9 May 2017 Responsibility

Hello to you today from wherever and whenever you are stopping by. Today is going to be an “inside” sort of day I think. For the past two days Kyle and I have been besieged by allergies! It’s been dry, windy, it’s spring and lots of grass cutting going on.  Wanted to mention to my pet people that I found out using a dish washing soap like Dawn is best to remove a topical flea treatment if your dog experiences and adverse reaction like ours have recently.  Regular dog or people shampoo’s won’t get it out.  Our dogs haven’t been doing well with topicals, so we are going to try the internal – not wild about that idea either!  But with how many wild and stray critters we have around here carrying ticks and fleas, we can’t really leave them untreated.   Last year one of the dogs or us actually brought a tick into the bed!

Yesterday was a very nice day for us. We went to one of our favorite local eateries, Taqueria Torres (https://www.facebook.com/Taqueria-Torres-514132938621565/) and as always it was delicious! You can taste love and happiness in every bite – it permeates the place! I think part of the reason we like the people and the place so much is there is such a peaceful and spiritual energy.  They   express their spirituality in their decoration and on one of their message boards in particular was a message that resonated with me from the Bible, James 1:26:

“If anyone considers himself religious and yet does not keep a tight rein on his tongue, he deceives himself and his religion is worthless. (the rest of the passage) Religion that God our Father accepts as pure and faultless is this: to look after ophans and widows in their distress and to keep oneself from being polluted by the world.”

This passage resonated with me and my own struggle with knowing when to speak and when to listen when it comes to matters of the spirit and religion! Sometimes it’s just better to agree to disagree!

Yesterday in the mail, as if to celebrate our special day, a package from my beautiful friend Natalie from the company Pocket Orgonite arrived. She had chosen some pieces that she felt were for me and sent them as a gift. They look a lot like the being in the drawing I did the other day! Pink and blue pyramids! The smallest piece actually helped me get through the allergy attack Kyle and I both suffered after walking to and from lunch! The bracelet is still on my wrist! It’s much like one my friend Cyndy had sent but broke. I am honored and humbled by Natalie’s beautiful work and gesture. I am planning on sending her an example of some of my crafts in reciprocity.

Had a weird dream this morning and this song comes to mind to recall it for you:

Robert Hazard – Escalator Of Life (1982)

What I remember of the dream Paul Ryan was in it and there were a bunch of people on an escalator. It was almost like watching an amusement ride but there too many people being crammed into it. It started to get dangerous and sparks were flying and people were screaming. At the end I remember seeing someone sticking a stick with what looked like, well to be honest, poop on a stick, into someone’s mouth.

What comes to mind is what happens when you try to cram all sorts of different people into one system, “one size fits all”….you get a shit-stick of a deal out of it. That’s what I feel about what’s going on with this Healthcare business. There is “no one-size fits all” answer when it comes to taking care of people – especially in the realm of Healthcare. I feel like what is going on with this repeal/reform is totally missing the mark of what actually needs to be dealt with. The “American Healthcare Escalator” itself – the insurance companies, the pharmaceutical industry and hospitals….ahhh but that is too hard….takes too much time and means admitting responsibility for our current “death spiral” of a program ! The elephant in the room on all of this – the very same party that is trying to “fix” this mess is the same party that did everything within their power to obstruct, sabotage and neuter Obamacare!


Commentary: GOP’s legal and political sabotage crippled Obamacare

Updated: —March 5, 2017 — 3:01 AM EST

by Abbe R. Gluck

Like a healthy body, a complex federal legislative scheme needs nurturing. Obamacare was starved to death by its legal guardians – the U.S. Congress – the same caretakers who now have the audacity to argue that the law has collapsed of its own weight. That’s like refusing to feed a newborn and then saying it died because it was sick. You can bet that if a Republican replacement bill ever passes, this Congress will give it a lot more care and a chance to actually succeed.

Let’s be clear. Obamacare was not perfect. But how could we expect a federal law so complex, affecting one-fifth of our economy, to be perfect from the get-go? Congress never gave it a chance, or even a tweak, to help it work. The amount of legal and political sabotage incessantly directed at the Affordable Care Act appears to be unprecedented in modern American history.

Political opponents filed a lawsuit the very day the statute was enacted, arguing that the insurance purchase requirement – which President Barack Obama modeled on Republican Gov. Mitt Romney’s Massachusetts health reform – was unconstitutional. Republicans then turned the state-based implementation of the statute into a political football, proclaiming that any governor who implemented a state exchange or expanded Medicaid was a traitor; never mind that the idea of resting the exchanges in the states in the first place came from Senate conservatives (or that nearly a dozen Republican governors eventually had the courage to say that the Medicaid expansion was in their states’ best interests and did it anyway).

When the Supreme Court, in 2012, refused to strike the statute down, the opponents didn’t stop there. The charge to their allies, which came from a high-profile 2010 meeting at the American Enterprise Institute, was to adopt a strategy designed to “exploit” “bits and pieces” of the law, calling it a “bastard [that] has to be killed as a matter of political hygiene.” That birthed the second Supreme Court case, one that attempted to take advantage of four sloppily drafted words in the 2,000-page law to argue – impossibly – that Congress never intended for the subsidies essential for all the ACA’s insurance reforms function to apply to the federal insurance exchanges. The Supreme Court quashed that suit too, in a definitive 6-3 smack-down, but not before the uncertainty caused by the suit prevented a smooth implementation.

The opponents didn’t stop there. Next, they took aim at the “three R’s” – the provisions of the statute on risk adjustment, reinsurance, and risk corridors. Simplified, those crucial provisions gave transitional financial relief to the insurance industry to stabilize the market and insurance premiums as the ACA began implementation. Congress never gave these a chance either. Instead, in 2013 it let Sen. Marco Rubio (R., Fla.) brand them an insurance “bailout” and then passed laws preventing the appropriation of some of this critical funding. Never mind that a federal court has now held that the government must pay the contractually obligated amount regardless, Rubio’s law notwithstanding. The damage was done.

What’s more, the House then brought a high-profile lawsuit arguing that another critical part of the ACA’s funding – the “cost sharing subsidies,” payments to insurers so they can charge individuals lower premiums – had not been properly appropriated. And that’s not even to mention countless other suits aimed to chip away at the statute, from challenges to its birth-control provisions, to its legislative process, to its implementation of the employer insurance mandate.

As noted, the statute wasn’t perfect. The insurance subsidy amounts were set too low in the law as drafted; a normal, responsible Congress would have stepped in to change that. Obama made his own mistakes, too. For example, many believe that the Department of Health and Human Services’ generous interpretation of the ACA’s grandfathering provisions narrowed the insurance markets in ways that contributed to premium increases.

Even with this strangulation, however, the ACA has had some enormous successes. Not only have 20 million more Americans been given access to health care, but health costs are way down and data on positive health outcomes are starting to come in. Indeed, the best testament to the ACA’s success is the fact that all of the proposed Republican plans keep its basic structure – requiring insurers to cover everyone at roughly equal prices, continuing support for Medicaid, and largely leaving many of the ACA’s less controversial provisions in place.

If there is any great weakness in the ACA, it is its overreliance on the insurance markets as the primary means of expanding health access. That makes the statute extremely vulnerable to the insurance industry and its politics. But that is a Republican preference. It’s a way to keep health care at least somewhat in the private sector, rather than federalizing the entire insurance scheme into a national version of Medicare for all. The part of the ACA that House Speaker Paul Ryan (R., Wis.) claims is “collapsing under its own weight” are these same insurance provisions; and they are collapsing because Congress double-crossed the insurance industry for political gain.

