28 April 2020 Invisible guardians at the Gate to my Soul

Hello to you wherever and whenever you are as you visit here.  I just wanted to write a note to let those who might have wondered where I went to.  My blog kind  of has been getting put on the back burner with life stuff.  I’m sure anyone who blogs or has life going on with the latest stuff we have going on as a world can relate.  There have have been more important things going on and stuff like this is usually the first to get left behind.

Instead of focusing on what has gone wrong the past couple of months in my life I’ll focus on on the most important thing – what I learned that has helped me.

I was recently in a treatment facility and I am grateful for it because I have finally come to realize what my husband and others have been trying to tell me – in order for me to be able to function/operate in the world I’m in, I have to be on medication to help me do that.  I have resisted and fought against that concept for the longest time and after everything I went through the past couple of months, I have realized resisting is against my best interest.  I have had to do say those words a lot lately, and it might be too late in some cases, “You were right, I was wrong, please forgive me.”

I am a very porous, spiritual empath and unmedicated, my gifts are so strong I can’t function in the “real world.”  The treatment plan I have isn’t being overly medicated so that my gifts are completely surpressed, but enough so that I have the clarity I was lacking…..the filter….the invisible guardian at the gate to my soul.   The greatest guardian besides the God of my understanding, is turning out to be Lithium.  I don’t like some of the side effects but they are minimal in light of most other options before me.

Anyhew – just wanted to share a couple thoughts in case anyone out there was still following my blog here.  I hope something I’ve shared here will resonate with someone today and be helpful.

My prayers are with everybody right now and thanks to all those I’ve dealt with personally and those I haven’t on the front lines of all the crisis we have as a shared world right now.   Anyone reading this that is having difficulty – please know you are a blessing to someone even if it’s not immediately obvious.  Be a light – let your light keep shining even if it’s only on a dimmer switch!

 

9 thoughts on “28 April 2020 Invisible guardians at the Gate to my Soul

    1. Thank you AC and I hope so – things are going well right now. It’s not easy actually following doctors orders sometimes! You all keep safe too!

    1. Thank you Sally – sending it right back across the ocean to you and yours there. I look forward to your posts and the other folks who commented here.

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