9 Dec 2018 Everything U (You) Think is True

9 Dec 2018 Prince Rogers Nelson Paisley Park Everything U think is true wall – when I saw this it felt important to me.  Source is internet.

everything u think is true in Simple Gematria equals: 308 – on one of the walls in Prince’s Paisley Park home, saw it on video tonight

11/2/1 or 11 divided by 2 = 5.5 = 10/1 or 10 divided by 2 = 5 divided by 2 = 2.5 = 7 divided by 2 = 3.5 = 8/4/2/1

everything you think is true in Simple Gematria equals: 348 – I substituted u for you with an interesting result

15/6/3 cycle or 15 divided by 2 = 7.5 = 12 divided by 2 = 6 divided by 2 = 3 divided by 2 = 1.5 = 6 divided by 2 = 3 cycle

This train of thought was thinking about super famous people like Prince, like Elvis Presley, Michael Jackson, David Bowie and so many others in  entertainment, government, leaders of companies, local government officials, police, fire department, first responders, healthcare workers and how being exposed to the hordes of us probably affected them.  I was also thinking about myself and so many I know that are categorized as heavy, obese or even fat and how difficult it can be to lose weight and keep it off.  It’s all connected in my mind.

Even if we act like we don’t care about other people, we are still exposed to their pain and all the spiritual, emotional and physical baggage they carry with them as they walk through the world.  We are mostly made of water and in some ways like sponges I want to say.  We are extremely absorbent of the world we interact with.  These days the toxicity levels of folks in this world is pretty high.  Preparing for the holidays or experiencing them can be chaotic for many folks.  I don’t like this time of year very much.  It’s gotten worse over the years because it’s become so materialistic versus being about the intangible aspects.  Those intangibles vary from person to person.   For me, it’s being with family, friends and giving thanks for nice shared meal together.  As I’ve gotten older the gift aspect just isn’t as important to me as it once was.  Guess I’ve become a bit of a ol’ fuddy duddy they say!

What do we do to not feel pain within ourselves or others?  We distract ourselves.  Some of us eat, we drink, we go shopping, we play video games, we binge watch our favorite shows on streaming services, we “do things” to compensate.   Some people don’t get overweight in this process.  They  just get really sick emotionally, spiritually and or physically.  From what I’ve experienced and observed in others it’s either an out or in kind of thing.   The number values here, and there are many more variables that can be added, seem to support what I’ expressing here.   It’s important to find healthy ways to externalize and process the pain and other “stuff” we are absorbing from the world we are exposed to each day.

I hope something here resonates and is helpful to you!

 

being fat in Simple Gematria equals: 64

obesity in Simple Gematria equals: 95

some people literally expand to contain all the pain they absorb from the world they live in in Simple Gematria equals: 909

nice people who are obese in Simple Gematria equals: 216

= 1284/15/6/3 cycle

*The ways they choose to compensate often make things worse*  (Speaking from experience here)

overeating in Simple Gematria equals: 116

overspending in Simple Gematria equals: 148

overdrinking in Simple Gematria equals: 146  (drinking in Simple Gematria equals: 86)

reckless behavior in Simple Gematria equals: 172

abusive behavior in Simple Gematria equals: 159

depression in Simple Gematria equals: 124

loneliness in Simple Gematria equals: 124

work too much in Simple Gematria equals: 162

addiction in Simple Gematria equals: 79

overcompensation in Simple Gematria equals: 204

= 1434

1434 + 1284 = 2718/99 (thirteen in Simple Gematria equals: 99)

human being in Simple Gematria equals: 94

 

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2 Dec 2018 Seven billion reasons

Lots of dreams last night.  I had some trouble last night after I found out George H W Bush had died on the 30th.  Early the morning of the 1st it rained very hard here at the house…..like someone crying.  No matter what I think, no matter what I have felt about him in the past, I am sad for those he’s left behind.  I thought of George who has now lost both his Mom and Dad.  I don’t care who you are, that hurts.

Something telling is his age was 94 and that is the same number value for human being!  No matter what someone has said, what they have done in the end of it all that is what we are.  We aren’t perfect.  We make mistakes.  We do things and say things we regret.  Where the roads split is whether we have any remorse or not about those things.  What we do to make amends.   It’s important to at least try. 

I learned in AA about making amends to those I had harmed with my drinking and behavior.  Sometimes it would hurt someone more deeply if you try to say your sorry than if you just don’t say anything at all and just try to be a better person.  There is some truth to this I imagine.  Who wants to be a world leader?  President of all things?  A lot of people think they do until they actually have to walk into that office and start signing paperwork and making decisions about an entire country of people….much like a king of times past.  We, the people not in positions of authority,  don’t know everything that is going on behind the scenes.  I think sometimes if we did, it would be too much for the average person to handle that is already handling way too much in their own lives.  I appreciate the truth.  For me personally, honesty would be appreciated so lies and mistakes don’t have to be discovered and covered.  What a tightrope to walk.   Just my opinion.

human being in Simple Gematria equals: 94

Some of the dreams slipped through and I lost them but what is in my notes above and this phrase as I woke up did stick with me:

“I’m not part of this moment anyway.  I’m part of millions of different ones.” 

im not part of this moment anyway im part of millions of different ones in Simple Gematria equals: 734

A girl in my dream in the convoy was humming this song.  I had Kyle show me the video and there was a lot of information for me.  There always has been a lot of information for me in these types of videos because I’m the type of person, thanks Grandpa Schmidt, who doesn’t always take things at face or surface value.  I’ve been accused and guilty of being incredibly gullible and easily influenced during my life.  I learned from those accusations.  Am I digging too deeply?  I doubt it.  The words we use are not “just words.”  The numbers we use are not “just numbers.”  They are both language and numbers….a song even.

