Hello and good morning to you wherever and whenever you visiting me here. How are you? I am kind of in a weird space right now which I’m calling surreality. It’s the funny place you are in when you are in between reality and not really feeling things are real yet.
For most of the time I have been here at my Aunt and Uncles place things have felt like surreality. The biggest reason being that I am still tethered back in Alvarado with the house and memories. A part of me has been resisting the move and keeps wanting me to go back. I know I can’t now with all that has happened or if I tried it would be extremely difficult! I have to move forward now and I am not sure what that will look like,
I have to take each moment as it comes and hope it’s better than the last. I have made a ‘ll new friend I am meeting Saturday and I’m nervous about it but hoping it will be worth both of our whiles. I need to make more memories in my present so I can start putting the past behind me and stop feeling like I am being pulled apart.
“surreality” in the English Ordinal system equals 148 (one brain process in eternity and or on the race track of life)
“God has a plan” in the English Ordinal system equals 98 (together=98)
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