# 11 Sept 2018 Are you sorry you did something wrong or just sorry you got caught?

Kyle and I were talking today about whether or not most people are genuinely sorry when they have done something wrong.  Are they sorry about what they did or are they just sorry because they got caught.  It seems like there are so many laws that don’t get enforced or if they do they are not consistently enforced.  I honestly believe the lack of consistency goes to a lot more people are misbehaving than we have law enforcement to actually catch them at it.  I also suspect there are many laws on the books that really are either too complicated for the average person to understand or are out of step with our times.  Many people probably don’t even know they are even breaking a law there are so many of them and they are so complicated to understand.  The term “legalese” comes to mind.  I’ve tried to read some laws and it’s made my head hurt.  The language they use for a lot of laws are not the normal words that most of us use day to day.  Did they do that on purpose?  May be.

I’m going to take a break from here for a couple of days.  We are going to be having some extra four legged visitors for a few days and that will keep me pretty occupied!  Another reason I need to step away is I know I’m repeating myself.  I tried to draw today and I was empty – nothing came to me.  This isn’t necessarily a bad thing but it does make for a disappointment for those of you who started following my blog for my art works!

Anyhew… here is my brainstorm.  It’s not all inclusive but it’s interesting to see some of the common terms in numbers.  I am doing something a little different and making sure the dividing by 2 happens all the way through.  It’s interesting to see how some of these items really are not straight-forward and require analysis, which is pretty accurate to what is actually going on.

Brainstorm about being sorry for doing something wrong

1. I’m sorry in Simple Gematria equals: 117

9 divided by 2 = 4.5 = 9 cycle

1. I got caught in Simple Gematria equals: 111

3 cycle

1. I am innocent in Simple Gematria equals: 117

9 divided by 2 = 4.5 = 9 cycle

1. I’m not guilty in Simple Gematria equals: 165

12/6/3 cycle

1. Somebody else did it in Simple Gematria equals: 185

14/7 divided by 2 = 3.5 = 8/4/2/1

1. I dont know what you are talking about in Simple Gematria equals: 395

17/8/4/2/1 or 17 divided by 2 = 8.5 = 13 divided by 2 = 6.5 = 11 divided by 2 = 5.5 = 10 divided by 2 = 5 divided by 2 = 2.5 = 7 divided by 2 = 3.5 = 8/4/2/1

1. I’m not sorry in Simple Gematria equals: 166

13/4/2/1 or 13 divided by 2 = 6.5 = 11 divided by 2 = 5.5 = 10 divided by 2 = 5 divided by 2 = 2.5 = 7 divided by 2 = 3.5 = 8/4/2/1

1. guilty conscience in Simple Gematria equals: 184

13/4/2/1 or 13 divided by 2 = 6.5 = 11 divided by 2 = 5.5 = 10 divided by 2 = 5 divided by 2 = 2.5 = 7 divided by 2 = 3.5 = 8/4/2/1

1. *forgiveness in Simple Gematria equals: 139

13/4/2/1 or 13 divided by 2 = 6.5 = 11 divided by 2 = 5.5 = 10 divided by 2 = 5 divided by 2 = 2.5 = 7 divided by 2 = 3.5 = 8/4/2/1

1. ask for forgiveness in Simple Gematria equals: 209

11/2/1 or 11 divided by 2 = 5.5 = 10 divided by 2 = 5 divided by 2 = 2.5 = 7 divided by 2 = 3.5 = 8/4/2/1

1. cheat in Simple Gematria equals: 37

10/5 divided by 2 = 2.5 = 7 divided by 2 = 3.5 = 8/4/2/1

1. lie in Simple Gematria equals: 26

8/4/2/1

1. steal in Simple Gematria equals: 57

12/6/3 cycle

1. obstruct the truth in Simple Gematria equals: 238

13/4/2/1 or 13 divided by 2 = 6.5 = 11 divided by 2 = 5.5 = 10 divided by 2 = 5 divided by 2 = 2.5 = 7 divided by 2 = 3.5 = 8/4/2/1

