainly been testing these past few years and yet we are still together!  I tell him he’s already got his angel suite putting up with me!

1  14 14 9 22 5 18 19 1 18 25

A N N I V E R S A R Y = 146 = 1 +4+6=11 can go straight to 11, 2 then 1 or 11 divided by 2 = 5.5 =5+5=10 go straight to 1 or 10 divided by 2 = 5 divided by 2 = 2.5 = 7 divided by 2 = 3.5 = 3 +5 = 8 divided by 2 = 4 divided by 2 = 2 divided by 2 = 1.

23 5 4 4  9 14 7

W E D D I N G= 66 = 6 +6 = 12  1+2 = 3 divided by 2 =1.5 1+5 = 6 divided by 2 = 3 cycle (life, death, rebirth)

13 1 18 18 9 1 7 5

M A R R I A G E = 72 = 7 +2 = 9 = 9 divided by 2 = 4.5 = 4 +5 = 9 cycle (always comes back to 9)

21 14 9 15 14

U N I O N = 73 = 7 +3 = 10 = 1 or 10 divided by 2 = 5 divided by 2 = 2.5 = 7 divided by 2 = 3.5 = 3 + 5 = 8 divided by 2 = 4 divided by 2 = 2 divided by 2 = 1

8 1 14 4 6 1  19 20 9 14 7

H A N D F A S T I N G  (Kyle and I had considered this in lieu of formal marriage) = 103= 1 + 3 = 4 divided by 2 = 2 divided by 2 = 1

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2 18 9 4 5

B R I D E = 38 = 3 +8 = 11 = 1 + 1 = 2  divided by 2 = 1 or 11 divided by 2 = 5.5 = 5 + 5 = 10 = 1 or 10 divided by 2 = 5 divided by 2 = 2.5 = 2 + 5 = 7 divided by 2 = 3.5 = 3 +5 = 8 divided by 2 = 4 divided by 2 = 2 divided by 2 = 1.  (I prefer the most direct approach)

7 18 15 15 13

G R O O M = 68 = 6 + 8 = 14 = 1 + 4 = 5 divided by 2 = 2.5 = 2 + 5 = 7 divided by 2 = 3.5 = 3 + 5 = 8 divided by 2 = 4 divided by 2 = 2 divided by 2 = 1

8 21 19 2 1 14 4

H U S B A N D = 69 = 6 + 9 = 15 = 1 + 5 = 6 divided by 2 = 3 divided by 2 = 1.5 = 1 + 5 = 6 divided by 2 = 3 cycle

23 9 6 5

W I F E = 43 = 4 + 3 = 7 divided by 2 = 3.5 = 3 + 5 = 8 divided by 2 = 4 divided by 2 = 2 divided by 2 = 1

By saymber

# 31 Dec 2016 12 New Year’s Eve’s ago

Hello family, how are you?  I’m coming down with a “something” and I’ve been in bed most of the day.  Luckily for you, visiting me this way you won’t catch whatever the something is lol.    I figured getting out of bed for a bit and writing to you might help me feel a little better.  I’ve not been writing “real letters” lately and I feel bad about that…..just haven’t had the motivation for much of anything.  My one “life preserver” from the Universe was Ru Paul’s Season 2 of All-Stars and we ate through it in just a couple of days!  Ru Paul and his girls always make me so happy!  I love their personalities and the color and shine they bring to my living room and so does Kyle.  I said I hope Ru Paul lives to be a thousand so we always have his shows to watch lol!  Love yah Momma Ru!

Today marks the 12 years since the first time we met each other in person….we call it our “real anniversary.”   It was 12 years ago Kyle bought himself a plane ticket to Orlando Florida so we could meet in person.  We initially met playing the online MMORPG called FFXI.  I was in a party as a White Mage (Prinzessa) in the Valkrum dunes (desert area in game) and one of our members left and we needed someone.  The someone that came was Kyle’s Black Mage, a  Tarutaru named Efess.   It was a couple of years that we spent after that meeting getting to know each other from the inside out.

Before Kyle’s arrival, I can remember how we debated what we were going to wear for our first meeting.  Our colors from the very beginning were always black and white, him black and me white.  We had talked about dressing up in those colors but we ended up deciding on APC (A Perfect Circle) band t-shirts he had bought for us instead….perfect.  I can remember how nervous I was waiting for him to walk off the plane!  Would he turn around and walk back up the ramp after he saw me?!  Nope!  During the course of his visit we went to Universal Studios where we saw our first movie in a theater together, A Series of Unfortunate Events.  We ate our first sit down meal together there at the Hard Rock Café.  Another night we went to a Medieval Times Banquet dressed in our colors and they actually seated us in the black and white Knights section lol.  Our knight “won” but of course got cheated out of his win by another cheating bastard knight lol.  We still have the two sided dragon sun catcher Kyle bought for me from their gift shop hanging in our car.

Memories like this help me through times when I’m not feeling my best!  I hope your 2017 is filled with lots to be grateful for – sending much love, hugs, prayers and positive vibes in your direction!

This is a song that Kyle and I settled on as “our song.”   To some it may seem morbid but for everything we went through to be together, much I’ve written here in bits and pieces, it’s perfect.

## The Noose

So glad to see you well
Overcome and completely silent now

And not to pull your halo down
But I’m more than just a little curious

Recall the deeds as if they’re all
Someone else’s atrocious stories
Now you stand reborn before us all
So glad to see you well

And not to pull your halo down
Around your neck and tug you to the ground
But I’m more than just a little curious

But I’m more than just a little curious
How you’re planning to go about making your
More than just a little curious
How you’re planning to go about making your
More than just a little curious