Hello to you in your wherever and whenever as you visit me here. How are you? I hope you are well. Something that came to mind today was asking myself if it’s okay to be happy. I have been having a lot of thoughts lately with the upcoming holiday seasons. I have been thinking about October with Halloween .
My husband and I used to decorate for the holidays and celebrate Halloween. We had a Steampunk theme started and zombie flamingos chasing a lone pink flamingo….we did stuff. I don’t know if it’s ok to celebrate Halloween and if I do how will I without my husband. Knowing my Aunt Ruth we will celebrate Halloween. I just feel funny inside about it and wonder inside if it’s ok to be happy celebrating the holidays in a new way. I feel an ache inside thinking about it and am trying to address this now to help me prepare myself.
There is going to be a lot more family around than I’m used to. I will have to let God a little on this and trust that whatever happens will be ok.
“Is it ok to be happy” in the English Ordinal system equals 191 (one “no” one)
“spirit” in the English Ordinal system equals 91 (“no” one)
“Halloween” in the English Ordinal system equals 95 (“no” all of the senses)
“Thanksgiving” in the English Ordinal system equals 141 (one left side of brain one)
“Christmas” in the English Ordinal system equals 110 (one one person place or object)
To be 
Do celebrate the holidays but perhaps in a different way now? Try not to compete with previous memories.
It’s alright to be happy, I believe it’s your heart letting you move on. Create new memories and keep the past memories close!