16 Nov 2018 Mother Earth

16 Nov 2018 Jackie painting outside with fabric paint Alvarado TX DSC_0257 – used up the last of the fabric paint I had. An abstract interpretation of the mother we all share….earth.

What follows here may or may not make any sense to you.  It’s just come to me to put this together and put it out into the blogosphere and hope it helps somehow.  What has been coming to me with these numbers and words is we are tasking nature to a breaking point and cannot delay or procrastinate change much longer.  The earth doesn’t understand delays and or excuses we might make to put off what is hard but must be done.

witch mother in Simple Gematria equals: 142 *52  – phrase that came up in my meditations recently and I was surprised it had the same value as earth only because I had never put the two together. 

7 divided by 2 = 3.5 = 8/4/2/1

earth in Simple Gematria equals: 52*

7 divided by 2 = 3.5 = 8/4/2/1

mother earth in Simple Gematria equals: 131

5 divided by 2 = 2.5 = 7 divided by 2 = 3.5 = 8/4/2/1

human in Simple Gematria equals: 57

12/6/3 divided by 2 = 1.5 = 6 divided by 2 = 3 cycle

soul in Simple Gematria equals: 67

13/4/2/1 or 13 divided by 2 = 6.5 = 11 divided by 2 = 5.5 = 10 divided by 2 = 5 divided by 2 = 2.5 = 7 divided by 2 = 3.5 = 8/4/2/1

spirit of the earth in Simple Gematria equals: 197

17/8/4/2/1 or 17 divided by 2 = 8.5 = 13 divided by 2 = 6.5 = 11 divided by 2 = 5.5 = 10 divided by 2 = 5 divided by 2 = 2.5 = 7 divided by 2 = 3.5 = 8/4/2/1

= 646

16/7 divided by 2 = 3.5 = 8/4/2/1 or 16/8/4/2/1

*This phrase that came to me thinking about our relationship with the earth.  We have become estranged from whom all of what we are and shall ever be – the earth. 

who suffers the works of man in Simple Gematria equals: 308

who suffers the works of women in Simple Gematria equals: 350

those who cannot speak in Simple Gematria equals: 232

the language of the trees in Simple Gematria equals: 222

all men women and their children in Simple Gematria equals: 279

= 1391/491/14/5 divided by 2 = 2.5 = 7 divided by 2 = 3.5 = 8/4/2/1

http://www.thefinertimes.com/Middle-Ages/witches-and-witchcraft-in-the-middle-ages.html – interesting article about the history of what happened to people who were declared to be witches (wise women).

wise women in Simple Gematria equals: 126 (god in Simple Gematria equals: 26)

midwife in Simple Gematria equals: 69 (people in Simple Gematria equals: 69)

=195/69/15/6/3 cycle or 15 divided by 2 = 7.5 = 12/6/3 cycle

wise wom·an
[wīz ˈwo͝omən]

wise women (plural noun)
  1. a woman considered to be knowledgeable in matters such as herbal healing, magic charms, or other traditional lore.
    prophet · prophetess · seer · sibyl · augur · wise man · wise woman · sage · oracle · prognosticator · prophesier · forecaster of the future · diviner · fortune teller · ·

