September 29, 2016 @ 10:19 pm Edit *Update 29 Sept 2016 – I am no longer on any medications and found out that it’s probably the interaction between grapefruit juice of all things and the Lamictal that set me off. Lithium was a very scary medication to take and I do not regret not being on it. There are some things that no earthly thing can reach and for these “pains” and imbalances we must journey within and acquire tools that are not of this world in which to mend our broken parts. Nature and spiritual elements are the only “things” I have found to mend what starts out as emotional pain and manifests into physical pain. The problem with our world these days is we seek too much outward comfort that well…doesn’t comfort. We put people, places and things into what’s like a black hole…an abyss. For only a fleeting moment is there light and happiness with external “things” and then darkness….only darkness.