18 Feb 2021 Starting over

Hello to you it’s been awhile since I’ve written you here. I have been keeping kind of busy with starting my life over. The thing that is missing is romance but the powers that be may not think I’m ready for such a thing yet . It seems like this time I am in is about being alone and trying to heal even though I don’t want to . I am missing companionship so bad! I am chronically lonely. Thank goodness for the telephone as I have family and friends that I talk to there.

/I celebrated my 53rd birthday for the first time with my cousin who was born on the same day this past week, I hope I get to live to enjoy and celebrate many more birthdays you just don’t know these days.

I’m glad I’m not living in Texas anymore with the recent weather events going on there. The pipes in our old house apparently froze! I’m grateful to be living someplace that is used to colder temperatures.

Ironically the phrase starting over is a 68 which is “planet” in the English Ordinal system equals 68 and minus one number the year I was born . A whole world within a world was created when I was born.

starting over” in the English Ordinal system equals 168 – I was born in 1968!