18 July 2016 Dream that woke me up this morning and extremes of devotion *update!


*7:31 am – two additional “keys” I’d forgotten:

seeing preview for Damascus Cover based on book by Howard Kaplan which will star JRM yesterday

watching Ru Paul’s Drag Race Season 8 – Acid Betty character was very “split-personality”

Acid Betty from Season 8 Ru Paul's Drag Race

Acid Betty from Season 8 Ru Paul’s Drag Race


Hello, it’s about 4:38 am on this Monday morning as I write to you.  I had one of those dreams that woke me up and Link started itching one of his bug bites…no going back to sleep.

source internet - out of several images this one struck me...see the triangle in the background?

source internet – out of several images this one struck me…see the triangle in the background?

I dreamt about seeing a young man, couldn’t see his face but he had black hair, and he was making a Hitler salute.  Then there were these children who seemed to be trying to collect votes and were embarrassed to be associated with this young man, they were saying “Don’t talk to him or don’t let him talk.” 

Here are the “keys” I believe that triggered this dream:

1) Saturday seeing the original Dune again starring Kyle McLaughlin as Paul Atreides.  I found myself questioning if there was a “hero” as I watched it with new eyes.  How is what Paul did, leading thousands of Fremen to war against the Emperor and the Harkonnens any better than what the Emperor and the Harkonnens had been doing and did?  Paul, Kyle assured me, was a tyrant as a leader even though he was the “Kwisatz Haderach” a “Messiah”.  Kwisatz Haderach was a term used primarily by the Bene Gesserit. It was an old Chakobsa term that translated literally as “Shortening of the Way”.

2) Listened to song by Rammstein yesterday afternoon as I was trying to process my anger about the violence in France, Turkey and then more cops shot and killed AGAIN in Baton Rouge LA.  The spiral of violence, as I’ve repeatedly said, getting tighter and tighter until we “get it.” It almost feels like an external force is shoving “this” down our throats.

3) Sunday seeing news bit about Donald Trump and foreign donations for his campaign

4) Sunday seeing news bit about Jeb Bush wanting to reclaim the Republican party

5) Sunday seeing video and reading documents from a Senate report from 3 May 1978 called Weather Modification Programs, Problems, Policy and Potential

6) Thinking about Jonathan Rhys Meyers and his fiancé Mara this past weekend and found this video which normally would have upset me but Mara was so sweet!  I’d never really heard her voice before.  Jon is very fortunate!


(remembering this morning he’s going to be in a WWII drama called “The 12th Man” where he will be portraying an SS officer – http://variety.com/2016/film/global/jonathan-rhys-meyers-to-star-in-wwii-drama-the-12th-man-exclusive-1201774454/) – “Rhys Meyers (“The Tudors,” “Roots”), will star as the German lead Kurt Stage. Nordisk Film led-produced the film with Zwart Arbeid.”

6) Past several days spending time with some of my quartz crystals, geodes and pendant outside in the sun.

7) Last night before bed reading more of the Philip K Dick book Valis….more about the “pink light,” “Zebra,” and all the information for our entire genetic history being encoded within our DNA

(I’ve said that I wonder if it’s so hard to control ourselves because in our blood are so many “brains” with a will of their own.)

—————————-> I believe there are “keys” to our dreams and the way into other realms via our dreams.  I believe the things I’ve mentioned here “generated” this dream.  It could of have been one or all of the things I’ve listed here.  They all lead to one man of our shared past….Adolph Hitler. 

This brings me to extremes of devotion.

There can be extreme devotion to hate and the activities and causes that fuel it and there can also be extreme devotion to love and peace.  Yesterday I was introduced to an elderly Buddhist nun named Ani Ngawang Pema who for 45 years (or more) has been in solitary retreat in the mountains  in a small shack with red door.  She is devoted to the Dharma and her primary mantra is this: For all sentient beings to be free of inner and outer suffering.  Her extreme of devotion is to love, for peace and to every single one of US.  So for those of you who would subscribe to the belief that “no one gives a shit about me…” you are deceiving yourself.  Ani is probably just one amongst many thousands…may be millions or even billions…like me…who on a daily basis is praying for the greatest good for you and for all of living kind.

http://www.ilovenature.world/mindful-living/2016/2/7/buddhist-nun-speaks-after-45-years-of-solitary-retreat-this-is-so-special-video (Ani Ngawang Pema)

“See the special moment when Matthew Ricard goes too see a Buddhist nun, Ani Ngawang Pema, who has been in solitary retreat for 45 years doing spiritual practices. No one had seen her, no one had even had the chance to interview or take photographs of her until the filming of National Geography’s documentary called “Light at the Edge of the World”.

When the Ani Ngawang Pema was younger, she was sought after by many suitors because of her beauty. She was known as the most beautiful girl in the Khumbu region (northeast of Nepal). Sons from many rich and famous families would seek her marriage. There was one particular wealthy merchant who had the power to demand for her marriage, instead of jumping at the chance to live a potential life of wealth and luxuries, she fled to become a renuncinant.

The buddhist nun went into silence and lived in retreat for 45 years. She became a legend in the region. Every traveler going to Mount Everest would go pay homage at her hut, to receive blessings and prayers. But they would never see her.

This is a very special moment captured on camera of this radiant being. ”

I have lived in extremes for much of my life and find that it hasn’t worked for me.  I feel there must be balance in all things.

