31 Jan 2016 Mom’s Embroidery, Keshe healing wand and Earthing — health benefits right under your bare feet!

What a wonderful weekend it’s been! Gorgeous weather for Mom and Dad’s visit.  Mom finished the embroidered pillowcases for us and they came out really nice!  She wasn’t sure if she’d be able to get them done while they were here.  She’s a lot like me with such things.  When I get it into my head I want to finish something…fatigue doesn’t usually stop me lol.



I wanted to share something interesting I came across in the December issue of a little magazine published here in Texas called Living Natural First.  The topic is Earthing.  What is it?  It’s taking your shoes and socks off and letting your feet actually touch Mother Earth for a change!!  What a concept right?!  As children, many of us did that and then for some reason we stop….get all wearing shoes and stuff.  One of the greatest benefits that Clint Ober, a pioneer in actually showing the science behind the benefits of walking barefoot discovered is reduction in inflammation.  I’ve provided some links and and actual article from heartinstitutemd.com on this practice.  For folks like myself and my local family/tribe members…we already knew about and do this — especially “grounding” which is vital for light workers and practitioners of Holistic Medicine.  Why not give it a try?!  Just watch your step (we have to watch for red ants here!)

http://www.livingnaturalfirst.com/livingnaturalfirstmagazine.php – website
https://www.facebook.com/pages/Living-Natural-First/139658926062123 – facebook
https://www.earthing.com/what-is-earthing/ – Earthing website

What is “Grounding” or “Earthing”?

During my many years in medical practice I have seen remarkable advances in technology that give physicians unprecedented ability to save lives.

However, if you were to ask me about the most impressive breakthroughs, I am positive one of my answers would surprise you. It has nothing to do with high-tech at all. It is the very Earth you live on. Literally, the ground beneath your feet.

Earthing: Healing Power Beneath Your Feet

Woman laying in grass, Earthing can provide health benefits

Do you recall walking barefoot along wet sand at the beach or on a field of dew-moistened grass?  Do you recall feeling some tingling in your feet or legs, or a sense of warmth or well-being rising up into your body? That sensation is the result of direct barefoot contact with the surface of the Earth, which brims with natural, subtle energy.

The Earth, you see, is an electrical planet, and you are a bioelectrical being living on an electrical planet. Your body functions electrically. Your heart and nervous system are prime examples.

Emerging science reveals that direct contact with the ground allows you to receive an energy infusion, compliments of Mother Earth. Think of it as “vitamin G” – G for ground. Just as the sun above creates vitamin D in your body, the ground below provides you with vitamin G, a kind of “electrical nutrition.”

This energy infusion is powerful stuff. It can restore and stabilize the bioelectrical circuitry that governs your physiology and organs, harmonize your basic biological rhythms, boost self-healing mechanisms, reduce inflammation and pain, and improve your sleep and feeling of calmness. When these things happen, you feel better in a big way.

Quiz: “What’s Your Grounding IQ?”

The discovery of these benefits, and the dynamics behind them, is the subject of a 2010 book I am proud to have co-authored − Earthing: The Most Important Health Discovery Ever? (Basic Health Publications) and which has now been published in more than 12 languages. The research and the personal experiences of thousands of individuals all over the world, including doctors, suggest that we humans live on a global treatment table…but don’t know it.

Learn how Earthing has the potential to help promote health and healing in the body! Simple, effective, and best of all natural, Earthing is truly an amazing discovery. Click here to listen to the audiobook version now – it’s FREE!

We Are Disconnected from the Earth 

Modern lifestyle, including the widespread use of insulating rubber- or plastic-soled shoes, has disconnected most people in so-called developed societies from the Earth’s surface energy. Most of us don’t walk barefoot nor do we sleep on the ground as we did in times past. This physical disconnect from the Earth may be a totally overlooked cause of abnormal physiology and may actually contribute to inflammation, pain, fatigue, stress, and poor sleep. By reconnecting to the Earth, many common symptoms are often relieved and even eliminated. People tend to sleep better and have more energy. They feel better.

The research, which I am proud to have been part of, along with many testimonials, provides intriguing evidence of significant physiological shifts in the direction of a revitalized and healthier functioning body − generated simply by regularly walking barefoot outdoors or, while indoors, sleeping on a conductive bed sheet or sitting/working with your feet on a conductive floor mat connected to the Earth via a wire.

A Solution for Inflammation?

In recent years, inflammation has come to the forefront of medical attention and been recognized as the leading underlying trigger of chronic pain and most major health disorders, including cardiovascular disease, diabetes, arthritis, Alzheimer’s, and cancer.  “All roads to chronic disease lead through inflammation,” researchers are increasingly saying. Bodies are on fire.

One of the major benefits of Earthing is that it appears to assuage inflammation through the transfer of negatively-charged electrons from the surface of the Earth into the body (where the electrons neutralize positively-charged destructive free radicals involved in chronic inflammation).

The potential benefits from the Earth’s energy on the brain, heart, muscles, immune and nervous systems − and in turn the whole body and the aging process − are massive. Medically, this is a big deal!

I see Earthing as a profoundly simple, practical, effective, and cost-cutting way to combat common illnesses and pain problems, and make people healthier. In my own field of cardiology, Earthing has shown great promise – I have personally heard, from both individuals and doctors, of improvements in circulation, arrhythmias, blood pressure, and neuropathy.

The Earth as a Blood Thinner

I have collaborated in several small Earthing pilot studies that have exciting implications. One, on the electrodynamics (zeta potential) of blood cells, indicates that Earthing can significantly improve viscosity (blood thickness), inflammation, and flow. There are clear indications that individuals with a variety of cardiovascular conditions may benefit greatly from Earthing.

Diabetes, which carries a high risk for cardiovascular disease and arterial and nervous tissue damage, is a global epidemic for which Earthing may have significant promise.

The blood study I did has been published by the Journal of Alternative and Complementary Medicine and can be read online at http://online.liebertpub.com/doi/pdf/10.1089/acm.2011.0820

Another study I worked on showed how Earthing can contribute to a de-stressing and balancing effect on the nervous system, and as a result, on heart function. This study, published in Integrative Medicine: A Clinician’s Journal, can be read online at http://imjournal.com/pdfarticles/IMCJ10_3_p16_24chevalier.pdf

A review of all the Earthing research conducted to date can be found here at the online website of the Journal of Environmental Health and Policy at http://www.hindawi.com/journals/jeph/2012/291541/

Earthing excites me just as it does other health professionals who witness the remarkably broad and significant effects that the Earth’s energy has on health. This is a simple, natural, and profound resource that has been overlooked in the health equation. I believe that the scientific investigation of the Earthing phenomenon has just scratched the surface of a whole new and exciting frontier for exploration that is nothing less than a huge healing bounty from Nature.

Biophysicist James Oschman, Ph.D., author of Energy Medicine:The Scientific Basis (Churchill Livingstone, 2000), sums up Earthing this way: “The moment your foot touches the Earth, or you connect to the Earth through a wire, your physiology changes. An immediate normalization begins. And an anti-inflammatory switch is turned on. People stay inflamed because they never connect with the Earth, the source of free electrons which can neutralize the free radicals in the body that cause disease and cellular destruction. Earthing is the easiest and most profound lifestyle change anyone can make.”

