27 Sept 2016 I am Smoke (poem), Burning Man Festival (Embrace 2014), Betty Paige Reveals All (Documentary 2012) and artist Olivia De Berardinis

Good evening to you.  I meant to write to you early this morning but for some reason I was being blocked from posting here.  The page would come up but I couldn’t do anything even though the rest of the places I went came up fine.  Probably just a glitch, it happens.


What happened this morning was I was cleaning house and listening to music,  one of the songs was Black Star by David Bowie.  A phrase came to me as I heard it, “I am smoke” so I wrote it down and a little later the rest of the words came.  Well I was going to look for an image to go with the poem and the first thing that came up was the Burning Man Festival and when I pulled up the images for it, a perfect picture came up to go with the poem – The Embrace from the 2014 festival.

Handwritten I am Smoke from this morning

Handwritten I am Smoke from this morning

9/27/2016 7:25 am

I am smoke

I am two pieces

You split apart, shattered and broke

To the winds my many parts

Light up the Lampstands

Ignite the empty hearts

I’m just passing through

What is me

What is you

Where there was only one


There are two

A little bit of me

A little bit yet

Of you

I am just smoke

I am just

Passing through…..

What’s funny is there was a rumor David’s ashes were in the temple burned this year at the festival but his son says it isn’t so.  It’s entirely plausible to me that David wouldn’t mind having shared some of his ashes at such an event!  I wrote down the dates for next years Festival because it looks like a gathering of my kind of people!  If you have ever been, please let me know your experience!  The art I’ve seen on their website is a draw by itself!  Wow!


About the Embrace sculpture from 2014’s Festival:

Embrace at Burning Man 2014

Embrace at Burning Man 2014

Embrace Burning Man Sculpture

Embrace by Pier Group at Burning Man 2014. Photo by Author.

The sort of art that one makes at Burning Man is not like the sort of art that one makes elsewhere. The gallery space is a desert. The viewers of the art are crowds of brightly colored denizens of a temporary city. And the temporary city is in a desert, because it is one of the few places in the world that such a massive, temporary project of infrastructure, ingenuity, and imagination could be easily built and disassembled.

Temporary is the factor overshadowing every piece of art in the Black Rock Desert. Time controls the build schedule, and the construction materials. The Burning Man festival is only one week long, so the art must appear and disappear again on that time frame. And it must disappear very literally, as the land is public land, conserved environmentally as well as architecturally. Nothing permanent can be built, and no trace of what occurs there can remain. This is one of the reasons that burning the art has become so popular, in mimicry of the climactic burn of the gigantic wooden man that gives the festival its name.

Burning Man Sculpture

Embrace by Pier Group at Burning Man 2014. Photo by Author.

Time was the reason that Embrace, built by the Pier Group, burned on Friday morning of Burning Man 2014. A collective of artists, engineers, and builders who had collaborated on previous Burning Man art projects came together to build a 72-foot sculpture of two figures embracing. But by the time the work was completed, they realized that they could never disassemble it and clean up the area on schedule. So they decided to let fire do their work for them. A dense cloud of smoke went up into the blue desert sky of the morning as flames ate away the delaminated plywood making the skin of the structure. A crowd of onlookers danced and cheered as the core structure burned. The structure had previously supported internal staircases allowing visitors to climb inside the sculpture and up to the heads. Each figure held massive chandeliers in their chests, in the shape of human hearts. As the last vestiges of the structure collapsed into charcoal and ash, a dust storm swept over the desert, leaving the revelers blind in a white cloud, with nothing but the beat of music to guide them.

It might seem wasteful to spend all that money, effort, and material on a piece of art that will last for less than a week. But any construction, whether made of wood, steel, or stone is transitory, and requires upkeep to maintain. Burning Man is a festival of repetition and cycles. Every annual festival is not just a week, but the culmination of an entire year of fund raising, planning, and work behind the scenes. Like an annual flower which blooms once and then whithers away until next year, the plant is not dead beneath the ground during the winter, but simply in the less abundant stage of its life cycle. Some art strives for permanence, attempting to make a mark that will last through the accelerating years. But every work of art is more than what is seen at its point of completion. From sketches, to models, to failed experiments, to lessons learned, to grant applications, to sales—all of these non-art elements come together to make the art what it is.

