Two halves of one whole – Nikola Tesla and Wilhelm Reich

This morning I had another “Aha” but this time it was the biggest yet.  I mentioned in a recent blog that I had begun exploring the making of orgonite.  Well in my research of the founder of Orgone, Wilhem Reich, I realized this was familiar.  Many years ago I remember reading or hearing about a “rain maker.”  A man who went to drought stricken towns and with a device “made it rain.”  He had been denounced and pretty much labeled a quack so he slipped out of my consciousness but I always wondered after learning about him if we could control the weather.  I never knew his name…until now.

So I’ve made a couple pieces of my own orgonite and before reading more about Wilhelm’s origin story had wondered if orgonite could be used to help with mental health therapy…low and behold he thought so too and did a lot of research and experiments to prove it!  I wanted to learn more and this morning watched a video on You tube from the Wilhelm Reich Infant Trust.  It’s a short, 3 part documentary called “Man’s Right to Know” detailing Reich’s life and research.  It hit me pretty hard that what happened to him is almost verbatim to what happened to Tesla!

“Man’s right to know, to learn, to inquire, to investigate human emotions must, by all means be safe if the word Freedom should ever be more than an empty political slogan.” Reich’s response to Complaint for Injunction

So I’m going to share with you here how two halves of my crude learning and discovery have come together.  Contrary to past posts, I’m not editing this from my scrap paper scrawl.  I am not a scientist or particularly learned individual…my school has primarily been life.  My Dad has told me that is what life is….”Life is school; we are never out of school.”

Some of what I write here may seem extreme and hard to digest…comprehend.  If you find this conflict within yourself as you try to read this, I say I may not be your messenger.  You must seek your messenger elsewhere but this message to you must be received.

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Dr. Wilhelm Reich

Reich’s work is tangible evidence to show why what we put in our bodies is largely responsible for our “energetic manifestation of reality…our bodies.”  Ingesting too much “dead” organic matter or an imbalance of it with “living” organic matter actually kills the living organisms within us.  Must have balance of dead and living ingestion to have healthy body.  Must have regular exercise and “sexercise” to discharge excess atmospheric energy our bodies are exposed to by people, animals, plants, insects, physical structures man-made and natural like rocks and minerals.  This is why after sex, especially after exercise (specifically outdoors) and chores I feel better!  If I don’t discharge energy, I feel angry, restless, and moody, depressed, overeat, seek “comfort” in shopping, entertainment etc.

Because I, and other “highly sensitive” people; Empaths, ingest much more atmospheric energy, we must use powerful, frequent discharge/detox techniques to balance or “ground” ourselves.  We are tiny “mini-me’s” of Mother Earth.  What happens with her weather systems and climate is her technique for discharge/release of excess energy i.e. storms with a lot of lightening, hurricanes, typhoons, tornados earthquakes.  (to add here I would say it is also in these things and floods, heat waves, drought and other extremes she is doing things we do to try and heal ourselves and express emotion just on a much larger scale!).

My hero – iconic picture taken of him with wireless lit bulb

Nikola Tesla studied energy, discovered “everything is energy” but on another level than Reich.  Tesla was metallic, Reich organic as an analogy.  I now have the two halves of the equation which leads me to comprehension of my abilities, interest, path of discovery and experimentation on a very crude, personal scale….my observation and experience not in a lab, in my life and the lives I encounter and catalyze.  As Reich said of those who sought to destroy, discredit, erase, and “blot out” his research, his existence and the validity and value of his work and of its existence….”I do not like it, I don’t want it, I fear it (I will destroy it – my add here.)” He said, “It’s in their structure, it’s in their blood” (kind of like Jesus supposedly said of those who crucified him, “Forgive them Father, they know not what they do.”)

I have it in my structure, my blood to be the polar opposite!  Reich, Tesla were my brothers of blood.  Our ancestry and origins of our structure and blood from the same regions of the world.  Further in my blood, 1%…Jesus…Jew….rebellion, free thinking, discovery, true understanding and the quest for proof, further understanding and learning.  These two men, all of the other men and women whose life’s work were for the betterment of the common people..one source…one purpose…unification of the “All.”  Peace amongst the “All “and the center source is understanding the Life Force, Universal consciousness, God, the one energy that connects us all.

We all come from, return to, come back to from the one source – an “energy eco-system.”

So to a degree the religions do have it kind of correct.  The way they have gone wrong is trying to control how this one force is received and processed by each living creature.  This is why one person may hear a message at church, work, home, in society and it will either “resonate” and promote action or it won’t.