How to Earth Yourself

Go barefoot for forty minutes outside and see what a difference that makes on your pain or stress level. Sit, stand, or walk on grass, sand, dirt, or concrete − preferably wet, for greater conduction of the Earth’s electrons. These are all conductive surfaces from which your body can draw the Earth’s electrons. Wood, asphalt, and vinyl are not conductive.

Ideally, you want to sustain the Earthing experience and make it a part of your daily routine. The easiest way is to use an Earthing system indoors such as bed sheets, mats, or body bands connected via a wire to a properly grounded electrical outlet inside a home or to a ground rod outside. These systems incorporate carbon or silver mesh to conduct the Earth’s energy and can be used in bed, while watching TV or reading, or while working at the desk.

For more information about, and to see a selection of, indoor grounding products, visit Grounded.com or call (800) 228-1507.

Additional Resources:

For the full and fascinating Earthing story, I recommend the Earthing book I wrote with Clint Ober and health writer Martin Zucker.

And for children, Laura Koniver, MD has also just released this new book: From the Ground Up


29 Jan 2016 Ft Worth Botanic Gardens and Conservatory visit with Mom and Dad, Sarah’s new Healing Home and chocolate pudding dessert recipe

Hello there!  Hope this finds you doing fantastic today.  It’s been an awesome couple of days here weather-wise and personally.  Our Thursday morning started with a wonderful visit with my friend Sarah who is opening her new practice location in Ft. Worth next Monday and my Mom and Dad arrived after their escape from the “true” cold of the South Dakota winter!  AWESOME!

8 Nov 2015 Sarah Brock at her booth Ft Worth Holistic Fair

8 Nov 2015 Sarah Brock at her booth Ft Worth Holistic Fair

http://www.sarahbrock.com/ – Sarah’s main webpage

Today we went to visit a place we’d talked about going with them on previous visits, the Botanic Garden and Conservatory in Ft. Worth (I posted pics from when Kyle and I went last year).  It was a little barren this time of year, but it was well worth the trip no matter what!  This time we were able to visit the conservatory.  We couldn’t last time because they had to repair windows damaged by hailstorms.  On the way home, we had yummy burgers at Grumps in Burleson for lunch.  Mom and Dad hadn’t been there before.  At home, aside from two VERY excited dogs, we had lots of dessert options.  We had the cookies and chocolate pudding dessert I had made and also delicious rhubarb cake Mom brought along.  She also brought me some rhubarb jam!  Rhubarb doesn’t grow here – not cold enough.  This afternoon I managed to continue my winning streak against my Dad in cribbage but when he, Kyle and I played, Kyle finally ended it!  It’s all luck of the cards but it sure feels good when the luck is in your favor!

http://fwbg.org/ – main webpage for Gardens

http://grumpsburgers.com/ – Grumps website.  Great food and atmosphere.  I loved their home-made chips!

Anyhew — sending you all love and hugs through the wires.

Mom’s chocolate dessert:

crust: mix 1/2 cup melted butter with 1 cup flour and you can add 1/2 cup chopped nuts.  Press into an 9×13 baking pan and bake at 350 degrees for about 15 minutes. Let it cool and then add 2nd layer: mix 1 cup powdered sugar, 1 cup Cool whip and 8 oz of Philadelphia Cream cheese (I use a mixer to get a nice smooth consistency). 3rd layer is 2 packages of instant chocolate pudding (or pudding of choice) with 3 cups milk and 1 tsp extract.  Top all with remaining Cool Whip and nuts if desired.  Chill and serve!

26 Jan 2016 Dr. Wilhem Reich Character Armor, Drawing, night moon pics, Keshe Foundation device, Muse and Bastille music

Hello everyone – I hope this finds you warmer than I am here in North Texas….another chilly one! I don’t mind though and will be getting out to enjoy it!

So I went back to bed after Kyle left this morning and got a lot of needed sleep. I’ve been having weird dreams that definitely are like the ones I mentioned in a previous blog about dreams, “what the hell was that about??” kind of thing but in reflection I can see my mind was just processing things….moving files I don’t need in short-term memory to long-term storage.

Anyhew..as I was waking up I was thinking and asking, “what is todays topic?” and immediately what came to mind was, “Is it putting on your holy armor or the iron maiden.” So the topic for today relates to the theory Dr. Wilhelm Reich developed called “Character Armor.”  What this is to me is what I’ve noticed for a long, long time and I read in his book last night, he did too, that at about ages 4-5, our families, our churches, or schools…the world….starts to build us a very restricting and uncomfortable suit of armor that gradually disables us….inhibits all natural and healthy function we had as children.

Diagram of Character Armor Dr. Wilhelm Reich

Diagram of Character Armor Dr. Wilhelm Reich


Reich’s Concept of Armoring

July 29, 2013

Dr. Patricia Frisch

Wilhelm Reich’s Armoring

Wilhelm Reich coined the term armoring as a reference to character and body armor. Initially trained as a psychoanalyst with Freud, Reich veered from standard theory and practice and over time conceptualized a very different paradigm. He practiced with an engaged style in the here and now, interacting with how patients presented in the office and toward him.

Reich created the term character armor. He meant that we all have coping patterns – stylistic character defenses that we develop throughout our life, usually starting before we can think or talk. We scope out our life situation with parents, caregivers, and early schooling, and figure out the best way to adapt. Depending on how our life unfolds, our defensive structure either becomes more adaptive or becomes problematic. Reich called our habitual demeanor, stance and attitude character armor. Our dominant, submissive, pleasing, withdrawn, petulant, stubborn styles, for example, become a uniform we wear in relationships – our suit of armor.

As Reich’s work progressed scientifically, his focus turned to the body and the way it mirrors the character in all systems. He found that our bodies embody the template of our personalities and conform to those dictates. Reich discovered the basic pulsation in the universe and that healthy organisms and organs have natural expansion and contraction. That life energy pulsates. When we are armored, our pulsation is interrupted and the movement restricted; the energy flow throughout our body is impeded. We may experience this as a lack of sensation, aliveness, a stiffness or tension. Armor can develop into painful sensation if places in our body have chronic holding or are under-charged. So our physicality speaks as well as our voice. Our armoring reduces our creative capacity, our natural expression of our unique Self.

If we allow expansion, we naturally experience new ideas and interests that we have energy to pursue. As we reinstate our natural pulsation by interrupting our character and dissolving our body armor, we naturally and spontaneously embrace life in the way suited to us. When we are imprisoned in unconscious ways of being, we lose flexibility necessary for healthy adaptation.

Links for further reading:

http://www.wilhelmreichtrust.org/character_analysis.pdf – Character Analysis 3rd edition Dr. Wilhelm Reich

http://www.newhermetics.com/pdfs/ReichianCharacterArmor.pdf – Character Armor of Wilhem Reich

Love and light to you through the wires….through the armor that binds you.

Muse – Uprising [Official Video]


Bastille – Of The Night


Bastille – Bad Blood

Muse – Madness

22 Jan 2016 We are all suns and morning with my dogs in pictures

A picture story for you this morning.  Spot and Link have failed to grasp the concept of Mother Natures climate control.  They think because it’s warm and pleasant inside that it’s going to be that way outside…even after repeated attempts by me to show them differently!!  It’s all about the routine and dogs are happiest when you don’t deviate.   We have a routine and Kyle and I (mostly me during the week) are not allowed to take weekends off!!  ROFL.  Our morning walks is something they don’t often let me off the hook from doing.  Every time we go it’s like Six Flags for dogs!  So it’s time to bundle up and “show them”, once again, the sun has fooled them yet again!