Burning Man 2014 Sculpture

Inside Embrace by Pier Group at Burning Man 2014. Photo by Author.

The process of art is what Burning Man celebrates, in addition to the monumental size of some of the works. The community is a huge factor. Crowd-developed, crowd-built, and crowd-funded projects like Embrace are the only reason that such scale is possible. The crowd is every bit as important as any individual artist, and while certain names may take the spotlight, everyone knows the assistants as well. The artwork expands outward, not constrained to any particular creativity or site, but spread throughout all who come in contact with it. Those who interact with the work, climbing its staircases, hiding in its shade from the heat of the sun, and who gather to watch and cheer its burning are part of the process, and part of the art. From initial spark, to the final pile of embers, this is what is considered when attendees refer to “The Burn”. From the most engineered plans, to the random synchronicity of a fire in a dust storm, the elements of the creative process embrace each other, holding tightly, until they suddenly let go.

By Adam Rothstein



Tonight’s Netflix film was a documentary a current documentary about a woman that has always been inspiring and interesting to me, Betty Page.  I think Kyle and I have watched every film or documentary done about her!  In my younger days she definitely inspired me.  I still have a art book by Oliva, Let Them Eat Cheesecake, that I bought specifically for the Betty art!  Anyhew…this documentary did a great job of telling Betty’s story and had pictures and footage we’d never seen.   She is truly one of our immortals of her genre.  Her life story resonates with me and she never fails to entertain and inspire me – make me smile.   She was indeed awesome sauce!

http://eolivia.com/ – Olivia De Berardinis

Source Internet - one of the Betty pieces in Let Them Eat Cheesecake by Olivia

Source Internet – one of the Betty pieces in Let Them Eat Cheesecake by Olivia

Book I have

Book I have


Bettie Page Reveals All (2012)


The world’s greatest pinup model and cult icon, Bettie Page, recounts the true story of how her free expression overcame government witch-hunts to help launch America’s sexual revolution.
Time for good nininght (a wall hanging Kyle’s Aunt Monique gave us several years ago that says, “Always remember to kiss each other good nininght”  We love that there is typo in this cross-stitch piece lol.)  Love and hugs and Good Nininght   to you.

3 comments on “27 Sept 2016 I am Smoke (poem), Burning Man Festival (Embrace 2014), Betty Paige Reveals All (Documentary 2012) and artist Olivia De Berardinis

  1. Paradoxically, Jackie, I think it’s only our physical bodies that are ephemeral as smoke. Our formless Self is eternal and enduring. The opposite of our perception on this plane. 😉 xoM

    • I understand what you are saying M. I guess I’m describing an experience of the eternal self you describe I sometimes feel like smoke – floating through everything and everyone and sometimes lose my sense of self – who I am. This is part of being an Empath or HSP Highly Sensitive Person. This article does a good job of explaining: https://therealstrategy.com/scientists-confirm-humans-absorb-others-energy/#.V-vo-5xKmAM.facebook – According to Bader-Lee, our bodies are like sponges that absorb the energy around us;

      “This is exactly why there are people who feel uncomfortable when they are in a certain group with a mixture of energy and emotions The human body is very similar to a plant that sucks, absorbs the energy needed to feed your emotional state, and can energize the cells and increase the amount of cortisol and catabolize, feed the cells depending on the emotional need.”

      When I was in the hospital this last time, being with so many repressed, troubled people, I “floated” through them for almost the first week I was there….it was horrible for me because I totally lost my sense of self feeling and experiencing all the emotions and layers of each of the other clients…all at once. It’s hard to explain other than feeling like “smoke.”

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