Very early on a thing Ken (my ex-husband) pointed out in frustration was how he’d tell me something important like “No one can make you feel anything” and it wasn’t until I heard someone else say it would it “resonate”, make sense to me, help me comprehend it and act on this knowledge in my life.  This is why I say often, “Every message has an intended receiver.  What my message is may not be the tone, flavor etc. for my intended recipient.  They will have to hear my message through someone else but it will be delivered!”  So this is why we must have tolerance in all structures of civilization.  There is one Life Force but there are infinite delivery systems (messengers) and conductors of this one force.

To restrict these delivery systems (messengers) and conductors to one acceptable receiving system only..one channel…obstructs the Life force for each individual.  This is why there is no “right” or “wrong” way of thinking or doing (I will add it is this way of constructing society that is responsible for our current dysfunction) only different; perfectly valid.  This is called perception.  We are biologically incapable of all perceiving reality the same way and for any religious, political, organizational entity to demand only one, acceptable (permissible) perception is an abomination against the Life Force… God.

Our thoughts and deeds are energetic manifestations and forces to shape our shared reality.  Right now religious, political, organizational powers who choose to manifest and use money energy oppress and control those “beneath” them in class and station are going against the Life Force, against God.  They have been doing so throughout human history, it’s “in their structures, in their blood” as Reich said. Their entire existence, conscious and unconscious, is about controlling what they fear, “They don’t like us, don’t want us, fear us” but unfortunately (ironically) for them, they need us to continue to exist how they do.  Without our labor, our children, our thoughts, our ideas, our bodies/blood to shed on battlefields for their causes, our weaknesses that they exploit with money energy to support their lifestyles they will cease to exist.

When we give our “will” (what we buy, where we work, what we think, how we vote, how we learn, what we eat, how we carry out our daily lives) to them and their chosen money energy agendas..we give away the piece of Life Force/God that exists in all living things, which Reich in his research tangible showed and proved existed to us, to those who use the Life Force for their selfish and self-serving intent.

Their activities are an offense to the ultimate source.  As history has repeatedly shown, “These shall not stand.”

No human being can stop the will of the one source.  They obviously do not believe, understand or are in arrogant defiance of this truth.  Do they think by controlling reproduction and any facet of the will of people, plants, and animals there are no consequences?  Do not these times show us the consequence of their structural design? (Flawed design).  Specifically what comes to mind is abortion.  I do not like it but think it’s between the woman and God.  The church fears aborting a child will kill the second coming of Christ but I say to this – do you really think aborting a child would prevent God’s coming? Do they now see the parade through time of the second coming?  God’s chosen?  Some newly born and some very late in life to serve God’s will.  No one can stop the will, the message, and the purpose of the Life Force…of God.  The message will be delivered and received by those intended…if they are unsuccessful…there will be another.  There is no “one” second coming or savior.  We all, every living creature born each day is Gods arrival. (To add – in each vessel is the potential for the message to be delivered and received…acted upon.)

Those in power to use the Life Force to kill, maim, oppress, manipulate, deceive, torture, abuse, neglect, libel and steal will suffer the consequences of their activities.

Our individual piece of the Life Force amplifies, distorts or diminishes the consequences felt by them AND by us.

Our thoughts are energy.  What we focus on, put our emotional and thought energy on and subsequently act on expands…it grows…it manifests reality.  When we focus on what’s wrong, what we don’t like, don’t want, fear…we are creating more of it…giving it our personal power…Life Force…feeding it.  “Mind your thoughts” and “Be careful what you wish for, surely you will get it” are phrases we know and say without understanding the truth in them.

As a more than 1% of the population we must reclaim our personal pieces of the Life Force and channel our for we want in the world…how we want to change the world.  We must simplify, unify, choose tangible contact with people, places, nature and things vs the distractions used to control us (technology)…placate us.  We already know what is wrong, the point has been made long ago, we must now focus on what we need to do to make it right….restore balance to us and in turn the Earth.

 

Links:

https://youtu.be/h7AjkpK5Q3k?list=PL3C9C66D477A222E3 – Man’s Right to Know Part 1

https://youtu.be/oHeUDiORreU – Man’s Right to Know Part 2

https://youtu.be/zItcVDKX3ZU – Man’s Right to Know Part 3

https://youtu.be/4t5h-93bxOY

Wilhelm Reich – Alone (10 min. home recording) (03.04.1952)  – this is heart-breaking

https://youtu.be/snUvXthf8m0

Interview with Filmmaker Kevin Hinchey (documentary on Wilhelm Reich Man’s Right to Know”

http://wilhelmreichtrust.org/ – link to main page of Wilhelm Reich Infant Trust

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4 March 2015 Intergenerational and Historical Trauma and Forgiveness

 

Yesterday I learned a new term I hadn’t heard before from watching this video, The Wellbriety Journey to Forgiveness posted by Don Coyhis on You Tube: http://youtu.be/vZwF9NnQbWM?list=PL_rYpWbrL6o4jGlLlnEAmBH9zpUhcwg26

The word is “intergenerational trauma, historical trauma.”

