10 Feb 2018 Houses and Becoming (17 April 2018 edited version)

Hello again. It’s cold and getting colder by the minute as I write. Today will be an inside day I think! This morning I finished working on the blanket I started working on back in January of last year! It’s a corner to corner pattern that my friend Erin and Red Heart Yarn taught me how to do and it’s pretty much the only one I use now lol.

I did get out for a quick chalk meditation this morning and some interesting stuff came forward. For many, what I am sharing with you may not resonate with your belief systems, culture, morals or value system…may seem strange even. You may not agree with what is here and that is perfectly fine! Everyone has a comfort zone….a “warm blanket” if you will. I am just passing on what came to me with no expectation from you the reader.

A phrase kept popping into my head this morning, “Old God’s in New Houses.” This is a phrase that came from a film called Queen of the Damned and sadly, one of my favorite female musicians was in it, Aaliyah.  After Aaliyah died in a terrible plane crash I was devastated.  It is so sad to me that such a tragedy should happen to such a talented young woman as she was.  Every time I see the movie, I am reminded of what a great loss was suffered by the music world at her passing.

Who are you? Did you know once a long time ago but the world beat and or numbed it out of you? I am hoping to empower you to be who God brought you here to be. To remember who you are and if you can’t and want to, do the work here in this shared dream this planet-sized school we are all in, and find out!

When I think of Aaliyah and from my own personal experiences of what I’ve observed in the world, this seems to be happening.  Have you ever met someone and felt like you met them before? What was it about them?  A look, a gesture, a walk, a way of speaking, something they said, sharing sentences…a smell?  Some of this is just nature of course but I believe there is more to it than that.  Perhaps on some level you have or did. If you think about the entire cycle of life, death and new life why would that not be possible? What if the energy all around us, capable of making an entire planet full of life, not have such a system? Recycling? Repurposing? What is energy? To me? God! What is God? Life, death and new life. How do we get there? It’s a process and it takes time but it is eternal.  I believe the Gods of many understanding and my own have kept their promise to all of us with this beautiful blessing of earth.

The  most valuable lessons I have learned from this life thus far has come from my observance of trees and nature.  The tree of life symbol from various different religions and walks of spirit is what resonates with me the most.  I believe that whatever we feel we have lost in the passing of someone we love is returned to us beyond measure.  This happened with our loss of our precious fur babies Sam, Blondie, Amber and May.  In the void left by their passing, they have returned to us in other ways.  I see their return and presence in nature and all of it’s forms.  The Wiccan, Native American and Buddhist walks of faith  have been milestones for me from my Christian and Catholic foundations in faith.  Each walk of faith, in my opinion, has had a contribution to my overall perspective of spirituality.

When I was stationed at Travis AFB, one of my ex-husbands roommates was a Satanist.  He was a good man and we actually were able to communicate about difficult subjects.  We never completely got a long but there was good in him.  I try to find the positive in all people, the best I can find and sometimes it’s almost impossible.  When I feel I can’t find anything positive about someone, I will pray for them and I say this in the context of not being any particular walk of spirit.  I don’t believe in hero’s and villains, good or evil or any labels put on people that make them either good or bad.  This is why I have chosen a “no labels” path for myself….it is a very lonely path to walk.  I have had a dream for a long time of all of us walking together as one but not to be ruled or made slaves.  My dream is that we would all walk together as family.

Part of the walking together involves something called forgiveness.  I think it was Oprah Winfrey that I learned this from.  We will forgive but that doesn’t mean we forget.  Right now I am feeling like a bunch of stuff I had already worked through is getting brought back up for someone else’s benefit or may be I thought I was finished with it and perhaps wasn’t.  I don’t believe we experience anything for no reason….it’s not a coincidence.  I believe everything is connected to divine timing and just how the God of energy operates.

I hope something here resonates with you today.  I am revisiting some of my blogs here and if you should come across some that are incomplete or missing pictures etc. it’s because I was considering deleting this blog entirely just so I wouldn’t hurt anyone.



13 Sept 2016 Personal Empowerment (my pink spirit book message), the healing properties of Red Jasper, Reverse Engineering/Repurposing/Recycling what we’ve already taken from the earth, and exploring Nanotechnology

Hello there!  How are you?!  It’s Monday at about 9:14 am in my dimension as I start to write to you.  Last night before bed I wrote this message in my Pink Spirit Book.  It is about personal empowerment.   It’s a reaccuring thing for me to remember that other people, places and things only have power over me if I GIVE THEM MY PERSONAL POWERLESSNESS.   We teach others how to treat us.

The only power others have over us is the power we give to them!

“It doesn’t matter what “they” do.  What matter is what I do.  What I think,.  What I feel.  What I say.  No one has the right to control what I think or how I feel.  I am responsible for what I think and feel compels me to say and do.  No one can make me think or feel anything unless I allow them this power.  I am a Dimension.  I am an World, I AM!  There is none other like me in all the known Universes…nor shall one like me “be” again.  EMPOWERMENT!!!”


