Hello to you. How are you doing today? I wasn’t sure if I would write today or even share what I will be sharing today. Today has been another one of the days I have where it feels like I have a livestream feed in my head. The messages coming through the chalks have almost become like bone rune stones to me and pen and ink. I turn over the container of my chalks and it sounds like bones or small stones hitting a slab. I pick them up slowly and it’s like they are going to guide me to some sort of message or understanding about something. Sometimes it seems like a lot of philosophical gobbedly gook….even nonsense, but what came today was another telling of messages from many times before.
The stream started today with a simple shape. On the concrete slab out back was a box shaped area that was lighter than the rest of the slab. I took out a gray chalk and made it into an official box and things just went from there. That’s usually how it goes. Whenever I get stuck I hear, “Just draw!” I debated whether or not to type the notebook notes in addition to sharing the pictures I took of the notes but decided against it.
I’m no Stephen Hawking (tried to get his thesis yesterday but think the site is still down: https://www.washingtonpost.com/news/grade-point/wp/2017/10/23/so-many-people-want-to-read-stephen-hawkings-phd-thesis-its-crashing-the-website/?utm_term=.71eeaecb80f3) or any sort of genius in any recognized field in this world. All of this that I’m sharing with you is just a woman, a nobody, with a box of outdoor chalk drawing on a concrete slab. I tried to talk to Kyle about all of this when he got home from work but it was all “blah blah blah” in his ears…..he was exhausted. I’m pretty sure that’s what happens to a lot of folks in the world like me lol. We have been trying to share a message for a long time but the only ones who listen are either too tired or can’t do anything with the messages anyways.
The gist of all of my drawings and notes today? Human beings get bored. Evidence is reading about 5 kids who decided it was a good idea to drop a rock off of an overpass and kill a man. Stupidity might be the first word that comes to your mind but not to me. What comes to me is they are bored and now they may get sent to prison for doing something really stupid to alleviate it:
https://www.msn.com/en-us/news/crime/rock-dropped-from-overpass-kills-passenger-in-car/ar-AAtXJht?OCID=ansmsnnews11 – Rock dropped from overpass kills passenger in car
“Five teenagers from Michigan have been charged with second-degree murder after being accused of throwing a rock off an overpass that killed a man, according to the Genesee County Sheriff’s Office.
Kenneth White, 32, was a passenger in a van that was traveling along I-75 near Flint, Michigan, on the night of October 18, when a 6-pound rock smashed through the windshield of the vehicle, fatally injuring him.”
So here are all the drawings and notes. I don’t know how well they will translate to you but I suspect they will.
I don’t know if any of this I’m sharing with you today will resonate or make any sense to anyone but me but it might! I want to remind you, the God of my understanding is every single particle that makes up our current existence…or reality. The God of my understanding isn’t old or new testament God of the Christian Bible, the Quran, The Torah, The Vedas etc. I truly believe we went from the light particles to flesh because God wanted to interact and experience reality. It’s just gotten a little out of hand – ever since we went from one to two and so on and got bored so we decided to start labeling everything, assigning jobs and attaching meanings to even the colors of the rainbow. I have come to believe that all of creation is different fragments, different bodies, different ways in which one God can tangibly interface with reality. What we are living right now is what I perceive happens after we don’t defrag our computers for too long…..things get lost and or harder to find, competition of limited resources, confusion/chaos and one day, computer don’t work no more.