27 Oct 2018 Broken Pieces (put back together to make someone new)

broken pieces put back together to make someone new in Simple Gematria equals: 487

19/10/1 or 19 divided by 2 = 9.5 = 14 divided by 2 = 7 divided by 2 = 3.5 = 8/4/2/1

the tree of life in Simple Gematria equals: 134

8/4/2/1  (God = 26)

= 621/9 divided by 2 = 4.5 = 9 cycle Difficult = 90/9

I tried to avoid the news but wasn’t able to avoid reading about what happened at the Tree of Life synagogue in Pittsburgh.  The message from the 25th making a sense I don’t want it to make.  People shouldn’t have to worry about being shot in their place of fellowship and worship no matter what walk of faith.   We’ve now had Christians, Muslims and Jews all having to deal with this kind of violence.  The Second Amendment has made being a person of faith a difficult gamble in this country.  There is a severe imbalance at work here.   We keep putting band-aids on top of a mortal wound.

Every time this happens we decry the act.  Every time this happens we say, “This isn’t who we are” or “Our thoughts and prayers are with the victims and their families” and guess what….it happens again.  Unresolved wrongs, unresolved revenge and hatred, ancient battles that carries forward to a new generation over and over again.  The answer from our top office, “if they had only more guns or an armed guard may be no one would have been killed or died.”  They’ve tried armed guards and guess what, the guards ran and people died.  In my heart I don’t think just adding more guns to the fight is going to win it.  There is only a returning cycle to such things, no one ever truly “wins.”

This act of terrorism, not just merely a hate crime, is yet another example of why I’m reading about friends who are worried about having to leave this country because of what it’s becoming or what it has always been under the surface.

There is not much I can do to change someone’s mind, heart, thoughts or actions with such volatile matters.  I can do the things I do to include sending positive energy and love to all sides of these equations.  We are all, whether we like it or not, precious parts of a one.  We may be very dysfunctional, some even murderous but we are a family.  I will never stop believing it is possible for all of us to coexist without bloodshed in the headlines every day.

https://www.msn.com/en-us/news/us/gunman-kills-11-in-pittsburgh-synagogue-massacre-investigated-as-a-hate-crime/ar-BBOY7Lw?OCID=ansmsnnews11use this link to read entire article.

Gunman kills 11 in Pittsburgh synagogue massacre investigated as a hate crime

Deanna Paul, Avi Selk, Amy Wang, Mark Berman

A gunman killed 11 people at a Pittsburgh synagogue during Saturday-morning services in what the Anti-Defamation League called “likely the deadliest attack on the Jewish community in the history of the United States.”

Law enforcement officials said Robert Bowers — a 46-year-old man with a history of making virulently anti-Semitic statements online — was taken into custody after a gun battle with police and is expected to face federal hate crime charges.

“Justice in this case will be swift and it will be severe,” said Scott W. Brady, the U.S. Attorney for the Western District of Pennsylvania. Brady said Bowers could be charged sometime Saturday for what he called a “terrible and unspeakable act of hate.”

Authorities described a rampage at the Tree of Life synagogue, the city’s oldest Jewish congregation, that was stunning in its savagery.

“This is the most horrific crime scene I’ve seen in 22 years with the Federal Bureau of Investigation,” said Robert Allan Jones, Special Agent in Charge of the FBI’s Pittsburgh field office. “Members of the Tree of Life synagogue conducting a peaceful service in their place of worship were brutally murdered by a gunman targeting them simply because of their faith.”

gunman kills eleven in pittsburgh synagogue massacre investigated as a hate crime in Simple Gematria equals: 790

16/8/4/2/1  or 16/7 divided by 2 = 3.5 = 8/4/2/1


Home 2018

Gun violence  and crime incidents are collected/validated from 2,500 sources daily – incidents and their source data are found at the gunviolencearchive.org website.