Excerpt from this publication from Whitebison.org: http://www.whitebison.org/magazine/2005/volume6/wellbriety!vol6no6.pdf

“As a result of all this we have historical trauma, which we define as cumulative emotional and psychological wounding across generations, including one’s own lifespan, because everything up to a minute ago is history.”

This morning I was contemplating on this word and started writing.  I apologize if I seem soap boxy or long winded but may be something here will resonate and make it worth your time.

Why does it seem like some people want to destroy the world? Why does it seem like these same people when given every opportunity to stop it do everything they can to escalate it or make it worse?

The answers seem only to be more questions because I don’t believe they even know why.

The reasons are layered so deeply in their DNA, in their blood memory.  I don’t think they even realize on a conscious level what they are doing.  They are merely consciousness in a pre-designed, pre-fabricated shell not of their own making.

Everything the people I speak of were born to be is decided before they are born.  The decision isn’t by God, but by those in expectation of their arrival.  The pre-fab humans already here.

Generation after generation is a predestined path paved in one way;  already well-worn and certain.

This predetermined path was paved for the First People, our Native Americans, African Americans, Asian Americans and in recent times Latin Americans.  The group of peoples omitted from the list and at the center of much of the what, where and why of our current world….us….White Americans.  Not all of us White People are totally at fault and are trying to change ourselves but most of us aren’t “running things” either.  In one way or another, every human being to have ever walked this earth has in some way been a victim of intergenerational/historical trauma.  Some of us are choosing change and trying to repair the damage of our ancestors, but sadly many of those in positions of power are not…are knowingly choosing not to.

For both perpetrators and victims of intergenerational trauma, a path is created for all who come after them.

This is what I see through of all American, World and well….human history.

As humans we want to blame someone else for what is happening, no one, except newborns and very young children are innocent.

Even as we’ve advanced as a species and learned better ways, we continue to choose ignorance. We choose violence/revenge to answer hurt, greed to answer hunger, power to answer real or perceived weakness.  We know better.  We could change everything for the better but we continue to make easy choices to solve complicated problems like a dog trying to catch its tail we go round and round.  We make the same choices to solve the same problems expecting new results.  We try to profit from providing solutions to problems we created.

Free is not valued.  Free is something those who rely on problems to generate profits fear.  There is no profit in free, there is no profit in freedom.

We say we believe Gods and some Goddesses.  We proclaim to revere, honor, respect and follow their teachings written and spoken but our actions defy all of them.  We are hypocrites!  Humans are some of the best cherry pickers in the world as we skim through sacred texts for answers to justify murder and genocide.  The original intention of all the religious literature across the globe carried out with distorted interpretations and perception.

We have lost faith in ourselves and in the source of our very existence, the earth.  Because of the choices of our ancestors and now us, we do not learn to love, honor and respect ourselves or anyone or anything else.  We do not learn to love, honor and respect ourselves; trust our inner and living wisdom and in turn teach this to our children.  The path of intergenerational trauma paved a little further each moment we live.  This truth is a truth for all human kind of today.  There are those who are awake to this truth and seek transformation and share their journey to help others.

There are those who view enlightenment and matters like these as moments not tangibly profitable or essential to their motives.  Those who seek money, resources and power vs matters of the spirit seem to be the ones who run our world.  Our world is what it is from their seeking and our being accomplices.

We say this world cannot change; these people cannot change.  It’s too far gone.  It’s too hard.  It’s too expensive.  If we do change things it will mean the end of our way of life; will cause us shame because so much of what we’ve learned and have done hasn’t been for our best good.  Instead of changing our course today, we keep doing what we’ve always done and hope we’ll die before we are discovered and held in account for our actions.

What I see, have lived and what I now say has been all these things many times before.  There have been SO MANY MESSENGERS!  We’ve written their messages and lives down, done audio recordings, made videos, documentaries and movies and yet here we are.

It’s time to see, live, say.  It’s time to listen, learn, act and change.  It’s time for the blood, sweat, tears and efforts of all those messengers who’ve tried to heal our shared intergenerational traumas to become manifest now.  We need to get “realz!”