And here’s the kicker. The very first proposed regulation released by the Trump HHS aims to stabilize the very insurance markets that Congress and the ACA’s opponents spent the last seven years trying to undermine. President Trump met with top insurance CEOs last week to continue that effort. And of course, the Trump administration and the House of Representatives have decided to put the House’s cost-sharing-subsidy lawsuit on hold. Because if the House gets what it wants, it will further destabilize the insurance markets – and that no longer seems such a good idea now that a Republican is responsible for the ACA.

Trump has called Obamacare a “disaster” more times than one can count, and recently said, “Dems are to blame for the mess.” Let’s be clear about who is accountable. Considering how much the ACA has accomplished, just think what it could have done had our Republican-controlled Congress bothered to actually support it.

Abbe R. Gluck is professor of law and faculty director of the Solomon Center for Health Law and Policy, Yale Law School.

John Oliver’s latest on yet another hornet’s nest getting sticks poked into it:

Net Neutrality II: Last Week Tonight with John Oliver (HBO)


19 May 2016 Rainy day farewells to a friend

Hello,  how are you today?

We have gentle rains this morning and the backyard is a vibrant green…..so beautiful.  The dogs didn’t think so AT ALL but I got them out for business….standing in the rain with them for support LOL.  Link didn’t seem to appreciate my showing of solidarity and I’ll probably find one of his turds in the hall later.  Ungrateful and onry little git that he can be….part of why we love him so.  Personality plus!  Both of our dogs are like that.

Ronald Ray Pedde

Ronald Ray Pedde

On the 16th I mentioned feeling very mixed up, sad, relieved, grateful but I didn’t feel I could share why out of respect for the Pedde and White families.  I wanted to wait to say anything here until they were ready and wanted people to know.

What I knew of Ron came through the mail via wonderful letters from his wife and my friend Lesley (my Mom and Les have been friends for like 50 years now?!)…..letters filled with love and family (their grandson Colin especially), favorite foods, travel (they got to kiss the Blarney stone!), laughter, celebrations, triumphs, wood-working projects, sorrows and disappointments.   When Ron was initially diagnosed, we even did some long distance healing work whether he knew it or not!   I was so proud when Lesley mentioned he had opened up to the possible benefits of chakra healing.  My kind of  spiritual/holistic healing stuff was WAY out of his comfort zone so reading that was such a big deal to me!

When Dad called me Monday night to tell me Ron was gone I wasn’t surprised and found myself more angry than sad.  I almost wore a path through our back lawn all the way to the soil pacing and ranting….I won’t share details (between God and me) but let’s just say there were a lot of f-words and other expletives regarding cancer medicine and Western medicine in general until I calmed down!  As I’ve said many times, I love my human therapist dearly,  but Mother Nature is the best and the only one who can get me truly back to a “love” space when I get so upset.

After several minutes of this, I came to the realization I can’t change anything about what happened to Ron but I could change how I felt inside about it now.  So the next day I decided to make pendants out of the shells Mom had brought to me from Ron’s daughter Shannon and grandson Colin.  They were thinking of me and my orgonite and how may be I could use them in a batch.  Since I no longer make epoxy based orgonite because I don’t want to contribute to toxic substances in the environment, I made pendants for all of them with the shells!  WE are orgonite!  Ron was a craftsman of the highest order….I thought it was a fitting way to honor him.

Sea Shells can remind us of immortality.  Long after the living creature has left the shell, the beauty they have made during their lifetime is a timeless treasure. 

Here is Ron’s obituary and I think it’s plain to see he really worked hard during the course of his life to make a positive difference in this world!  He lead by example which is one of my core values.  Kyle and I send love, hugs and prayers to our friends down South as they travel forward from this shared snippet of Horrific history (a phrase I’ve come up with to describe things like what Ron and Les went through with cancer).  We have all  experienced variations of Horrific history and it is what we do now with these horrors of the past that will define our futures.

Ronald Ray Pedde August 8, 1946 – May 16, 2016

Ronald Ray Pedde, age 69, died Monday, May 16 2016 in his home in Cibolo, Texas from esophageal cancer.

Ron is survived by his mother, Mary (Walter); his wife of 48 years, Lesley (Smith); his son Ron and his wife Linda (Bishop); his daughter Shannon White, her husband Jon and their son Colin; his sister Janet Griebel; and many extended family members and friends. He was preceded in death by his Father Eric.

Ron was born in Freeman, South Dakota on August 8, 1946. After graduating from Washington High School in Sioux Falls, South Dakota, he enlisted in the United States Navy, serving honorably as a Machinist Mate aboard the USS Alcor from 1964 to 1967.

Following his service in the Navy, Ron attended South Dakota State University and graduated in 1973 with a Bachelor’s of Science in Civil Engineering.
Professionally, Ron worked in many different roles for the State of Texas in the Texas Water Commission and the Texas Natural Resource Conservation Commission, including as the Director of the Remediation Division and as the Director of Water Permits and Resource Management. Most recently, Ron worked as a Senior Project Engineer at J.D. Consulting, SAIC, and as a Principal at L&R Environmental Engineering, a consulting engineering company formed with his wife, Lesley.

A dedicated public servant, Ron served the City of Cibolo in a number of capacities, including advisory roles on numerous city committees and as a city councilman for District 1 from 2007 to 2014. While in service to the City of Cibolo, Ron’s special interests were parks and water resources.

A memorial gathering and celebration of his life will be held at Schertz Funeral Home at 2217 FM3009, Schertz, Texas on Thursday May 19th, 2016 from 5:00PM to 8:00PM. In lieu of flowers, the family requests donations in Ron’s name to the City of Cibolo Community Gardens or the MD Anderson Cancer Center at https://gifts.mdanderson.org.



9 Feb 2016 Keshe Foundation Alkaline water device, Dr. Reich’s Orgone Energy and electromagnetic fields (EMFs)

Today - this is my view of the seed/fruit/flower of life....it's not a perfect path to perfection...there is perfection in imperfection!

Today – this is my view of the seed/fruit/flower of life….it’s not a perfect path to perfection…there is perfection in imperfection!

Yesterdays drawing - kind of an eternity vision kind of thing

Yesterdays drawing – kind of an eternity vision kind of thing

Hello wherever and whenever you are….love, hugs and light to you above, below and through – you get the idea.  I love yah!

Today was another day of rest….I’ve been really worn out lately. What I’m learning from Dr. Wilhelm Reich’s work is that all life expands and contracts.  Typically the expansion is positive and the contraction is not but in my case, I view my contraction as a time of restoration.  I am expanding in my own petri-dish and not the one I share with all those I love and care about lol.  Sometimes we have to take time to restore ourselves without the deafening “noise” the world can be at times.

I decided it was time to get back in the saddle with the Keshe Foundation this morning. I made it to about 36 minutes into this workshop today and will watch more of it tomorrow.  I find I have to break it up into segments so I can better process what I’m seeing and hearing. I am very far behind on these workshops so I decided to watch the latest video and the nice thing – it’s ok!  Each teaching is “stand-alone” (to me) and you never truly are left behind no matter where you step in.  Thank you Mr. Keshe and the multitudes of amazing pioneers who are responsible for all this manifesting!  It makes me so happy to see all you are doing. I will get my Gene Roddenberry Universe yet!!