1: Actual number of deaths and injuries
2: Number of INCIDENTS reported and verified

22,000 Annual Suicides not included on Daily Summary Ledger

Numbers on this table reflect a subset of all information
collected and will not add to 100% of incidents.

http://www.gunviolencearchive.org  http://www.facebook.com/gunviolencearchive

Data Validated: October 27, 2018


Interesting things here to look at in these words:

13/4/2/1 or 13 divided by 2 = 6.5 = 11 divided by 2 = 5.5 = 10 divided by 2 = 5 divided by 2 = 2.5 = 7 divided by 2 = 3.5 = 8/4/2/1
494 + 373 = 867
21/3 cycle or 21 divided by 2 = 10.5 = 15 divided by 2 = 7.5 = 12/6/3 cycle
The account that appeared to belong to Bowers was rife with bigoted messaging. His biography on the site read “jews are the children of satan” and his background photo was a radar gun reading “1488,” a popular white supremacist symbol.
21/3 cycle or 21 divided by 2 = 10.5 = 15 divided by 2 = 7.5 = 12/6/3 cycle
Some of what we use to divide us and is often used as justification for much of the above:
religion in Simple Gematria equals: 89
17/8/4/2/1 or 17 divided by 2 = 8.5 = 13 divided by 2 = 6.5 = 11 divided by 2 = 5.5 = 10 divided by 2 = 5 divided by 2 = 2.5 = 7 divided by 2 = 3.5 = 8/4/2/1  (494)
politics in Simple Gematria equals: 103
the media in Simple Gematria equals: 65
11 divided by 2 = 5.5 = 10 divided by 2 = 5 divided by 2 = 2.5 = 7 divided by 2 = 3.5 = 8/4/2/1
= 257 (77 – same #value as Christ)
14/7 divided by 2 = 3.5 = 8/4/2/1 or 14/5 divided by 2 = 2.5 = 7 divided by 2 = 3.5 = 8/4/2/1
(there are many other labels we use to separate ourselves from each other that I didn’t include here.  They are just as volatile in nature as these and it makes me so sad.) 

30 Aug 2016 30 Aug 2016 Farewell Gene Wilder, North Texas air quality, Lucy died falling out of a tree?, Phospenes and Chloroplasts, The Shannara Chronicles, Mind in a Box and Thyx – music for Artificial Intelligence, Ghost in the Shell movie

Hello to you this morning.  How are conditions in your dimensions?  Here, It’s about 8:24 am and I should be out walking the dogs but the air tastes and smells funny again so I’ll wait for more sun to help burn “it” off.

Yesterday evening I decided to go out back and listen to some music and do some movement….look up and right over my head was a fresh airplane exhaust (poop) trail! Kyle tries to reassure me, “There not all chemtrails” or I’ll report to him what’s going on and he just says, “I know, what do you expect me to do about it?!”  There is little if anything he can directly do about it but in our little ways, we are doing something about it.  Just using an electric lawnmower must help a little!  I hope it does!  The other thing I am doing, is I’ll keep sharing my experiences, pictures and giving support to others in the world like from the Facebook page Chemtrails Houston.  It’s not a conspiracy that this weather bombing, geoengineering, weather modification, weather warfare is going on.  I’m wondering how much longer the world will tolerate being raped and pillaged by these activities…Fear.


After I came in last night, I had to spit and wash my face …there was a bitter taste on my lips after being out there.  It’s probably a combination of what’s been going on overhead with the airplane exhaust, we have a cement plant down the street and it is operating again spewing out large plumes of “stuff” coming out of their stacks yesterday, there is always lots of traffic here in Texas, the grass has been growing more quickly since we got moisture so people are constantly cutting their lawns to abide by city codes which causes pollen and everything on the ground get airborne, the artillery fungus is back and that stuff gets everywhere (comes from wood mulch and trees).

I think the bottom line is it’s humid so everything we’ve been doing good bad or indifferent is trapped in the water molecules which translate into air and because I breathe, it all ends up in my, our,  respiratory system…yeah.  What goes up, what goes out, what came down….stays and until we start manufacturing bubble suites like the 6 people that simulated living on Mars on a mountain in Hawaii recently did….we are ingesting this junk atmosphere into every part of our bodies.

This article caught my eye for one reason, I’m a “connect the dots” kind of person as Margarita from Inner Whispers says, and yesterday I shared a random thing about Annabel Beam from the Miracles From Heaven story – a little girl who was “cured” and had a near death experience by falling out of a tree and then today they are theorizing that our prehuman ancestor Lucy died falling out of one!  Coincidence I know, but this happens to me quite a lot, so just putting that out there!