    crystal gazer · clairvoyant · psychic · spiritualist · medium · palmist · palm reader · spaeman · spaewife · haruspex · vaticinator · oracler
    mother in Simple Gematria equals: 79
    father in Simple Gematria equals: 58
    brother in Simple Gematria equals: 86
    sister in Simple Gematria equals: 90
    stepmother in Simple Gematria equals: 139
    stepfather in Simple Gematria equals: 118
    children in Simple Gematria equals: 73
    grandfather in Simple Gematria equals: 102
    grandmother in Simple Gematria equals: 123
    aunt in Simple Gematria equals: 56
    uncle in Simple Gematria equals: 55
    relative in Simple Gematria equals: 92
    family in Simple Gematria equals: 66
    = 1137/12/6/3 cycle
    friend in Simple Gematria equals: 56
    neighbor in Simple Gematria equals: 78
    = 134/44/8/4/2/1
    city in Simple Gematria equals: 57
    state in Simple Gematria equals: 65
    country in Simple Gematria equals: 116
    home in Simple Gematria equals: 41
    house in Simple Gematria equals: 68
    world in Simple Gematria equals: 72
    planet in Simple Gematria equals: 68
    room in Simple Gematria equals: 61
    = 548/98/17/8/4/2/1 or 17 divided by 2 = 8.5 = 13 divided by 2 = 6.5 = 11 divided by 2 = 5.5 = 10 divided by 2 = 5 divided by 2 = 2.5 = 7 divided by 2 = 3.5 = 8/4/2/1
    646 + 1391 + 195 + 1137 + 134 + 548 = 4051/91/10/5 divided by 2 = 2.5 = 7 divided by 2 = 3.5 = 8/4/2/1
    battle of the sexes in Simple Gematria equals: 186
    patriarch in Simple Gematria equals: 94
    matriarch in Simple Gematria equals: 91
    = 371/11/2/1 or 11 divided by 2 = 5.5 = 10 divided by 2 = 5 divided by 2 = 2.5 = 7 divided by 2 = 3.5 = 8/4/2/1

    4051 + 371 = 4422/84/12/6/3 cycle

we are using up all the space to run away from arguments in Simple Gematria equals: 569

move away in Simple Gematria equals: 105

urban sprawl in Simple Gematria equals: 145

= 819/99/18/9 cycle (9 divided by 2 = 4.5 = 9)

(thirteen in Simple Gematria equals: 99)

    4422 + 819 = 5241/75/12/6/3 cycle

cooperation in Simple Gematria equals: 131 (mother earth in Simple Gematria equals: 131)

  5241 + 131 = 5372/89/17/8/4/2/1  or 17 divided by 2 = 8.5 = 13 divided by 2 = 6.5 = 11 divided by 2 = 5.5 = 10 divided by 2 = 5 divided by 2 = 2.5 = 7 divided by 2 = 3.5 = 8/4/2/1


20 May 2017 19 and 20th Streams in the Desert Messages and My Pink spirit book messages

Good morning to you.  It’s Saturday at 8:54 am as I write to you.  We got some much needed rain over the night and I’m very grateful for that.  The boxes holding supplies for our siding job got soaked but they assured us that should be a problem.  They asked if they could start the project today and we were fine with that – the sooner they start, the sooner they finish!  We are excited!  Last night, after they called, Kyle and I put tarp around the rose bushes next to the house and pulled them from the house….hopefully that will work as I don’t want to lose the rose bushes!  I’m quite fond of them!  We shall see.

Last night, in addition to enjoying letters from the synchronized letters we got in the mail from my Mom and our mutual friend Les, I started reading the Gateway to the Heavens Book by Karen L. French.  Next up is Sacred Geometry – my favorite!  I love the symbolism that comes in forms.  It has been the exploring of this subject that has been partially responsible for the path my spiritual journey has taken me these past couple of years:


20 May 2017 Gateway to the Heavens page 22 – Sacred Geometry Karen L. French book Alvarado TX

Yesterday, when I bought this book at Half Price Books, I walked from the movie theatre parking lot to get there and back.  About half-way to Half Price, a thought came to me that I felt I had to write down in my Pink spirit book.  I was thinking about how it for me to interact with the world sometimes and what I see of how others interact with it.  It’s a lot like the Matrix when Morpheus takes Neo into the Matrix and that is the context of the message I wrote down:

Source Internet – Lady in the Red Dress distracting Neo in the Matrix: http://tvtropes.org/pmwiki/pmwiki.php/Film/TheMatrix “Have you ever had a dream Neo, that you were so sure was real? What if you were unable to wake from that dream? How would you know the difference between the dream world and the real world?” — Morpheus



My Pink Spirit book

4 May 2017

“Aaaah” is the sound the mouth makes to speak, to sing, to our heart.  when you make that sound it is a direct line to the heart like “Aada” or Father.