It’s already started out to be a great morning.  Do you remember the stone egg I was talking about yesterday that I felt such a strong connection to at the Holistic Fair?  Well I inquired with the new friend I met, Jeana Brown (Mystic Egg) and she said it still needed a home.   We’ve agreed on a price and next Monday we will have a new member to our stone and crystal family here.  I don’t make such purchases very often, but the connection was just so special that Kyle encouraged me to go for it!   Turns out the egg is formed of the stone Red Jasper.

http://www.crystalvaults.com/crystal-encyclopedia/jasper(This page has a bunch more info on Jasper if you are curious to learn more go to the actual page!)

jasperIntroduction to the Meaning and Uses of Jasper

The unique artistry of Jasper is that of Nature itself – golden sunshine, a nighttime sky, poppy fields or a deep green forest, desert sands, the undulating ocean, red rock canyons, sweeping mountains. Each stone is a masterpiece of the Creator, bold and primitive in style, solid and earthy in form, with a warm, harmonious energy that resonates with the primal self.

An elemental Earth stone, Jasper’s frequency is slow and constant, aligned with the electromagnetic energies of the planet. It enables one to be more present in the physical body and conscious of Nature and one’s surroundings. It encourages one to celebrate moments of isolation to absorb, reflect, and connect with these energies and enkindles an awareness of the spiritual connection we hold with all living things. [Simmons, XXIX, 215-219][Melody, 344-345]

Known as the “Supreme Nurturer,” Jasper is a stone of grounding and stability, providing comfort and security, strength and healing. Its presence balances the aura to a level of wholeness and peace, and acts as a reminder that one is not here on the physical plane simply for oneself, but to bring joy and substance to others. [Simmons, 215-219][Melody, 344-345][Hall, 154-155][Margherita, 505-507]

Historically, Jasper is traceable to all ancient peoples and civilizations. Worn by shamans, priests and kings, it was considered sacred and a powerful protection stone, for both the physical world and in the spiritual realm. Amulets of Jasper were carved by the Egyptians with symbols and inscriptions from the Book of the Dead and buried with mummified remains for safe passage in the after life. It was highly utilized in many cultures for engraving cylinder seals, signet rings, and special talismans depicting astrological and religious images. It was the twelfth stone in the Breastplate of the Jewish High Priest, and the apostle Peter is supposed to have derived his name from Jasper, the rock upon which Christ would build his church. To the medieval world and the Native Americans, Jasper was “the rain bringer” and highly regarded as a stone for dowsing. [Mella, 87-88][Melody, 344-345][Kunz, 90, 122, 226-229, 276][Fernie, 199]

Jasper is a dense, opaque, microcrystalline variety of Quartz. Fibrous and grainy varieties of Quartz are often grouped together and referred to as Chalcedony, though Jasper’s microcrystals are laid out in large, sugar-like grains rather than the fibrous layers of Chalcedony or Agate. It occurs in nodules or as fillings in fissures and may be found all over the world, in nearly every color. Jasper is colored by oxides of iron and known for its deep earthy tones of red, yellow, brown and green, sometimes in shades of blue or purple, and displays wonderful contrasts in its banding, inclusions, “pictures,” and small circular patterns. Its name is derived from the Greek iaspis, meaning “agate,” the Assyrian ashpu, and the Hebrew jashpeh. [www.mindat.org][Simmons, 215][Lecouteux, 177][Megemont, 100][Fernie, 173]

There is a wide variety of Jaspers, characterized by color, form, and similarities to places or animals found in nature. Many are named for the regions where they are mined; others are named by those who discovered them. Though far too extensive to cover here, we will mention a few of the more popular and familiar Jaspers, some with their own pages and additional metaphysical properties. Multi-colored Jasper carries the properties of its dominant color, or colors, while still drawing energies from its subtle hues.

  • Red Jasper is red to terracotta brown, sometimes mixed with other minerals. A stone of physical strength and energy, Red Jasper stimulates gently and steadily, enhancing stamina and endurance, and increasing the amount of chi, or life force, in one’s aura. It is a stone of health and passion, and brings the courage to face unpleasant tasks and to rectify unjust situations. It provides vivid dream recall, and is a powerful stone for those who work with Earth energies to make a deep connection with Earth spirits and guardians of the leys and sacred sites. —–

My friend Mark House is always sharing interesting things on his personal page and on the Golden Age of Gans Facebook page.  Yesterday he shared this Lab to Fab video and it’s only about a 21 min video about one example of how nanotechnology could transform manufacturing and materials we make and use for the future!  Very interesting!  The Documentary I plan to watch after I get done here but saw it and judging from all the views, it’s probably a decent video to share.   I’m interested!

One thing Kyle and I talk about a lot is “reverse engineering” of things we’ve already made from harvested resources but could use again which I call repurposing.  Could nanotech go in that direction as well but would it be too dangerous?  Could you let loose nanobots capable of “deconstructing” anything they made contact with?!  The stuff of science fiction right?!  At a glance, on You tube, when I typed in reverse engineering I got mostly computer hacker stuff lol.  What I am thinking of is taking a plastic bottle and finding a “green” way to return the bottle to a state it can be used to make something else.  Specifically building materials for homes.  I don’t understand why we are still building homes made of “sticks” and trees.  Why we are insisting on taking depleting resources from the earth when we already have plenty of materials already available to us!  We shouldn’t be wasting ANYTHING!   It frustrates the heck out of me that every year there is a brand new gadget when all should be happening is software upgrades!  Very wasteful and very inefficient and all because they want us to spend money on new products.

I believe everything  we make and use (appliances, technology, housewares, furniture, homes etc.) should be able to be used again…repurposed after they have lost their purpose in their original form.   Doesn’t nature do that already?!


Andreas Froese


Much love, light and hugs through the wires from my dimension to yours today!!!  Love and be Loved.