Hello to you, how are you doing today? I am doing ok. It’s a lovely sunny day here in this little town of Middleton ID. Gradually I am getting used to living here but miss some of the comforts of where I lived before namely food places to eat. When I lived in Alvarado we had a lot of fast food places really close to the interstate and they were easy to get to. Now if I want anything like that I only have Subway to choose from for commercial food places and anything else is having to drive to get it. I guess I should be grateful for that as I might eventually lose weight!
One of the things I have been doing this past year to cope with my depression, boredom and loneliness, is finding comfort in food. I especially have problems with sugar. They say sugar is as addictive as cocaine on the brain and I believe it! I haven’t been cooking for myself because there is so much waste and I just can’t justify the effort. I know that sounds pathetic but that’s just how I feel. Lately I have been making use of Grub Hub food delivery service. It’s expensive but I only do it as a treat. Paying a little more for somebody else to go to a food place and bring it to my door is worth it sometimes! Eventually I imagine I will get back to baking and cooking.
Here are a couple words and phrases in the numbers and how I interpreted them:
“lie” in the English Ordinal system equals 26
“dog ” in the English Ordinal system equals 26
“Finding comfort in food” in the English Ordinal system equals 216 (a light and shadow process for one with all vices in check but one)
“one” in the English Ordinal system equals 34
“gluttony” in the English Ordinal system equals 134 (one yes, no, may be for the brain)
“all” in the English Ordinal system equals 25
“addicted to food” in the English Ordinal system equals 125 (one light and shadow process for the senses)
“world ” in the English Ordinal system equals 72
“boredom ” in the English Ordinal system equals 72 (all vices in check in a light and shadow process)
“loneliness” in the English Ordinal system equals 124 (one light and shadow process for the brain)
“depression ” in the English Ordinal system equals 124
To be 