What’s exciting to me is in just the short time I watched today, I saw they are working on a device to help with PH/alkaline levels in water! I’ve been adding lemon juice to my water and also using a restructuring device Kyle’s Aunt gave to us for Christmas.  My friends in the Holistic Community have been advocates of alkaline water for quite some time and it’s nice to see Keshe Science going after this too.  The things we learn from each other and science can be intuitive….natural to do.  When we do things and benefit from what we’ve learned, it can “feel natural to do” like it’s something we used to do but “forgot how.”  We are  all in a phase of “learning what we have learned” ( Yoda speak lol).  Hope that makes sense.

from the 99th Knowledge Seekers workshop

from the 99th Knowledge Seekers workshop

99th Knowledge Seekers Workshop February 4th, 9am CET


24 min 56 sec: blueprint for device to adjust PH/alkaline levels in drinking water


https://blueprint.keshefoundation.org/ – Blueprint Constructions: People’s Creations


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I wanted to give you a couple references for information on the work of Dr. Wilhelm Reich because I am noticing the more I read of his work, the more closely it synchronizes with the work Mr. Keshe and all those involved with his work are discovering. It’s all connected.  If you are unfamiliar with his work, I highly recommend you look into it.  I think you will see how nicely it syncs up with everything.  I was making the pyramids mentioned/sold at the Crystal Healing for Women site and another Pocket Orgonite (Facebook page) but decided I didn’t like the toxic nature of epoxy resins and have done work with making organic orgonite bowls etc.  My goal is to get closer to his original work.  Dr. Reich’s Orgone accumulators were made of organic and inorganic materials.  (http://orgonics.com/whatisor.htm – info on what exactly orgone accumulators are and what they do).

21 Dec 2015 Jackies organic orgonite bowls tuna can Alvarado TX

My latest version of organic orgonite using metal can center surrounded by organic material

Dr. Wilhelm Reich Orgone Accumulator

Dr. Wilhelm Reich Orgone Accumulator

Drawing based on dream I had 18 Jan 2006

Drawing based on dream I had 18 Jan 2006 – I didn’t learn who Dr. Reich was until just a year or so ago.


The Bions: An Investigation into the Origin of Life

Wilhelm Reich, M.D.

Reprinted from the Journal of Orgonomy, Vol. 10 No. 1

The American College of Orgonomy


Orgone Energy

What is Orgone Energy?

Orgone is the universal Life force, the basic building block of all organic and inorganic matter on the material planet. ORGONE is also known as prana, life force, ki, chi, mana, universal energy…etc

Coined by Dr. Wilhelm Reich, Orgone has been called by the Great mystics and philosophers; Chi, Prana or simply the Force. Dr. Reich, an Austrian scientist, philosopher and psychoanalyst; developed a technology to tap into the Cosmic Orgone Sea to provide a continuous stream of Life-force energy.

Orgone energy is the life force energy, which surrounds all life form when active. Orgone Pyramids Naturally attracts Positive Etheric energy  then converts the negative orgone into positive  ions.

From wilhelm Reich’s research evolved orgonite; a resin/metal matrix with an addition of crystal(s).With the ability to efficiently collect, transmute and emit etheric energy. Creating a substance which functions as a self-driven, continuously-operating, highly efficient DOR→POR (negative to positive) energy transmutation factory. When orgonite is within range of a source of DOR/negative energy, it will efficiently and continuously transform it into POR/positive energy as it is being transmitted, which essentially creates positive energy transmitters out of any and all emitters of harmful negative energy.

Let orgone help calm your ever-increasing stressful environment, whether it be home, work or school. Not only are they beautiful but they’re also a powerful tool to help physically, mentally and spiritually enhance your life and noticeably reduce negative energy.

Orgone also neutralises the harmful affects of EMF radiation all around us from electrical devices. These positive ions in the air are bad for our health. The job of orgone is to neutralise these positive ions and turn them into negative ions. These negative ions are prolific in nature and have a harmonising influence on our nervous system, moods, stress and overall health.

What Is EMF And How Does It Affect You?

EMF stands for electromagnetic field. Everything God created has its own electromagnetic field. Additionally, everything man makes has an electromagnetic field (i.e., electronic technology). It is a measurable type of energy, and for the human body the EMF frequencies truly are the life of our cells.

Electromagnetic radiation is the energy projected from the EMF’s. Just as there are good fats and bad fats for our body and good sugars and bad sugars for our body, so there are good/safe EMF’s and bad/harmful EMF’s for our body.

EMF Dangers

Why are some EMF’s harmful to our bodies? God designed the human body with very specific EMF frequencies. Healthy tissue has these strong God-given frequencies. Unhealthy or diseased tissue has weak or altered (different) frequencies.

Our healthy EMF frequencies become weak or altered for various reasons, but most commonly by too much exposure to other EMF frequencies which are out of the realm of our healthy body frequencies.

This can happen over a period of years with low to moderate levels of electromagnetic radiation or it can happen immediately with a rare strong exposure. Once your healthy frequencies are altered, then comes health problems which move into various diseases such as cancer and fibromyalgia.

Associated EMF Health Problems

The following list represents diseases and health problems that are either a direct result of electromagnetic radiation poisoning or are closely associated with it. Keep in mind that all health issues will be affected to some degree by exposure to EMF radiation, whether electric, magnetic, wireless or ionizing radiation, since it weakens the immune system, stresses the body and damages healthy cells.

  •    cancer
  • alzheimer’s
  • parkinson’s
  • fibromyalgia
  • chronic fatigue
  • daily headaches
  • brain cancer
  • lyme disease
  • asthma
  • heart problems
  • chest pain
  • insomnia
  • allergies
  • electrosensitivity (ES)/electromagnetic hypersensitivitiy (EHS)
  • multiple sclerosis (see Copper depletion by EMF)
  • high blood pressure
  • brain fog
  • forgetfulness
  • digestive disorders
  • migraine headaches
  • brain tumors
  • leukemia – general
  • lymphoblastic leukemia
  • birth defects
  • miscarriages
  • stress
  • nausea
  • rheumatoid arthritis
  • lupus
  • fatigue
  • skin conditions – burning, rashes, pain
  • tinnitus and other audible noises
  • chronic pain
  • erratic pulse
  • weak immune system

By placing orgone in and around your home, you will become aware of the extraordinary change they will have on you and your surroundings. In addition, these organ devices are beautiful as well as functional.

They’re easy to use, fit into every life style, are perfect for young as well as old and don’t need an instruction booklet or special training to use.

Each orgone vibrates at an extremely high level and significantly increases the aura and protects from stress, negative energy and harmful, electromagnetic radiation. It accelerates the flow of energy in our bodies and acts as a preventative medicine.

Many people place them in or around areas where they relax to enhance the positive energies of that area. The orgone repel the negatives thus promoting a constant positive field to help them unwind after a busy day.

The orgone can be placed under your bed, in your nightstand, to help with insomnia and sleep better. Carrying an orgone in your purse or pocket is also a wonderful way to take positive energy with you outside your home or office.

The Energies Around Us

Everything is energy. Even matter is condensed energy, as Einstein discovered in his now famous E=mc^2 formula. All matter and energy have a wavelength and a frequency associated with it. One is the inverse of the other. It’s not surprising that places can have such frequencies impressed on them due to things which occurred previously, such as hospitals. These resonances can remain long after the events that caused them have passed, often hundreds of years.

This is where generator power devices come in! Over time, after placing devices in an area where there is negative energy, the negative energy will be absorbed and transmuted into positive energy.  In the end, these areas that have had “bad” or “negative” vibrations will be replaced with warmth and positive vibrations.


  • Works continuously.
  • Turns negative energy into positive energy.
  •    Purifies the atmosphere.
  • Helps plants grow better and repels pests.
  • Disarms and keeps away predatory forms of life and energy.
  • Inspires a pleasant demeanor and balanced, happier moods.
  • Frequently remedies insomnia and chronic nightmares.
  • Disrupts DOR from cell phone towers and other broadcasting towers.
  • Helps awaken your innate psychic senses.

More about orgone energy, Wilhelm Reich and his discoveries and observations about dis-ease, and energy/life force.