1. corruption in Simple Gematria equals: 149

14/7 divided by 2 = 3.5 = 8/4/2/1

1. be unfaithful in Simple Gematria equals: 125

8/4/2/1

1. adultery in Simple Gematria equals: 106

7 divided by 2 = 3.5 = 8/4/2/1

1. commit a crime in Simple Gematria equals: 122

5 divided by 2 = 2.5 = 7 divided by 2 = 3.5 = 8/4/2/1

1. commit murder in Simple Gematria equals: 152

8/4/2/1

1. break the law in Simple Gematria equals: 106

7 divided by 2 = 3.5 = 8/4/2/1

1. bribery in Simple Gematria equals: 79

16/8/4/2/1

1. libel in Simple Gematria equals: 40

4/2/1

1. plagerism in Simple Gematria equals: 100

1 or 100 divided by 2 = 50 divided by 2 = 25 divided by 2 = 12.5 = 8/4/2/1

1. assault in Simple Gematria equals: 93

12/6/3 cycle

1. hide evidence in Simple Gematria equals: 93

12/6/3 cycle

1. destroy evidence in Simple Gematria equals: 173

11/2/1 or 11 divided by 2 = 5.5 = 10 divided by 2 = 5 divided by 2 = 2.5 = 7 divided by 2 = 3.5 = 8/4/2/1

1. perjury in Simple Gematria equals: 113

5 divided by 2 = 2.5 = 7 divided by 2 = 3.5 = 8/4/2/1

1. bribe a witness in Simple Gematria equals: 146

11/2/1 or 11 divided by 2 = 5.5 = 10 divided by 2 = 5 divided by 2 = 2.5 = 7 divided by 2 = 3.5 = 8/4/2/1

= 3743/17/8/4/2/1 3743 divided by 28 = 133.67857 = 40/4/2/1 which is same value for item 22. libel in Simple Gematria equals: 40)

defamation in Simple Gematria equals: 88 is another word for libel

https://dictionary.law.com/Default.aspx?selected=1153

it is a matter of opinion in Simple Gematria equals: 248/14/5

5 divided by 2 = 2.5 = 7 divided by 2 = 3.5 = 8/4/2/1

court of law in Simple Gematria equals: 134/8 (133.67857)

By saymber

# 3 Dec 2016 Living a life without “Labels” Cat People in fur and clothes…….

Good morning family!  How are you?

3 Dec 2016 Jackie this morning with pouch made by Jimmy from Steam Punk November

I haven’t been posting as regularly because I was in the hospital for a couple of days again.  It’s always about the medication but also learning about how I can grow as a person.  Turns out Lithium salts is a good fit for me with my label for my way of being….Bipolar.  I don’t like labels but this one is suitable to describe everything about me.  In all the ways a human being can be split in two….there am I!

The topic for today springs from me getting schooled about the term I’ve used to describe my new friends from Steam Punk November in Venus TX this year….”Gypsies.”  My husband informed me this morning that using this term is like calling a black person the “N” word!  I didn’t know this!  What these ancient traveling people like to be called is Roma!

When we are ignorant of another person or groups culture and identity, we have a tendency to give them “labels” that can in most cases prove to be derogatory and insulting!  It’s best to ask someone what they liked to be called before just ass-summing *assuming makes and ass out of you and me lol.

For me personally, I’ve chosen as of these past couple of years to not have a label – even for my gender now.  I think Jackie is good enough a label with a caveat of Bipolar for nothing more than describing my being.

These are pictures from Steam Punk November – looking forward to going again next year and visiting the Roma camps!

I can remember the first time I saw this film thinking I looked a lot like Natasha.  I was alone the night I watched this and I can remember taking my dog Pita out afterwards and just running so fast…..like I was a cat person.

This film’s opening was the most painful I’ve ever watched!  We weren’t sure we’d make it but we did and watched the entire film and it was worth it.  Her struggle for freedom resonates with me.  Sometimes we make mistakes when we are seeking revenge from a state of unresolved pain, rage and trauma.  Sometimes we don’t even know why we are so hurt and angry until it gets provoked out of us….it was just hidden there waiting for the match.

Sounds like 2018 is going to be fabulous…..a trip to the Burning Man Festival is in the sights!  My brother-in-law John talked to Kyle last night about us Rv’ing it to the festival in 2018 and I’m so down for that!  Wanted to go this year but am willing to wait.

http://burningman.org/ – link to main website!

By saymber