I believe the God of my understanding speaks to and works through us to convey the messages we need at any given time.  Not every song from every genre will resonate with me.  Sometimes it takes a very long time and I will come back to a song when I am ready or need to hear it.   I just love music as does Kyle.

When I get goosebumps hearing a song, I know the person singing is genuinely singing from their heart.

Last night we attempted to watch the Lady Gaga documentary  5 Ft 2.  I think I watched just enough to get the keys I needed to unlock what I’m sharing with you now.  She is a very old soul and it comes through in her voice.   Hearing her sing the National Anthem, hearing her sing Million Reasons in the video gave me goosebumps.

Around the World (La La La La La) – this song and video has information

The kisses of the sun were sweet I didn’t blink
I let it in my eyes like an exotic dream
The radio playing songs that I have never heard
I don’t know what to say, oh not another word

Just la la la la la it goes around the world
Just la la la la la it’s all around the world
Just la la la la la and everybody’s singing
La la la la la and now the bells are ringing

La la la la la, la la la la la la la, la la la la la, la la la la la la la
La la la la la, la la la la la la la, la la la la la, la la la la la la la

Inside an empty room my inspiration flows
Now wait to hear the tune around my head it goes
The magic melody you want to sing with me
Just la la la la la the music is the key
And now the night is gone still it goes on and on
So deep inside of me I long to set it free
I don’t know what to do just can’t explain to you
I don’t know what to say oh not another word

Just la la la la la it goes around the world
Just la la la la la it’s all around the world
Just la la la la la and everybody’s singing
La la la la la and now the bells are ringing

La la la la la, la la la la la la la, la la la la la, la la la la la la la
La la la la la, la la la la la la la, la la la la la, la la la la la la la

The kisses of the sun (it goes around, around, around, around, around around the world)
La la la la la it goes around the world
Just la la la la la it’s all around the world
Just la la la la la and everybody’s singing
La la la la la and now the bells are ringing

(La la la la la, la la la la la la la, la la la la la, la la la la la la la
La la la la la, la la la la la la la, la la la la la, la la la la la la la)

Songwriters: Alex Christensen,Peter Koenemann,Alexei Poteschin,Sergej Zhukow
© Universal Music Publishing Group,THE ROYALTY NETWORK INC.
For non-commercial use only.
Data from: LyricFind

seven billion reasons in Simple Gematria equals: 229/13

a trillion reasons in Simple Gematria equals: 201

million reasons in Simple Gematria equals: 175/13

Million Reasons – this song has heart

You’re giving me a million reasons to let you go
You’re giving me a million reasons to quit the show
You’re givin’ me a million reasons
Give me a million reasons
Givin’ me a million reasons
About a million reasons

If I had a highway, I would run for the hills
If you could find a dry way, I’d forever be still
But you’re giving me a million reasons
Give me a million reasons
Givin’ me a million reasons
About a million reasons

I bow down to pray
I try to make the worst seem better
Lord, show me the way
To cut through all his worn out leather
I’ve got a hundred million reasons to walk away
But baby, I just need one good one to stay

Head stuck in a cycle, I look off and I stare
It’s like that I’ve stopped breathing, but completely aware
‘Cause you’re giving me a million reasons
Give me a million reasons
Givin’ me a million reasons
About a million reasons

And if you say something that you might even mean
It’s hard to even fathom which parts I should believe
‘Cause you’re giving me a million reasons
Give me a million reasons
Givin’ me a million reasons
About a million reasons

I bow down to pray
I try to make the worst seem better
Lord, show me the way
To cut through all his worn out leather
I’ve got a hundred million reasons to walk away
But baby, I just need one good one to stay

Baby I’m bleedin’, bleedin’
Stay
Can’t you give me what I’m needin’, needin’
Every heartbreak makes it hard to keep the faith
But baby, I just need one good one
Good one, good one, good one, good one, good one

When I bow down to pray
I try to make the worst seem better
Lord, show me the way
To cut through all his worn out leather
I’ve got a hundred million reasons to walk away
But baby, I just need one good one, good one
Tell me that you’ll be the good one, good one
Baby, I just need one good one to stay

Songwriters: Mark Ronson,Hillary Lindsey,Stefani Joanne Angelina Germanotta
© Sony/ATV Music Publishing LLC,CONCORD MUSIC PUBLISHING LLC,BMG Rights Management
For non-commercial use only.
Data from: LyricFind