“I am well aware of the fact that the human race has known about the existance of a universal energy related to life for many ages. However the basic task of natural science consisted in making this energy usable.

This is the sole difference between my work and all preceding knowledge.”

– Wilhelm Reich, 1956, in a letter.

The Connection Between the Mind and Body:
Functional Identity

Orgone energy was originally observed by Wilhelm Reich, MD, a psychoanalyst in the late 1920s, as a bio-electrical charge whose flow within the body could be visibly seen as waves passing through his clinical patients as they were experiencing intense emotional breakthroughs. (1) Later, in the 1930s, to confirm his visual observations, Reich was able to objectively measure the movements of this energy by using a very sensitive millivolt meter with sensors attached to the body to record subtle bio-electric charge. He found the energy flowed from the inside body core to the outside surface (towards the world) when a person felt pleasure or expansion; and conversely, it flowed from the surface to the interior (away from the world) during states of anxiety, fear, and contraction. (2)

Reich also noted that the conditions of expansion and contraction affected a person, not only emotionally, but down to the autonomic nervous system, to the cellular, and even chemical levels. (3) States of expansion produce parasympathetic conditions associated with dilation of the blood vessels and increased circulation, pain relief, better digestion and peristalsis, lower blood pressure; and the stimulation of potassium and lecithin production; along with creating a sense of well-being, and sexual excitement. States of contraction, however, produce sympathetic effects: constricted blood vessels, less blood flow, and often pain. In addition, the contracted condition increases blood pressure and heart beat rate, adrenaline flow and cholesterol; it inhibits digestion and blood supply to the genitals and is associated with the emotions of anxiety and “stress”.

The ability of the body to expand and contract and not become “stuck” in one mode, created what Reich called the pulsation of life which distinguished the living from the non-living. This pulsation of expansion and contraction also followed a specific four-beat rhythm:
Tension – Charge – Discharge – Relaxation

Reich observed this energy pattern within the organs of the body: from the beat of the heart, to peristaltic movements of the intestine, the bladder, and especially obvious in the sexual function of orgastic discharge. He called this pulsating pattern the function of the orgasm or the Life Formula.

Orgone Energy in the Body

When Reich was studying the bions, he also observed that red blood cells, when not fixed and stained, also disintegrate into bions like the grass in water. In addition, when red blood cells are looked at in an alive state, an energy field is visible around them and Reich felt they were the carriers of orgone energy as well as oxygen throughout the body. He further observed that when people were ill, the energy field around the blood cells was smaller, and they broke down more rapidly into either bions or numerous, smaller T-bacilli that indicated a toxic condition in the body. (“T” stands for “tod”; the German word for death.) If the production of large amounts of T-bacilli continued, they, in turn, were not only a result, but became a cause of furthering the disease process.

The whole human body generates an energy field, often called an “aura”. Normally, we replace used-up orgone energy by eating foods which break down into bions through digestion; also, breathing that takes in orgone energy directly from the atmosphere into the lungs and blood; and the skin absorbs orgone energy, especially when exposed to sunlight, which Reich felt was a major source of orgone energy radiation in the atmosphere. (7) These sources refuel the energy at the biological core and the tension-charge-discharge-relaxation metabolism throughout the body. In a healthy individual, these functions are uninhibited.

The Biopathies

Reich knew from his character-analytic work with patients (8), that most people, mainly because of anxiety, suppress emotions and block their energy flow. We do this by inhibiting our breathing and tensing muscles that prevent a complete pulsation of charge and discharge in our bodies. When the shallow breathing and spastic muscles become chronic, a contractive state sets in and the amount of orgone energy in the body is diminished. Consequently, the orgone field around the red blood cells decreases, the plasma in the cells shrinks, and they more quickly breakdown into the toxic T-bacilli. The entire body is further weakened and becomes susceptible to illness. Reich termed this underlying crippling of the energy functions and the weakening of the body a biopathy. The root word “bio” means life, and “pathy” means disease or suffering. Various physical disorders are only symptoms, or expressions, of this deeper energetic disturbance that affects the body all the way down to the cellular level.

Reich identified two main biopathies which result from a blocking of energy functions. One is the cardiovascular biopathy in which the body’s biological core continues to produce energy to the fullest extent and sexual functioning remains alive. However, when the energy hits the contracting blocks, the person reacts with outbreaks of anxiety or anger. Physical symptoms include excessive heart rate, overactive thyroid, diarrhea, etc.

The other biopathy is the shrinking biopathy which occurs when the biological core reduces its energy production and sexual excitation and emotions become weaker and weaker; chronic resignation sets in, fatigue, and an energy suffocation of the cells and tissues. This depletion of cellular energy leads to an accelerated breakdown, an auto-infestation of T-bacilli, and, if prolonged, the appearance of anemia, immune system dysfunctions, degenerative illnesses, and cancer cells.

Another condition, which can occur in both the cardiovascular and shrinking biopathies, is the sudden, excessive clamping down of the energy functions in the body which can directly and severely reduce the amount of energy available from the core to the rest of the body. When this condition becomes chronic, it can become part of the shrinking biopathy; or it can occur only when a person experiences severe sexual anxiety. Reich called this condition anorgonia.

The Problem of Cancer

Reich asked the question: 
”How does a healthy cell, living harmoniously with other cells, become a cancer cell which rapidly multiplies, penetrating and destroying surrounding tissue?”

What Reich discovered from his work with bions, is that cancer cells don’t develop from healthy cells but a series of changes in the healthy cells must happen first and often long before the cancer cells form. Furthermore, he found that these local changes in healthy tissue are caused by a more general pathology of the entire body. In other words, the formation of the cancer cell is only the last phase of a systemic illness called “cancer”.

What were the steps in Reich’s research of cancer? First, he examined tissue and cells in a livingstate, not fixed (killed) and stained with chemicals, and also at very high magnification – over 2000x. He was also the first to make a study of all readily available cells in a cancer patient: blood, sputum, urine, feces, skin, and mucous membranes. He found a special, miss-shapen, club-like cell in cancer patients in areas other than the actual tumor. He also found numerous T-bacilli. This research led to the development of the PAP smear later on by another scientist. Reich himself developed three blood tests that can determine the health of an individual before a tumor develops by evaluating the presence of the special club-shaped cells and T-bacilli in the blood.

After years of research, Reich uncovered the process of cancer cell formation in the body from what was once healthy tissue:
The tissue first becomes weakened from energy stagnation and cells quickly break down into small vesicles or bions that clump together and around which a membrane forms. The new “cells” become the club-shaped cancer cells that gradually become motile and eventually become actual protozoa. Usually death occurs before the protozoa form in humans, but he was able to view and film the entire process in cancer mice. What cancer is doing is breaking down our tissues into protozoans — a living death!

But what triggers this breakdown in tissue resulting in the cancer tumor? Reich found that chronic energy stasis in the body, accompanied by inhibited respiration and local muscle spasms, often in the area of the tumor, create the preconditions for cancer. This systemic condition is an advanced form of the Shrinking Biopathy; it creates an energy and oxygen suffocation of the tissues. As the weakened cell itself begins to shrink, the cell plasma becomes less in relation to the nucleus which then triggers a survival mechanism in the cell nucleus to divide and multiply. In the highly energetic process of dividing, the nucleus is also discharging great amounts of energy by the “tension-charge-discharge-relaxation” formula found in mitosis. It’s as though the rapidly dividing cancer cells try to take up the function of energy discharge for the whole, weakened body. The cancer cell nucleus, by its rapid, energetic division seems to be trying to restore energetic pulsation to the entire body: actually trying to preserve life! However, the cancer cells are also biologically very weak and easily disintegrate into both T-bacilli and bion clumps and the formation of cancer cells increase.

