Hello! Quite a few drawings today. I was thinking about my seed ships idea again. I was marveling at the shapes in the wispy clouds this afternoon. I’m obviously easily amused LOL! It’s the little things that fill in the spaces of a life and give it meaning.
This afternoon I added some coils and magnets to some the GANS/orgonite setup I have working and that was interesting. I keep wanting to combine the work of Dr. Wilhelm Reich, Nikola Tesla and Mehran Keshe into one form. It’s all about the same source in my mind. I know realistically it’s probably not that simple, I’m not a scientist lol. I’m walking on a well-worn field with my puzzling over energy. I keep feeling it’s about energy from existing sources like water, the soil, man-made creations and ambient sources like magnetic fields. We know there is power in particles we can’t see it’s just finding a way to collect enough of them to create power sources that can fuel cars….spaceships.
To create energy without destroying ourselves doing it! Current sources we use for energy all have negative side effects (https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Environmental_impact_of_the_energy_industry) and make a few people a lot of money. I feel like as soon as we can set aside profit margins and focus on working towards the greater good of all living kind we will get somewhere. Greed is a powerful adversary to progress!
I also had an interesting focusing lesson with a feather this afternoon. Sometimes I will ask God energy what it wants to do with particular things in my yard just to see what the answer is for a blade of grass, a leaf etc. Well I had picked up this feather and put in between my feet as I sat under our baby oak out back. I asked God what the story was going to be with this feather. So far it grew on a bird. The bird had shed the feather in my yard. After several days of noticing the feather, I finally picked it up and now it was between my feet. What was next for the feather?! Well it came to me to just focus on the feather and I did for what seemed the longest time – nada, nothing, no movement. It seemed the feather was destined to stay on the step between my feet!
Well my concentration broke when I heard a noise like a bird or something moving over my head. When I looked back for the feather it had flipped over and moved! Just a second or two of broken concentration and we have feather sign lol. Isn’t that like God? A miracle when we aren’t looking for it? An answer to a prayer when we are focused on the complicated prayer and not just letting God be God?! For quite some time, as I had my talk with God. The feather moved several times as we spoke and I was moved to tears.
I cry a lot when I pray/talk to God and it’s not always because I’m sad, it’s because of the love I feel in my heart. A friend of mine had a great way to explain why people like her and I were quick to tear up about such things. She said it’s because our spirits stick out more than other people’s do! Such is the life of an Empath or anybody who cares a lot about this world and other people and wears their heart on their sleeve.
Sometimes I get very lonely. Today with the help of a simple feather, I was reminded while I may be lonely I am never truly alone.
Feather = 63/9 cycle
Alone = 47/11/2/1 (Interesting Alone and Lonely have same values)
Lonely = 83/11/2/1
Concentration = 151/7 divided by 2 = 3.5 = 8/4/2/1
Focus = 64/10/1
Oak Tree = 75/12/3 cycle (interesting with even adding oak to tree, 3 cycle still occurs)
Seed = 33/6/3 cycle
God = 26/8/4/2/1
Energy = 74/11/2/1
Universe =113/5 divided by 2 = 2.5 = 7 divided by 2 = 3.5 = 8/4/2/1
Source = 81/9 cycle
All = 25/7 divided by 2 = 3.5 = 8/4/2/1 (interesting all and one have the same values)
One =34/7 divided by 2 = 3.5 = 8/4/2/1