We are all suns and have to create our own warmth even during the coldest of times inside or out.  Dogs…well….they create their own warmth and are smart enough to cuddle up and get some of ours LOL.

Love and hugs through the wires and have a lovely weekend! I think I’ll give you a break until Monday *wink


21 Jan 2016 Where do we go when we dream? Do we go to someone else’s dreams? Is it spirits or Tinnitus?!

Hello again, yes, a double post today but I promise this will be MUCH shorter and less serious. It’s a gray, misty morning and my bread dough, much like the sun it seems, doesn’t even feel like rising today!  For those of you in Europe, I know, I’m just whining lol.  I remember when I lived there it was like this a lot.  The umbrella, raincoat and goloshes a permanent fixture at the front door!

21 Jan 2016 Jackie drawing of what its like to sleep at night Alvarado TX

Me trying to sleep!

So anyways. I decided to draw this morning and this is what made it to paper.  It’s supposed to represent me and what it’s like for to attempt to get sleep at night!  I’ll be dog tired and as soon as the lights go out….POP!  Eyelids wide open!  I hear every little noise (have to wear earplugs) to include a high pitch, fluctuating “light bulb turning on” sound or that sound tv’s sometimes make .  What’s ironic is it could be the earplugs causing me to hear it!

I always try to remain objective about these things so there could be a logical explanation like the condition known as Tinnitis: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Tinnitus .  It could also be spirit communication as this blogger describes from her experience: http://www.anysiakiel.com/communicating-with-spirits/whos-ringing-in-your-ears/.  From my experience, the noise doesn’t happen all the time and the sounds usually are accompanied by the hair going up on the back of the neck, the sense of someone moving around and being watched kind of thing.   I haven’t had my ears checked in a long time so hard to say what’s really going on.  I’m not concerned either way.

I’ve found putting the special quartz crystal I’ve had since the early 2000’s, I call her “Sister” (this happened after reading book called Voices of our Ancestors), on my third eye area sometimes helps “quiet” things down.  What’s funny is unless I use something to keep her there, I’ll fall asleep and turn on my side….bloop….there she goes and I’m awake again LOL!

21 Jan 2016 my quartz crystal for sleeping Sister Alvarado TX

Something I’ve thought for quite a long time and I’ve heard other HSP’s (Highly Sensitive People) and Empaths talk about this too is when you sleep during the day it’s more restful because the rest of the waking world’s minds are occupied with their day to day crap. At night, however, most of us sleep at the same time and for those of us sensitives….other people don’t always seem to stay in their dream worlds and neither do we!  “Dream walking” they call it.

So where do we go when we dream? Do we sometimes end up in other people’s dreams or have other people get into ours?  Have you ever had a dream and woke up saying, “What the hell was THAT all about?!  Who were those people?!  Nothing in my life experience makes this dream make sense….it’s like it was being in someone else’s dream!”  This happens to me.  The dream experience is like it’s from someone else’s perspective if that makes sense.  Like seeing the dream world through the eyes of someone else.  WEIRD!

Anyhew – something to think about if your trapped in the house too.  Love and light to you!


14 Jan 2016 Good-bye to my Star Dad

I’m still processing the loss of David.  The past couple of days I’ve been listening to interviews he did through the years and listening to my CD collection of his music….honoring and celebrating his life, mourning…trying to come to terms.  He was so funny….many of his interviews have made me smile and laugh…the creepy thing though….it’s like listening to myself.  This morning it really hit me hard that this amazing man was in many ways a father to me and much of who I was and who I am now I can attribute to his influences.

My flesh and blood Dad is an amazing man who I love very much, but he and I don’t have many interests in common.  The one important thing we do have in common — Love…that’s a big one!  My Dad went through hell and a hand basket to make sure I always had food, clothing, shelter and Love.  I’ll never forget seeing him sitting by our little Christmas tree when we lived in a tiny house in Tea SD exasperated.  He was a single father trying to provide for his little girl and he was having such a hard time.  He was so thin I suspect he didn’t do a lot for himself so I would have what I needed.  He is a selfless man.  Thank you DAD!

Then there is David….we had so much in common it freaks me out as I reflect but in a good freak out.  I’m so grateful I was alive at the same time he was and am blessed with all the lessons and gifts he’s left behind for all of his children like me.  To me he’s like the “All-Father” to kids like us.  I think many “outsiders” and “freaks” like myself would say David was a beacon in the hell that is being “different,” the “other.”

He proved you could be yourself and truly make a life for yourself and leave an eternal legacy.

Anyhew….still processing this.  To me his death was like losing a family member….he’s been a part of my life for 30+ years!  Not quite as long as my own Daddy but close.  Another reason I think this hurts so bad….David was about the age of my Dad and that is a kick in my heart.   Some day I’m going to have to part with my Dad and the mere thought seriously fucks with my head and heart.  Those of you who have lost your parents know this kind of thing….it’s a fact of life….the punch line to the cruel joke of being a human being.  Being born already dying.  Ugh!  Thank God for nature, music, laughter, art, dancing…..Love.  The fine tethers that keep us all from going completely insane.

This is my drawing today of where I’m at today.  I’m sure I’m not alone.  My Love to you.

Good-bye for now my Star Dad.....

Good-bye for now my Star Dad…..

Link enjoying little corner to corner I made with extra yard..kind of Yin and Yang image isn't it?

Link enjoying little corner to corner I made with extra yard..kind of Yin and Yang image isn’t it?

11 Jan 2016 Solitary Experiments – Road to Horizon – Keshe Foundation Technology and exploration

Hello all and welcome to Monday (here as I write this anyways!) – Hope this finds you in good health and spirits!

I’m not going to blah blah this morning too much.  I finished watching the Keshe Foundations 95th Knowledge Seekers Workshop and it was really helpful as once the copper ordered arrives, Kyle and I are going to give an official go at trying to complete a system.  My experiments so far and everything I’ve learned from following the Keshe teachings since October of last year have prepared me.  I was happy to see an actual diagram in the video to show how the coils are connected and it’s cool to see innovators exploring new ways to do the connections to make it both easier and less wire mess I want to say.  We also got to see the latest progress on Ali’s ship set up and a new one from a Jackie out of Switzerland.  So far we have about 5 people who are at this advanced stage and will be joining the team to build ships for the future.

This weekend I put together a “half size” coil in the new design and it was so pretty I couldn’t nanocoat and GANS it lol!  What was really amazing is Kyle actually felt the magnetic field when he held it.  He seldom feels anything with the things I’ve made so far – except my bowls.  He thinks because he’s a welder who has electricity coursing through his body each day, it was make him less sensitive to lower levels of energy fields.  So his saying he felt something with the little wand…..thrilling!

Mr. Keshe mentioned something interesting with the new 90 degree inner coil setup when used for health purposes — make two and one should have a stronger field than the other.  This got me to thinking about the energy healing work I have learned to do which involves using both hands on either side of the location I’m trying to help the person heal or alleviate pain.  After experimenting with Kyle by holding my wand in one hand and placing my hand by itself on each side of his head, he felt the hand without the wand more strongly than the hand holding the wand!  So without even nanocoating or GaNsing the coils….perceptible energy emissions!  He heard a ringing sound when the wand was close to his ears.  Another thing with this — it’s not the size of the coils but what GaNs you use to coat the coils will determine the individual strengths.   With the new 90 degree setup of the coils, you can move the inner coil to adjust the field and what type of energy signal you want to send.