Source internet - Portrait of girl touching tree trunk

Source internet – Portrait of girl touching tree trunk

https://www.sciencenews.org/article/fossil-autopsy-claims-lucy-fell-tree (isn’t it interesting the repeating woman and a tree theme….the Bible too?)

In a macabre twist, the hominid evolutionary tree’s most famous fossil star, Lucy, tumbled to her death from high up in a tree, a controversial new study suggests.

Some of the damage to Lucy’s 3.2-million-year-old partial skeleton most likely occurred when she fell from a height of 13 meters or more, say paleoanthropologist John Kappelman of the University of Texas at Austin and his colleagues. Lucy, an ancient ambassador of a prehuman species called Australopithecus afarensis, must have accidentally plunged from a tree while climbing or sleeping, the scientists propose online August 29 in Nature.

Bone breaks from head to ankle fit a scenario in which Lucy dropped the equivalent of least four to five stories, landing feet first before thrusting her arms out in an attempt to break her fall, Kappelman says. Tellingly, the ancient female’s right shoulder blade slammed into the top of her upper arm bone, Kappelman says. The shoulder end of Lucy’s arm bone displays sharp breaks, as well as bone fragments and slivers forcibly driven into the shaft.

Such damage frequently appears in present-day people who fall from great heights or are in serious car accidents, Kappelman says. Massive internal bleeding typically follows a body slam as hard as Lucy’s, he adds.

“Lucy probably bled out pretty fast after falling,” Kappelman says.

A thread has been weaving its way through my entertainment choices as of late, more than usual and it feels like a message – Tree being the symbol for secret knowledge, protectors, Life.  This theme has appeared in the television show I told you about that features Artificial Intelligence with consciousness (Humans), a recent show Kyle found for us to watch called The Shannara Chronicles their sacred tree is dying and every time a leaf falls a demon is created…hell it’s even the opening image for the credits for the Movie Bladerunner!   Is the “tree” a hidden code that “our father and mother” put inside of us? Is DNA the code or is it something even deeper?  A hidden activation code within the DNA?  My first thought on this goes to something I saw about research that discovered light activity going on in the strand…beauty is in the “eye” of the beholder.  For me, light of any kind immediately attracts me attention.  Children are drawn to light too….at Halloween when we have our plasma ball out, the kids just want to touch and engage with it and totally forget about collecting their candy!

12 Nov 2015 LED held directly to ball

I’ve said for a long time that everything I need to know about life, death and rebirth can be seen in the life cycle of the Tree. Guess I’ll add light to that somehow.

http://www.imdb.com/title/tt1051220/?ref_=fn_al_tt_1 – IMDB info on The Shannara Chronicles (in case your curious about the show – it’s got elves, trolls, humans, demons, magic…and Gimley! (John Rhys-Davies from Lord of the Rings: http://www.imdb.com/name/nm0722636/?ref_=ttfc_fc_cl_t10 – bio on him)

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Phosphene – A phosphene is a phenomenon characterized by the experience of seeing light without light actually entering the eye. The word phosphene comes from the Greek words phos (light) and phainein (to show).[1] Phosphenes that are induced by movement or sound are often associated with optic neuritis.[2][3]

Phosphenes can be directly induced by mechanical, electrical, or magnetic stimulation of the retina or visual cortex as well as by random firing of cells in the visual system. Phosphenes have also been reported by meditators[4] (commonly called nimitta), people who go for long periods without visual stimulation (also known as the prisoner’s cinema), or those who are using psychedelic drugs.[5]

https://www.sciencedaily.com/terms/chloroplast.htm – Chloroplast

Chloroplasts are organelles found in plant cells and eukaryotic algae that conduct photosynthesis.

Chloroplasts absorb sunlight and use it in conjunction with water and carbon dioxide gas to produce food for the plant.

Chloroplasts capture light energy from the sun to produce the free energy stored in ATP and NADPH through a process called photosynthesis.

Chloroplasts are one of the many unique organelles in the body, and are generally considered to have originated as endosymbiotic cyanobacteria.