Pain Relief

The autonomic nervous system is mobile — it both expands and contracts as Reich was able to observe in transparent meal worms under a microscope. Impulses are first manifested in the movements of the autonomic nervous system and then transmitted secondarily to the mechanical locomotor organs/muscles. The autonomic nervous system is nothing more than organized contractile plasma and the direction of its flow is expressed by emotional, physical and autonomic movement. For example, what we feel as pleasure is the expansion of our autonomic nervous system, and anxiety is the contracting and shrinking within the body; what we feel is the very real process of expansion and contraction of the autonomous nervous system. The “pulling” or “tearing” pain felt by cancer patients, when not caused by an open lesion, is actually the pulling away of the autonomic nervous system from the site of the tumor. To ease the pain, a reversal of the contraction is needed, ie. an expansion of the system.

FINAL NOTE: I could spend a lot of time telling you all about Wilhelm Reich, how he discovered Orgone energy, was subsequently rendered penniless and confined to a penitentiary to live out his days. And all because he wouldn’t retract any of his statements about Orgone energy.

But I will simply point out that one could liken Wilhelm Reich to Galileo. In the same way that Galileo was persecuted and prosecuted by the Christian Church for revealing that the Earth was not the center of the universe, so too was Wilhelm Reich persecuted and prosecuted for revealing the existence of Orgone energy, or the life force, and refusing to back down on his claims when ordered to do so by a court.

11 Jan 2016 Solitary Experiments – Road to Horizon – Keshe Foundation Technology and exploration

Hello all and welcome to Monday (here as I write this anyways!) – Hope this finds you in good health and spirits!

I’m not going to blah blah this morning too much.  I finished watching the Keshe Foundations 95th Knowledge Seekers Workshop and it was really helpful as once the copper ordered arrives, Kyle and I are going to give an official go at trying to complete a system.  My experiments so far and everything I’ve learned from following the Keshe teachings since October of last year have prepared me.  I was happy to see an actual diagram in the video to show how the coils are connected and it’s cool to see innovators exploring new ways to do the connections to make it both easier and less wire mess I want to say.  We also got to see the latest progress on Ali’s ship set up and a new one from a Jackie out of Switzerland.  So far we have about 5 people who are at this advanced stage and will be joining the team to build ships for the future.

This weekend I put together a “half size” coil in the new design and it was so pretty I couldn’t nanocoat and GANS it lol!  What was really amazing is Kyle actually felt the magnetic field when he held it.  He seldom feels anything with the things I’ve made so far – except my bowls.  He thinks because he’s a welder who has electricity coursing through his body each day, it was make him less sensitive to lower levels of energy fields.  So his saying he felt something with the little wand…..thrilling!

Mr. Keshe mentioned something interesting with the new 90 degree inner coil setup when used for health purposes — make two and one should have a stronger field than the other.  This got me to thinking about the energy healing work I have learned to do which involves using both hands on either side of the location I’m trying to help the person heal or alleviate pain.  After experimenting with Kyle by holding my wand in one hand and placing my hand by itself on each side of his head, he felt the hand without the wand more strongly than the hand holding the wand!  So without even nanocoating or GaNsing the coils….perceptible energy emissions!  He heard a ringing sound when the wand was close to his ears.  Another thing with this — it’s not the size of the coils but what GaNs you use to coat the coils will determine the individual strengths.   With the new 90 degree setup of the coils, you can move the inner coil to adjust the field and what type of energy signal you want to send.

As usual, lol, the video had “technical” difficulties but they are getting better!  I like that when Mr. Keshe is teaching now, he isn’t in front of the classroom anymore but he has the camera focused on a piece of paper that he draws on to explain what he’s talking about.  This teaching style works better for me!

Here are pictures from my experimenting and playing this weekend and an interesting song I’ve liked for a couple years now that is perfect for the journey those of us who are involved with this new technology are on!


Solitary Experiments- Road To Horizon



Uploaded on Jan 17, 2010
“Road To Horizon” off of Solitary Experiment’s In The Eye Of The Beholder Album. (2009)

Look back at what you leave, but keep your eyes
focused on where you’re headed.
Run fast to catch the train, you’ll try your best
but I don’t know if you get it.

We rise again from ashes to create ourselves anew,
from all the good things we have failed to do.

We’re walking on though desert sand,
clouds drifting slowly upon the land.
Tremendous heat under the glowing sun,
on the road to horizon the weakest one falling down.

Move on to a new chosen realm,
whatever still happens everything is purpose.
Bring back the golden years, the secret slumbers
deep underneath the surface.

We rise again from ashes to create ourselves anew,
from all the good things we have failed to do.

We climbed the highest mountains.
We explored the universe.
We dived into the deepest oceans.
We discovered new life forms.

We’re walking on though desert sand,
clouds drifting slowly upon the land.
Tremendous heat under the glowing sun,
on the road to horizon the weakest one falling down.
https://www.facebook.com/groups/GoldenAgeofGans/ – awesome Facebook where many of us following and experimenting with Keshe Foundation technology share our discoveries, thoughts and ideas

95th Knowledge Seekers Workshop January 7th @ 9AM CET

Keshe Foundation Spaceship Institute

P.S. used the Amazon gift card from brother-in-laws to buy books I’ve been wanting on Tesla and Reich’s work along with the copper:

My Inventions Paperback – April 15, 2013 by Nikola Tesla (Author)http://www.amazon.com/gp/product/1484127358?psc=1&redirect=true&ref_=oh_aui_detailpage_o01_s00

The Cancer Biopathy (The Discovery of Orgone, Vol. 2) Hardcover – December, 1973 by Wilhelm Reich (Author) http://www.amazon.com/gp/product/0374118361?psc=1&redirect=true&ref_=oh_aui_detailpage_o00_s00

The Function of the Orgasm: Sex-Economic Problems of Biological Energy (The Discovery of the Orgone, Vol. 1) Paperback – May 1, 1986 – Wilhelm Reich (Author), Vincent R. Carfagno (Translator)

http://www.quantumtouch.com/index.php?lang=en – energy healing modality I learned a couple of years ago and have been using with great results.  The first part of the healing process I’ve noticed most always begins with the emotions.  This is the same principle Mr. Keshe has expressed in his teachings.


31 Dec 2015 My organic orgonite bowls experiments and Dr. Wilhelm Reich’s Orgone Accumulators

Hello all and Happy New Year (Eve)! Hope this finds you all having a good day and end to your year.

Today I wanted to share some pictures of my mostly organic orgonite bowls and talk about the fun I had with the volt meter today. Yes, I am easily amused. I said having fun with a volt meter!

So I decided it would be interesting to measure my bowls for any kind of energy signature. This is what happened.  I noticed when I did measurements on the bowls when they were against a wall with electrical wiring, the readings were all over the place.  They fluctuated up and down.  I couldn’t get a fixed reading.  This happened for both AC and DC measurements but mostly the AC.

Then I moved the bowls to our wooden kitchen table and things changed a lot. I hardly got any readings at all at first outside or inside the bowls.  Then I noticed something really interesting.  When I took a deep breath, spoke or moved close to the bowls, the measurements would fluctuate. The numbers would go back to zero’s when I backed away and didn’t interact with the bowls.

I decided to film this and then another interesting thing happened….no readings at all. Just zeros!  I did the same thing I was doing without the camera but didn’t get the same results.

What I think happened is the energy field was stronger when I was directly interacting with the bowl versus when I was trying to film my interaction with the bowl. When I was trying to film things, my “attention” energy was filtered through the camera lense and wasn’t as direct if that makes sense.  My energy flow to the bowl was obstructed.  Kind of like what Mr. Keshe talks about with plasma energy flow in the coils for the MAGRAV system.  The inner and outer coils must be wound in the same direction, otherwise the flow of plasma energy is obstructed.

