# 1 Dec 2018 My Family Table

family table in Simple Gematria equals: 106

what do you want in this life focus on that in Simple Gematria equals: 443

= 549/99/18/9 divided by 2 = 4.5 = 9 cycle

doing what is right is seldom easy but always necessary in Simple Gematria equals: 570

= 12/3 divided by 2 = 1.5 = 6 divided by 2 = 3 cycle

love in Simple Gematria equals: 54

if it doesnt sit in the middle of your chest it isnt right in Simple Gematria equals: 580

if it aint light it aint right in Simple Gematria equals: 279

=1465

when your heart falls into your gut in Simple Gematria equals: 416

= 2442/66/12/3 divided by 2 = 1.5 = 6 divided by 2 = 3 cycle

family in Simple Gematria equals: 66

intuition in Simple Gematria equals: 131

= 2639/20/2/1 or 20 divided by 2 = 10 divided by 2 = 5 divided by 2 = 2.5 = 7 divided by 2 = 3.5 = 8 divided by 2 = 4 divided by 2 = 2 divided by 2 = 1

(26 is God number and 39, on a personal level, is my first name Jackie.  26 and 39 numbers can mean other things to other people, in the context of this conversation, it speaks to me.  My relationship with the God of my understanding, ultimately comes back to me.)

# 21 Aug 2016 My Pink Spirit book message, “Energy God”, sometimes you want to be a Princess, Little Bird (Annie Lennox) O Hidden Track (Coldplay)

Hello there, it’s about 1:19 pm.  Since Kyle and I plan on watching the Olympics closing ceremonies tonight, figured I would jot you a note before I take my afternoon nap and we start watching.   I am pretty wore out from cutting and weed whacking the front, back and side yard before we get more rain and the grass gets even higher!  The grass here in North Texas needs little encouragement to inspire growth!  I used our Kobalt electric mower and Black and Decker electric weed whacker and got it all done.  I found myself wishing I had a beer (Shiner) afterwards….love that carbonation after doing yard work, but we don’t buy beer or alcohol anymore so Kyle bought us a Burger King lunch and brought me home a Sprite.  I know…horrible, “what about getting off of sugar?!” It’s what I wanted and I earned it dammit lol!  I’m such a hypocrite….but I try, I really try!  It’s all a balancing act isn’t it?  Trade offs?!

So after I got cleaned up, I was standing in my bedroom closet and caught sight of the tiara I had made for my Halloween costume a couple of years ago and I decided I wanted to wear it!  Why not?!  Sometimes you want to be a Princess and in this instance, I had the tiara to go with that sentiment!

Sometimes when you are tired you wish you had a magic wand to make everything all better again….sometimes you just settle for being a Princess in your own backyard and that’s enough.

Here is the message I wrote down before bed last night in my Pink Spirit Book:

20 Aug 2016/10pm

I’ve come to believe in a God that is nothing but energy.  This energy cannot feel, touch, have empathy or compassion….that’s what we are here for!  We are the “body” of this “God.”  We give this God of my understanding “life.”  Through our eyes they see, with our hands they create, with our feet they walk, with our arms they hold…hug.  With our individual brains they dream and imagine.  Neither Corporation nor God can truly “BE” without people.

My Pink Spirit book message last night

(Don’t know why I put Corporation and God in the same sentence but I did.)

My love, hugs and very best to our Olympians form all over the world – you are AWESOME SAUCE!  On to Tokyo!!!

A couple of songs….the Little Bird video with Annie Lennox isn’t the best quality but I love the song and have always loved Annie!  This Coldplay “O” Hidden track from their Ghost Stories Album is one of my favorite songs to listen to when I’m out in my backyard and spending time with nature.  It’s especially magical when I’ll be listening to it and an actual flock of birds flies by!  The version I’ve shared has a “gap” worth waiting for….sacred sounds!  Thank you for such lovely music!

http://www.azlyrics.com/lyrics/coldplay/o.html
COLDPLAY LYRICS

Play “O”
“O”

Flock of birds
Hovering above
Just a flock of birds
It’s how you think of love

And I always
Look up to the sky
Pray before the dawn
‘Cause they fly always
Sometimes they arrive
Sometimes they are gone
They fly on

Flock of birds
Hovering above
Into smoke I’m turned
And rise following them up

Still I always
Look up to the sky
Pray before the dawn
‘Cause they fly away
One minute they arrive,
Next you know they’re gone
They fly on
Fly on

So fly on
Ride through
Maybe one day I’ll fly next to you
Fly on, ride through
Maybe one day I can fly with you

[3x]
Fly on

Thinking about two of my favorite “birds”…. Hello….

By saymber