As usual, lol, the video had “technical” difficulties but they are getting better!  I like that when Mr. Keshe is teaching now, he isn’t in front of the classroom anymore but he has the camera focused on a piece of paper that he draws on to explain what he’s talking about.  This teaching style works better for me!

Here are pictures from my experimenting and playing this weekend and an interesting song I’ve liked for a couple years now that is perfect for the journey those of us who are involved with this new technology are on!


Solitary Experiments- Road To Horizon



Uploaded on Jan 17, 2010
“Road To Horizon” off of Solitary Experiment’s In The Eye Of The Beholder Album. (2009)

Look back at what you leave, but keep your eyes
focused on where you’re headed.
Run fast to catch the train, you’ll try your best
but I don’t know if you get it.

We rise again from ashes to create ourselves anew,
from all the good things we have failed to do.

We’re walking on though desert sand,
clouds drifting slowly upon the land.
Tremendous heat under the glowing sun,
on the road to horizon the weakest one falling down.

Move on to a new chosen realm,
whatever still happens everything is purpose.
Bring back the golden years, the secret slumbers
deep underneath the surface.

We rise again from ashes to create ourselves anew,
from all the good things we have failed to do.

We climbed the highest mountains.
We explored the universe.
We dived into the deepest oceans.
We discovered new life forms.

We’re walking on though desert sand,
clouds drifting slowly upon the land.
Tremendous heat under the glowing sun,
on the road to horizon the weakest one falling down.
https://www.facebook.com/groups/GoldenAgeofGans/ – awesome Facebook where many of us following and experimenting with Keshe Foundation technology share our discoveries, thoughts and ideas

95th Knowledge Seekers Workshop January 7th @ 9AM CET

Keshe Foundation Spaceship Institute

P.S. used the Amazon gift card from brother-in-laws to buy books I’ve been wanting on Tesla and Reich’s work along with the copper:

My Inventions Paperback – April 15, 2013 by Nikola Tesla (Author)http://www.amazon.com/gp/product/1484127358?psc=1&redirect=true&ref_=oh_aui_detailpage_o01_s00

The Cancer Biopathy (The Discovery of Orgone, Vol. 2) Hardcover – December, 1973 by Wilhelm Reich (Author) http://www.amazon.com/gp/product/0374118361?psc=1&redirect=true&ref_=oh_aui_detailpage_o00_s00

The Function of the Orgasm: Sex-Economic Problems of Biological Energy (The Discovery of the Orgone, Vol. 1) Paperback – May 1, 1986 – Wilhelm Reich (Author), Vincent R. Carfagno (Translator)

http://www.quantumtouch.com/index.php?lang=en – energy healing modality I learned a couple of years ago and have been using with great results.  The first part of the healing process I’ve noticed most always begins with the emotions.  This is the same principle Mr. Keshe has expressed in his teachings.


8 Jan 2016 8 Jan 2016 Happy reunions, magic of dewdrops, thoughtful in-laws, Cakes Cupcake shop and music of friendship

Hello to all of you visiting today! Hope this finds you well and happy.  I’m posting late  today – it’s been a busy but great day!

This morning my prayers about a lost Chihuahua were answered. While I was walking the dogs last weekend a couple stopped me to ask if I’d seen a little tan dog.  They were here from Canada getting work done on their RV (Alvarado has one of the largest RV businesses in the state!) and the little one had run away when it got scared.  Kyle told me later he’d seen a little dog near the utility crews fixing our power lines but hadn’t stopped.  I hadn’t seen the little one in the neighborhood but last night my next door neighbor said he had seen it in his backyard and it liked to play with his Yorkie Buster.

Well I woke early this morning with this on my mind and I decided as soon as I could I’d call the RV places to see which one the owners were using and let them know we may have found their dog. I also called our wonderful Animal Control Officer Janelle Grooms and she was glad to hear this news as she and hundreds of other folks in town had been looking everywhere for this little dog!

Sure enough when my neighbor let the owners in the backyard, the little ones fur momma was able to coax her out of her hiding spot – oh my gosh there is nothing quite like seeing such a moment! She wanted to give my neighbor a reward and we were like no way!  Well what’s funny is I went on the Animal Shelters Facebook page so I could get the picture of the reunion for this post and the shelter had put up a list of things they needed.  Moments later the owners came back by to give me $100 to either give to my neighbor or the Animal Shelter.  My neighbor and I didn’t want a reward so I was able to take it to the shelter and it will hopefully help them with their list!  Isn’t this beautiful how everything works out?! Along with the money I took some of my blankets I’ve made, towels and a couple of toys over along with the money.  When it  comes to running a non-profit animal shelter, EVERYTHING helps!  If you have a shelter near you and you have the means to help DO IT! 🙂

This is what we are here to do – help each other.  It’s amazing how people can do so much good if they work together.

THEN, the day just kept getting better. Kyle’s Mom and Dad had just dropped off his brother to spend time with a friend and they decided to stop at our favorite bakery up the street, Cakes, and bring me more cupcakes LOL.  Like Mother and Father….like son!  How thoughtful and perfect timing….we just ran out of the ones Kyle brought home.

I had an appointment with my friend and therapist today so Kyle dropped me off and went and did errands like Petsmart, getting us a new Spot Bot steam cleaner and he stopped by our friend Beverly Toeners shop, the Texas Medicine Woman Nutrition and Wellness Center to get more vitamins (and to check on her for me, she’s such a special lady). I made my therapist laugh so hard at the end of our time when I told her about my face thingy I’m working on, “anti-gravity glue face stuff” and told her I had first tried to use duct tape!  Duct tape fix anything!  ROFL.  It was a joy to see her receptionist Linda glowing again….true love does that!  Radiant as the sun is that girls smile these days!

Yesterday afternoon our dear friend Rhonda came by to drop off my awesome Christmas gift, a proper aluminum wallet so I could get rid of my Altoids tin I’d been using Lol. She introduced us to her new family member, her gorgeous flute.  She is trying to come up with a name with input from all of us.  Not sure if she’s come up with the official name yet.  She’s thinking Madame Curry.  This morning the name Bella came to me.  She was thinking may be Luna (Lovegood from Harry Potter) as a possibility.  She played an impromptu song for Kyle and I and it was so lovely!  She is an incredible vocalist also and I hope she can find a way to join her talents like she’d like to.  We all went out for a meal at Don Chano’s up the street.  It was so nice to do that!  We don’t eat out at sit-downs very often and especially with friends.

Finally – dewdrops on the grass. Yesterday I went out to do my thing outside and was looking at the grass and got mesmerized!  SHINY!  Dewdrops on blades of grass sparkle like diamonds…like the stars.  Anything that shines gets my immediate attention LOL.  One of my little poems from long ago about this, “Stars on the lawn shimmer until dusk and then their gone.”

Love, hugs and light through the wires to you.

*I have to finish watching the last Keshe broadcast yet!


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7 Jan 2016 Drawing a ghost from past? Nikola Tesla hat and 1980’s movie about his life

interesting how much the man in the hat looks like the photograph of a young Nikola Tesla.

interesting how much the man in the hat looks like the photograph of a young Nikola Tesla.

Nikola Tesla suite - notice the hat

Nikola Tesla suite – notice the hat

This morning I caught the last part of the livestream (for me You tube as my Livestream was compromised and I’m reluctant to use it) and was going to try and see the whole thing but it looks like it’s not available yet.

https://www.youtube.com/c/KeshefoundationOrg/live – 95th Knowledge Seekers Workshop January 7th @ 9AM CET – it looks like it will be streaming more?