This seemed to me tangible evidence of what they talk about when the observer affects the outcome of an experiment. It would seem it is really true that the observer has an effect on the outcome of an experiment.  The intentional energy of the observer is a measurable force that can interact with solid matter.

I’m pretty sure, haven’t googled it, but this discovery of mine has probably been documented and much better study and analysis has been done on this phenomenon. It was just neat to be somebody like me and see this for myself.

The other interesting thing was taking the volt meter to the Virgin Mary ceramic statue that sits on my nightstand next to my bed. The readings on her for AC were like 0.124 and fluctuated in these high numbers.  I did the measurement next to a nightstand lamp and again, a wall with electrical wiring.  When I took her to the kitchen table like I did with the bowls, nothing!

This makes me wonder if there is something going on with the lamp or wiring for that wall?  I have no training as an electrician so when I’m doing this stuff I’m just looking at the different currents and looking at numbers on the volt meter.  It’s so interesting to try and figure out what’s going on!

Anyhew…one other cool thing, kind of silly, when I put the large bowl to my ear it sounded like the ocean LOL.

So I’m not quite sure what’s going on with my bowls but I do know I love them and have had so much fun making them. I’m thinking for the next batch I’m going to do what I did for the first and that is include metal scraps in the organic compost mix.  I think I will also add more of the GANS “juice” to the mixture and see what happens.  Each batch has been different!  I’ll continue to share my discoveries and observations.

The intention and source of fascination behind this whole thing with me is my admiration for Dr. Wilhelm Reich and his work relating to orgone energy – a term he came up with to define life force energy.  Here is information and links relating to his work and learning more about him if you are not familiar.

http://wilhelmreichtrust.org/ – Wilhem Reich Infant Trust
http://www.orgone.org/Pages/Reich.htm – Orgone.org

Dr. Wilhelm Reich Orgone Accumulator

Dr. Wilhelm Reich Orgone Accumulator

What Is an Accumulator?

Dr. Reich’s work in psychiatry was always a combination of theoretical work and laboratory experimentation. In Norway in 1935, he made the first attempt to measure changes in the bioelectric makeup of the human body during pleasurable sensations. Told at first that it was impossible to measure such small electrical currents, he developed a new technique for measurement. Thus, he initiated the area of research now known as biofeedback. His original work on changes in the skin’s electric potential initiated the development of today’s lie detector machines.

In late 1939 Dr. Wilhelm Reich came to the United States. One of Reich’s first experiments in his new laboratory in the United States was to try to isolate and explore energy fields unique to living systems. He discovered a device that concentrated this life energy that pervades the environment of an unpolluted biosphere. This life force he named orgone energy.

The device that Reich put together to isolate and intensify this force is called an accumulator. It is made up of alternating layers of organic and non-organic material. Reich explained that the dominant direction of energy flow is always to the inside of the device. There is a continual intensification of this life force on the inside of the accumulator. When someone sits in it, the living energy field of the person interacts with the augmented energy field of the accumulator, and can have measurable effects on the person sitting inside the accumulator.

In the 1940’s Reich used the accumulator in a number of clinical ways. He conducted extensive experiments with mice bred for spontaneous tumor growth. Daily irradiations with the accumulator eliminated these tumors or significantly increased the life span of mice over untreated control groups. Reich also worked with human cancer patients achieving some spectacular results (1). The most serious problem that Reich had was that the tumor mass would break down so quickly that the debris would clog the patient’s kidneys causing renal failure. Today it seems appropriate that the detoxification and elimination diet defined by Dr. Max Gerson could resolve this problem (2).

Reich moved on to explore the use of this concentrated energy in other areas of research. In 1954 the Food and Drug Administration issued an injunction asking Reich to not ship accumulators across state lines until he proved in court the effects he had demonstrated. Proud and independent as he was, Reich did not present himself to the judge, since he stated in a letter to the court that scientific research should not be brought into a political courtroom. The judge imposed the maximum sentence for his failure to comply and Reich died in a federal penitentiary in November of 1957. His books were burned along with all the accumulators the FDA could confiscate. It was a shameful moment in the history of the United States.

In the years following this act of censorship, it was impossible for interested people to obtain an accumulator for their own use short of making one themselves. The information on how to do this is readily available but it is hard to do without access to a woodworking shop (3,4). Although there is one manufacturer of accumulators in the United States, the cost is high once shiping is factored in. It is about the materials that go into construction that makes them expensive, as no one is making much of a profit here. Steel is very expensive right now.

We at Orgone.org believe that if one wanted to use an accumulator on a daily basis, the best thing to do is to make it oneself. Therefore, complete plans are given on this site, along with detailed instructions for assembly. Some sources of materials that we have used are also provided. Wool and cotton are used for the organic layers and steel is used for the non-organic layers, although Dr. Reich used fiberglass for the organic material in his accumulators.


(1) Reich, Wilhelm The Cancer Biopathy (The Discovery of Orgone, Vol. 2)  Farrar, Strauss & Giroux (1948)

(2) Gerson, MaxA Cancer Therapy: Results of Fifty Cases and the Cure of Advanced Cancer by Diet Therapy  Station Hill Press; 5th edition (September 1990)

(3) Greenfield, Jerome Wilhelm Reich vs. the U.S.A  W. W. Norton & Company (1974)

(4) Mann, W. Edward and Hoffman, Edward The Man Who Dreamed of Tomorrow: A Conceptual Biography of Wilhelm Reich  Tarcher (1980)

For an excellent biography of Reich:

Sharaf , Myron Fury On Earth: A Biography Of Wilhelm Reich St. Martin’s Press (1983)

For current research on the use of accumulators:

Orgone Biophysical Research Lab

Love, hugs and light through the wires to you!

17 Dec 2015 Discovery of new Nikola Tesla papers, When Women is Boss interview and latest on my organic orgonite experiments

Hello all!  It’s chilly here this morning….actually woke up to frost on the yard.  It’s so beautiful in the sunshine – anything shiny and there I am lol.  Dewdrops too.

Anyhew, exciting news yesterday.  On Facebook a friend posted an article she found from CBS news talking about a recent discovery of papers from Nikola Tesla!  The feature picture for the article, Map to Multiplication is BEAUTIFUL!  After I saw it I couldn’t take my eyes off of it.  I printed it, put in on my Kindle and have it posted in view so I can see it next to my Metatrons cube….they have similarities!


Long-Lost Nikola Tesla Drawings Reveal Map To Multiplication – excerpt


A recently discovered set of original Nikola Tesla drawings reveal a map to multiplication that contains all numbers in a simple to use system. The drawings were discovered at an antique shop in central Phoenix Arizona by local artist, Abe Zucca. They are believed to have been created during the last years of Tesla’s Free Energy lab, Wardenclyffe. The manuscript is thought to contain many solutions to unanswered questions about mathematics.

The Sketches were hidden in a small trunk with numerous other drawings and manuscripts ranging from hand-held technological devices to free-energy systems, many with notes scrawled all over them. Some of the pieces are already familiar to the public, but a few others are not. Most notably is the Map to Multiplication or the Math Spiral. Zucca made a few copies and showed the drawings around to different thinkers, dreamers, and mathematicians.

A few days later a Local High School Mathematics Instructor, Joey Grether, had been working on deciphering the system and had a few breakthroughs. Grether suggests that the Spiral not only explores Multiplication as an interwoven web, but that it, “offers a comprehensive visual understanding of how all numbers are self-organized into 12 positions of compositability.”

“This device allows us to see numbers as patterns, the formation of prime numbers, twin primes, Highly composite numbers, multiplication and division, as well as few other systems, I imagine, that are yet to be discovered.”