I believe a force greater than ourselves has perceived a great imbalance in our shared dimension and we are all experiencing this force righting itself.

http://opchemtrails.blogspot.com/2015/11/massive-us-senate-document-on-national.html I saw that someone has “debunked” this document, it looked legitimate to me but I’m no expert. 
https://www.metabunk.org/debunked-massive-us-senate-document-on-national-and-global-weather-modification.t6916/I will let you decide for yourself if you think the document is bogus or has been altered inappropriately but I did find this, from Texas Senator Hutchison:


Sen. Hutchison, Kay Bailey [R-TX] (Introduced 03/03/2005)

Senate – Commerce, Science, and Transportation

Committee Reports:
S. Rept. 109-202

Latest Action:
12/08/2005 Placed on Senate Legislative Calendar under General Orders. Calendar No. 319.  (All Actions)


This bill has the status Introduced

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Subject — Policy Area:
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Summary: S.517 — 109th Congress (2005-2006)All Bill Information (Except Text)

There are 2 summaries for S.517.

Reported to Senate amended (12/08/2005)Introduced in Senate (03/03/2005)

Bill summaries are authored by CRS.

Shown Here:
Reported to Senate amended (12/08/2005)

Weather Modification Research and Development Policy Authorization Act of 2005 – (Sec. 4) Directs the Director of the Office of Science and Technology Policy to establish a Weather Modification Subcommittee to coordinate a national research program on weather modification. Requires the Subcommittee to include representatives from: (1) the National Oceanic and Atmospheric Administration (NOAA); (2) the National Science Foundation (NSF); and (3) the National Aeronautics and Space Administration (NASA). Provides for a representative from NOAA and a representative from NSF to serve together as co-chairs of such Subcommittee.

Requires the Director to develop and submit a plan for coordinated federal activities under the program, which shall: (1) for a ten-year period, establish the goals and priorities for federal research that most effectively advances scientific understanding of weather modification; (2) describe specific activities required to achieve such goals and priorities, including funding of competitive research grants, training and support for scientists, and participation in international research efforts; (3) identify and address, as appropriate, relevant programs and activities of the federal agencies and departments that would contribute to the program; (4) consider and use, as appropriate, reports and studies conducted by federal agencies and departments, and other expert scientific bodies, including the National Research Council report on Critical Issues in Weather Modification Research; (5) make recommendations for the coordination of program activities with weather modification activities of other national and international organizations; (6) incorporate recommendations from the Weather Modification Research Advisory Board; and (7) estimate federal funding for research activities to be conducted under the program.

Specifies activities related to weather modification that may be included under the program, including: (1) interdisciplinary research and coordination of research and activities to improve understanding of processes relating to weather modification, including cloud modeling, cloud seeding, improving forecast and decision-making technologies, related severe weather research, and potential adverse affects of weather modification; (2) development, through partnerships among federal agencies, states, and academic institutions, of new technologies and approaches for weather modification; and (3) scholarships and educational opportunities that encourage an interdisciplinary approach to weather modification.

Requires the Director to prepare and submit to the President and Congress annual reports on the activities conducted pursuant to this Act respecting the Weather Modification Subcommittee, including: (1) a summary of the achievements of federal weather modification research; (2) an analysis of the progress made toward achieving the goals and objectives of the plan; (3) a copy or summary of the plan and any changes made to it; (4) a summary of agency budgets for weather modification activities; (5) any recommendations regarding additional action or legislation that may be required to assist in achieving the purposes of this Act; (6) a description of the relationship between research conducted on weather modification and research conducted pursuant to the Global Change Research Act of 1990, as well as research on weather forecasting and prediction; and (7) a description of any potential adverse consequences on life, property, or water resource availability from weather modification efforts, and any suggested means of mitigating or reducing such consequences if such efforts are undertaken.

(Sec. 5) Establishes in the Office of Science and Technology Policy the Weather Modification Research Advisory Board to: (1) make recommendations to the Weather Modification Subcommittee on matters related to weather modification; and (2) advise such Subcommittee on the research and development, studies, and investigations with respect to potential uses of technologies and observation systems for weather modification research and assessments and evaluations of the efficacy of weather modification, both purposeful, (including cloud-seeding operations) and inadvertent (including downwind effects and anthropogenic effects).

(Sec. 6) Instructs U.S. departments and agencies and any other public or private agencies and institutions that receive research funds from the United States related to weather modification to give full support and cooperation to the Weather Modification Subcommittee.


4 comments on “18 July 2016 Dream that woke me up this morning and extremes of devotion *update!

  1. Extremes in any direction are, well, extreme, and lead us to over-correction. I remember my driver ed teacher, eons ago, who drilled us on micro-corrections to keep the car on course, especially in wintry, skidding conditions. Much more effective. I think we need to shift from an OMG!!! mentality to a We Can Do This one. I seldom remember dreams so… no keys. Thanks for sharing yours, Jackie!

    • Well put M about the extremes and corrections to them – driving on ice is a great example. I’ve been having to go from OMG to I can do this quite a bit lately as I try to process what is going on in the world. I’ve always been a “dreamer” as was my Grandma. I can remember one of her dreams that she told me about. She and her sister were out in the ocean, her sister and her husband had a home in the Caribbean. Well the tides were getting heavy and they got to some coral and were holding on and then this wave just came and grabbed them like “the devil” she said. Pretty wild.

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