Hello to you, how are you today? I am doing ok, the day is getting better. This morning I was having a bit of a struggle with myself regarding going to get groceries or not. I prayed about it and heard a small voice say, “Cast your cares.” I remembered that being something Joyce Meyers husband David says her a lot when she’s fretting about something. I decided to look up where that scripture came from:
Psalms 55:22
Cast your cares on the Lord and he will sustain you; he will never let the righteous fall.
There was a time in my life when doing chores and other things wasn’t a big deal. For some reason everything is a big deal now. Every day I have to push through this invisible wall to get things done. It’s a physical thing where I will think about doing something and I will almost immediately get a panicky feeling in my gut. A wall of anxiety goes up. It’s that feeling I have to work through to actually accomplish anything. I am taking medication to try and help with it but it doesn’t always work!
“planet” in the English Ordinal system equals 68 (all vices in check but one for eternity)
“Where do I belong God” in the English Ordinal system equals 168
“Cast Your Cares” in the English Ordinal system equals 168
(In the numbers it’s interesting how todays message lines up with yesterdays!)
I know I have to keep strong and have faith that I am on the right path. I asked for God’s strength and I got it. I got to the grocery store, bought what was on my list and got back home again.
To be 
Great job, each step is a big victory for you on this journey! Very proud of you!