23 July 2018 The stranger

Hello to you.  How are you in your here and now?  The present moment you are sitting in as you visit here?  What I’ve been seeing in my own life and in  our shared existence is a struggle.   People struggling with their personal demons, work, homes, families, communities, churches, governments and with the environment itself.  It is the cause and effect, the push and pull….the balancing act between the light and shadows of our  nature that we call life.

For the longest time I have had trouble with accepting life isn’t just about contentment, peace and happiness all the time.  Why can’t we just experience the “flow” of existence without any entanglements along the way?!  What I have come to understand for myself is without struggles of some sort in my life I become complacent and learn very little about myself or others.  I get stagnant, bored and apathy sets in. I begin to feel almost non-existent or transparent even.  It’s not that I want to have a lot of struggles and drama in my life.  I just know how I feel when some sort of struggle, challenge, or purpose is absent.  My life is reduced to existing….barely living at all.

A part of me becomes a stranger if I am not vigilant.

Is it our current ways of communicating with others and retrieving information?  Being able to click and have a steady stream of struggle and purpose fed into our senses.

I have found for myself that it is in the moments of my unplugging from the world, when the green flickering lights of the internet box is off, the stranger appears.   The one that takes me outside and sits with me under our little oak tree and we listen to and watch the birds, cicada’s, dragonflies, flies, wasps and other winged beings in their personal struggles of survival in this sometimes hostile place.  We feel the faint breeze still hot from the day flowing through our fingers.  We look up at the clouds and pray for rain.  We cry for a world there is little we can do anything about but pray and meditate for.

The stranger within responds with love to the stranger unseen.  All too soon our moment of getting reacquainted is over.  Our time ends as the sun finally goes to bed wrapping itself in a blanket of purple, blue, pink and gold.

We are not alone in the struggles of this life when worldly distractions are set aside.   It the middle of countless vibrating particles of energy, the “lines” of time,  is the “stranger.”

 

22 July 2018 – I was thinking of the collective mind/consciousness floating above the earth in the clouds. The mirror was to get more light on the drawing. What’s interesting to me is in my attempt to get more light there is a reflection – like the consciousness having to look at and “reflect” on itself!

Exploring the numbers of the Words, interesting today:

http://www.crystalinks.com/numerology2.html – Numbers and Their Meanings

https://www.gematrix.org/ – Gematria Calculator (found this just today – very handy!)

http://moonatnoon.com/puzzles/reference/a1b2z26.html

The most useful tool is a substitution cipher where each letter of the alphabet is represented by a number which corresponds to that letter’s position in the alphabet. In simplest terms, this can be written as A=1, B=2 … Z=26. Since A is the first letter of the alphabet, it is represented by the number 1. B, the second letter, is represented by 2. Z, the last of the 26 letters in the alphabet, is represented by 26.

A B C D E F G H I J K L M N O P Q R S T U V W X Y Z
1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26

19 20 18 21 7 7 12 5

S T R U G G L E = 109/10/1

4 9 19 20 18 1 3 20 9 15 14  (ION – Eye on, like keep an eye on something)

D I S T R A C T I O N = 132/6 divided by 2 = 3 divided by 2 = 1.5 = 6 divided by 2 = 3 cycle (life, death, rebirth)

19 20 18 1 14 7 5 18

S T R A N G E R = 102/3 divided by 2 = 1.5 = 6 divided by 2 = 3 cycle (life, death, rebirth)

19 5 12 6

S E L F = 42/6 divided by 2 = 3 cycle (life, death, rebirth)

18 5 6 12 5 3 20 9 15 14 – (ION – Eye on, like keep an eye on something)

R E F L E C T I O N = 107/8/4/2/1

3 15 14 19 3 9 15 21 19 14 5 19 19

C O N S C I O U S N E S S – 175/13/4/2/1

13 9 18 18 15 18

M I R R O R = 91/10/1 (your two eyes and two parts of yourself see and instantly recognize and accept the person in the mirror as self)  or 10 divided by 2 = 5 divided by 2 = 2.5 = 7 divided by 2 = 3.5 = 8/4/2/1 (like looking back and forth at yourself and finally coming to accept the self in the mirror)

12 9 6 5

L I F E = 32/5 divided by 2 = 2.5 = 7 divided by 2 = 3.5 = 8/4/2/1

5 24 9 19 20

E X I S T = 77/14/5 divided by 2 = 2.5 = 7 divided by 2 = 3.5 = 8/4/2/1

3 1 21 19 5

C A U S E = 49/13/4/2/1

5 6 6 5 3 20

E F F E C T = 45/9 divided by 2 = 4.5 = 9 cycle

19 21 9 3 9 4 5

S U I C I D E = 70/7 divided by 2 = 3.5 = 8/4/2/1

13 21 19 4 5 18

M U R D E R = 80/8/4/2/1

12 9 5

L I E = 26/8/4/2/1

23 1 18

W A R = 42/6/3 cycle

1 3 9 4

A C I D = 17/8/4/2/1 (I have been sad at seeing the use of this to disfigure people lately)

20 18 21 20 8

T R U T H = 87/15/6/3 cycle

20 5 3 8 14 15 12 15 7 25

T E C H N O L O G Y = 124/7 divided by 2 = 3.5 = 8/4/2/1

20 15 15 12

T O O L = 62/8/4/2/1

 

 

 

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4 comments on “23 July 2018 The stranger

    • I think the fountain drawing is fun too. I was saying to Kirt it would be beautiful to see it made in molded/faceted glass so it would sparkle in the sun and spread the seeds of wisdom and hope to lots of people. Thank you for stopping by and saying hello. Your encouragement helps me a lot!

    • Thank you for visiting Kirt and the feedback. The fountain would be fun to look at I think – probably bronze or may be molded and faceted glass? Me and my shiny fascination lol. Yes, worry doesn’t help much of anything but make migraines, ulcers, cancers and other diseases! Have a lovely day and again, thanks for visit!

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