In this respect they are similar to mitochondria, but are found only in plants and protista.

Both organelles are surrounded by a double celled composite membrane with an intermembrane space; both have their own DNA and are involved in energy metabolism; and both have reticulations, or many infoldings, filling their inner spaces.

Link to blog post I wrote last May:  https://saymber.com/2015/05/07/7-may-2015-in-the-beginning-there-was-symbiosis/

Last night I was playing Rift and caught some chat regarding artificial intelligence, hashtag “synthetic lives matter” kind of thing.  Well one of the participants, and you will laugh now, with the avatar name of Fartbeard, yes, Fartbeard, suggested a couple of music groups to me to listen to since I agreed with him (or her) that if we give consciousness to robots they will essentially be “alive” and should be treated with dignity and respect.  The two groups were Mind in a Box and Thyx which I have shared with you below.  My “go-to” genre of music styles goes back to being a teen in the 1980’s – synthesizers and the New Wave movement sprung about then.  So these two groups, synthesizer music like Vangelis does and the Industrial music genre in general is probably my favorite “type” of music but I love all music.  You know what I figured out about my favoring this style of music?  Many of the lead singers sound like David Bowie or groups that came out in the 80’s that tried to sound like David!  I guess he just left that big of an imprint on me….sigh.

Mind in a Box Escape

Lyrics to Escape

I awakened in the city to utter darkness.
I was running for hours and hours
through deserted streets.

between all those towers,
there was only rain — only the rain.

I went through doors, I scoured the alleys.
in the rain I climbed ridges.
I walked over bridges, but there was no one there.
I felt deaf, although my hearing was fair.

but there was only silence.
not even the rain…

there must be more.
I need you to quell my fears.
I’ve felt it before.
I need you to shed my tears.

the things I adore.
I need you to feel my pain.
I’m trapped like before.
I need you to stop the rain.

I’ve cast myself into a prison,
with bonds near impossible to break.
I thought my life is built on reason,
but now I know I’ve got to escape.

I’ve depraved myself of all I had,
and thought I need to for my own sake.
I didn’t think I would be so sad,
but without you I cannot escape.
not even the rain…

deep in my heart,
I want you to pull me back.
I’ve kept us apart,
I want you to fix my wreck.

awake with a start,
I want you to enter my mind.
to re-cast my part,
I want you to follow me blind.

I’ve cast myself into a prison,
with bonds near impossible to break.
I thought my life is built on reason,
but now I know I’ve got to escape.

I’ve depraved myself of all I had,
and thought I need to for my own sake.
I didn’t think I would be so sad,
but without you I cannot escape.

escape, it’s not there!
not even the rain…

Mind in a Box Fear



You float in a million lights
But the one you seek is not there
You fight in a million fights
But it’s yourself you cannot bear

You think you are a leader
But you turn everyone away
You think you are a preacher
But you can’t turn night into day

Well there is something inside of me
And I know that it’s growing
Well the thing that will forever be
And I feel its shadow calling

It is the fear that drives you mad
It is the fear that makes you blind
It is the fear that keeps you sad
It is the fear that kills your mind

You think you can make things grow
But in truth you are like a desert
You think it’s not your ego
And that others make you hurt

You have learned how to deceive
And yourself is all you can hear
You think you really believe
But deep down you are only fear

There is something inside of me
That makes me run against the wall
The thing my eyes don’t want to see
That will obliterate my soul

It is the fear that eats you up
It is the fear that makes you cry
It is the fear that takes you down
It is the fear that will not die

It is the fear that eats you up
It is the fear that makes you cry
It is the fear that takes you down
It is the fear that will not die

Everyone’s afraid but that’s no excuse
Everyone’s afraid but that’s no excuse
Everyone’s afraid but that’s no excuse
Everyone’s afraid but that’s no excuse
Everyone’s afraid


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The Machine – Artificial Intelligence – THYX

One of Kyle and my favorite animated films is Ghost in the Shell.  While we love Scarlett and know she will do a great job but I wonder if she was chosen because of her role in Lucy?  Is this an opportunity for someone else to shine being lost?  I wonder.  We shall see.


I know this is a lot for you to process here….but I am certain it is all connected somehow.  It always is.  Love to you!