So then I decided to watch a video I’ve seen before on PBS about Nikola Tesla called the Master of Lightening: http://www.pbs.org/tesla/

Then I remembered seeing a video for a movie made in the 1980’s about him:

Tajna Nikole Tesle / film (1980.)

and shortly into it, there is a scene of when he first entered the country via Ellis Island and he was wearing a large hat.  My mind flashed and I remembered drawing a young man wearing such a hat many years ago….the resemblance is striking isn’t it?  I’ve just started to watch it and will get back to it after I finish here!

I don’t if this means anything, just a coincidence, but it was around the  time of this drawing that I was attacked by a dark cloud in our bedroom (Kyle saw it).  The next day a body was removed from the house across the street.  I was doing a lot of drawings during this time of shadowy figures etc.  I was sensing I wasn’t alone a lot – this was the vulnerable time when I was recovering from my episode 2 Nov 2002.  Ever since that episode, my life changed.  As I have shown in the drawings I’ve shared over time here, I have been on a journey with things I didn’t comprehend at first but now are starting to all come together to make sense.  I know, you had a break-down more than once and of course you are trying to figure it out….well this is what has come to me about it and I am not hesitant to share my experience….I might help others going through the same things.

Another man I’ve come to admire and who has inspired by home experimenting with orgone related things, Dr. Wilhelm Reich, talked about the people who wanted to obstruct his research as having it in their blood, in their “structures.”  I am coming to think it is true for all people.  When I look at the map my Dad gave me a while back when he was doing genealogy work for our family I see the path, the blood of my ancestors flowing through the same parts of the world of Nikola’s (something that popped in my head too, is this why I’ve been so interested in Dracula most of my life?!!).  We never truly die as he says, and I agree.  We just change our forms:

This is map my Dad sent to me in 2012 showing the latest he'd found out about the migration of our ancestors through Europe

This is map my Dad sent to me in 2012 showing the latest he’d found out about the migration of our ancestors through Europe

Love and light to you through the wires today!


Tesla Interview
The following is an interview with Nikola Tesla. The grammar and choice of pronouns is all over the place indicating the article is a computer translation into English from a foreign language (Serbian?). The article is posted as found without any corrections. This article is important because it reveals a vast metaphysical aspect of Tesla’s personality.

Interview with Nikola Tesla from 1899. year: With thunder and lightning talk in Serbian 24.05.2012 07:00 | freedomtek.orgShare0 2750 11 0 2 Mail16I gained the ability to manage sleep and sleep and wake up in the moment that I set myself. If we do something in what I do not understand, forcing himself to think of it in a dream, and thus find a solution … Interview we bring you the scientist Nikola Tesla 1899th The magazine gave the “Immortality” in his former laboratory in Colorado Springs

REPORTER: Futurists say that the twentieth and twenty drvi life born from the head of Nikola Tesla. They celebrate the opposite magnetic field and sing hymns indukcinom iotoru. Their creator, which is called the hunter in your network caught the light from the depths of the earth, the warrior who has captured the fire from heaven. The father of alternating current will make chemistry and physics dominate the middle of the world. Industry will proclaim him as their supreme saint and bankers for the biggest benefactor. In the laboratory of Nikola Tesla was first broken by atom. There is created a weapon that caused the earthquake? vibrations. It was discovered in cosmic ray and black. Five races will pray to him in the temple of the Future, because they had learned the great secret that the elements of Empedocles? watered the life forces from the air.

TESLA: Yes, to some of my most important discoveries. I’m a defeated man. I have not realized that the greatest thing I could.

REPORTER: What is it, Mr. Tesla?

TESLA: I wanted to illuminate the whole earth. It is enough electricity to become a second sun. Light shone around the equator, as a ring around Saturn. The human race is not ripe for the great and good. In Colorado Springgsu I drink of the earth electricity. Also we can water the other energies, such as positive mental energy. They are in music by Bach? or Mozart?, or the verses of great poets. The Earth’s interior are the energy of serenity, peace and love, their expressions are a flower that grows out of the country, the food we get from it and all that makes man’s homeland. I spent years searching for the way in which the energy and may affect people. Beauty and the smell of roses can be used as a medicine, and sunlight as food. Life has an infinite number of forms, and the duty of scientists to find them in every form of matter. Three things are important in this. All you do is search for them. I know you will not find them, but I will not give up on them.

REPORTER: What are these things?

TESLA: One is the question of food. Which stellar or earthly power on earth to feed the hungry? Which wine watered all thirsty, and to cheer their hearts and realize that the gods? The second thing is to destroy the power of evil and suffering in which man’s life passes? They sometimes occur as an epidemic in the depths of space, in this century, the disease had spread out from Earth into space.The third thing is: if there is excess light in the universe? I discovered a star that, in all astronomical and mathematical laws, it may disappear, and that apparently does not change anything. The stars in this galaxy. Its light can happen to such a density that fits into a small ball of apples, and heavier than the solar system. Religion and philosophy taught that man can become the Christ, Buddha and Zoroaster?. What I’m looking for what is crazier, bigger and nemogućnije. This is what I do to be in the universe, each man is born as Christ, Buddha and Zoroaster?. I know that gravity is all that should be inclined to fly, and my intention is to make flying devices (aircraft or missile), but the man regain consciousness on his own wings … Furthermore, I am trying to awaken the energy contained in a vacuum. Vacuum the largest sources of energy, what is considered void only the manifestation of matter unawakened. There are no gaps in the earth or in space. In black holes, which the astronomers say, the most powerful sources of energy and life.

REPORTER: In the window of your room at the “Waldorf-Astoria,” the thirty-third floor, landing every morning doves.

TESLA: Man must be sentimental towards birds. This is due to their wings. And he did it once had, rights and visible!

REPORTER: You have not stopped flying since those early days in Smiljan!

TESLA: I wanted to fly from the roof and fell: children’s calculations are wrong. Do not forget, young man: the wings are all in my life!

JOURNALIST: Do not be married! It is not known neither your love for a woman. Photos from youth show you an extremely nice man.

TESLA: Yes. I did not. There are two views: more or no sex. The middle is for renewal ljuskog race. Too many people are having sex at certain feeds and strengthens the vitality and spirit. Abstaining from sex is doing the same in others. I chose the second time.

REPORTER: Your admirers complain that attack the theory of relativity. Strange is your claim that matter has no energy. Everything is imbued with energy, where it is?

TESLA: First it was the energy, then matter.

REPORTER: Mr. Tesla, it’s like when you say that you were born your father, and not on you.

TESLA: That this is the situation with the birth of the universe. Matter is created from the original and eternal energy that we know as light. Shone, and there have been a star, planet, a man and everything on earth and the universe. Matter is an expression of infinite forms of light, because the energy is older than her. There are four laws of creation. The first is that the source of all the baffling, dark plot which the mind can conceive, or mathematics to measure, fit into the particle of the universe. The second law is the spread of darkness, which is the true nature of light, from Nepojamnog and its transformation into light. The third law is the need to become a light matter. The fourth law is: there is no beginning and no end; three previous laws always create a lasting and eternal.

REPORTER: The hostility to the theory of relativity go that far, that the birthday celebrations of its holding lectures against its creator.