Isn’t this exciting???!!!!

After I saw this I got a fire in my belly to see if anything new could be found in the wireless tangle of energy cords that is the internet (thanks Nik!) and I found this interview a John B. Kennedy from Colliers did in 1926.  OMG!  So much of what he says in this interview resonated with me.  What he says about us women folk in particular is quite inspiring and way ahead of his time.  I cried after I read this because so many of his visions for us “Queens” and the direction our world could go are still not realized even after all this time.  I won’t lose hope though, he didn’t! (I apologize for the big gap after the title of this article, some kind of format thingy I can’t delete!)

http://www.tfcbooks.com/tesla/1926-01-30.htm – WHEN WOMAN IS BOSS, An interview with Nikola Tesla by John B.  Kennedy , Colliers, January 30, 1926

When Woman is Boss

An Interview with Nikola Tesla by John. B. Kennedy – Colliers, January 30, 1926



The life of the bee will be the life of our race, says Nikola Tesla, world-famed scientist. A NEW sex order is coming–with the female as superior.  You will communicate instantly by simple vest-pocket equipment.  Aircraft will travel the skies, unmanned, driven and guided by radio.  Enormous power will be transmitted great distances without wires.  Earthquakes will become more and more frequent.  Temperate zones will turn frigid or torrid.  And some of these awe-inspiring developments, says Tesla, are not so very far off.

AT SIXTY-EIGHT years of age Nikola Tesla sits quietly in his study, reviewing the world that he has helped to change, foreseeing other changes that must come in the onward stride of the human race.  He is a tall, thin, ascetic man who wears somber clothes and looks out at life with steady, deep-set eyes.  In the midst of luxury he lives meagerly, selecting his diet with a precision almost extreme.  He abstains from all beverages save water and milk and has never indulged in tobacco since early manhood. He is an engineer, an inventor and, above these as well as basic to them, a philosopher.  And, despite his obsession with the practical application of what a gifted mind may learn in books, he has never removed his gaze from the drama of life.

This world, amazed many times during the last throbbing century, will rub its eyes and stand breathless before greater wonders than even the past few generations have seen; and fifty years from now the world will differ more from the present-day than our world now differs from the world of fifty years ago. Nikola Tesla came to America in early manhood, and his inventive genius found quick recognition.  When fortune was his through his revolutionary power-transmission machines he established plants, first in New York, then Colorado, later on Long Island, where his innumerable experiments resulted in all manner of important and minor advances in electrical science.  Lord Kelvin said of him (before he was forty) that he had contributed more than any other man to the study of electricity. “From the inception of the wireless system,” he says, “I saw that this new art of applied electricity would be of greater benefit to the human race than any other scientific discovery, for it virtually eliminates distance.

The majority of the ills from which humanity suffers are due to the immense extent of the terrestrial globe and the inability of individuals and nations to come into close contact. “Wireless will achieve the closer contact through transmission of intelligence, transport of our bodies and materials and conveyance of energy.  “When wireless is perfectly applied the whole earth will be converted into a huge brain, which in fact it is, all things being particles of a real and rhythmic whole.  We shall be able to communicate with one another instantly, irrespective of distance.  Not only this, but through television and telephony we shall see and hear one another as perfectly as though we were face to face, despite intervening distances of thousands of miles; and the instruments through which we shall be able to do his will be amazingly simple compared with our present telephone.  A man will be able to carry one in his vest pocket. “We shall be able to witness and hear events–the inauguration of a President, the playing of a world series game, the havoc of an earthquake or the terror of a battle–just as though we were present. “When the wireless transmission of power is made commercial, transport and transmission will be revolutionized.  Already motion pictures have been transmitted by wireless over a short distance.  Later the distance will be illimitable, and by later I mean only a few years hence.  Pictures are transmitted over wires–they were telegraphed successfully through the point system thirty years ago.  When wireless transmission of power becomes general, these methods will be as crude as is the steam locomotive compared with the electric train.

Woman–Free and Regal

ALL railroads will be electrified, and if there are enough museums to hold them the steam locomotives will be grotesque antiques for our immediate posterity. “Perhaps the most valuable application of wireless energy will be the propulsion of flying machines, which will carry no fuel and will be free from any limitations of the present airplanes and dirigibles.  We shall ride from New York to Europe in a few hours.  International boundaries will be largely obliterated and a great step will be made toward the unification and harmonious existence of the various races inhabiting the globe.

Wireless will not only make possible the supply of energy to region, however inaccessible, but it will be effective politically by harmonizing international interests; it will create understanding instead of differences. “Modern systems of power transmission will become antiquated.  Compact relay stations one half or one quarter the size of our modern power plants will be the basis of operation–in the air and under the sea, for water will effect small loss in conveying energy by wireless.”

Mr. Tesla foresees great changes in our daily life.  “Present wireless receiving apparatus,” says he, “will be scrapped for much simpler machines; static and all forms of interference will be eliminated, so that innumerable transmitters and receivers may be operated without interference.  It is more than probable that the household’s daily newspaper will be printed ‘wirelessly’ in the home during the night.  Domestic management–the problems of heat, light and household mechanics–will be freed from all labor through beneficent wireless power.

“I foresee the development of the flying machine exceeding that of the automobile, and I expect Mr.  Ford to make large contributions toward this progress.  The problem of parking automobiles and furnishing separate roads for commercial and pleasure traffic will be solved.  Belted parking towers will arise in our large cities, and the roads will be multiplied through sheer necessity, or finally rendered unnecessary when civilization exchanges wheels for wings.

The world’s internal reservoirs of heat, indicated by frequent volcanic eruptions, will be tapped for industrial purposes.  In an article I wrote twenty years ago I defined a process for continuously converting to human use part of the heat received from the sun by the atmosphere.  Experts have jumped to the conclusion that I am attempting to realize a perpetual-motion scheme.  But my process has been carefully worked out.  It is rational.”

Mr.  Tesla regards the emergence of woman as one of the most profound portents for the future.  “It is clear to any trained observer,” he says, “and even to the sociologically untrained, that a new attitude toward sex discrimination has come over the world through the centuries, receiving an abrupt stimulus just before and after the World War. “This struggle of the human female toward sex equality will end in a new sex order, with the female as superior.  The modern woman, who anticipates in merely superficial phenomena the advancement of her sex, is but a surface symptom of something deeper and more potent fermenting in the bosom of the race.  “It is not in the shallow physical imitation of men that women will assert first their equality and later their superiority, but in the awakening of the intellect of women. “Through countless generations, from the very beginning, the social subservience of women resulted naturally in the partial atrophy or at least the hereditary suspension of mental qualities which we now know the female sex to be endowed with no less than men.

The Queen is the Center of Life

“BUT the female mind has demonstrated a capacity for all the mental acquirements and achievements of men, and as generations ensue that capacity will be expanded; the average woman will be as well educated as the average man, and then better educated, for the dormant faculties of her brain will be stimulated to an activity that will be all the more intense and powerful because of centuries of repose.  Woman will ignore precedent and startle civilization with their progress. “The acquisition of new fields of endeavor by women, their gradual usurpation of leadership, will dull and finally dissipate feminine sensibilities, will choke the maternal instinct, so that marriage and motherhood may become abhorrent and human civilization draw closer and closer to the perfect civilization of the bee.” The significance of this lies in the principle dominating the economy of the bee–the most highly organized and intelligently coordinated system of any form of nonrational animal life–the all-governing supremacy of the instinct for immortality which makes divinity out of motherhood. The center of all bee life is the queen.  She dominates the hive, not through hereditary right, for any egg may be hatched into a reigning queen, but because she is the womb of this insect race.