19 May 2017/1:13 pm

They are not conscious of the unseen like action figures moved and motivated by an unseen force. Book $30 The Ethereal Aether Loyd S. Swenson, JR.

20 May 2017/8:18 am

The Flash, 2nd Episode like Matrix Smiths — one controlling the rest.  (television series CW/DVD we own) Grant Gustin version.

Streams in the Desert Cowman Publications, Inc  (Mrs. Chas E. Cowman)

May 19

“And it came to pass, before he done speaking and he said, Blessed by Jehovah….who hath not forsaken his lovingkindness and his truth.” (Gen. 24:15, 27.)

Every right prayer is answered before the prayer itself is finished-before we have “done speaking.” This is because God has pledged His Word to us that whatsoever we ask in Christ’s name (that is, in oneness with Christ and His will) and in faith, shall be done.

As God’s Word cannot fail, whenever we meet those simple conditions in prayer, the answer to our prayer has been granted and completed in Heaven as we pray, even though its showing forth on earth may not occur until long afterward.

So it is well to close every prayer with praise to God for the answer that He has already granted; He who never forsakes His loving-kindness and His truth. (See Daniel 9:20-27 and 10:12.) – Messages from the Morning Watch.

When we believe for a blessing, we must take the attitude of faith; and begin to act and pray as if we had the blessing.

We must treat God as if He had given us our request. We must lean our weight over upon Him for the thing that we have claimed, and just take it for granted that He gives it, and is going to continue to give it. This is the attitude of trust.

When the wife is married, she at once falls into a new attitude, and acts in accordance with the fact; and so when we take Christ as our Savior, as our Sanctifier, as our Healer, or recognizing Him in the capacity that we have claimed, and expect Him to be to us all that we have trusted Him for. – Selected.

“The thing I ask when God doth bid me pray,

Begins in that same act to come my way.”


May 20

“Shall I refuse to drink the cup of sorrow which the Father has given me to drink?” (John 18:11.) (Weymouth)

God takes a thousand times more pains with us than the artist with his picture, by many touches of sorrow, and by many colors of circumstances, to bring us into the form which is the highest and noblest in His sight, if only we receive His gifts of myrrh in the right spirit.

But when the cup is put away, and these feelings are stifled or unheeded, a greater injury is done to the soul that can ever be amended. For no heart can conceive in what surpassing love God giveth us this myrrh, yet this which we ought to receive to our souls; good we suffer to pass by us in our sleepy indifference, and nothing comes of it.

Then we come and complain; “Alas, Lord! I am so dry, and it is so dark within me!” I tell thee, dear child, open thy heart to the pain, and it will do thee more good than if thou wert full of feeling and devoutness. – Tauler

“The cry of man’s anguish went up to God,

‘Lord take away pain:

The shadow that darkens the world Thou hast made,

The close-coiling chain

That strangles the heart, the burden that weighs

On the wings that would soar,

Lord take away pain from the world Thou hast made,

That if love Thee the more.’

“Then answered the Lord to the cry of His world:

‘Shall I take away pain,

And with it the power of the soul to endure,

Made strong by the strain?

Shall I take away pity, that knits heart to heart

And sacrifice high?

Will ye lose all your heroes that lift from the fire

White brows to the sky?

Shall I take away love that redeems with a price

And smiles at its loss?

Can ye spare from your lives that would climb unto Me

The Christ on His cross?”