TESLA: Remember space is curved, but that man’s mind can not comprehend infinity and eternity! To the creator of relativity to clear, to gain immortality, even if the physical is at will. I am part of the light, and it is the music. light fills my six senses?: I did see, hear, feel, smell, and I touched upon. Think of a sixth sense to me. Particles of light are written note. A bolt of lightning can be an entire sonata. A thousand lightning show. For this concert I have created a ball lightning that can be heard on the icy peaks of the Himalayas. About Pythagoras and mathematics, a scientist about the two can not and must not violate. Jednčine numbers and signs marking the music sphere. That Einstein had heard the sound of her, would not create the theory of relativity. These sounds are messages mind that life has meaning, that the universe exists in perfect harmony, and beauty is a cause and effect Ssvaranja. The music is the eternal cycle of stellar heavens. The smallest star is completed and also the composition, of celestial symphony. Ticking heart of man are parts of the symphony on earth. Newton? learned that the secret is in the correct geometrical arrangement and motion of celestial bodies. He recognized that the supreme law of harmony in the universe. curved space is chaos, chaos is not, uzika. Einstein is the messenger of the time sound and fury.

REPORTER: Mr. Tesla, do you hear that music?

TESLA: I always hear it. My spiritual ear is as big as the sky that we see above us. His natural introduction I increased radar. According to the theory of Relativity two parallel lines meet at infinity. Time and Einstein would become a real curve. Once created, the sound lasts forever. For men it may disappear, but continues to take in the silence of his greatest power. No, I have nothing against Mr. Einstein. He was affable man and has done some good things, some of which will become part of the music. I will write to him and try to explain that the ether exists, and that its particles are what keeps the universe in harmony, and life in eternity.

REPORTER: Would you please tell, what are the terms of adjustment of an angel on Earth?

TESLA: I have ten of them. note of caution.

JOURNALIST: write down your every word, dear Mr. Tesla.

TESLA: The first requirement is a high awareness of their mission and work to be performed. It must, if only dimly, in the early days there. Let us not be falsely modest; Oak knows that the oak tree, a bush next to it that the bush. As a boy of twelve years, I was sure that I will come to Niagara Falls. For most of his discoveries I knew in my childhood that I will achieve them, though not quite clear … The second condition is the persistence of adjustment. All that I might, I ended.

REPORTER: What is the third adaptation condition, Mr. Tesla?

TESLA: Directing all vital and spiritual energy at work. Hence, the purification of the many things that i need a man. I did not lose any time, just got. I got so that I rejoiced in her every day and night. Write: Nikola Tesla was a happy man … The fourth condition is the adaptation of physical assembly work.

REPORTER: What do you think, Mr. Tesla?

TESLA: First, to the maintenance of the assembly. The human body is a perfect machine. I know its structure and what is good for him. Food most people I was harmful and dangerous. Because sometimes imagines that all the chefs of the world in a conspiracy against me … Touch my hand.

REPORTER: It was cold.

TESLA: Yes. Bloodstream can be managed, and many processes in and around us. Why have you turned pale, young man?

REPORTER: This is a story that Mark Twain wrote a mysterious stranger, that wonderful book of Satan, inspired by you.

TESLA: The word “Lucifer” I prefer. Mr. Twain likes to joke. As a child I once cured by reading his books. When we met here and said to him, he was so moved that he cried. We became friends and often came to my laboratory. Once asked to show him the machine that is vibration caused a feeling of bliss. It was one of those inventions for fun, where I sometimes worked. I reminded Mr. Twain as not to remain under these vibrations. I do not listen and stayed longer. It ended by being, like rockets, hand in pants, ran into a certain room. It was damn funny, but I kept seriousness. Now back to the physical adjustment of the assembly. In addition to food, is very important and a dream. From a long and exhausting work, which required a superhuman effort, I’d be after one hour of sleep completely recovered. I gained the ability to manage sleep and sleep and wake up in the moment that I set myself. If we do something in what I do not understand, forcing himself to think of it in a dream, and thus find a solution.The fifth requirement is to adapt memory. Perhaps the most human brains guard knowledge about the world and the knowledge gained in life. My brain is engaged in more important matters of memory, in catching me on what they need at a particular time. It’s about us and it should only take. Everything that we once saw, heard, read and follow us out in the form of light particles. I have these particles obedient and loyal. Goethe’s Faust, najmiliju my book, I learned by heart as a student in German, and now I can recite whole. His inventions for years I wore a “head”, and only then they realized.

REPORTER: I often mention the power of visualization.

TESLA: She may have to thank for everything I did. The events of my life and my discovery before my eyes the real, visible as any occurrence and subject. In my youth I was afraid of that, not knowing what it actually, but later I received this power as an exceptional talent and wealth. I have cherished and jealously guarded. I was visualizing the most exercised and the invention of the correction, then them, so complete, made. It solves complex mathematical equations, and it does not print the numbers. In Tibet, I got a gift for that rank high Lama.Yes, to do so. My eyesight and hearing are perfect and, dare to say, stronger than other people. I hear the thunder of a hundred and fifty miles, and I see colors in the sky that others can not see. To increase sight and hearing had as a child. Later I consciously developed.

REPORTER: The youth have several times been seriously ill. Is the disease one of the conditions of adjustment?

TESLA: Yes. It is often due to lack or exhaustion of vital force, but often the purification of mind and body of toxins that have accumulated. It is necessary that a man suffers from time to time. Source of most disease is in the spirit. Therefore, the spirit and can cure most diseases. As a student I got sick of the cholera that was raging in Lika. I was healed by his father allowed to enroll study technique, which was my life. I have a vision for the disease, but the mind’s ability to penetrate beyond the three dimensions of the earth. I had them all your life, and I received them as all the other phenomena around them. Once, as a child, I was walking by the river with his uncle and said: “The link will appear trout, I’ll throw a stone and it was cut.” That’s what happened. Scared and shocked, my uncle shouted: “Bade retro Satanas!” He was a learned man, and spoke Latin … I was in Paris when I saw his mother’s death. In the sky, full of light and music, floated are wonderful creatures. One of them had a mother figure, who was looking at me with infinite love. As the vision disappeared, I knew that my mother died.

REPORTER: What is the seventh adjustment, Mr. Tesla?

TESLA: Learning how to be psychic and vital energy to turn into what we want, and achieve dominion over all the feelings. Hindus call it Kundalini Yoga. This knowledge can be learned, what is needed for many years or are acquired by birth. I got most of them at birth. They are the closest connection with the sexual energy, which is after the light most widespread in the universe. The woman is the greatest thief and energy, and thus the spiritual power. I always knew it and kept it. Since I made myself what I wanted: the thought and spiritual machine.

REPORTER: A ninth adjustments, Mr. Tesla?

TESLA: Everything to do that any day, any time, if possible, do not forget who we are and why we are on Earth. Extraordinary people who are struggling in life, disease, privation, or too scarred by the company with its stupidity, misunderstanding, persecution and other difficulties which the country is full of wetlands as insects, leaves behind unclaimed by the end of the work. There are a lot of fallen angels on Earth.

REPORTER: What is the tenth adaptation?

TESLA: What is most important. Write to Mr. Tesla played. He was playing his entire life and enjoyed it.

REPORTER: Mr. Tesla! Does that apply to your findings and your work? Is that a game?

TESLA: Yes, dear boy. I also loved to play with electricity! Always get goose bumps when you hear the one about the Greek who stole fire. A terrible story of okivanju and eagles that peck at his liver. Did Zeus had enough thunder and lightning, and was damaged in a passion? There is some misunderstanding … Lightning are the most beautiful toys that can be found. Do not forget to highlight your text: Nikola Tesla was the first man who made a lightning bolt.