We’ve had many chances, attempts and actual successes to forge a new path all of us can walk down peacefully together.  It seems at an escalating pace with the help of our instant media technologies, the powers that be want to pave a path where we shoot, rape, rob, stab, yell, lie, gossip, hate, bomb each other instead.  A road of blood littered with our bodies, not theirs.  This isn’t a new tactic; hence the trauma!

These powerbrokers stand at the edge of this bloody road handing us more ammunition along the way.  The gun advocates give us more guns to “defend” ourselves.  I hear far more about guns being used to resolve personal differences than in self-defense.  You can survive most knife wounds and can take bad unkind words….you can’t take back a bullet.  I don’t believe any of the guns pushed on to us in the guise of self-defense will matter when we are faced with their weapons like tanks and bombs.

The war complex builds more bombs and sends more of our young to fight wars and foreign people they trained to hate and kill us…terrorism is by their design for the spoils of war.

Sadly, those in charge of the war machine, food/agriculture, medicine, manufacturing, retail, mainstream media and entertainment, government and all other money generating systems are mere puppets on strings to the puppet masters.  The puppets do the dirty work so their masters can remain behind the curtain.

The question I usually ask when I watch Superhero movies with characters like Superman and Lex Luther or Batman and the Joker or any super-hero vs nemesis set on world dominance and destruction is if you fuck everything up and everyone is sick, dying or dead …what’s the point?!  Don’t these people read history?  We’ve been hearing a lot about Hitler these days.  His story wasn’t a real positive one!  The genocide of 8 million+  Jews accomplished what?!  World War II and in the end…

http://www.historyplace.com/worldwar2/timeline/death.htm:

“Hitler and his wife then went back into their private quarters while Bormann and Goebbels remained quietly nearby. Several moments later a gunshot was heard. After waiting a few moments, at 3:30 p.m., Bormann and Goebbels entered and found the body of Hitler sprawled on the sofa, dripping with blood from a gunshot to his right temple. Eva Braun had died from swallowing poison.

As Soviet shells exploded nearby, the bodies were carried up to the Chancellery garden, doused with gasoline and burned while Bormann and Goebbels stood by and gave a final Nazi salute. Over the next three hours the bodies were repeatedly doused with gasoline. The charred remains were then swept into a canvas, placed into a shell crater and buried. “

The puppet masters are themselves just puppets to their chosen stage manager, their God.  They, like we bow, kiss, shake, blow drugs up our nose with its inky flesh.

They will tell us what we want to hear and it honors their God.  They tell us they share our chosen walks of faith, beliefs, and our values but because we’ve followed their God for so long, we don’t even know for ourselves or have forgotten what our own faith, beliefs and values are.  Every time we vote for them, buy from them, watch them pitch rhetoric we become living sacrifices to their God.  Our personal energy feeds it and gives it life.

We are distracted with the gadgets, addictive substances and activities they’ve put in our way.  All of this honors their God while they continue to worship in private board rooms.

Their God gives them control over our food, water, clothing, shelter, education, healthcare, transportation, religion and education systems.

Their God gives them control over how well and how long we live….if we are born….how slowly or quickly we die.

Their God gives them control over our children and our future.  A future most of them won’t live long enough to reap what they’ve sown.

Fortunately I am seeing, and so are most others who are awake, the time of their God’s power comes to a close.

History shows us what happens to civilizations built such as ours has been.  As with all tangible Gods that build empires on the backs and blood of suffering peoples the life-span is mercifully short (even if it doesn’t seem very short to those who spend a life-time suffering!).

The empire built of their Gods fragile flesh will not withstand climate change…not the “weather” like the idiots keep describing climate change as.  The weather is today, climate change is over time!  A society such as this cannot stand up to climate changes flames, earthquakes, floods, sink-holes and air, water and soil pollution.

Mother always wins no matter what war waged against her….sometimes I wonder if the very word Mother and nature is why they insist on hurting her like they do.  Mother issues?  Father issues? Are these poor souls just a very public example of intergenerational trauma extreme?! Instead of running the world they should be in a therapist office like most of the rest of us are!   If they could just forgive their parents or whomever wronged them would they change?  As the First People, myself and so many others are learning on our quest to healing and inner peace, there is only one cure….forgiveness.

There is no worldly comfort for what ails them…us.  It is only when we at last seek and give forgiveness to all we  have harmed and all who have harmed us will we survive all of this.

Each day for me is an exercise in the act of forgiveness.  I will never stop trying to forgive as the brave First Americans seek to do now.  Forgiveness = lasting healing and peace within and peace in the world.

Again…not saying ANYTHING new.  Just my interpretation in this modern world.

If we do not seek to forgive and be forgiven we only pave the path of world destruction still further.