The things that matter most in our lives are not fantastic or grand. They are moments when we touch one another.
Jack Kornfield

Why Stories Matter

Why Stories MatterMay 20, 2017— “Storytelling, recognised in every society as a way of making sense of cultural roots or social reality, is an elaborate form of metaphor, and memoir is its masterpiece: life stories enable us to share insights and enhance mutual understanding in a social, political, psychological and spiritual sense. Memoir is revolutionary precisely because, when shared, it’s a way towards the truth.” In this essay, Paul Tritschler skillfully demonstrates how sharing our human stories can connect us, change us, even save us. As common travelers on this earth, we are more similar than different, kept apart by our own mental barriers. Here, Tritschler shares two experiences from his journey where he learned about empathy, altruism, joy, and sacrifice from strangers who broke down barriers with little more than their human spirit. (699 reads)

4 Nov 2015 Keshe Foundation MAGGRAV Livestream broadcast and the power of thought energy

Hello all!

I am sorry to say I was “late” to this morning’s broadcast.  No biggee.  Many of you I’m sure are not able to see the Live broadcast anyway so we are in the same boat.  Since I am retired I have the time…most of you working so hard do not.  This is a priority I think and once we have it manifested completely…more time will be created for what truly matters in our lives!

I have to go back and watch what I missed while I wait for the afternoon session to start in about an hour (lunch break).

http://livestream.com/accounts/15210385/blueprint – 4 November 2015 morning session 3 hr 10 minutes long

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At the point I tuned in we had a lot of discussion about how our thought energy figures into this system.  Remember everything is energy to include our thoughts.  When we think about anything it creates an energy signal.  If we think negative thoughts…negative energy and vice versa.  I’ve talked about this many times in earlier posts.  Thought=action=manifestation.

We talked in Livestream chat about all the other methods and tools we already have devised in matters of healing.  One I have mentioned several times here in my posts is an energy healing method I learned about called Quantum Touch: http://www.quantumtouch.com/index.php?lang=en.

The premise of this method is you as a practitioner connect with love, God, plasma….whatever you label it…..energy to help others to heal.  You focus on your energy vibration and raise your resonance level above the person you are helping.  The idea is when you do this, the sick person, who is really the healer in this method, energy level will then rise to your level and healing can manifest.  What I’ve experienced with my work is what happens first is an emotional cleansing and healing and after this comes the dramatic healing.  Our bodies manifest what we carry emotionally inside.  I believe obesity is the result of our bodies literally expanding in mass to contain this emotional energy.  When someone is very emotionally repressed aka “sick” the body reacts to this horribly in many cases – cancer, diabetes, obesity, heart disease.  I am wondering if these emotional toxins can get passed on to our children in pregnancy?  The toxins we pass on not just being from our food, water and environment but emotion as well.  May be this is why playing music and singing to our unborn is helpful?

Prayers are this work that can cross oceans….just don’t make an attachment to outcomes with them…the Source knows what is best and that is all you can ask for to help someone who is sick.

We had medical professionals mention how many physicians who want to use or do use alternative/holistic methodologies are shunned or discredited.  Thankfully there is a movement growing in the medical fields called Integrated Medicine.  Integrated medicine is the practice of taking the entire patients well-being – mind, body and soul into account when considering treatment options.  I believe it to be the fusion of Eastern, Western and Holistic medicines.  This is something I have hoped would happen for a long time.  With everything I’ve learned I see this as the only way to cure, not just treat, all of the conditions currently maiming and killing so many of us.

This change must transcend to Veterinary medicine which I have seen being heavily infiltrated by the pharmaceutical industry.  Our local veterinary clinic is regularly visited by the “suites” – the reps from the different companies.  Many in the field of Veterinary medicine seem to be falling into the same pharmaceutical traps that have long existed for the treatment of humans.  It is a new and profitable market because more and more people are at an age where they no longer have two legged children at home and have taken on adopting more dogs and cats to fill the maternal void.  In my personal experience with senior dogs, the prescribed drugs only aggravated and expedited the conditions our dogs suffered.

“The greatness of a nation can be judged by the way its animals are treated.” Mahatma Gandhi

So what it all comes to is we are co-creators with this Source of all things and “minding our thoughts” as we build and develop these systems must be originated in loving, positive thought energy.

I will take notes on what I hear today and combine them for tomorrow’s post.  Love to all you pioneers seeking like me, to change the world.  To heal our shared existence.