REPORTER: Mr. Tesla, a moment ago you were talking about angels and their adaptation to the Earth.

TESLA: Am I? This is the same. You could write this: he dared to take upon himself the prerogatives of Indra, Zeus and Perun. Imagine one of those gods that evening in the black section, with bowler hat and white gloves elite of New York organized lightning, fires and earthquakes!

REPORTER: Readers love our magazine humor. But you confused me by saying, and your discoveries, which have immense benefit to the people, are playing. Many will frown on it.

TESLA: Dear Mr. Smith, and the trouble is that people are too serious. If it were not, they would be happier and much longer to live. A Chinese proverb says that the seriousness shortens the life. Li Tai Pe is supposed visit to the Inn visit the Imperial Palace. But to readers of newspapers would not frown, back to things they consider important.

REPORTER: They would love to hear what is your philosophy.

TESLA: Life is a rhythm that can be realized. I feel the rhythm and controlled by him and left him. He was very grateful and gave me the knowledge I have. Everything that lives is linked to a deep and wonderful relationships: man and the stars, amoeba and the sun, the heart and circulation of an infinite number of worlds. These ties are unbreakable, but they can be tamed and appeased by čojvek and I begin to create new and different relationships in the world, and not to destroy the old. Knowledge comes from space, our vision is his most perfect set. We have two eyes: the earthly and spiritual. It should strive to become an eye. The universe is alive in all its manifestations, such as what a thinking animal. Stone is a thinking and sentient being, such as plant, animal and man. A star that shines is asked to look at, and that we too obsessed with them to understand its language and message. His breathing, his eyes and ears of the man must harmonize breathing, eyes and ears of the universe.

REPORTER: When you speak, I seem to hear a Buddhist text, word, or Taoist treatise Parazulzusa.

TESLA: Well it seems! This means that there is general knowledge and truth that man has always possessed. In my feeling and experience, the universe has only one substance and one supreme power from the infinite number of manifestations of life. The most beautiful of all, the discovery of a secret nature, and discover others. One can not hide, there are around us, but we are blind and deaf to them. If the emotional tie ourselves to them, they come to us alone. Apple is a lot, but one Newton. He was looking for just the apple that fell before him.

JOURNALIST: A question that may be placed at the beginning of this conversation. What is electricity for you, Dear Mr. Tesla?

TESLA: All of the electricity. First, the light, the endless source that says the matter is distributed in all forms that represent the universe and the earth with all its forms of life. Black is the true face of light, you do not see this, it is an extraordinary grace to man and other creatures. One particle has its light, thermal, nuclear, radiation, chemical, mechanical energy and so far unknown. It has a power that can run the Earth from its orbit. It is true Archimedean lever.

REPORTER: Mr. Tesla, you are too biased towards electricity.

TESLA: Electricity I am. Or, if you will, the electricity in the human form. To you also, Mr. Smith, but not realize it.

REPORTER: Is it therefore your ability to the body of an electrical current passes from one million volts?

TESLA: Imagine a gardener who attack the plants, it would really be crazy. The human body and brain are made of many energy; in me is the most electricity. The energy is different in each is what makes the human “I” or “soul”. For other creatures to their essence, “soul” of the plant is not “soul” of minerals and animals. Brain function and death manifest light. My eyes were in their youth were black, now blue, and as time goes on and strain the brain gets stronger, they are closer to whiteness. White is the color of heaven. Through my window one morning, landed a pigeon, which I ate. He wanted to tell me that she was dying. From his eyes light coming out of jets. Never in the eyes of a creature never seen so much light, as in the pigeon.

REPORTER: Workers in your lab talking about flashes of light, flames and lightning that occur when you are angry or before any danger.

TESLA: These are the psychic discharge or a warning to keep away. The light was always on my side. Do you know who I discovered the rotating magnetic field and induction motor, which I celebrated the twenty-sixth year? One summer evening in Budapest, I watched with my friend Sigetijem sunset. Thousands of fires are burning revolved thousands of colors. I remembered the Faust and recited verses from him. And then, as in a fog, I saw the spinning magnetic field for induction motor. I saw them in the sun!

REPORTER: Hotel service rumored to be closing in during a thunderstorm in the room and talk to themselves.

TESLA: I speak with thunder and lightning.

REPORTER: With them? In what language, Mr. Tesla?

TESLA: Most of my native language. It has the words and sounds, especially in poetry, which are suitable for this.*

REPORTER: Readers of our list would be very grateful to you to interpret.

TESLA: The sound does not exist only in the thunder, and lightning, but, to her he turned into a glow and color, a color can be listened to. Language of the word, which means that the sounds and colors. Each thunder and lightning are different and have their names. I call some of them call the names of those who were close to me in life, or for those that I admire. The sky and the roar of north my mother, sister, brother Daniel, a poet and dragon figures in Serbian history. Names such as Isaiah, Ezekiel, Leonardo, Beethoven, Goya, Faraej, Pushkin, and all the unquenchable fire, indicating clusters and complexes of lightning and thunder that does not stop all night, and the earth bring precious rain or fallen trees and human settlements. There are thunder and lightning, and they most coveted and powerful, that does not disappear. They are coming back and I recognize them among the thousands.

REPORTER: For you, science and poetry are the same?

TESLA: These are the two eyes of one person. William Blake was taught that the universe is born from the imagination, that she held on and will exist as long as there is on earth and man. With it as a point to which astronomers can collect all the stars of a galaxy. She is the creative energy of a light flat.

REPORTER: Imagination is more real to you than life?

TESLA: She gives birth to life. I have fed my mind, I’ve learned to manage emotions, dreams and visions. I have always nurtured, as I nurtured and their enthusiasm. Your whole life long, I was in ecstasy. This was the source of my happiness. He helped me and that during all these years bear the work, which was enough for five lives. It is best to work at night, because the stellar light and thought closely related.

REPORTER: You said that I, like every creature, light. It flatters me, but I admit, I am not quite clear.

TESLA: Why it should be clear to you, Mr. Smith? Suffice it to believe it. All the light. In one of its air is the fate of nations, each nation has its own air in one big light source, which we see as the Sun. And remember: no man that existed, did not die. They had turned into light and as such there still. The secret is that these light particles return to their original state.

REPORTER: This is the resurrection!

TESLA: I prefer to call it: a return to the previous energy. Christ and some knew the secret. I am looking for how to preserve the human energy. It is a form of light, sometimes heavenly light flat top. I looked for a time for ourselves, but for the good of all. I believe that my findings will make people’s lives easier and more tolerable, and direct them to the spirituality and morality.

REPORTER: Do you think that the time may be lifted?

TESLA: Not quite, because the first feature of the energy that is transformed. It is the perpetual transformations, as the clouds Taoists. But it is possible to influence with bringing awareness and preservation after the earthly life. In every corner of the universe there is energy of life, one of them is immortality, whose origin is outside of man and the waiting for him. The universe is spiritual, we are only half that way. Space was more moral than us, because we know its nature and align your life with him. I am not a scientist, science is perhaps the most convenient way to find an answer to the question that always haunts me, and that my days and nights turned into fire.

REPORTER: What’s the matter?