We Can Only Sit and Wonder

THERE are the vast, desexualized armies of workers whose sole aim and happiness in life is hard work.  It is the perfection of communism, of socialized, cooperative life wherein all things, including the young, are the property and concern of all. Then there are the virgin bees, the princess bees, the females which are selected from the eggs of the queen when they are hatched and preserved in case an unfruitful queen should bring disappointment to the hive.  And there are the male bees, few in number, unclean of habit, tolerated only because they are necessary to mate with the queen. When the time is ripe for the queen to take her nuptial flight the male bees are drilled and regimented.  The queen passes the drones which guard the gate of the hive, and the male bees follow her in rustling array.  Strongest of all the inhabitants of the hive, more powerful than any of her subjects, the queen launches into the air, spiraling upward and upward, the male bees following.  Some of the pursuers weaken and fail, drop out of the nuptial chase, but the queen wings higher and higher until a point is reached in the far ether where but one of the male bees remains.  By the inflexible law of natural selection he is the strongest, and he mates with the queen.  At the moment of marriage his body splits asunder and he perishes. The queen returns to the hive, impregnated, carrying with her tens of thousands of eggs–a future city of bees, and then begins the cycle of reproduction, the concentration of the teeming life of the hive in unceasing work for the birth of a new generation.

Imagination falters at the prospect of human analogy to this mysterious and superbly dedicated civilization of the bee; but when we consider how the human instinct for race perpetuation dominates life in its normal and exaggerated and perverse manifestations, there is ironic justice in the possibility that this instinct, with the continuing intellectual advance of women, may be finally expressed after the manner of the bee, though it will take centuries to break down the habits and customs of peoples that bar the way to such a simiply and scientifically ordered civilization. We have seen a beginning of this in the United States.  In Wisconsin the sterilization of confirmed criminals and pre-marriage examination of males is required by law, while the doctrine of eugenics is now boldly preached where a few decades ago its advocacy was a statutory offense.

Old men have dreamed dreams and young men have seen visions from the beginning of time.  We of today can only sit and wonder when a scientist has his say.

I hope you enjoy reading this as much as I did.   Yesterday I went into the next phase of my organic orgonite bowl experiments.  They look good so far!


16 Dec 2015 Dreams, Star Wars film release, holiday blues, Music Maker Lap harp and pictures of my latest organic orgonite batch

Hello world – hope this finds you whenever and wherever in a good place!

I wanted to share a couple of dreams I had last night and this morning.  One of my favorite places is in the land of dreams.  Sometimes my mind and wherever dreams come from (whatever or wherever they tap in to) makes memorable ones.

The dream I had just before getting up was in Italy.  I was in Italy (visited there for “real” back in the 1990’s) I walked to where I thought the Vatican was but just came to and saw a maze of small brown roof topped buildings that seemed like a maze.  When I was there for real, my ex, his parents and I had stayed in a brand new motel, so new it was still having final touches put on it, within walking distance of the Vatican.  So I think that’s where I thought I was in my dream.  Anyways, I couldn’t see the Vatican at first but then when I looked to my right I caught a glimpse of  a white building bathed in bright sunlight.  I yelled to it, “Hello Papa Pope!” and blew a kiss.  Then I turned and flew away….I had to catch my plane!  The alarm went off to get up just after lol.

The dream I had after I went back to bed this morning (I’ve been doing that more) was of communicating with neighbor Suzanne Michelle Sullivan, who died last October via my laptop computer!  This is funny because back in August I had thought about how the Internet might be a way to communicate with people we’ve “lost” here in whatever dimension they go to afterwards…or….whatever dimension they are in where the people we are right now have never met that version of the person.  Hope that makes sense.  The multi-verse thing?  So anyways, we were chatting about meditation, stones that were good for it etc. and then I saw her on Skype-like video and she was laughing and goofing around with someone who was on a sliding computer chair.  She had on a black sweater like she did when I had a dream of being with her before she died and had lost consciousness to communicate with us, and had been able to tell her I loved her.  She mentioned being able to communicate with her grandbabies and was very happy.  She looked just like I remembered her when she was with us.  I can remember thinking I wished I could save the video as I never had any video or pictures of us together when she was here.

Neat dreams huh?  I like dreams when they are positive like these.

I’ve been tired a lot lately and sleeping more.  I’m not taking Adderall everyday (doctor approved) unless I really feel like I need it.  I think this might be the explanation for being more tired.

I haven’t felt as strongly about doing things (gumption)—even really caring (a.k.a case of the f-its).  I have felt, and Kyle has too, apathetic, angry, “jaded” about the world and find myself wanting to completely retreat from it…stop communicating with anyone…letters, email, Facebook…here.  Just shut down.  I do not feel like it’s almost Christmas in a good way.  I feel jaded, betrayed and resentful about what everything like it has become and feel so powerless at times to change it.

My most recent peeve is with Disney.  The reason was the release of Star Wars with a review embargo.  Kyle is a life-long Star Wars fan but like me, we’ve been watching the franchise get really “whored” out, something Disney has always been very good at is marketing their products to the extreme (so many cheezy products everywhere in advance to promote it…hoopla).  Whenever there is this type of thing the “I think thee doth protest too much” phrase pops in our heads….are they over franchising in advance to cover the bills if it flops?!

Kyle and I typically don’t see a film until we’ve seen reviews especially after getting burned so many times in the past couple years when we’ve decided to go see a film without regard to the reviews — Avengers Age of Ultron and Jurassic World for examples….they sucked!  SO!  We’ve decided not to go see it until we see reviews from “normal people”.  As of right now, Rotten Tomatoes has given it a whopping 97% approval rating.  It could be a legitimate rating but we’ll see.

http://www.theguardian.com/film/2015/dec/15/star-wars-the-force-awakens-first-reactions-suggest-overwhelming-experience – “First reactions to JJ Abrams’ new movie ahead of Wednesday’s reviews embargo indicate audience at Los Angeles première was feeling the force”

http://www.rottentomatoes.com/m/star_wars_episode_vii_the_force_awakens/?search=Star Wars

It sucks and is Debbie Downer making to be “awake” sometimes.  I tossed my rose-colored glasses about the world in the trash a long time ago and I wish I hadn’t sometimes.  Is ignorance bliss?  Lol…if it is, why are so many people having mental health problems and unhappy?!  Hmmmmm.

I think my spending so much time “plugged in” lately to social media and the news hasn’t been good for me.  I should have learned my lesson by now but it seems the only way to stay in touch with most people these days is by using Facebook or the like.  Thankfully I have my two pen pals, Mom and Lesley but I’ve done a really shitty job lately of reciprocating their gifts!!  Sorry Mom and Les!!!

AAACK!  SO!  LOVE, GRATITUDE (Kyle and my furry kids especially), outside time (DANCE)and a lot of internal swash-buckling back bad renters is what’s tethering me these days AND yesterday my present from Kyle arrived…my Music Maker lap harp….MUSIC….the other savior.   I had one before but had given it to Kyle’s youngest brother Cole (don’t know if he even still has it) and missed it ever since I did that.  Kind of like the guitar thing I mentioned in a few blogs ago.  So yesterday I was able to spend some time with it and I am so pleased with it.  The music from it is more soothing for me that my drum is.

Will close for now…thank goodness right?!  Debbie downer.  In the pics below I have included the crude GANS health pen I made and the process of making my latest batch of organic orgonite.  I had an “aha” on how to almost get it exactly like Dr. Reichs and will show you later.  Right now I have the mixture drying to a consistency like clay for pots.  It’s too wet yet to shape into bowls.

Love and hugs through the wires to you…LOVE, GRATITUDE, DANCE and MUSIC…..if you are in my frame of mind this holiday season…find these “gifts”….it might help.