TESLA: How are your eyes lit up! … What I wanted to know is: what happens to a star that falls and the sun goes out? The stars fall like dust or seed in this or in other worlds, and the sun is scattered in our minds, the lives of many creatures, in what will be born as a new light, or space wind scatters the infinity. I understand that it is necessary and is included in the structure of the universe. The thing is, though, is that one of these stars and one of these suns, even if it at least saved.

REPORTER: But, Mr. Tesla, you realize that it is necessary and is included in the structure of the world!

TESLA: When a man becomes clear that his highest goal to run for shooting stars and try to catch her, will understand that his life was the day that is why i will be saved. The star will eventually catch!

REPORTER: And what will happen?

TESLA: The creator will laugh and say, “I was falling just to get you started running after her and grabbed her.”

REPORTER: Are they not in conflict with the cosmic pain that so often in his writings? And what is the cosmic pain?

TESLA: They are not opposites, because we are on earth … It is a disease whose existence the vast majority of people are not aware. Hence many other diseases, suffering, evil, misery, wars and all that of which human life is absurd and terrible phenomenon. The disease can not be completely cured, but awareness of it will make it less difficult and dangerous. Whenever one of my close and dear people were injured, I felt physical pain. This is because our bodies are of similar material, a soul about unbreakable bonds. Incomprehensible sorrow which sometimes overtake us, it means that somewhere, on the other side of the planet, or a child died a noble man. The entire universe is in some periods of sick of myself and of us. Disappearance of a star, and the appearance of comets affect us more than we suspect. Connections among the creatures on Earth, even more, because of our feelings and thoughts will be more wonderful scent of a flower or fall silent. These truths we learn again that we are healed. The drug is in our hearts and, also, in the heart of the animals we call the universe. Knowledge (the seventh adjustment) so that the physical and vital energy to turn into what we want, and achieve dominion over all the emotions. Hindus call it Kundalini Yoga. This knowledge can be learned, what is needed for many years, or are acquired by birth. I got most of them at birth. They are the closest connection with the external energy, which is after the light most widespread in the universe. The woman is the greatest thief and energy, and thus the spiritual power. I always knew it and kept it. Since I made myself what I wanted: the thought and spiritual machine. (Female energy of the moon … who mentioned that the Moon draws some of our energy?).- All done to any one day or one moment if it is not possible to forget who we are and why we are on Earth, (the ninth adjustment).- Dear Mr. Smith, and the trouble is that people are too serious. If it were not, they would be happier and much longer to live. A Chinese proverb says that shortens the life of seriousness.

REPORTER: When you speak, I seem to hear a Buddhist text, word or Daoist treatise Parazulzusa.

TESLA: Well it seems! This means that there is general knowledge and truth that man has always possessed. In my feeling and experience, the universe has only one substance and one supreme power from the infinite number of manifestations of life. The most beautiful of all, the discovery of a secret nature, and discover others. One can not hide, there are around us, but we are blind and deaf to them. If the emotional tie ourselves to them, they come to us alone. All the electricity. First, the light, the endless source that says the matter is distributed in all forms that represent the universe and the earth with all its forms of life. A little-known TeslaLight a white dove. Seemingly paradoxically, Nikola Tesla, the creator of modern electrical engineering and teleautomatike, who is a rationalist and agent of Enlightenment ideas, apparently, was subject to unusual psychic experiences, visions and mystical states. At this, above all, relentlessly indicate many facts about which I am a scientist reported, for example. about their experience of parapsychological which he had when his mother died and many others.Thus, for example Tesla autobiography “My Inventions” lists a number of examples of their own magical, paranormal experiences from childhood and early youth. He mentions that “his strange ailment,” strange images that his priviđale when he was a boy. “In the silence of night, uninvited live images of the scene appeared to be far before my eyes and stubbornly resisted all efforts to dispel them. Sometimes they were so real in space even though I could not pass through them by hand, “describes Tesla. Because of this phenomenon it disturbing that created discomfort and caused concern, he turned to the experts, but they did not have the answer. A child of lightningGreat scientist was convinced that he was only providence has bestowed on the birth of an exceptional destiny, and supernatural powers. There is a legend, dear to Tesla, by which the inventor of alternating current, was born in a terrifying, stormy summer night when the lightning flashing and thunder struck. The midwife who gave birth by his mother, terrified that lightning, this is interpreted as signs of celestial phenomena extraordinary fate of the newborn and rodolji said that it would be a “child of thunder.” How to write a Tesla biographer, this uneducated woman of the people “could not even imagine how this was an accurate description of the man whom her fate will do the creator of artificial lightning, strong enough to shake the whole world.”A stream of mystical lightFor the mystic experience of white doves, it is what Tesla said the “powerful bursts of light” that emanated from her eyes. What Tesla did not know, but it is only suspected, about the meaning of the mysterious light, we now know. In many mythologies and religions, the light is a universal, archetypal symbol of the spirit, deities and mystical insights. The light symbolizes enlightenment, goodness, the divine nature and life as opposed to darkness which symbolizes ignorance, evil and death.In the Old Testament, God word creates light and separates light from darkness. In Hinduism, Buddhism and other religions symbolizes the light of truth, knowledge, and absolute, transcendent reality. In ancient Indian singing Bhagavad-gita is a role model theophany “bright stream of light.” Waking up is so unusual light, numinous experience, the encounter with the divine power and the beyond, the absolute reality.

See Also

14.35 – Teslas 3 6 and 9
16.04 – Nikola Tesla describing what electricity is
16.17 – Negative Electricity – Tesla
Bearden on Tesla and EM Source Charge
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What Electricity Is – Tesla
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6 Jan 2016 My journey through drawing to discovering the energy soup we all live and breathe in

Hi again!

Normally I don’t do more than a post a day here but I was inspired after I did a drawing while the power was out (the power company line men are finally straightening and rewiring all the electric poles on the road behind our house).  After I finished the drawing, which again had the energy “dots” I see, I realized my energy “dot vision” has been going on ever since my last psychotic break back on 2 Nov 2002 in a Barnes and Nobles parking lot in Melbourne Florida.  This episode was preceded by several months of looking for a man with long black hair.  During my episode this last September I was looking for the same person!


After what happened to me back in 2002, like this last time, it took me a long time to process the what and why it happened.  Doing drawings like I’m sharing with you was a way to help me puzzle it out – it still is.  I call them my “show me” drawings.  Whatever comes forth is usually a message for me at the moment or for later.  The drawings I’ve chosen to share here seem to be “for laters.”   There are several not shown here where musical notes are included.  My love of music has never waivered through my life.  In recent years, I am learning just how powerful a force music is in holistic healing.  People are reclaiming their memory and cognitive skills by hearing their favorite songs!

ANYHEW…..it was back in October of last year that I first became conscious of the work of the Keshe Foundation.  I had been an admirer of Nikola Tesla probably since I first learned of him when I lived in Colorado Springs CO which was from about 1994 thru when 9/11 and ever since (I kick myself often that even though I talked about going, I never did visit his museum there!).  In my opinion, Mr. Keshe is echoing Nikola’s work  and taking everything to the next level…actual mass manifestation….reality!   So exciting!

With all this in mind, I decided this afternoon to revisit a few of my old drawing books and found some very interesting images there that correspond very nicely to what I am seeing and hearing from Mr. Keshe and the many who are doing the work to manifest free energy.  Some of these are very simple but the messages are there.  When I look back on my drawing books from 2002 on, they are like a storybook…messages for me to travel to these days and may be beyond?  We shall see!

Thank you for taking the time to visit me!